[Entertainment Circle] After collecting the seven Dragon Balls, I bravely entered the A club

After the two "enjoy" breakfast, it's time to get to work.

I have a brand event that needs to go to the beauty room to do makeup first, and he has to go to the company to practice new songs.

The two of them waved from afar in the garage as farewell.

Fearing that I would fall asleep with swollen face while sitting there putting on makeup, my agent gave me a copy of today's event content and asked me to remember it hard.

I puffed my face, although I was sleepy, I still took a serious look at the composition.

Well, the event included a small interview that required a little preparation.

"The host may ask more content at the request of the advertiser, and you understand the reason."

My sister is not surprised, and she also understands my temperament of "say a few words if you want to say something, and don't say a word if you don't want to say it".

It means that Party A has asked for it today, so let him say a few words to save face.

"I understand, why don't I understand..." I shook my head pretending to be helpless, and spread my hands, "Don't you just want to listen to gossip? I said it's okay?"

"What are you talking about?" My sister asked sharply.Harm, I understand, she is afraid that I will play too big.

"Speaking of..." I was super helpless, obviously I didn't want to play, "It's just that he is usually very busy ~ we meet occasionally ~ that's all, okay."

"Okay, that's all for now."

My sister patted my head in satisfaction.

I also thought it would go so smoothly.

But the host asked a lot more personal questions than I prepared.

For example, "the closest skinship", or "which part of the other person's body you like the most".

My expression was unstoppably stiff, and I almost couldn't control my expression.

But I'm trying to bear it, because I saw the looks of the fans at the scene, and they seemed to want to smash the host.

If I explode, they will definitely lose control too.

……

Faced with this situation for the first time, I couldn't help but feel helpless.

I sighed, raised the topic with a bitter face, thought about it seriously, and answered the host who was about to be sprayed to death by the Internet:

"Well, although you may not know me well, I am only 22 years old now, well, I am 23 years old in Korean years... Is it okay to hold hands to this extent?"

I have always disliked calculating my age according to the Korean method, and I covered my face. Obviously, I would only say that I am one year older when I encounter something that is unfavorable for my age.

This sentence was said to the fans, and their expressions were softened by me.

"What about the other question?"

The host also knew that what he was asking were all unfavorable questions, but he continued to bite the bullet and ask.

"Emmm, I have only seen the face and hands, but I choose his character!" Liked my IQ.

"Then how often do you usually see each other? It seems that you live relatively close."

The host finally returned to such an ordinary question, and I really broke into a cold sweat for him.

"He is preparing to come back, so I haven't seen much recently." I frowned and thought about the latter question for a long time, "After he moved, the dormitory complex is quite close to my house, and then...well, he also has his own place. But basically after the meeting, he went back to the dormitory."

In fact, the host still wanted to ask, but she was almost stared at by my manager, and she didn't dare to ask any more.

I don't think this interview today is a variety show, asking so many questions is of no help to me, if it weren't for the presence of fans, I might refuse to answer such questions.

But I still held back and finished the next activity, plus the disgusting and explicit questions that the advertiser said before leaving.

It's just that when he left, his expression was not very good.

This kind of thing, the more you think about it later, the worse it feels.

Although it's not what the host wants to ask, but I feel that the advertiser is either my illegitimate child or Park Jimin's illegitimate child.

I had something to do with the contract that day, and my agent took me to sign it. She checked the contract and signed it without any problems.

Although everyone is comforting me, I just feel sick in my heart.

I didn't go upstairs to stay at my own house, I threw my phone on my bed, and went to Park Jimin's house to play games.

Distraction is more important now.

It is this time.

I don't know how it spread on the Internet.

Including anonymous revelations from fans at the scene and certain staff backstage, all in all, I was verbally harassed by advertisers.

At first, I caused controversy because I left the event with a cold face, and then the fans explained and the staff broke the news, and the host of the event came out to apologize.

I haven't spoken out since the beginning. People in the company are looking for me frantically, but they find that I have lost contact.

When the agent's sister found my house again, she found that I was not at home, and the whole person seemed to be missing.

emmm, I want to explain this.

At that time, didn't I go to Park Jimin's house to play games?

I do not know!

After I finished playing the game, I went to a restaurant near the community and had a simple dinner.

I was dumbfounded when I happened to see the discussion about me at the next table.

But he quickly finished what he ordered, paid and went home.

At this time, Park Jimin was already sitting at my house waiting for me.

He sat face to face with his manager's sister in silence, and when he saw that it was me who opened the door, he rushed over with his head sullen and hugged me.

"Where did you go?" The manager's sister didn't dare to shout at me, she looked at me cautiously, "Jimin said that his glass was broken and there was blood, and he didn't see you."

"I accidentally knocked it over and broke it," I explained slowly, "I went down to eat and bought a band-aid."

I raised my finger, wanting to show the man who was holding me my cute bandage on his index finger, but he didn't move, just hugged me tightly and didn't say a word.

"Eh?"

I looked at my sister in bewilderment.

"I've cried..." My sister gestured to me, then returned to her normal tone, and said, "Since you're fine, it's fine, we'll propose to terminate the contract with you, and let me tell you, then I'm leaving~"

"Goodbye~" I waved.

When my sister left, she took the initiative to close the door.

Park Jimin is still holding me like this.

"Do I look like an idiot?" Park Jimin said, with a sullen tone, "It's just a broken cup, and I'm just thinking about breaking down."

"No," I also began to reflect, "I was fooling around and didn't bring my mobile phone with me."

"No, the future," he let go of me, and looked at me with distressed eyes, "Actually, you have nothing wrong."

"..." I looked at him quietly, obviously he looked sad and wanted to cry.

He covered his face and squatted down.

I also squatted down to accompany him, touching his head once and for all.

Two cats also surrounded him.

We are all in this together.

"Well, you know me, I didn't listen to a word of those disgusting people, I almost forgot."

I can say stupid things like that to comfort him.

"But they are too much."

He said aggrievedly, his whole body was twitching, and his whole body was shaking.

"So we have to terminate the contract, my sister just said."

I leaned my face against his back and wrapped my arms around him.

It's funny, isn't it, I was the one who got hurt, but he was the one who cried loudly.

After maintaining this posture for a long time, he gradually relaxed.

A dissatisfied look of "I'm very sad why you still haven't come to kiss me".

Well, I read it myself.

But I did.

I made trouble with him, and he finally laughed.

Now I have time to deal with my own affairs.

Leaning next to him, he watched me take the mobile phone that had been noisy for a long time, read all the emails with a sad face, and replied to all the messages of concern.

Then I started to prepare to send ins, hesitated for a long time, looked up at him: "What's going on?"

"Send some of your thoughts and attitudes?"

He rubbed the spring with the tip of his nose and looked at me, his eyes were still red.

"Then..." I scratched my hair, frowning, and sent a big message:

[Hi everyone, I am Li Future.I’m really sorry for taking so long to respond, because this kind of controversy has attracted everyone’s attention and I’m really sorry, but we have already terminated the endorsement contract with your company, disappointing the fans who have been looking forward to our cooperation for a long time!In the future, I will be more strict with myself, and at the same time hope that the entertainment industry can develop in a more healthy and progressive environment! ] Liked the host's ins apology post, turned off the phone, and finished it all in one go.

The mood was finally a little good, and he picked up the egg sauce and danced there.

Park Jimin also picked up Chunchun and walked around in circles with me, his head was almost dizzy.

That's how happy two simple people are.

The two of them were still drinking, and they were slightly drunk. I came up with some ideas for composing and started composing.

He hugged the cat and stayed with me all night.

In the end, in order to miss him to sleep, I had to go to sleep with him for a while.

Woke up at noon, he went to the company after dinner, and I continued to compose.

The song was written in a week, and brother 3d and I recorded the song.

The mv was filmed by myself and Park Jimin at home, and Tian Zhengguo helped.

The protagonists are of course our spring and Danjiang, and Park Jimin and I help each other to pose and lip-sync with my cat.

About post-editing...

Forget it, when will Tian Zhengguo cut it and send it out.

Park Jimin and I just showed our hands the whole time.

BTS is still on tour, so it has been more than half a month since Park Jimin left.

Of course I will miss him, but I have my own business and I am preparing my own winter album.

I thought that there might be more lyrical songs, and the songs released today should be added to the songs I made before.

I know that there will be no good fruit to eat head-on with sister iu this year, but the popularity seems to have increased hahaha.

The title song was actually the latest to be written, and it was revised repeatedly, and I was still struggling with some things before I handed it over to the company.

Last year's song was heart-wrenching, but this year's song is so warm that I shed tears. The lyrics are my brother Zhong Xuan.

I gave it to my brother the night before, and my brother wrote it overnight.

It's really well written, and I have nothing to criticize.

Full of admiration, I called my brother, and my brother just smiled and said, "Just be happy."

"In the future, if you want to help my brother compose music and lyrics, you must give me a chance~"

I remember at that time, I was so happy that I was acting like a baby with him.

"..." He was silent for a while, then smiled: "There will be a chance."

I didn't think much about it, hung up the phone contentedly, and started to practice the recording after preparation.

After releasing the album, because of the rehearsals for the awards ceremony, there was always a lot of schedule.

That day... was the day of practicing in the company.

I am still practicing the phrase written by my brother repeatedly, "I still remember smiling after looking at each other, and you are walking towards me".

The manager's sister rushed in suddenly, her face was pale and weak like never before.

Seeing her like this, I didn't know what happened for a while, and I was very flustered.

What she said next sounded like she was dreaming, not real at all.

She said: "Brother Zhong Xuan committed suicide, but the hospital failed to rescue him, so he left."

"Eh? Where did you go?"

I smiled silly and didn't realize it.

"Man, let's go."

The manager's sister burst into tears all at once.

"Eh?"

I still can't seem to accept the meaning of this sentence, but my hands began to shake uncontrollably.

"Your brother is the head of the funeral and has already gone to the mourning hall. You are also a family member of the head of the funeral, so you should go there quickly."

My sister shed more tears than I did, she took my shoulders and walked outside.

……

to be frank.

I feel so unreal.

I remember that I changed into a black suit indiscriminately when I went home, and the memory of that time was wiped out for a long time.

The whole person was ignorant, even when he was going to the funeral home by car, he was in a daze to let himself go, his mind was so chaotic that he couldn't think.

When I really came into contact with the tragic reality, I saw my brother who was pale and full of sadness.

The two of us looked at each other speechlessly, and after looking at each other, we immediately understood something.

The whole person collapsed and rushed towards my brother, crying uncontrollably in my brother's arms.

My brother just quietly patted my back and said softly:

"Don't cry, go and pray."

……

I went to see Brother Zhongxuan's portrait, and it was obvious that Brother Zhong was still smiling so brightly.

The elder brothers stood there with empty eyes, as if their souls had been sucked out.

Brother Key is still abroad and is on his way back. The crying man has already collapsed to the point of death.

"It's all a lie..."

My heart was in pain, and I lay there crying until I couldn't get up.

All are deceiving.

Brother's smile is deceiving.

Brother's suicide is a lie.

Everything is a lie.

……

As a family member, I sat silently and absent-mindedly with Brother Zhongxuan's sister.

"He said you are a lovely child, he likes you very much," my sister said in a voice that had long been hoarse, "The suicide note told me to thank you, and I wrote the last song for you, so that you can Don't ask him for it."

"..." I wanted to say thank you, but the person I wanted to thank was already gone.

Park Jimin and the others came to pay their respects the next day, and I had actually sat all night, and I had no strength left, let alone a smile.

There were also many reporters secretly filming the scene. After the two of them looked at each other in the future, there would be no intersection.

But seeing him walking towards me regardless of his gaze, and giving me a hug, I still couldn't help crying because of grievance.

"His songs are all written for me, just so that I don't bother him anymore..."

I can't even speak clearly, I just want to express my wronged and sad emotions.

"It means that my brother likes you," Park Jimin coaxed me patiently, "Because the future is a cute child, my brother wants to write a song for you."

The sad mood keeps going, and I don't know when I can get rid of this mood.

They were sent away, and Brother Zhong Xuan was also sent away in the early morning of the next day.

The more I realize that "it's really the last goodbye", the heavier the pain.

I don't want to part with Brother Zhong Xuan in this way, no, I never thought about parting.