always with you

Tuesday seemed to be an ordinary day like the past. The moment Lin Ni opened his eyes, he felt that his mood was different from before. The flushed face of the girl when he hugged her last night appeared in Lin Ni's mind. Before she woke up, Lin Ni grasped this budding idea. She felt that as long as she stretched out her hand at this moment, she seemed to be able to touch Fan Linqiu's cheek.

At the intersection of dream and awakening, Lin Ni vaguely saw the oil painting on the wall, pulling her thoughts into real life, and then she fully awakened from the hallucination just now. The sense of guilt suppressed the budding emotion just now.

Lin Ni rolled over and got out of bed, ready to make breakfast for herself, she looked at the time, it should be the time for Fan Linqiu to go to class, if she had the first class in the morning.

The fact is that Fan Linqiu has no class in the first class on Tuesday morning, but according to her habit, even in the early morning when there is no class, she will get up on time and go to a pavilion to read early.

But today is an exception.

The four girls in the dormitory were all fast asleep. Fan Linqiu was still asleep holding Lin Ni's shirt. There was a blush on her fair and thin cheeks. The charming fragrance from Ni's clothes made her miss the early morning alarm clock.

She had a long dream.

To be precise, this dream is different from all the dreams in the previous 15 years. This dream made Fan Linqiu feel that the seasons have changed. In the dream, it seems to be in July, in summer, under a certain oak tree in summer night, the breeze blows her With her hair and white T-shirt, every gram of coolness rushed into her skin.In the dream, she felt hot and humid all over, a little surging, with a little expectation and curiosity, as well as a sense of panic that couldn't be shaken off.

She dreamed that Lin Ni was kissing her.

kiss?Leaving aside this movement, even this word is so unfamiliar to Fan Linqiu.

But in the dream, Lin Ni was actually kissing her. The dream relied on the subjective will of the dreamer, so the kiss in the dream was indeed not annoying, and even had some surprises and romance. At the beginning, it seemed to be just a hug, the kind of hug that can clearly feel the warmth of the other party.

Immediately afterwards, there seemed to be a little more touch. At first, the touch seemed to be just a hair, then a finger, and then her index finger lightly brushed her face, or gently rubbed her skin, I don’t know. When did it start? Fan Linqiu in the dream seemed to feel Lin Ni's index finger on her lips, followed by a light and shallow kiss.

There is not so much sexual desire, just a light and shallow kiss.But Fan Linqiu seemed to hear the rustling of oak leaves in an instant, as if the wind had blown up, and the wind was trying to cool down her body temperature, but she knew that because of this kiss, her whole body seemed to be on fire.

Dreams always require waking up. After the alarm clock vibrated more than ten times, Fan Linqiu opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was a yellow-white ceiling. The September morning was obviously very cool, but she felt numb. Heat fumigation.

Fan Linqiu subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch his own lips, only to realize that this was just a dream.She was disappointed for a short time, but she was glad for the next second. Fortunately, it was just a dream, a strange and strange dream.

She put the shirt in her arms next to the pillow, and her body felt strangely wet, so she had to get out of bed and take a shower for herself.

Perhaps it was because the images in the dream had a really strong impact on this unfamiliar girl. During the whole shower process, Fan Linqiu's thoughts drifted away, and every time he pulled it back, it seemed to drift away again.

Fan Linqiu thought of Lin Ni, the extra feeling last night made her a little timid, the anticipation that was different from the past turned into fear of meeting.

As for what reason to say, she really couldn't tell why.

At 08:30 in the morning, a tall, mature and intellectual woman walked out of the parking lot of the hospital, with a little coldness between her eyebrows and eyes, a black suit with a white shirt, and a bag tucked between her elbows. Standing upright as he walks, he looks a bit lonely. These are the clothes that Lin Ni usually wears when he goes to work. In short, he can’t look too flattering or too formal, but no matter how he wears it, he still needs to change it when he arrives at the office. white coat.

Stepping into the hospital lobby, a large group of people were still queuing up for registration. Lin Ni glanced casually, and all departments were full of people.Especially in the orthopedics department, there are a lot of people. In the past, most of the people in the orthopedics department were middle-aged and elderly people. Now there are many people in the orthopedics department who are in their 20s.

Lin Ni shook his head, this can be regarded as a disadvantage brought by modern network communication.

She took the elevator to the third floor, which belonged to the Department of General Surgery, Internal Medicine and Psychiatry. Lin Ni walked towards her office, and many colleagues greeted her along the way.

The grade marked on the front is psychiatry. Depression and schizophrenia are more common in modern people's view of psychiatry. Of course, there are more serious ones, called bipolar disorder, which is the combination of violent disorder and depression.

Lin Ni has to pass by this department every day when she goes to work. She finds that the high-incidence people are all young people in their 20s. When I hurt some souls, I can't help but feel a little distressed, and I hope they get better soon.

When she passed by the second room of the psychiatric department, she glanced into the department, and at this moment, she saw a figure, and Lin Ni stopped subconsciously. He turned around and looked at Lin Ni.Just this one glance, he dodged his eyes in a hurry, and immediately turned around, as if he had never seen Lin Ni before.

And Lin Ni was very sure that the person she saw just now was Fan Wei. In fact, she didn't think there was anything to dodge in coming to the psychiatric department. If she needed mental treatment, she should get it well.

But Fan Wei's panicked eyes just now made Lin Ni very strange. She thought of Fan Linqiu. The boy was still talking to Fan Linqiu on the playground that day. If Ni remembered correctly, this boy actually confessed his love to Fan Linqiu after school that afternoon.

From Fan Linqiu's words, Lin Ni vaguely felt that she didn't like to be close to this person.

Lin Ni stood at the door, thought for a while, and walked quickly towards his office.

The hospital was very busy throughout the morning, and Lin Ni himself had seen many patients, and finally came to the free time at noon, feeling vaguely in his heart that something was not at ease.

So she walked from her office to the second psychiatric department, stood at the door and knocked on the door.

Lin Ni, a doctor in this psychiatric department, knew her. To be precise, she was actually her former classmate, but later came to the psychiatry department. The doctor's surname was Li, and his name was Li Yu.

Li Yu heard someone knock on the door and said, "Come in."

Seeing that it was Lin Ni who came in, she was a little surprised, "Sister Ni, sit down quickly."

Being called Sister Ni by Li Yu, Lin Ni sat down a little embarrassed. In terms of position, she was indeed higher than Li Yu, but there was no need to be so polite.

"Sorry to interrupt your lunch time."

"It's okay, I've eaten just now. Sister Ni, what do you need to ask me?"

Li Yu knew that Lin Ni was also very busy, so he must be looking for her for something.

Lin Ni didn't make any detours, and said straight to the point: "Can you tell me about the situation of the registered person, Fan Wei?"

Li Yu looked at Lin Ni and smiled, but didn't speak.

With her smile, Lin Ni could understand that as a general surgery doctor, asking a psychiatrist about the situation of his patients was actually prying into other people's privacy, and it was indeed good for Li Yu to keep silent.

Lin Ni looked at Li Yu apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, I saw him when I passed by this morning because he was chasing my sister, so I want to know about him."

Lin Ni actually lied, but she knew that only when she knew the truth about Fan Wei, could the stone in her heart be lifted.

Li Yu smiled and said: "Sister Ni, if we have a private relationship, I will definitely tell you, but this, I still protect the patient's privacy first."

Lin Ni stood up, looked at Li Yu apologetically, and shook hands with her, "Well, I understand, you are also responsible. Then I won't stay any longer, I still have things to do."

Li Yu also stood up with a smile. She knew that Lin Ni was a reasonable person, so she would definitely understand in this respect.

After sending Lin Ni away, Li Yu sat back on the office chair again, and she took out the cases she received this morning to look through them one by one.

There was a person's name in his mouth, Fan Wei.

Fan Wei, she has an impression of this person, but there are too many patients in the morning, and one of them, she is particularly impressed, seems to be called... Fan Wei?

In order to confirm his thoughts, Li Yu quickly looked through the medical records in his hands until he stopped at Fan Wei's medical records...

Lin Ni returned to the office and sat on a chair. Not long after turning on the computer, there was a knock on the door.

"Please come in."

Lin Ni did not expect that the person who came in this time was Li Yu, holding a medical record in her hand.Put it in front of Lin Ni's desk.

It was Fan Wei's case.

Lin Ni actually predicted that Fan Wei had a high probability of suffering from depression, after all, this disease is not a rare disease.

It's just that when she saw Fan Wei's case list, she couldn't help being a little surprised.

Li Yu looked at Lin Ni, and said out of concern: "So if he keeps in touch with your sister, it's better not to keep in touch. At present, he suspects severe bipolar disorder and severe split personality. It is not clear whether he has other diseases for the time being. , the specific situation will be next week, and we will have a slightly more accurate result after he has close contact with the psychologist."

"Is he so sick?"

Li Yu nodded, and said again: "This person is quite special. Generally speaking, the individual items are not so serious. If there are multiple items, it is not ruled out that it will hurt others."

Lin Ni never dreamed that he would ask this question out of nowhere.

Lin Ni returned the case sheet to Li Yu, "Okay, I will take care of my sister's side. This patient, focus on it, and try to help him. If there is any abnormality, you must tell me, because he is our doctor. students of the school."

When Li Yu heard that Fan Wei was still an alumnus, she couldn't help feeling even more worried. She nodded and left Lin Ni's office.

After Li Yu left, Lin Ni was in a complicated mood, a little disappointed...

The author has something to say: Fan Wei is really sick

But he's about to get his lunch

Don't worry he won't hurt the protagonist