[Gintama] Mr. Songyang that day

Xu was able to forcibly surpass her existence and snatch the control of this body, which was something she hadn't expected at all.

Although she just lost consciousness for a moment, she soon woke up. She had just snatched the knife and slashed at the right hand that was about to slash the face of the visitor, and abruptly took it back.

Songyang endured the pain of his brain being pulled by Xu Xu, and broke the knives in the hands of the officers and soldiers who came to make trouble, frightened the group of officers and soldiers to run out holding half of the knives.The headache surged up and down, and she saw that her right hand began to uncontrollably want to make a killer move again, and she cut off her right hand from the elbow through her sleeve neatly.

The hand that wrapped the severed limb was stained red with the cut cloth, and the blood gradually dried in the air.

This indeed suppressed Xu to a certain extent, but even with the pain, Xu never gave up the control of his body.

"Stupid! Let those guys go—"

"Do you think you can get the so-called peace!"

"Innocent!"

"One day it will destroy everything you have!"

With such cynicism in her consciousness, she managed to push back the fierce killing intent of the opponent, and the severed right hand also slowly grew out from the cut, returning to its original state.

Then she turned her head, and the shake that occurred at that moment almost let Xu take the opportunity to enter again.

"Have you been seen again? That kid, have you seen everything this time?"

"What you want to hide—"

"The part that belongs to the monster that has to be disguised as a human being is removed!"

The purple-haired boy looked at her with a pale face, and his voice was hoarse than ever before.

"...teacher?"

"Jinsuke?"

She told herself that she should go over and hug the terrified purple-haired child, but her body froze and couldn't move.

—she would never have thought to expose that child to such a horrible side of her.

"I..."

The purple-haired boy's complexion gradually returned to color. Seeing Songyang standing there motionless, he ran in from the entrance, and hugged her unwaveringly just like that day.

"Teacher... have you recovered? Why did you suffer such a serious injury? Could it be that those servants—"

He swallowed his words, his eyes turned cold for a moment, and there was a hint of hostility in his tone. Songyang was afraid that he would seek revenge, so he explained to him intermittently.

"No one hurt me, it was me..."

She realized that she couldn't relax at all, otherwise she would be replaced by nothingness one day.

That's the worst possible outcome.

Hearing this, Gao Shan still didn't ask a word, just nodded obediently and said.

"Teacher, the ingredients I bought at the market are still stored with Mr. Kido. I want to go to the intersection to get the ingredients back."

Songyang responded a few times indiscriminately, and then sighed slowly when he saw Gao Shan walk out of the entrance.

She buried the broken blade and the body wrapped in the broken clothes into the deep pit on the mountain behind the private school, carefully burned it to ashes, changed her clothes again, and sat on the threshold to wait for Gao Shan to come back.

Yinshi went back to the private school first, he didn't seem to know what happened just now, holding a small bag of candies in his hand, his expression looked the same as before.

"Ah, Mr. Songyang, what are you doing sitting here?" There was no response.

He crossed the threshold, walked around the back room and asked again. "Student Aoshan hasn't come back yet?"

Songyang replied as if waking up from a dream.

"Jin Zhu? Ah yes... I asked him to run an errand for me."

"Ah, is that so?" Yinshi scratched his hair, ran into the kitchen, and ran out with a suspicious expression on his face.

"What the hell, didn't that guy put down the ingredients? It's rare for Ah Yin to try making a sukiyaki pot. I've bought all the ingredients—by the way, teacher, haven't you slept enough all afternoon? You look super tired .”

"Huh? Is there?" Songyang touched his face subconsciously, Yinshi frowned and observed her, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand to pull her up.

"Go on to sleep. Ah Yin still has to clean up the house and prepare dinner. Teacher, don't get in the way here."

He has never seen Songyang in such a state of disorientation.

His eyes are wandering, but he is facing the direction of the entrance like a watchdog stone. Are you so looking forward to that guy Takasugi's return?

Gee.

Silver narrowed his eyes irritably.

Songyang was dragged into the room to lie down in a trance, and asked the other party to gently pull the quilt on her, then stared at the ceiling silently in a daze.

The restless mood hadn't calmed down yet, and there was an earth-shattering noise in her mind.

"Stupid! Naive! Why don't you get rid of those scumbags to avoid future troubles?"

"That kid saw my existence, are you going to let it go like this?"

"answer me!"

It's a headache.

Songyang pulled the quilt over his head, closed his eyes and pretended to be dead, and fell asleep when he didn't pay attention.

Perhaps both she and Xu were really too tired, and Xu did not enter her dream again, and it was rare for her to have a good night's sleep for the first time recently.

When I woke up, it was dark.

After Songyang combed her hair and walked out of the room, she saw two children lying drowsy at the dining table. There were a lot of chopped ingredients and three small hot pots on the table, probably to wait for her. There is no partner.

"Jinzhu? Yinshi?"

"Ah, I'm awake."

She woke up the two children with some guilt, Gintoki rubbed his eyes to wake up, skillfully unscrewed the small hot pot to cook soup, and directed Gao Shan to put ingredients into the pot, Gao Shan frowned and let it go patiently.

After all, apart from Katsura, who was not present, only Gintoki was allowed to enter the kitchen in the entire private school. Matsuyo was a complete killer in the kitchen, and Takasugi was also a culinary waste who could turn rice balls into rice paste.

But when there is Yin, Gao Shan can help out, and Songyang can only look at them eagerly.

——It is true that he can grow into a reliable and independent adult.

If she does come to a certain day when she must leave.

Song Yang watched tenderly the two children who kept putting meat into her pot, and sighed involuntarily.

"Both Yinshi and Jinsuke can take care of themselves, so I can rest assured."

After she said that, Yin Shi, who lowered his head to eat, breathed with his mouth open as if he had been scalded.

"Ah, Ah Yin's tongue! It's hot, hot, hot!"

Song Yang hurriedly went to the kitchen to get him ice water, Yin Shi took the ice water and drank it for a while, and took a few big gulps before he recovered.

"feel better now?"

"Why all the fuss, Ah Yin just got burned." Yinshi muttered with water in his mouth.

Songyang motioned him to stick out his tongue, checked for a while and found no trace of burns before he was relieved, and shook his head helplessly.

"Really, I took care of myself when I was still boasting Yin just now.

"They said it was just an accident. Instead of talking about it, it's better to eat quickly."

Yinshi rolled his eyes, and lazily pushed the beef into her bowl a little more. "Don't think about anything else, Ah Yin specially bought bamboo-grade Kobe beef, don't let it go to waste."

Gao Shan was unusually silent tonight, causing Songyang to look at it several times worriedly, but he just lowered his head and ate quietly, as if he was overtired.

"Jin Zhu?" Songyang called him, and he immediately looked up.

"Teacher? Do you have anything to eat? I'll cook it for you."

"It's okay, Jinzhu just needs to eat more, he doesn't look very well, so let's go to bed early after the meeting."

"Teacher, please don't worry about me, I'm fine."

Answering like this, the tiredness on Takasugi's face can't fool anyone.

Are you still thinking about her?Thinking of this, Songyang was afraid for a while.

If she hadn't been able to resist Xu's suppression and killed her at that time, she might not be herself anymore, if she hurt Jinsuke because of this——

That is by no means the pain that can be compared to cutting off a hand, or it is not the pain that can be equal to the pain of injuring someone. It is the pain of completely tearing a heart as a human being.

She obviously wanted to protect them and watch them grow up safely, but now she began to waver.

If things go on like this, what if one day, just destroying the scorpion can't suppress Xu?

"Are you a kindergarten student, why are you staring blankly while biting your chopsticks?"

Yinshi's brows were tightened enough to kill a fly, and he picked up a chopstick of beef and sent it to Songyang's mouth.

"Open your mouth for Ah Yin to eat."

Songyang absent-mindedly bit Yinshi's chopsticks, and Yinshi's ears turned red with a whoosh, and he took the chopsticks out of her mouth, feeling a little at a loss when holding these chopsticks.

stupid stupid stupid!Why do you have to bite his chopsticks so tightly!

"It's really you, teacher, what are you doing!"

"...Well, isn't this piece a bit salty..."

"Hey, hey, listen to Ah Yin, you!"

——Xu is a person whose personality is completely different from hers.Although it is not appropriate to say this, after all, they are still the same person, but they have split into two different personalities.

——No, maybe she is a small fragment that was split by that void.

One thing Xu said is true, compared with Xu, she is indeed too naive and too idealistic.

This time, being approached by officers and soldiers made Songyang feel a long-lost sense of urgency. He even brought Gui back the next day. For several days in a row, the private school ended early, and he followed the three children when he went out, making sure that there would be no one else. It was only when she came to make trouble at home that she relaxed a little.

She doesn't care what happens to her, but those children are existences that she must protect.

Even over thousands of corpses named Xu, or herself.

On New Year's Eve, there was a heavy snowfall in Matsumoto Village, and the private school was also on winter vacation.

As usual, Songyang took the three teenagers to the shrine to pray.

In the first year when he first came to Matsumoto Village, Songyang himself was terrified, and asked Gintoki, who had also never experienced these etiquettes, to follow her carefully. As a result, the etiquette of praying for blessings in larger villages was more complicated, and Songyang learned from Asuke. There were differences in the way they arrived, and in the end it was Grandma Shan who impatiently took the two of them aside and told them to watch their movements and learn.

"Really, you rude warriors are not careful at all. I won't teach you a second time next year."

Grandma Shan dismissed the curious eyes of the surrounding villagers with a few words, and Songyang also breathed a sigh of relief, touching the messy natural curly hair of the reluctant silver-haired child, and asked him in a low voice.

"Have you learned?"

"It's not difficult at all."

Silver hummed disdainfully. "It's hard to trouble Ah Yin."

Although it is meaningless for the two of them to pray for the blessings of the gods, Songyang can more or less understand these beautiful expectations.

At that time, she drew lots with great interest, and asked Yinshi to write down her New Year's wishes on the ema horse as seriously as she did.

——Although there is no god in the world who can fulfill her wish.

"What wish did the teacher make!"

Gui, who was the first to hang up the painted horse and signed papers, ran over, her eyes rolled around, and she seemed very curious about the painted horse in her hand.

Gintoki and Takasugi also came this way while arguing.Yin Shi is used to being eloquent, Gao Shan is always so angry that he can't speak back, his face is as black as the bottom of a pot.

"Oh Hehe~ How many centimeters does Ao Shan wish to grow this year?"

Yinshi grimaced and laughed strangely, Gao Shan, who was poked in pain, picked up a ball of snow and threw it at Yinshi's face.

"Sakata Gintoki, you die for me!"

Among the three children, Yinshi is currently the tallest, followed by Gui. Both of them are tall and thin, slightly taller than her. The shortest is Takasugi, who is still half a head shorter than her.

Although Songyang thought it was okay, Gao Shan himself was very concerned about the gap of a few centimeters, and he tried his best to grow taller. He was misled by Gui before thinking that it would help him grow taller, so he went to the city to order a few boxes of it. , put a bottle on the desk every day, forcing myself to drink it.

But he didn't know that Gui's real purpose was to collect tickle bottle caps to exchange for prizes. Gao Shan's actions not only did not help his height, but also made the children in the private school think how delicious this drink was, and they all scrambled for it. When I went to buy it, even Yinshi was driven to drink a lot.

Then, Gui, who couldn't buy Tickletuo, couldn't help but went to Gao Shan to ask for the bottle cap. Gao Shan knew the truth, and angrily smashed a box of Tickletuo on his face. It took him a week to recover from his anger.

Songyang really doesn't understand how boys care about their height. She actually misses the days when these little kids could be held in her arms and rubbed their hair.

How time flies, she thought.

Now in her eighth year in Songben Village, these three children have grown to 15 years old, and they are becoming more and more like mature adults, and there is no sense of age gap when they walk with Songyang.

Songyang also asked them insinuatingly, if they want to travel to other domains like the older students to broaden their horizons, but Takasugi shook his head and refused when he heard that Songyang could not go with him. Gintoki was not interested in the life of running around. Seeing that the two of them were unwilling to travel alone, and the only Gui who was a little moved, Songyang had no choice but to give up.

Even though he is an adult, he still likes to be by her side.

Songyang was both moved and distressed.

She always has to leave.

She has already taught them everything she can teach, and she doesn't know how to cook, and she has to rely on Yinshi and Gui to take turns cooking and feeding her. She is also not good at sewing, and the clothes she repaired are occasionally returned She had to take it and reprocess it by herself, and she didn't know how to make money, and it was Gao Shan and Gui who were copying copybooks and using money to subsidize their families.

She can't give these three children anything anymore.

On the day of leaving, what kind of method should we use to be so cruel that we don't want to look at their peaceful sleeping faces, so that we can disappear into their lives without looking back?

——After all, she couldn't let go.

The author has something to say: grow up again