Tail Observation Diary

Jiang Yue was like a cat that was frightened. In an instant, it was excited from the beginning to the end, and even the tail felt numb.

Zhao Yanchu grabbed his wrist to prevent him from leaving. He lay on the bed and looked at Jiang Yue with open eyes.Jiang Yue was startled by his sudden address, but Zhao Yanchu seemed to be really drunk.

This man was chatting and laughing with his father at the dinner table just now, and he didn’t show his face at all after drinking so much wine. Jiang Yue thought that Zhao Yanchu was a good drinker, and he was a bit envious of adults. Although Jiang Wen could drink, he didn’t like it very much. Jiang Yue Drinking, always treat him like a child.As a result, when Zhao Yanchu came, he and he drank like an old child. In his eyes, Zhao Yanchu was a mature person who could drink.They are all the same age, why is there such a big gap?

When Zhao Yanchu was drunk, Jiang Yue whispered to him: "It's time to sleep, shall I get you a quilt?"

Zhao Yanchu sat up slowly, holding Jiang Yue's wrist with one hand, for fear that he would run away.He frowned slightly at Jiang Yue, as if he couldn't see him clearly, and took a closer look at him.Zhao Yanchu is really good-looking, with a high nose and deep eyes. Although his expression is lazy after drinking, such facial features are close to each other, which makes people feel aggressive.Jiang Yue swallowed, and said, "What's wrong?"

Zhao Yanchu staggered while sitting, and Jiang Yue was afraid that he would fall out of bed, so he had to let him hold his hand, while his heart was pounding. Zhao Yanchu stayed for a while, and asked, "Your father called you baby."

Jiang Yue: "...Yes."

Zhao Yanchu looked unhappy: "Why didn't you tell me?"

Jiang Yue: "..." What are you doing, do you want to be my father?

He couldn't laugh or cry: "What are you telling me? Can you usually yell?"

Zhao Yanchu usually looks cold and not talkative outside, so he is more tempered when he is with acquaintances, and only rubs Jiang Yue when no one is around.He is drunk now, and when he wakes up, he wonders if he will remember how stupid and cute he was tonight.

But Jiang Yue herself liked it more and more, and the more she liked it, the more shy she became.Although Zhao Yanchu always teases him, Jiang Yue can't tell whether he really likes her or just treats him as a close brother.So Jiang Yue seldom takes the initiative to be intimate like Zhao Yanchu.

Because he knew very well what his feelings for Zhao Yanchu were.

It's like, it's love, it's sad when separated, it's wanting to be with him every day, it's secretly expecting the end of the future, and he will be there too.

If Zhao Yanchu's liking is not of the same type as his, Jiang Yue should hide it better, because compared to his personal liking, Jiang Yue hopes that Zhao Yanchu can make great strides forward without any burden.

He had never met such a night before, Zhao Yanchu got drunk and asked him why he didn't tell him his nickname, what kind of stupid question is this?

Jiang Yue was a little slack, because Zhao Yanchu was drunk, and he didn't have to hide it too well—it's better to say he couldn't hide it.

But with Jiang Yue's style, he couldn't do anything, he just sat happily in front of him, his face and eyes were full of liking, Zhao Yanchu's long fingers were still on his wrist, he listened Jiang Yue's words were quite dissatisfied: "How do you know that I can't scream."

Jiang Yue wanted to laugh again, Zhao Yanchu was so much fun when he was drunk, his IQ was almost three years old, he said: "Then you call it."

Zhao Yanchu seemed to be tired from sitting, put him on his shoulder, leaned close to his ear, and said, "Baby."

His voice was low, with a mischievous smile on his face.Jiang Yue felt a thin electric current pass through her whole body, and her ears were hot and numb.

Zhao Yanchu smiled viciously: "I won't be unable to scream, but you can't stand it."

Jiang Yue originally wanted to take this rare opportunity to tease Zhao Yanchu and counterattack, but the drunk Zhao Yanchu could still beat him ten times without panting.Jiang Yue was defeated: "Okay, I'm going to get the quilt and go to sleep."

Zhao Yanchu reluctantly let go of his hand.

Jiang Yue went to get the quilt from the closet. Jiang Wen heard that Zhao Yanchu was coming, so he bought a new quilt specially. It wasn't easy for Jiang Yue to grow so big.

It was not the first time that the two of them had slept together under the quilt.Because Zhao Yanchu was drunk, the tension Jiang Yue originally imagined was reduced a lot. He was most afraid that Zhao Yanchu would be flirting without knowing it, especially if he was lying on a bed, if Zhao Yanchu hugged and pinched like usual, he would wait. It's not good if something goes wrong.

...But Jiang Yue still has no clear understanding of whether he is straight or crooked, because he has never liked anyone before, neither the same sex nor the opposite sex.Jiang Yue didn't even taste the taste of liking until she met Zhao Yanchu.

Later, he secretly searched for some information, which was also in the cloud. When he compared himself with Zhao Yanchu, he couldn't find anything, but according to the above standards, Zhao Yanchu was a proper straight man.Because gays usually pay attention not to have too close contact with the same sex, Zhao Yanchu doesn't care about this at all.

Jiang Yue thought wildly for a while, then turned to look at Zhao Yanchu, Zhao Yanchu slept very close to him, the bed was hot, he drank like this, and took out his phone to look at it, the light from the screen illuminated his eyebrows, Zhao Yanchu With a serious face, Jiang Yue was curious, and tilted her head to look: "What are you looking at?"

The interface of Zhao Yanchu's mobile phone is an app called "Jinjiang Literature City". Jiang Yue took a look, Huo, there are quite a lot of collections on the bookshelf.Zhao Yanchu clicked one and went in to watch it. Jiang Yue didn't expect Zhao Yanchu to like to watch this, Jiang Yue wondered: "Why are you looking at this?"

Zhao Yanchu replied: "Study."

study?what to studyJiang Yue was at a loss. Zhao Yanchu ordered a romance novel with a domineering hero, and read it seriously for a while, and Jiang Yue followed him to read it for a while.Zhao Yanchu read a few chapters and muttered, "This is wrong..."

So he withdrew.

Jiang Yue: "Huh? Which one do you want to see?"

Zhao Yanchu: "Don't want women, but men."

Jiang Yue: "Isn't that the guy just now?" He was referring to the overbearing boss who had sneered at the heroine from the very beginning.

Zhao Yanchu: "I want to see men and men."

Jiang Yue: "..."

He was once again shocked by Zhao Yanchu. Zhao Yanchu is drunk and likes to read "men and men" novels?What kind of strange hobby is this?Is this the world of straight men?Do everything with confidence and without any grievances.

Although his heart was full of thunder, Jiang Yue helped him find out where to watch the "men and men", and finally found it on a channel called "Pure Love".

Zhao Yanchu said with disgust: "If you are gay, you are gay. Why is it called pure love? Let people look for it for a long time."

Jiang Yue: "..."

After talking about it, Zhao Yanchu still watched it seriously for more than ten minutes. Jiang Yue didn't feel sleepy, and didn't watch "men and men" with him, but just lay on his side and looked at Zhao Yanchu's silhouette in the dark. .

He was holding the phone, and there was a small square of light on his face. The long eyelashes and straight nose were clearly visible in Jiang Yue's eyes. Jiang Yue was a little reluctant to close his eyes, for fear that such a night would never be missed again.

How long will Zhao Yanchu stay in his house?They haven't discussed it yet, theoretically there is quite a lot of time to sleep in one bed, but Jiang Yue can't wait to count it by the second.

Zhao Yanchu turned off the phone and threw it beside the pillow, the room was completely plunged into darkness.The surrounding sounds became clearer. Jiang Yue heard a few dogs barking from a distance outside, and also heard Zhao Yanchu's breathing beside him.

"Jiang Yue."

"Ok?"

Zhao Yanchu didn't speak again.

After a while, there was rustling over there, Jiang Yue felt the heat source approaching her, and Zhao Yanchu stuck it close.

It was too dark, Jiang Yue couldn't see his face at all, but this made his temperature and breath more real, so real that it covered everything.

Jiang Yue didn't know if it was because she liked him, or because Zhao Yanchu was one of the holy beasts. Within Jiang Yue's perception, Zhao Yanchu would always be the leader, let alone now.Jiang Yue's chest and abdomen heaved nervously, but she still said, "Is it cold?"

"not cold."

Zhao Yanchu's voice was very steady, not like he was drunk at all.Jiang Yue smelled a little danger and stepped back unconsciously.

"Where are you going? You'll fall later." Zhao Yanchu said dissatisfiedly, and moved in his direction again.

Jiang Yue: ...

Zhao Yanchu didn't know why he was particularly interested in him, so he stretched out his hand and pinched his ear, which was a movement he usually did most often.His hand followed the ear to find the cheek, and then found the vicinity of the lips.

Jiang Yue felt that Zhao Yanchu's hand seemed to be carrying flames, pacing all the way on his skin, and the place it touched was hot and scalding.

Zhao Yanchu's thumb finally pressed on his lips, as if making a mark.Jiang Yue was already like a frightened bird, the alarm bells were ringing in her heart, and she was in a mess. Countless villains A and B rushed past with their heads in their arms and shouted.

"What, what's wrong?"

"nothing."

No matter how you look at it like this, it is not "nothing"!

Zhao Yanchu whispered: "Why are you shaking? Are you so scared?"

Jiang Yue felt like she was going to tell her tonight: "...I'm not afraid."

"Oh?" Zhao Yanchu heard his trembling answer, laughed, and said:

"Then I think you'd better be a little scared."

The next second, something warm covered his lips, and Jiang Yue's eyes widened.At first it was just sticking, but the other party seemed to be dissatisfied with Jiang Yue's tension, and then pried open his teeth and poked in.

Jiang Yue's brain was blank. Before his consciousness judged that it was a kiss, his brain traveled through the universe and experienced countless dimensions. Meteors fell one after another, countless planets exploded and reborn, and mushroom clouds were everywhere.

This kiss smacked of wine, Jiang Yue didn't drink any wine at the table, now she finally knew what the expensive wine Zhao Yanchu bought tasted like.

... Expensive is expensive for a reason.Jiang Yue thought silently in her heart.