Xu Ci didn't expect Qin Sa to confess his love to her so affectionately all of a sudden, and just as he was about to reply as a joke, he was keenly aware of the entanglement hidden in Qin Sa's eyes.
Thinking of the hesitation in the swimming pool before, she put one hand on Qin Sa's cheek and asked softly: "What's the matter? Are you still thinking about what I said in the letter before?"
Qin Sa nodded slightly, and changed her body to lie flat: "Am I really just a character in a book? I... I am a fiction, do I not exist?"
Xu Ci beside him was silent for a while, and when he spoke again, he said with a firm "hmm".
As soon as the words fell, Qin Sa's body softened a little, and the brows furrowed again.The previously turbulent emotions in the mind evaporated in an instant, and immediately turned into silent sorrow.
She could be dubious about the words in the letter, and even if she wanted to, she could take it as an unfounded lie.
But Xu Ci's affirmative answer forced her to face this cruel fact.
——she is indeed a fictional character, a character that only exists in books.
Seeing this, Xu Ci answered softly: "Do you feel that life has become very empty?"
Qin Sa withdrew from his emotions and nodded again: "Well. Actually, after knowing this, I think that everything I said may have been arranged, including what I said now. However, these words are my own. What I want to say at the moment. In short, it is very contradictory, and I don’t know how to describe this feeling. It’s like a conscious puppet.”
Sober but not free.
"I know." Xu Ci lowered his eyes clearly, and wrapped his arms around her waist, "This is why I have repeatedly emphasized that you should not open that letter unless necessary. You are so troubled now, and speaking of it, it is also my fault." responsibility."
The content of the letter was very simple and straightforward.It was Xu Ci who gave a very serious introduction to the "system" that he vaguely mentioned before and Qin Sa's real identity, including how to use the card in his hand.
Having said that, Xu Ci told Qin Sa the whole story one by one.
It turned out that there were two blank cards left in her hand.On the day Qin Sa was discharged from the hospital, she hurried upstairs and used one immediately.
In that card, she asked the system to transfer the right to use the third card to Qin Sa, in order to prepare for the unexpected situation where she could not write.
She used this card very suddenly at the time, and she wasn't sure if the system would agree to it, and she even planned to cancel it.But the system, which has always had a slow network speed, responded quickly to the card—it agreed but with a condition.
The premise is that for the third card to be effective, the user Qin Sa must already know his true identity and not collapse.
This also meant that she had to tell Qin Sa everything without hiding anything.
"That's why you comforted me repeatedly in the letter, telling me not to be trapped in this strange circle of thinking, and also telling me to use the card in a particularly busy situation?" Hearing this, Qin Sa turned around and asked aloud road.
"That's right. Only in those extremely hectic and tense moments, people's brains are blank. In the letter, the truth is placed first, and the comfort is placed later. I'm not sure that you can insist on reading the end after reading the first part." Xu Ci pinched Qin Sa's cheek and smiled triumphantly, "However, it seems that my little Qin Sa is doing very well!"
Hearing the sound, Qin Sa pulled out a rare smile: "It's you who taught well."
"It's okay. I still know how to coax people at this time." Xu Ci smiled, as if thinking of something, he sighed and withdrew his hand, "If that's the case, then I'll tell you another secret."
"What secret?"
"Actually, my time travel is not accidental. Just like you, I am also a character designed by others."
Before the words fell, Qin Sa's frowning brows suddenly relaxed because of shock: "What?"
Seeing this, Xu Ci told Qin Sa all the things that happened the day before his accident in detail. Finally, he raised his eyebrows and concluded: "The end is the starting point, and there is a definite date. And the system has already reached my end , no matter how I go around, I am still in this circle. Otherwise, why did it suddenly give me a card?"
At that time, when the system said that it had simulated many results, she still thought naively that although the system has poor network speed and poor business capabilities, it is not that bad.After all, he still knows how to cheat on her.
Looking back now, giving cards is also part of setting the plot.
Everything is in service of that ending.
"The truth is indeed crueler than lies, but I don't want to continue to entangle with this now. Although we cannot control our fate, we can control our attitude towards it. Instead of worrying about whether we are characters designed by others, we should think about it carefully. Did what we do deviate from our true thoughts? If not, then there is no need to worry about whether there is a so-called third-party force. The key is to live more easily!"
Xu Ci has been used to thinking about some unknown things since he was a child, but as he grows older, he gradually learns not to let himself sink deeper and deeper.
No matter whether what is in front of you is reality or illusion, it is useless to entangle yourself, so you might as well pretend to be a fool in the secular world and enjoy the moment freely.
Anyway, don't waste the good time.
Listening to the whispers in her ear, Qin Sa felt her head buzzing a few times and then suddenly became much smoother.
Xu Ci's explanation undoubtedly just solved her doubts from her point of view, and gave her a more open perspective on this matter.
After a while, she stretched out her hand to hold Xu Ci into her arms, looked at her with treasure and appreciation, and said with emotion: "I suddenly feel that being a character in a book is not so bad. At least I met you. Although I didn't You are an excellent match."
Xu Ci is a beam of light that shines powerfully into her heart.She could feel that she was getting better and better because of her appearance, but she didn't seem to have the same effect on Xu Ci.
At least she thought so.
Hearing the sound, Xu Ci just leaned his cheeks closer to Qin Sa's shoulders, and hugged his waist with a smile: "Little fool, you underestimate yourself too much. Do you really think that what I said before is a lie? ?You, but my treasure. Your existence is the meaning of my existence in this world. Without you, there would be no me now. Do you know?"
She is an intruder in this world, a pure outsider.She doesn't have any emotional fulcrum here that would allow her to stay.
Even with the system's task restrictions, if she had really let go and just waited for the task to end and the system to drop her responsibility, that would be understandable.Anyway, she is a person who has died once, so what are you afraid of.
"When I woke up in this room, I was extremely calm when Wang Ma was there. But when I was left alone, that kind of inexplicable loneliness surged up. I felt like where I am, why? Come here, want to go home, etc. Later, the tasks released by the system gave me a sense of reality, and your appearance made me really feel alive. So, you are not He De He Neng, It's definitely worth it. I still don't think I'm good enough for you, after all, our little Qin Sa is such a sought-after character!"
Listening to the previous paragraph, Qin Sa patted Xu Ci's shoulder empathetically, and the last teasing made her laugh, and her heart was as carefree and relaxed as a heavy stone dropped.
Xu Ci is not only a lover to her, but also a rare mentor and helpful friend.Whether it's her previous entanglement or the current entanglement, she can always see through it at the first time and help her clarify it just right.
Thinking of this, she wordlessly tightened the hug, and murmured again: "I love you."
Hearing the sound, Xu Ci leaned on Qin Sa's neck, raised his eyes and responded softly: "I love you too. Compared to you, it's only a lot more."
Xu Hanwei and Xu Zhize were told by Wang Ma that Xu Ci was awake when they came back at night.
Just as she was complaining about why Wang Ma had not told them the news so late, she heard Xu Ci's voice greeting them.
"I'm back! The bowls and chopsticks have been set, please eat three."
Xu Ci was standing by the dining table, smiling and waving to them.
Seeing this, the Xu family father and son were stunned for a moment, and looked at each other, trying to find the truth from each other's eyes.Immediately afterwards, they glanced at Wang Ma again, and after getting Wang Ma's affirmative nod, they blinked and walked towards the dining table in unison.
"Sister, are you really alive?" When Xu Zhize got nervous, nothing normal came out of his mouth.
Before he finished speaking, Xu Ci rewarded him and made him shudder.
"You can feel your sister's vitality now. Do you still doubt it?"
Xu Zhize let out an "ouch", and was not annoyed at being hit. Instead, he raised his eyebrows, rushed over in three steps and two steps, and gave Xu Ci a big bear hug: "I feel it, I must feel it! You don't even know , I was dreaming about when you would open your eyes, for fear that you would just fall asleep like this and never get up and beat me again."
Xu Ci was staggered by the embrace, and she wanted to push him away with a smile, but when she heard the content of the words clearly, her hand that pushed hard could not help but gently caressed his shoulder.
"Okay, okay, why is everyone acting like a child today. They say that I bully you every day. Now I finally took a break and closed the business. You are not used to it, but you are not used to it. That's ok, I will eat it before three meals a day. Instead of warming up, I beat you."
"Then you fight, I won't run away." Xu Zhize was grinning, as if giving up on himself, clinging tighter like a brown candy.
As long as his sister is still there, it's nothing for him to suffer.
Besides, it was impossible for her sister to really beat him.
Just as he was lying, another long-lost cold voice came from the side: "Let go."
Before he finished speaking, Xu Zhize, who was still like brown sugar a second ago, opened his eyes suddenly, let go of his hand reflexively, stepped back obediently, and took advantage of the opportunity to block Xu Hanwei in front of him: "Dad, there is murderous intent. Hurry up!" protect me!"
It's impossible for her sister to really hit him, but her sister's partner will.
And it hurts.
His flexible back and forth operations made everyone present laugh, and even Wang Ma covered her mouth behind her back and her shoulders trembled.
Xu Hanwei wiped the tears of joy from the corners of his eyes because Xu Ci woke up, smiled and kicked Xu Zhize lightly: "How old are you, and you are the only one making trouble here. Hurry up and wash your hands and eat!"
"Oh, I got it, I got it!" After being kicked, Xu Zhize honestly stopped the show, made a face at Xu Ci, and ran bouncing into the kitchen.
After Xu Zhize was dismissed, Xu Hanwei slowly approached Xu Ci.
Since Xu Ci's accident, his spirit has been tense.In a week's time, the whole person has lost a lot of weight.
He first looked at her carefully with his glasses up, and then said in a trembling voice: "It's hard, kid. It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up. This time it's dad who failed to protect you, right? My fault."
When he said this, Xu Hanwei seemed to have aged several years all of a sudden, his eyes were full of self-blame, and even his back was a little bent.
Xu Ci was still smiling, but his eyes turned red when he saw this.
I just felt that Xu Hanwei in front of me seemed to overlap with his father Xu Lu at this moment, which moved her and made her sad.
In the end, she spread her hands, gently hugged the self-blaming old man, and said softly, "Dad, don't be sad and don't blame yourself. From now on, I will only get better and better as you expect."
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Thinking of the hesitation in the swimming pool before, she put one hand on Qin Sa's cheek and asked softly: "What's the matter? Are you still thinking about what I said in the letter before?"
Qin Sa nodded slightly, and changed her body to lie flat: "Am I really just a character in a book? I... I am a fiction, do I not exist?"
Xu Ci beside him was silent for a while, and when he spoke again, he said with a firm "hmm".
As soon as the words fell, Qin Sa's body softened a little, and the brows furrowed again.The previously turbulent emotions in the mind evaporated in an instant, and immediately turned into silent sorrow.
She could be dubious about the words in the letter, and even if she wanted to, she could take it as an unfounded lie.
But Xu Ci's affirmative answer forced her to face this cruel fact.
——she is indeed a fictional character, a character that only exists in books.
Seeing this, Xu Ci answered softly: "Do you feel that life has become very empty?"
Qin Sa withdrew from his emotions and nodded again: "Well. Actually, after knowing this, I think that everything I said may have been arranged, including what I said now. However, these words are my own. What I want to say at the moment. In short, it is very contradictory, and I don’t know how to describe this feeling. It’s like a conscious puppet.”
Sober but not free.
"I know." Xu Ci lowered his eyes clearly, and wrapped his arms around her waist, "This is why I have repeatedly emphasized that you should not open that letter unless necessary. You are so troubled now, and speaking of it, it is also my fault." responsibility."
The content of the letter was very simple and straightforward.It was Xu Ci who gave a very serious introduction to the "system" that he vaguely mentioned before and Qin Sa's real identity, including how to use the card in his hand.
Having said that, Xu Ci told Qin Sa the whole story one by one.
It turned out that there were two blank cards left in her hand.On the day Qin Sa was discharged from the hospital, she hurried upstairs and used one immediately.
In that card, she asked the system to transfer the right to use the third card to Qin Sa, in order to prepare for the unexpected situation where she could not write.
She used this card very suddenly at the time, and she wasn't sure if the system would agree to it, and she even planned to cancel it.But the system, which has always had a slow network speed, responded quickly to the card—it agreed but with a condition.
The premise is that for the third card to be effective, the user Qin Sa must already know his true identity and not collapse.
This also meant that she had to tell Qin Sa everything without hiding anything.
"That's why you comforted me repeatedly in the letter, telling me not to be trapped in this strange circle of thinking, and also telling me to use the card in a particularly busy situation?" Hearing this, Qin Sa turned around and asked aloud road.
"That's right. Only in those extremely hectic and tense moments, people's brains are blank. In the letter, the truth is placed first, and the comfort is placed later. I'm not sure that you can insist on reading the end after reading the first part." Xu Ci pinched Qin Sa's cheek and smiled triumphantly, "However, it seems that my little Qin Sa is doing very well!"
Hearing the sound, Qin Sa pulled out a rare smile: "It's you who taught well."
"It's okay. I still know how to coax people at this time." Xu Ci smiled, as if thinking of something, he sighed and withdrew his hand, "If that's the case, then I'll tell you another secret."
"What secret?"
"Actually, my time travel is not accidental. Just like you, I am also a character designed by others."
Before the words fell, Qin Sa's frowning brows suddenly relaxed because of shock: "What?"
Seeing this, Xu Ci told Qin Sa all the things that happened the day before his accident in detail. Finally, he raised his eyebrows and concluded: "The end is the starting point, and there is a definite date. And the system has already reached my end , no matter how I go around, I am still in this circle. Otherwise, why did it suddenly give me a card?"
At that time, when the system said that it had simulated many results, she still thought naively that although the system has poor network speed and poor business capabilities, it is not that bad.After all, he still knows how to cheat on her.
Looking back now, giving cards is also part of setting the plot.
Everything is in service of that ending.
"The truth is indeed crueler than lies, but I don't want to continue to entangle with this now. Although we cannot control our fate, we can control our attitude towards it. Instead of worrying about whether we are characters designed by others, we should think about it carefully. Did what we do deviate from our true thoughts? If not, then there is no need to worry about whether there is a so-called third-party force. The key is to live more easily!"
Xu Ci has been used to thinking about some unknown things since he was a child, but as he grows older, he gradually learns not to let himself sink deeper and deeper.
No matter whether what is in front of you is reality or illusion, it is useless to entangle yourself, so you might as well pretend to be a fool in the secular world and enjoy the moment freely.
Anyway, don't waste the good time.
Listening to the whispers in her ear, Qin Sa felt her head buzzing a few times and then suddenly became much smoother.
Xu Ci's explanation undoubtedly just solved her doubts from her point of view, and gave her a more open perspective on this matter.
After a while, she stretched out her hand to hold Xu Ci into her arms, looked at her with treasure and appreciation, and said with emotion: "I suddenly feel that being a character in a book is not so bad. At least I met you. Although I didn't You are an excellent match."
Xu Ci is a beam of light that shines powerfully into her heart.She could feel that she was getting better and better because of her appearance, but she didn't seem to have the same effect on Xu Ci.
At least she thought so.
Hearing the sound, Xu Ci just leaned his cheeks closer to Qin Sa's shoulders, and hugged his waist with a smile: "Little fool, you underestimate yourself too much. Do you really think that what I said before is a lie? ?You, but my treasure. Your existence is the meaning of my existence in this world. Without you, there would be no me now. Do you know?"
She is an intruder in this world, a pure outsider.She doesn't have any emotional fulcrum here that would allow her to stay.
Even with the system's task restrictions, if she had really let go and just waited for the task to end and the system to drop her responsibility, that would be understandable.Anyway, she is a person who has died once, so what are you afraid of.
"When I woke up in this room, I was extremely calm when Wang Ma was there. But when I was left alone, that kind of inexplicable loneliness surged up. I felt like where I am, why? Come here, want to go home, etc. Later, the tasks released by the system gave me a sense of reality, and your appearance made me really feel alive. So, you are not He De He Neng, It's definitely worth it. I still don't think I'm good enough for you, after all, our little Qin Sa is such a sought-after character!"
Listening to the previous paragraph, Qin Sa patted Xu Ci's shoulder empathetically, and the last teasing made her laugh, and her heart was as carefree and relaxed as a heavy stone dropped.
Xu Ci is not only a lover to her, but also a rare mentor and helpful friend.Whether it's her previous entanglement or the current entanglement, she can always see through it at the first time and help her clarify it just right.
Thinking of this, she wordlessly tightened the hug, and murmured again: "I love you."
Hearing the sound, Xu Ci leaned on Qin Sa's neck, raised his eyes and responded softly: "I love you too. Compared to you, it's only a lot more."
Xu Hanwei and Xu Zhize were told by Wang Ma that Xu Ci was awake when they came back at night.
Just as she was complaining about why Wang Ma had not told them the news so late, she heard Xu Ci's voice greeting them.
"I'm back! The bowls and chopsticks have been set, please eat three."
Xu Ci was standing by the dining table, smiling and waving to them.
Seeing this, the Xu family father and son were stunned for a moment, and looked at each other, trying to find the truth from each other's eyes.Immediately afterwards, they glanced at Wang Ma again, and after getting Wang Ma's affirmative nod, they blinked and walked towards the dining table in unison.
"Sister, are you really alive?" When Xu Zhize got nervous, nothing normal came out of his mouth.
Before he finished speaking, Xu Ci rewarded him and made him shudder.
"You can feel your sister's vitality now. Do you still doubt it?"
Xu Zhize let out an "ouch", and was not annoyed at being hit. Instead, he raised his eyebrows, rushed over in three steps and two steps, and gave Xu Ci a big bear hug: "I feel it, I must feel it! You don't even know , I was dreaming about when you would open your eyes, for fear that you would just fall asleep like this and never get up and beat me again."
Xu Ci was staggered by the embrace, and she wanted to push him away with a smile, but when she heard the content of the words clearly, her hand that pushed hard could not help but gently caressed his shoulder.
"Okay, okay, why is everyone acting like a child today. They say that I bully you every day. Now I finally took a break and closed the business. You are not used to it, but you are not used to it. That's ok, I will eat it before three meals a day. Instead of warming up, I beat you."
"Then you fight, I won't run away." Xu Zhize was grinning, as if giving up on himself, clinging tighter like a brown candy.
As long as his sister is still there, it's nothing for him to suffer.
Besides, it was impossible for her sister to really beat him.
Just as he was lying, another long-lost cold voice came from the side: "Let go."
Before he finished speaking, Xu Zhize, who was still like brown sugar a second ago, opened his eyes suddenly, let go of his hand reflexively, stepped back obediently, and took advantage of the opportunity to block Xu Hanwei in front of him: "Dad, there is murderous intent. Hurry up!" protect me!"
It's impossible for her sister to really hit him, but her sister's partner will.
And it hurts.
His flexible back and forth operations made everyone present laugh, and even Wang Ma covered her mouth behind her back and her shoulders trembled.
Xu Hanwei wiped the tears of joy from the corners of his eyes because Xu Ci woke up, smiled and kicked Xu Zhize lightly: "How old are you, and you are the only one making trouble here. Hurry up and wash your hands and eat!"
"Oh, I got it, I got it!" After being kicked, Xu Zhize honestly stopped the show, made a face at Xu Ci, and ran bouncing into the kitchen.
After Xu Zhize was dismissed, Xu Hanwei slowly approached Xu Ci.
Since Xu Ci's accident, his spirit has been tense.In a week's time, the whole person has lost a lot of weight.
He first looked at her carefully with his glasses up, and then said in a trembling voice: "It's hard, kid. It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up. This time it's dad who failed to protect you, right? My fault."
When he said this, Xu Hanwei seemed to have aged several years all of a sudden, his eyes were full of self-blame, and even his back was a little bent.
Xu Ci was still smiling, but his eyes turned red when he saw this.
I just felt that Xu Hanwei in front of me seemed to overlap with his father Xu Lu at this moment, which moved her and made her sad.
In the end, she spread her hands, gently hugged the self-blaming old man, and said softly, "Dad, don't be sad and don't blame yourself. From now on, I will only get better and better as you expect."
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