Tail Observation Diary

Jiang Yue couldn't imagine Zhao Yanchu's impatience before. Although he didn't have a good temper, he was more impatient.If a normal person has a single-core or dual-core processor, Zhao Yanchu’s mind is a multi-core processor. His thinking is always much faster than others, and his steps are big and fast. Indifferent things.

Therefore, his work efficiency is extremely high, he easily copes with the exam week, and quickly climbed to the top of the game as soon as the new season started.This is limited to the superficial evaluation made by Jiang Yue's ordinary life before he went to college. A person with good grades and good at playing games is not considered amazing?

What Jiang Yue meant was that Zhao Yanchu should be able to easily achieve what he wanted to do.Except for his unresolved past, there is nothing in this world that can hold him back.In fact, Jiang Yue believes in Zhao Yanchu unconditionally. He is so powerful that he shouldn't stop there.

So the only thing that made Zhao Yanchu impatient, Jiang Yue automatically thought of it, so that when Zhao Yanchu yelled that sentence at him, Jiang Yue froze like a chinchilla halfway through a vegetable leaf.

Zhao Yanchu's appearance was really outstanding, two people stood in the middle of the square, the people around them silently raised their phones, and some people were looking for the camera, thinking they were filming some small theater.

The moment Zhao Yanchu said those words, seeing Jiang Yue's shocked expression, he suddenly understood why Jiang Yue was like this.

If a person is not taken seriously from an early age, this influence will be deeply rooted in him.Although Jiang Yue has a father who treats him very well, family affection is one of the many emotions a person receives in his life. If there is only family affection alone, it cannot fully satisfy a person's emotional needs.

It's not that Zhao Yanchu didn't know whether Jiang Yue had healthy emotions when he was a teenager.

At the same time, Zhao Yanchu was in a mess. Even if he really didn't need others to care about him, during this period, he also lost the ability to empathize.So Zhao Yanchu didn't learn to express concern, and before getting angry, he didn't calm down and think about why Jiang Yue's thoughts were so unbelievable, which made it hard for him to accept.

If Jiang Yue subconsciously thinks "I am not important", or even thinks about this kind of problem at all, it is not difficult to understand.Zhao Yanchu just felt that he had poured cold water on his head, which not only quenched his anger, but also made his heart cold.

There were too many people, Zhao Yanchu pulled the stunned Jiang Yue back into the car, closed the car door with a "bang", and did not start the car, the two sat silently.

Jiang Yue was shocked at first, and then felt Zhao Yanchu's feelings, and fell into a deep guilt.

Zhao Yanchu took a long breath, not as angry as before, but with a little helplessness, sighed and said:

"Jiang Yue..."

He flipped out a pack of cigarettes from the side of the car seat, raised his long fingers, shook out one, and finally pushed it back slowly.They left the door in the afternoon and stayed in Xumi Lingjing for a long time. It is already dusk, and the afterglow of the setting sun hits Zhao Yanchu's side face through the car window. Half of his distinctive face is in the orange light. Half in the shadows.

"How long have we known each other?" Zhao Yanchu asked calmly, holding the cigarette in his hand.

When Jiang Yue heard his question, she didn't know how to answer him for a while.

If you count from the time when they really knew each other and lived together, he and Zhao Yanchu have known each other for less than four months. If you count from the distant past, when they first met each other, they have known each other for more than for ten years.

Due to many reasons, the ten-year intersection between him and Zhao Yanchu was close to blank, and the initial encounter, for a long time, was just an incredible dream for Jiang Yue.

Without waiting for Jiang Yue to answer, Zhao Yanchu continued:

"Jiang Yue, I have known you for ten years."

"In the past ten years, I haven't missed a day without thinking about you."

Jiang Yue turned her head to look at him, Zhao Yanchu put a bony hand on the steering wheel.

Zhao Yanchu's words lingered in Jiang Yue's mind, and Jiang Yue thought, does this "thinking" mean missing and wanting to meet, or does it mean trying to understand his situation all the time?

Zhao Yanchu: "If I hadn't met you at that time, I would have died on the mountain of Yudu long ago."

Jiang Yue said softly: "But I never felt that I saved you. At that time, I just wanted to catch you and prevent you from falling. When the beast soul was separated, I didn't feel it...it didn't hurt at all. .”

Zhao Yanchu: "If you hadn't met me at that time, nothing after that would have happened."

This kind of remark was also made by the black husband in his Transcendence Tribulation.

"Isn't Qinglong the one who made you live like a dog for ten years?"

Later, Jiang Yue also looked at the past ten years alone. Could it be that if the dying Qinglong hadn't appeared at the beginning, and the beast soul of Fuzhu remained on his body, and a tail grew out naturally, would he really be happy?

In other words, without a tail, should a person be excluded and abandoned by the environment?

What's more, he didn't know the truth at that time, and he couldn't even talk about hating anyone. When he knew everything, hatred couldn't arise out of thin air. It seemed that he wanted to find an outlet for all the unsatisfactory life in the past ten years, which was fundamental to Jiang Yue. It's nonsense.

Could it be that if he hated Zhao Yanchu, he could rewrite the past?Everything in the past cannot be changed, Jiang Yue is standing in front of him now, it is all the things that have happened in the past time piled up, they have created such Jiang Yue.

Jiang Yue frowned, it was a meaningful smile, and he said: "If I hadn't met you then, maybe I am now a nightmare eater, a nine-tailed fox, and a wanted object of the bureau. In the exhibition, if you catch me, you can get a thousand points."

He turned his head and said, "Zhao Yanchu, when I was very young, I wanted to cry every day because I couldn't grow a tail. I'm not afraid of your laughter. I was still like that in junior high school."

"You should have come to see me at that time." He whispered.

Zhao Yanchu's fingers on the steering wheel moved.

"If the me at that time knew that I traded my tail for a dragon's chance to survive, I would... be very, very happy."

"Even if this moment has been postponed for so long, I still think so. I will not regret saving you. Even if I have to do it all over again, my choice will not change."

The sky was getting dark, and the setting sun fell into the gaps of the high-rise buildings in Qincheng. The gate closed during the day, and it seemed to have just opened.The lights of the traffic flow turned on one after another, and they drove slowly in the rush hour, leaving a series of changing lights and shadows on the faces of the two people.

Zhao Yanchu: "So I am very important to you."

Jiang Yue: "Of course, how many times do you have to say it before you understand?"

Zhao Yanchu: "Then how many times do I have to say it before you understand that you are also very important to me."

Jiang Yue's breathing was stagnant, and his voice was a little unsteady. He replied, "I know..."

"You do not know."

Zhao Yanchu interrupted him, and his tone suddenly became fierce: "If you knew, you wouldn't say that kind of thing. I've been thinking about it every day for the past ten years, how have you lived. I would rather never know what happened to Buzhou Mountain, I don't want anything to happen to you either! The most important thing to me is not the truth at all..."

"It's you."

The car outside the window passed by, a ray of light cast from his side face, slowly turned around, Zhao Yanchu's chest and abdomen rose and fell slightly, Jiang Yue sat on the chair, he straightened his back a little, because his heart was beating too fast It's so powerful, I'm afraid that even the chair will vibrate with it.

"so……"

Jiang Yue's lips twitched, and the atmosphere between them seemed to be on the edge of something, just a step away.

"Are you going home with me for the New Year?"

His brain is out of his control, and his mouth is out of his mind's control, making such an inexplicable sentence pop out.

Hearing what he said, Zhao Yanchu was stunned for a moment, then chuckled helplessly. He threw the cigarette case into the back seat, inserted the car key into the keyhole, and said:

"Didn't I just say that?"

He didn't seem to care at all that Jiang Yue didn't respond to his solemn words. Jiang Yue's thoughtless words seemed to please him.The domineering Zhao Yanchu just now was instantly taken back by him. He turned the key and started the car. The lights came on, illuminating the road ahead.

"Okay, I'll go back with you."

Jiang Yue stood on the balcony and called Jiang Wen.

In his hand, he held the report card that Geng Yao sent him when he came back from the management department, as well as the certificate and the access card. The certificate said: "After the examination, he meets the registration qualifications of the National Spiritual Beast Administration. This certificate is hereby issued." There is an official seal on the bottom, his photo is printed on the access card, his name is on the left, and Fuzhu is written on the back of the spirit beast category. This card can log in to Xumi Spirit Realm to handle various matters, and enjoy registration for all transactions in Xiaofeng Spirit Realm. Exclusive offers for spirit beasts.

The other end of the phone beeped a few times, Jiang Wen picked it up and said:

"Hey, Xiaoyue, what's the matter?"

Jiang Yue specially chose a time when Jiang Wen didn't have to go to class. Jiang Wen was in charge of senior high school in the county this year. He was usually very busy, but he would still find time to call Jiang Yue to ask him how he was doing.Jiang Yue said:

"Uh, Dad, are you busy recently?"

Jiang Wen laughed across the phone: "Why are you suddenly concerned about whether Dad is busy or not? Is Xiaoyue busy? Didn't you take the exam a while ago? Is the exam over?"

Some time ago, when Jiang Yue was crossing the catastrophe, he saw a big head while reading in the library, so he took the opportunity to act coquettishly while talking to Jiang Wen.Jiang Yue held the phone and leaned on the balcony: "The exam is over, I just got the certificate today."

He held up the qualification certificate of the spirit beast crossing the catastrophe, and Jiang Wen said over there: "Oh——that's the one you mentioned last time, the animal...animal practitioner qualification certificate?"

Jiang Yue: "Yes."

Jiang Wen was a little worried and said: "What are you doing in that exam? You majored in biology. Does Xiaoyue want to work in a zoo in the future? This major is not suitable."

Jiang Yue said with a smile: "Dad, don't worry about this, I don't go to work at the zoo. When are you on vacation? I'll be home in a few days."

Jiang Wen said briskly: "Have you bought a ticket? Dad will pick you up at the station then."

Jiang Yue talked with him about the ticket and time for a while, and when she was about to hang up the phone, she said:

"Dad, I want to discuss something with you."

"Ok?"

"This Chinese New Year, can I bring a friend home?"