[Gintama] Mr. Songyang that day
Chapter 48
At that time.
The little purple-haired child stood in front of the door of that person's room with his pillow in his arms, quietly poked his head out to see her, and made a request cautiously.
"Can I sleep with the teacher tonight?"
At that time.
The smile on that person's face was exactly the same as that of the present 15 years later, as if the passage of time in these 15 years was just a dream.
— Losing is a dream.
The collapse of the world is a dream.
The endless darkness is a dream.
——It must be a dream.
The man quietly stared at the light-haired teacher who was smiling sweetly in front of him, and for a moment he didn't know where he was.
Never lost, never parted, isn't she right here?
—Is that so.
"Teacher...you seem to be in a good mood."
"Well, I remembered something."
Songyang blinked, and at the same time remembered that memory, so he couldn't help but smile.
The child who shyly shrank into her arms with a pillow at that time is now a reliable general who can lead an army on his own. How time flies.
Thinking of this, she felt a little melancholy.
Perhaps for her, the passage of time is a meaningless thing.
Whether it's ten years or twenty years, she will still look like this, and maybe she can age very slowly, but death may never come.
So after that, what happens after that?
The thought flashed through her mind quickly and then disappeared.
In any case, to be able to return to these children, before she fully remembered everything, she had nothing more to ask for at this moment.
"It's good for the teacher to be happy."
The man sighed like this, looking at her with a smile in his eyes.
Adult purple-haired students occasionally show such doting eyes, which makes Songyang feel relieved and helpless.
The good news is that Takasugi, who has grown up, is more mature and considerate than she imagined, and taking care of others will give people the illusion of being spoiled.
Helplessly, as a teacher, she was tolerated everywhere by the students, which always made her feel a little guilty.
"Actually, Jin Zhu doesn't need to do that..."
Still insisting on strict etiquette, so Takasugi placed the bedding half a room away from Songyang, and moved the bedding over under Songyang's strong request.
"That's fine, and frankly speaking, I'd be sad if Jinsuke sees you too much."
Takasugi just smiled gently, watching Songyang seriously put the two beddings side by side, his eyes fell on her neck, a small piece of white hair was exposed in the gorgeous bathrobe and after the long hair was scattered due to the movement. On the skin, and moved to the small earlobe that is faintly visible between the hair.
There are things he is familiar with hanging there, and that is also the first gift he gave her.
The man sighed softly, the turbulent emotions in his eyes flickered, and he moved away as if inadvertently.
It was probably the first time to be alone with an adult student, and Songyang didn't feel sleepy.
When I was in Wanshiwu, even though I stayed in the same room with Yinshi, Yinshi either refused to talk and urged her to sleep fiercely, or just looked at her in a daze, and she would answer perfunctorily when she asked. few words.
As for Takasugi, although she could feel the pain, at this moment.
Just an ordinary, moment when the two of you look at each other.The emotion settled in that green eye was still calm after all.
Because she is here, she will feel at ease.
——But when he thought that this person was still injured, even if he had recovered, Songyang still couldn't stop worrying, so he pretended to be angry and urged Takasugi to close his eyes and go to sleep.
But Takasugi hooked the corners of his lips, and calmly changed the subject.
"Does the teacher know what planet we just passed?"
"Hey?"
Songyang's interest was immediately raised, and he fell into the atmosphere of talking before going to bed unprepared.
Takasugi told Songyang about the planets he passed by in the past few days and some interesting stories that happened during the space travel. Of course, most of these so-called "interesting stories" came from Wushi or Wanqi.
After all, he is wandering in the universe, life has always been boring, and occasionally some entertainment is just invited by Chunyu members to enjoy boring programs or other more boring activities, interesting things that can happen, naturally and the house of everything located in the city What can happen cannot be compared.
But Songyang listened very seriously.She has always understood that Jinzhu and Yinshi are two completely different people. Yinshi seems lazy but has the most steadfast soul, while Jinsuke is persistent as always, and he will not look back when he decides on something.
She still doesn't know what purpose Jin Zhu is moving forward now, but since her disciple has chosen a direction, she will definitely give the other party everything she can give.
——If that pain and burden can no longer oppress his shoulders.
"So, what are your plans for the future, teacher?"
"Plans for the future? I don't have a clear goal yet...but I occasionally have the idea that I have to do something in my mind."
That was probably the only thing she was obsessed with in these repeated years, but now Songyang has completely lost this memory, and can only stop aimlessly for the time being.
"Anyway, I'm staying at Gintoki's place for the time being. It's fine for Jinsuke to come and find me at Wanshiwu when he's free. However, there are policemen in Kabukicho who are following the barbarians. Jinsuke, be careful. You'll have to ask Gintoki to take a look... "
This was after Songyang asked another question that Takasugi was unwilling to answer, and the topic was inadvertently replaced, leading to Songyang himself.
Then Takasugi felt a little regretful.
Although Songyang will be temporarily placed with Yinshi in the future, no matter how many times Songyang mentions Yinshi, it seems that there is a connection between these two people that no force in this world can break.
That guy will always get what he's looking for easily.
Yes, although he didn't want to admit it, he did feel jealous of that silver-haired idiot.
Is it because children who don't obey always get more attention?So it was obvious that Sakata Gintoki was sleeping in every literature class, and his homework was messed up, but that person still only cast his trusting eyes on Sakata Gintoki.
He has always been aware of this fact.
Sakata Gintoki is completely different from them, and anyone in the Matsushita Private School, and is the most special for that person.
No matter how many years have passed, he is still an immature child in the eyes of that person.Only that guy, that guy Sakata Gintoki——
From the very beginning, that person treated that guy as an equal.
That guy is not only the person who understands her best, but also the person she can entrust everything to, and the only opponent she agrees with.
——It was an existence that could stand in front of her.
——But why is it Sakata Gintoki?
Takasugi often thought about this when he was young.
Is it because that kid is strong?
So on the martial arts field, no matter how many times he had to challenge that kid, there were a total of 492 win-loss fights, and the result was a tie, but it didn't matter, at least that kid wasn't stronger than him.
——Why?
His mind was empty as he watched the knife fall.
Everything is gone.
His world, his life, his love.
Everything, accompanied by Shinsuke Takasugi from Matsushita Private School, ended at this moment.
——Why, can’t it be him?
That person's eyes, that person's trust, that person's entrustment, the moment of making a choice, and——
Qualified to avenge her.
Why is it always that Sakata Gintoki?
With all these, that guy is still hiding in the corner of this cruel world, shrinking back and refusing to move forward without making any progress.
But even so——
"However, Gintoki, although his living habits are messed up, he still worked hard for the promise made at that time."
Songyang couldn't help but sigh with emotion, and then realized something and quickly stopped the topic.
Although Jin Zhu was the one who reacted the calmest to her return, of course he would be the one with the most extreme emotions when she left, so Song Yang didn't want to bring up that incomplete memory, which is also why Song Yang didn't ask. The cause of Takasugi's left eye.
For Yinshi, would her departure make Yinshi think it was a kind of abandonment?
So, what about Jinsuke?He once promised Jin Zhu to take him away. In Jin Zhu's view, this should be an agreement that he would never leave.It's a pity that she missed the appointment again.
— that war.
Related to this noun, it will never be a word that can bring happiness. All that is left is scars and pain. Songyang hopes that they can come out of such sad memories.
"An agreement?"
And Takasugi just sighed briefly.
He didn't ask any further, nor was he shaken by the mention of some painful memories, the expression on his face was so indifferent that almost no emotion could be seen.
He never showed excessive ups and downs in front of Songyang, as if wearing a mask that was too perfect, no matter what topic he was talking about, he could try his best to cooperate with Songyang.
In order to make Songyang unable to see his true inner thoughts, Gao Shan used his humble appearance to cover the beast in his heart.
——The teacher will still just leave everything to that guy.
Takasugi knew this clearly.
Except for being taken out of the family by her to live in a private school, and finally surviving on the battlefield, in Songyang's eyes, he or Gui, or all the classmates who died in battle in the private school, there is no distinction between which is more important.
They are a whole, the part that should be protected and handed over to Sakata Gintoki as a choice.
——In the era of private schools, Yinshi was always left behind alone, and Songyang would never look back nervously or pull people to his side like he did with them.
It seems that she always didn't care about them when she was with Yin, but Takasugi knew better than anyone else that that was the fetter he longed for but couldn't get.
He always thought that he was special, because there was a secret between him and Song Yang that only the two of them knew, a secret that even Sakata Gintoki didn't know.That may also be Yoshida Matsuyo's biggest secret.
- Teachers are not human beings.
Not only was he not afraid of it, but he was ecstatic about the fact that he was closer to her than anyone else.
Could he be that special one too?
With anticipation, he kept this secret until that day——
When he was escorted to the ground, powerless and the guy with the wig acted as one side of the balance, and the other side was his whole world, but it was never him who had the right to choose.
He suddenly understood that in the eyes of that person, he was still just that "symbol" that needed to be protected, every passer-by in her long life.
——And now, the reason why she appeared here was only because he was bought by the other party with his life, a surviving loser.
But even though he clearly understands this point, he is still getting deeper and deeper in the search for "that", trying hard to narrow the seemingly insurmountable distance.
——What was the teacher thinking at that time?
Or, what does "that" want to do?
Right now, Takasugi Shinsuke has no clue about this, and he can't even allow himself to stand still in order to regain what he lost, although he chose a path that does not require reason and requires wanton madness.
He knew clearly that it was a choice his teacher would not want to see him make.
"In short, living in Wanshiwu is quite convenient, so don't worry about Jinsuke."
Songyang only noticed that Gao Shan lowered his eyes when he heard the words, and thought he remembered some painful memory, so he quickly changed the subject.
"How long will Jinsuke be in the universe this time?"
Her skill in changing the subject has never been very good, but even so, the purple-haired man just sighed imperceptibly, and there was no clue in his eyes watching her.
"The teacher will be sent back soon."
Next time we meet, I will ask for more from the teacher, and the teacher will never refuse me, right?
The little purple-haired child stood in front of the door of that person's room with his pillow in his arms, quietly poked his head out to see her, and made a request cautiously.
"Can I sleep with the teacher tonight?"
At that time.
The smile on that person's face was exactly the same as that of the present 15 years later, as if the passage of time in these 15 years was just a dream.
— Losing is a dream.
The collapse of the world is a dream.
The endless darkness is a dream.
——It must be a dream.
The man quietly stared at the light-haired teacher who was smiling sweetly in front of him, and for a moment he didn't know where he was.
Never lost, never parted, isn't she right here?
—Is that so.
"Teacher...you seem to be in a good mood."
"Well, I remembered something."
Songyang blinked, and at the same time remembered that memory, so he couldn't help but smile.
The child who shyly shrank into her arms with a pillow at that time is now a reliable general who can lead an army on his own. How time flies.
Thinking of this, she felt a little melancholy.
Perhaps for her, the passage of time is a meaningless thing.
Whether it's ten years or twenty years, she will still look like this, and maybe she can age very slowly, but death may never come.
So after that, what happens after that?
The thought flashed through her mind quickly and then disappeared.
In any case, to be able to return to these children, before she fully remembered everything, she had nothing more to ask for at this moment.
"It's good for the teacher to be happy."
The man sighed like this, looking at her with a smile in his eyes.
Adult purple-haired students occasionally show such doting eyes, which makes Songyang feel relieved and helpless.
The good news is that Takasugi, who has grown up, is more mature and considerate than she imagined, and taking care of others will give people the illusion of being spoiled.
Helplessly, as a teacher, she was tolerated everywhere by the students, which always made her feel a little guilty.
"Actually, Jin Zhu doesn't need to do that..."
Still insisting on strict etiquette, so Takasugi placed the bedding half a room away from Songyang, and moved the bedding over under Songyang's strong request.
"That's fine, and frankly speaking, I'd be sad if Jinsuke sees you too much."
Takasugi just smiled gently, watching Songyang seriously put the two beddings side by side, his eyes fell on her neck, a small piece of white hair was exposed in the gorgeous bathrobe and after the long hair was scattered due to the movement. On the skin, and moved to the small earlobe that is faintly visible between the hair.
There are things he is familiar with hanging there, and that is also the first gift he gave her.
The man sighed softly, the turbulent emotions in his eyes flickered, and he moved away as if inadvertently.
It was probably the first time to be alone with an adult student, and Songyang didn't feel sleepy.
When I was in Wanshiwu, even though I stayed in the same room with Yinshi, Yinshi either refused to talk and urged her to sleep fiercely, or just looked at her in a daze, and she would answer perfunctorily when she asked. few words.
As for Takasugi, although she could feel the pain, at this moment.
Just an ordinary, moment when the two of you look at each other.The emotion settled in that green eye was still calm after all.
Because she is here, she will feel at ease.
——But when he thought that this person was still injured, even if he had recovered, Songyang still couldn't stop worrying, so he pretended to be angry and urged Takasugi to close his eyes and go to sleep.
But Takasugi hooked the corners of his lips, and calmly changed the subject.
"Does the teacher know what planet we just passed?"
"Hey?"
Songyang's interest was immediately raised, and he fell into the atmosphere of talking before going to bed unprepared.
Takasugi told Songyang about the planets he passed by in the past few days and some interesting stories that happened during the space travel. Of course, most of these so-called "interesting stories" came from Wushi or Wanqi.
After all, he is wandering in the universe, life has always been boring, and occasionally some entertainment is just invited by Chunyu members to enjoy boring programs or other more boring activities, interesting things that can happen, naturally and the house of everything located in the city What can happen cannot be compared.
But Songyang listened very seriously.She has always understood that Jinzhu and Yinshi are two completely different people. Yinshi seems lazy but has the most steadfast soul, while Jinsuke is persistent as always, and he will not look back when he decides on something.
She still doesn't know what purpose Jin Zhu is moving forward now, but since her disciple has chosen a direction, she will definitely give the other party everything she can give.
——If that pain and burden can no longer oppress his shoulders.
"So, what are your plans for the future, teacher?"
"Plans for the future? I don't have a clear goal yet...but I occasionally have the idea that I have to do something in my mind."
That was probably the only thing she was obsessed with in these repeated years, but now Songyang has completely lost this memory, and can only stop aimlessly for the time being.
"Anyway, I'm staying at Gintoki's place for the time being. It's fine for Jinsuke to come and find me at Wanshiwu when he's free. However, there are policemen in Kabukicho who are following the barbarians. Jinsuke, be careful. You'll have to ask Gintoki to take a look... "
This was after Songyang asked another question that Takasugi was unwilling to answer, and the topic was inadvertently replaced, leading to Songyang himself.
Then Takasugi felt a little regretful.
Although Songyang will be temporarily placed with Yinshi in the future, no matter how many times Songyang mentions Yinshi, it seems that there is a connection between these two people that no force in this world can break.
That guy will always get what he's looking for easily.
Yes, although he didn't want to admit it, he did feel jealous of that silver-haired idiot.
Is it because children who don't obey always get more attention?So it was obvious that Sakata Gintoki was sleeping in every literature class, and his homework was messed up, but that person still only cast his trusting eyes on Sakata Gintoki.
He has always been aware of this fact.
Sakata Gintoki is completely different from them, and anyone in the Matsushita Private School, and is the most special for that person.
No matter how many years have passed, he is still an immature child in the eyes of that person.Only that guy, that guy Sakata Gintoki——
From the very beginning, that person treated that guy as an equal.
That guy is not only the person who understands her best, but also the person she can entrust everything to, and the only opponent she agrees with.
——It was an existence that could stand in front of her.
——But why is it Sakata Gintoki?
Takasugi often thought about this when he was young.
Is it because that kid is strong?
So on the martial arts field, no matter how many times he had to challenge that kid, there were a total of 492 win-loss fights, and the result was a tie, but it didn't matter, at least that kid wasn't stronger than him.
——Why?
His mind was empty as he watched the knife fall.
Everything is gone.
His world, his life, his love.
Everything, accompanied by Shinsuke Takasugi from Matsushita Private School, ended at this moment.
——Why, can’t it be him?
That person's eyes, that person's trust, that person's entrustment, the moment of making a choice, and——
Qualified to avenge her.
Why is it always that Sakata Gintoki?
With all these, that guy is still hiding in the corner of this cruel world, shrinking back and refusing to move forward without making any progress.
But even so——
"However, Gintoki, although his living habits are messed up, he still worked hard for the promise made at that time."
Songyang couldn't help but sigh with emotion, and then realized something and quickly stopped the topic.
Although Jin Zhu was the one who reacted the calmest to her return, of course he would be the one with the most extreme emotions when she left, so Song Yang didn't want to bring up that incomplete memory, which is also why Song Yang didn't ask. The cause of Takasugi's left eye.
For Yinshi, would her departure make Yinshi think it was a kind of abandonment?
So, what about Jinsuke?He once promised Jin Zhu to take him away. In Jin Zhu's view, this should be an agreement that he would never leave.It's a pity that she missed the appointment again.
— that war.
Related to this noun, it will never be a word that can bring happiness. All that is left is scars and pain. Songyang hopes that they can come out of such sad memories.
"An agreement?"
And Takasugi just sighed briefly.
He didn't ask any further, nor was he shaken by the mention of some painful memories, the expression on his face was so indifferent that almost no emotion could be seen.
He never showed excessive ups and downs in front of Songyang, as if wearing a mask that was too perfect, no matter what topic he was talking about, he could try his best to cooperate with Songyang.
In order to make Songyang unable to see his true inner thoughts, Gao Shan used his humble appearance to cover the beast in his heart.
——The teacher will still just leave everything to that guy.
Takasugi knew this clearly.
Except for being taken out of the family by her to live in a private school, and finally surviving on the battlefield, in Songyang's eyes, he or Gui, or all the classmates who died in battle in the private school, there is no distinction between which is more important.
They are a whole, the part that should be protected and handed over to Sakata Gintoki as a choice.
——In the era of private schools, Yinshi was always left behind alone, and Songyang would never look back nervously or pull people to his side like he did with them.
It seems that she always didn't care about them when she was with Yin, but Takasugi knew better than anyone else that that was the fetter he longed for but couldn't get.
He always thought that he was special, because there was a secret between him and Song Yang that only the two of them knew, a secret that even Sakata Gintoki didn't know.That may also be Yoshida Matsuyo's biggest secret.
- Teachers are not human beings.
Not only was he not afraid of it, but he was ecstatic about the fact that he was closer to her than anyone else.
Could he be that special one too?
With anticipation, he kept this secret until that day——
When he was escorted to the ground, powerless and the guy with the wig acted as one side of the balance, and the other side was his whole world, but it was never him who had the right to choose.
He suddenly understood that in the eyes of that person, he was still just that "symbol" that needed to be protected, every passer-by in her long life.
——And now, the reason why she appeared here was only because he was bought by the other party with his life, a surviving loser.
But even though he clearly understands this point, he is still getting deeper and deeper in the search for "that", trying hard to narrow the seemingly insurmountable distance.
——What was the teacher thinking at that time?
Or, what does "that" want to do?
Right now, Takasugi Shinsuke has no clue about this, and he can't even allow himself to stand still in order to regain what he lost, although he chose a path that does not require reason and requires wanton madness.
He knew clearly that it was a choice his teacher would not want to see him make.
"In short, living in Wanshiwu is quite convenient, so don't worry about Jinsuke."
Songyang only noticed that Gao Shan lowered his eyes when he heard the words, and thought he remembered some painful memory, so he quickly changed the subject.
"How long will Jinsuke be in the universe this time?"
Her skill in changing the subject has never been very good, but even so, the purple-haired man just sighed imperceptibly, and there was no clue in his eyes watching her.
"The teacher will be sent back soon."
Next time we meet, I will ask for more from the teacher, and the teacher will never refuse me, right?
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