always with you

The four packed the meals and took them to the hospital for Xue Hui and Uncle Li to eat together.

Time flies, and at night, the custom in Sichuan on New Year's Eve is to watch the Spring Festival Gala and play mahjong, but after all, it is in the hospital, and it is impossible to perform any activities.

Xue Hui had to go to bed early because of her condition and need to recuperate.

So when it was less than eight o'clock in the evening, the four of them came out of the hospital, and there was still some time before the countdown to the fireworks.The four of them were wandering in the street, none of them wanted to go home to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

Fan Linqiu thought about it and thought of one person.

"Sister, why don't we visit Fan Wei's house?"

When she suggested this, she was actually thinking about meeting Fan Wei's father during the day.For such an important festival like New Year's Eve, Fan Wei's father may still have to spend it alone, and it still hurts to think about it.

Xue Ruiqiao didn't know the situation and asked, "Who is Fan Wei?"

Wang Danni interjected: "Lin Qiu's classmate committed suicide by jumping off a building in the treatment center."

Xue Ruiqiao twitched the corners of her mouth, thinking that it's not good to say such things after Chinese New Year, "Suicide...???"

Lin Ni sighed, "I reported him to the school. If I didn't tell the school about it, maybe he..."

Lin Qiu interrupted: "Then he will hurt others!"

Knowing that Lin Ni has not let go of this matter so far, she somewhat blames herself for this matter. Everyone can understand her mood, but it is really not her fault.

Sometimes what is very clear to others is a nightmare that is difficult to solve in the eyes of the person concerned.

Wang Danni heard some rumors about this matter at the time, and Wang Danni comforted her voice: "You don't need to blame yourself too much for this matter, some things are destined to happen, no matter what you do, what should happen will happen , don’t take everything on yourself.”

Lin Ni knew that she was not ignorant of the truths everyone said, but sometimes she felt a little uncomfortable thinking about it in her heart, and the specific reason was not clear.She let out a long sigh and said, "Let's go, buy some fruit and visit Fan Wei's house."

Maybe that would make my heart feel better.

The four drove there, left the downtown area, and the car stopped near a park around the vegetable market.Lin Qiu took the three of them to Fan Wei's house. In fact, she didn't know where the scope lived before, and she told herself when she went out with Wang Xiaolin after returning home from the holiday.

There are many parks around here, and the park the four of them are walking in is actually an old park, and it will most likely be abandoned soon. Even the dancing aunts don't come to this place anymore, they all go to the new city.When Lin Qiu led the three of them through the park, the person who followed him in the park on the night after the college entrance examination suddenly flashed in his mind.

Even though the park was not the same park, the image of Fan Wei flashed in Lin Qiu's mind at that moment.

He was wearing a black sweater and hat, and followed him all the way...

At that moment, the reality and the dream were so consistent, Fan Linqiu couldn't help but shudder.

Lin Ni felt her scene, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, his house is just ahead, and he'll be there soon."

Walking out of the old park, there are low-rise houses and countless dark lanes.

"My God, what kind of place is this?"

Lin Qiu: "The neighborhood is being demolished recently, so many houses may be empty."

"I knew I would bring my bodyguard, but I always felt like a black shadow would jump out. My sister's life is very precious!"

"It's a dozen meters away and we'll be there."

Fan Linqiu led the three of them into an alley, and the alley was pitch black, so Lin Ni took out his mobile phone to light it up.If it hadn't been confirmed that Fan Wei's family was here, Lin Ni couldn't believe that there were still people living in this place.

Xue Ruiqiao felt flustered every step she took. She was wearing high heels and there were broken tiles under her feet.After walking about ten meters like this, Lin Qiu stopped, turned around and said to the three of them, "This is it."

Lin Ni glanced at the tile-roofed house and the wooden door.There is a sticker of the God of Wealth on the door, but judging from the traces, it is obvious that it was posted last year.

"Dong dong dong", Fan Linqiu raised his hand and knocked on the door.

Less than 20 seconds after she knocked on the door, the lights in the room came on, and then she heard the sound of thin footsteps, and the door creaked open.

Xue Ruiqiao was already trembling, and had already made up a ghost movie in his head.

But the one who opened the door was not a ghost, but a real person.It was the gray-haired middle-aged man I met in the supermarket this morning.The reason why he is middle-aged is because even though his hair is gray, his face still looks like a middle-aged man, and he doesn't look that old.

"Uncle, I'm Fan Linqiu."

When Fan Linqiu was speaking, he smelled alcohol from Fan Wei's father.

"Oh, it's you." He was still chewing peanuts when he spoke, obviously drinking in the house just now.

He glanced at the three people behind Lin Qiu again, and made room sideways, "Come in."

Following his steps into the house, Lin Ni carefully observed the structure of the house. It was an extremely ordinary tile-roofed house, with no tiles or whitewashed walls inside.Even the yellow lightbulbs from the [-]s hung in the dining area of ​​the house.

If it is necessary to be specific, the four of them feel that Fan Wei's family is too simple.

Lin Ni carefully recalled Fan Wei's appearance in his mind, and felt that he did not look like a person living in this house from his appearance.

Fan Wei's father took a few wooden stools, placed them in front of the four of them, and said, "Sit down."

Xue Ruiqiao and Wang Danni lifted their skirts awkwardly, and sat down in a strange posture.Especially Xue Ruiqiao, she was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and she has never stepped into this kind of house. She said in her heart that she didn't dislike being a little dirty, but she was condemned by her conscience, thinking that everyone else was so miserable. It's too unkind to dislike the East and the West.

Lin Ni put the fruit in his hand on the table, and then everyone sat down side by side.

The four of them didn't expect this to happen when they came earlier, and they didn't know what to say for a while.

The first to speak was Fan Wei's father, Fan Liang.

"I didn't expect you to come here tonight. I thought it would be a few days. My house is shabby and demolition is going on in the city, so I'm the only one who is stuck."

The Spring Festival Gala is still playing on TV, but in this case, it is not suitable for the occasion.

Lin Qiu didn't know what to say, so she replied, "Well, my mother goes to bed early, so we told her to take a look."

Fan Liang took out a pack of cigarettes and tried to distribute them to the other three people except Lin Qiu.

Lin Ni didn't answer because she doesn't smoke.

Wang Danni didn't smoke too much and didn't pick up.

Xue Ruiqiao actually picked it up with smooth movements.After receiving the cigarette, she took a look at the cigarette. The name of the cigarette was "Hongmei".In fact, she didn't really want to smoke, but a habit left by the usual dinner and drink.

Fan Liang lit the cigarette in his hand, coughed lightly, and said in a muddy voice, "Actually, I have never been able to figure out about Weiwei's death."

Fan Linqiu sat on the stool and let out a long sigh.Sure enough, it started with such words.

"But in fact, I didn't mean to blame anyone for asking you to come. I have learned about his specific situation, and it can be regarded as my Fan family's fate. They all left after coming and going."

Fan Liang was talking alone while smoking, as if he could talk to himself without the presence of these four people.

"When Weiwei is at home, he likes to shut himself up in the room. He told me that he likes to read books and be alone. I also think it's good. The Fan family has finally produced a scholar."

"He has his own room too, and I've never been in it."

"I didn't empty his room after he left, so it felt like he hadn't left yet."

Fan Liang was talking to himself, his words paused, and his eyes stayed on Lin Qiu's face.He continued: "But that day, I thought that the New Year is coming soon, so I should clean up his house. The suitcases brought back from Beijing have been kept in the house."

"As a result, this turned out to be found in his suitcase."

Fan Liang got up and took out a thick diary from the TV cabinet.Handed to Lin Qiu, the cover of the diary showed a girl with a sweet appearance, long and smooth hair fluttering in the wind, with clear and pure eyes, wearing short sleeves and riding on a bicycle, with a pleasant smile.

The angle of the painting is the front view of the girl, and it can be seen that the person who drew the picture has some skills.

Lin Qiu stared at the sketched figure, feeling very familiar.Lin Ni's pupils, who were sitting beside her, suddenly widened, her throat slid slightly, and then she spit out: "Lin Qiu, isn't this you?"

Xue Ruiqiao and Wang Danni looked at Lin Qiu with the same gaze, because the portrait was too realistic, they could accurately identify that this person was Lin Qiu.

Fan Liang sat back on the stool and hadn't stopped smoking, but looking at his expression carefully, he could still see that he was also puzzled.

"I can't read, and I don't know what he wrote in it. It's dense and written a lot. I just think the portrait on the cover looks a bit like Fan Linqiu. I happened to see you in the supermarket this morning, so I want you to see it." See what's written here."

Lin Qiu was holding the heavy diary in his hand. Before opening the diary, the four people sitting there felt that it was most likely the "diary of a secret love" in adolescence.

So Lin Qiu turned to the first page of the diary with a strange mood.

As a result, four words were written on it:

suicide plan.

Completely different from what they had imagined, the four subconsciously glanced at each other when they saw these four words.Lin Ni frowned soothingly, took the thick diary from Lin Qiu's hand, and continued to flip through it.

[Koizumi said that if someone is with me when I die, the pain of death and the loneliness after death will be greatly reduced, so go find someone who will die with me! 】【The girl in Nanguo No. [-] Middle School is said to be the most beautiful. I looked at her and she is quite beautiful.After following her for several days, I found out that her home is on Guanglu [-]rd Street, and she always parted ways with a fat girl at the intersection of Zhongxin, and then went home alone. 】【Koizumi said that the target object should be quiet and introverted. I think that girl is good. 】【If the confession is successful, after the relationship is one step closer, and then introduce Koizumi to her, maybe she will also fall in love with death. 】【The confession failed, she is not as easy to get as I imagined. 】【Every time I see her thin back, the thoughts in my heart get closer, thinking carefully about the moment of dying with her, it should be the most romantic and perfect thing. 】【With this little stalking, she was scared like that in the park.Like a poor little white rabbit, it is lovable. ] Lin Ni's heart was frizzy for a while, and she flipped back and forth:

[Her college life seems to be very colorful, and she is also a lot more cheerful. This is not good news, I must act quickly.Two months left before suicide. 】【That teacher is too annoying, always disturbing my good things. 】

[Cats, cats and dogs, let them experience the thrill of death, too! 】【I live on the 13th floor of Building C, No. A community, action day: New Year's Eve. 】Lin Ni took a deep breath, what was written in the middle of this thick notebook, and he didn't have enough leisure to read it.

Floor 13, Building C, Community A, this is my home address.Fan Wei even knew where her family lived.

The diary says Day of Action: New Years Eve.

Thinking about it carefully, Fan Wei died before the New Year's Eve.If he hadn't died, or if he hadn't been sent to an asylum, the consequences would have been disastrous.

Xue Ruiqiao was sweating all over, she whispered: "Shall we go back?"

The four watched it for so long, and Fan Liang was also very puzzled, not knowing what the specific content was.

"What did Weiwei write?"

Lin Ni closed the diary and said calmly: "It's nothing, just some trivial feelings. He may have had a crush on Fan Linqiu."

This made sense, and Fan Liang believed it without much doubt.

Lin Qiu sat among several people the whole time, she didn't say a word, she was obviously frightened.

Lin Ni stood up, ready to say goodbye, "Uncle, don't bother you, we are going to the city center to watch the fireworks tonight."

About to leave, Lin Qiu asked, "Uncle, can I see his room?"

Fan Liang hesitated a little, but finally agreed.

He turned to Fan Wei's room and turned on the light.The house is a bit messy, small and crowded.In addition to a bed, there are many books piled up.

Lin Ni walked into the room first, and then the other three entered together.

The light in the room was dim, and although the books were stacked in disorder, it was obvious that some rules of the book owner's arrangement of books could be seen.A series of books stacked in one place.

After a quick glance, as far as the eye can see, the books with the most categories are crime.

Such as the complete series of "Ten Deadly Sins", "Corpology Investigation Section", "Criminal Psychology Files", "Complete Book of Crime", etc., and the rest are books on psychology like "The Interpretation of Dreams".

Lin Ni glanced at Lin Qiu, then put his hand on her shoulder and squeezed it.The other party understood what she meant, so Lin Qiu stabilized his mind and said calmly, "He likes to read." After a pause, he said: "Uncle, then we won't bother you, and we will visit again when we have time. "

Fan Liang pinched off the cigarette in his hand, and showed a blunt smile: "Okay, the fireworks in the urban area are more beautiful."

After saying this, the four of them walked out, and Fan Liang sent them to the door.

Coming out of Fan Wei's house, Xue Ruiqiao immediately breathed a sigh of relief.The red plum cigarette she was holding in her hand had long been crushed by her, and her palm was covered with sweat and tobacco.

Everyone didn't speak, walked out of the alley quickly, walked through the park to the street.Each of them was truly relieved.

Lin Qiu was already stunned, after all, she just learned a shocking secret.Although Wang Danni looks calm on the surface, she is really not calm in her heart.

Xue Ruiqiao: "Mom, I was so scared that I almost called 110 just now."

Lin Ni touched from his satchel, and then took out the diary.

Xue Ruiqiao: "You even stole the diary, I'll go!"

Lin Ni frowned, obviously unhappy and said: "I'm just curious now, who is that Koizumi?"