[Entertainment Circle] After collecting the seven Dragon Balls, I bravely entered the A club

It's December again, and this year's winter seems to be colder than ever.

I looked at the tiny frost forming outside the window and thought about it. After taking a sip of hot fruit tea, I was in a daze for a while, and then my eyes returned to the book I was holding in my hand.

On the way to the college entrance examination room, I was reading Zhong Xuan's new book.

Between the lines, the delicate perception of the world made me admire and inspired me a lot.

But the outside world is not as comfortable as I am right now.

Fall out on the Internet because of a photo:

Brother Dongyun stood in the snow, stretched out his hands that were slightly red from the cold, and helped me stand on the steps to block the snow.

He smiled at me tenderly and beautifully, with a lively and beautiful expression that had never been seen on TV.

So there was a scandal like "Sun Dongyun is in love with the 4-year-old female singer Fee".

It seems that this is the first time the company has dealt with this kind of problem.

The president said that the public relations should be done according to my own ideas.

Brother Dongyun called me and said:

"Why don't we be together?"

I smiled and refused: "Forget it."

He didn't fluctuate much either, but after a few seconds of silence, he said, "Okay."

Then came the return of the winter album "Turnoff".

I still remember that the day when the mv was filmed was supposed to be the coldest day in Seoul this year. I needed to wear a wedding dress and stand in the snow, walking and singing.We recorded for a day, and the snow frightened us for a day, and finally the perfect picture appeared.

"If I didn't know you, I wouldn't be here today."

My regular first album is mainly hip-pop, the CP song of the summer album is pop, and the comeback of the winter album this time is emotional R&B.

Everyone said how cold my heart is to write such lyrics.

Warm melody, cold lyrics.

When I made this song that night, I realized for the first time how extreme the song is when inspiration and emotion are gathered together.

Cut, obviously nothing was agreed upon.

But it is so uncomfortable.

Sing once and cry once while recording.

I was actually really afraid that I would cry when I sang live, and it would be bad if I couldn't finish the show.

But what if they really love this song?

I played this song everywhere I went, and it was played on the radio station at noon at school. It was repeated over and over again, and no one objected.

After the college entrance examination in the afternoon, my manager sister protected me from reporters and let me go on the way home.

A while ago, because of the scandal, I was bored at home preparing for the college entrance examination.

I haven't been out of the house for a long time. After the exam, of course I'm going to eat the food I've been thinking about.

My hair was disheveled, I was wrapped in a thick down jacket, and I was holding the school uniform jacket that I had taken off in my hand. I looked like a freshly liberated college entrance examination.

Because my manager sister had something to do when I went back, and my brothers said they would meet me to celebrate in the evening, so no one came to accompany me to eat something to fill my stomach.

Eh?

The store that sells fried rice cakes is also playing this song of mine.

"Aunt~ Do you like this song so much?"

I blinked at myself on the TV, and I turned my head to ask my aunt with a smile as I behaved like a good student.

"Yeah~ I heard it was written by a 20-year-old girl~ Obviously I only listen to trot," my aunt handed me the packaged fried rice cakes and sighed, "My aunt's heart aches when I hear it. , but I just want to listen to it over and over again~"

Nodding with a smile, he didn't speak.

He took the fried rice cakes, bowed to her, and left.

All the streets and alleys are playing my songs.

Fee's name is also the first real hit like this.

Not "AOMG's maknae" or "SHINEE's Lee Taemin's younger sister", but "Ghost Composer Fee", that's it.

The first time my name appeared, it was more popular than myself.

After the college entrance examination, I have a lot of free time.

After the two sides expressed their positions, I thought Brother Dongyun would gradually stay away from me, but he didn't—he spent the leisure time before the TV station awards at the end of the year with me.

Both of them like to read.

Nest each other quietly on the sofa in the studio, or in the warm cafe, reading a book without saying a word, or memorizing some words.I like to write lyrics, he likes to write articles.

After going to the studio during the day, I curl up in a dedicated corner of my favorite coffee shop and continue reading.

Of course, Brother Dongyun has been there long ago, and he now knows my itinerary clearly.

The next itinerary is MAMA in Hong Kong.

Brother Dongyun will not be present this year because the group has an agreed schedule in Japan.

"Don't cry, it's time."

He suddenly raised his head, stopped focusing on the content of the book, and smiled.

He was in the recording studio that day, so he kept laughing at me about me crying.

"I see, you are so long-winded."

I looked up, saw the seriousness in his eyes, and agreed with a grumpy face.

"The bone broth made by my even mom is great. She just made it when she came to live in Seoul these few days. Remember to drink it when you go back." He suddenly took out a thermos bucket from under the table and pushed it over. I took it back. "

I looked at him suspiciously.

He: "You can't hold it, I'll take it back to the studio for you later."

I puffed my face: "How do you know I'm going to the studio, what if I go straight home later?"

He raised his eyebrows: "Why don't you just drink it now? Is it still hot? Then I can take it home and wash it."

I:"……"

If he decides something, he tries to implement it, which is really annoying.

Sitting in a coffee shop drinking bone broth, I wished I could bury my face in the bowl.

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Mama's itinerary followed the same flight as my brother, and went to Hong Kong with their combination.

On the plane, I solemnly handed over my study notes to Brother Zhong Xuan.

I will always remember how he was surprised at first, then laughed heartily, and said that he would help me write lyrics in the future to express his gratitude.

Two songs were rehearsed, one was the title track of my own album, and the other was the title track of Winter Mini.

The two songs are divided into the first half and the second half. It is obviously my regular main song, and its status is not as high as that of Mini.

The first song went super smoothly, including dancing and so on.

The second song "Turnoff" was the first time I sang live. The staff, my brother and sister Taeyeon all sat down and acted as my fans.

Before singing, I had no expression on my face, and I had prepared my emotions for a long time. After taking a deep breath, I began to invest in emotions from the beginning of the music.

Although it was a rehearsal, the singing was more serious than ever, because everyone was below.

When the song is over, I can't help but close my eyes,

Then he opened his eyes again and wiped away the overflowing tears slightly.

He bowed lively to the silent everyone and stepped down.

Step down.

Saw him and them.

Bow slightly and leave.

After the rehearsal, hurry to walk the red carpet and prepare for your performance.

Sitting next to Sister Taeyeon and Sister IU and watching the performance with a quiet smile.

The people from BIGHIT company are all here, Brother Slow Rabbit and Uncle Chengde.

My eyes lit up when I saw it, and I wanted to say hello, but was stopped by my manager's sister, so I could only bear to finish it.

After my stage was over, I saw BTS's new song stage in the audience, it was great.

The style is no longer a dark bubble, but has added my own ideas in it.

There is nothing to say about dancing. In my eyes, I can't see other combinations:

Every teenager is no longer as immature as before, but has experienced tempering and grown up.

they—

We are opening a new chapter in the music world.

Jimin is still great.

From image management (it seems to be thinner, which is a delicate feeling that fans like), to singing and dancing (more glamorous, with its own edge).

Everyone can feel his hard work.

Here's why everyone loves him:

Kindness, hard work, and sincerity.

Pretty good, hmm.

It's just dazzled.

Even after they finished their performance and sat in front, I didn't feel it, and I was always distracted.

I only cheered up when the cameraman reminded us that the next shot will be cut to us.

"3, 2,—"

The cameraman counted and cut shots.

I'm all smiles and tapped to the beat.

On the screen, I was smiling for business, and he was sitting in front of me, looking at the stage with a quiet smile.

"OK."

"Thanks for your hard work."

After that, I relaxed a little bit, talking and laughing with my sisters.

Until the assistant reminded me to stand by my new song again.

Putting on a super beautiful skirt, like snowflakes falling on the body, it will sparkle when it hits the body.

It is said that the stylist applied for a huge amount of money to go to foreign designers to get it, and after wearing it, he had to return it to others for exhibition.

"3, 2,—"

Standing quietly in the dark, the music sounded and the stage went up.

Wearing earphones can still vaguely feel the screams of fans on the scene.

He stroked his long hair, lowered his eyes, and raised the microphone.

Get emotional and show it to everyone.

I worked hard to complete the promise of "I will never shed tears when I sing this song in front of him".

Until the end, he gave the camera a faint smile, and stepped down quietly and quickly.

However, he noticed his face sitting in the artist seat not far away.

He hid behind Tian Zhengguo and quickly wiped away the tears that flowed out, and then followed the reaction of other artists pretending to listen to the song quietly.

At this time, the whole audience was paying attention, because they were all focused on the scene of "Senior GD watching the performance seriously", and no one cared about him.

It was a long time before I changed my clothes again and went back. Although I was tired, I still pretended that nothing happened and applauded together.

After singing the song, my emotions are vented, so tired.

……

There are so many people, I want to go home, especially I want to be alone.

I was full of these three ideas, and I won the best ballad award in the middle, and it ended like this.

When I was taking off my make-up in the backstage waiting room, Brother Slow Rabbit came to me.

I screamed, rushed over to give me a big hug, and started chatting.

My brother came to celebrate my award and said he wanted to tell me to my face how good I am.

In fact, I was super embarrassed after seeing the long text he sent, and even came to tell me in person, I really don't know where to put my face.

After seeing off my brother, I changed my clothes after removing my make-up, and did interviews with several media.

On the way, I met BTS who came back from the stage. They looked very hot, and dancing their dance was a huge amount of exercise.

"Future! The song is coming out!"

Brother Nanjun was full of smiles, he was happy for me.

"Your song is super good, right?!"

I wanted to tell him this fact seriously, but the atmosphere was ruined by his high five.

The reporter was dumbfounded, not knowing that our relationship is so good.

The cameras are still working and everything is recorded.

"We, Zheng Guo, are very unwilling. They said that we will surpass you in writing songs in the future." Brother Zhen was full of energy when he mentioned their youngest members, so he leaned over and asked:

"Will you promote it to me when I do a cover of this song in the future?"

"Yes, it must." I was wearing slippers, walking back and forth, and saw Brother Yunqi's new hair color and asked excitedly: "Brother, why do you think I dyed a color like yours?" Sample?"

"Your skin is not as white as mine, forget it." Brother Yun Qi didn't save me any face, thought for a long time, and pointed, "It might be okay if you dyed Jimin's hair color."

"..." When I mentioned him who was quiet next to the station, I was also a little silent, and then I quickly cheered up, "Forget it, what kind of hair do I dye, and what if I get caught while on vacation?"

"Vacation?" Their interest was instantly shifted.

"Yeah! It's just..." I chatted with reporters for half an hour.

Until they were taken away by their respective agents.

Woohoo, it's really because it's been a long time.