The night was as cool as water, and the dark sky was dotted with stars.

Wearing a thin sweater and bathed in the dim light, Qin Sa walked unhurriedly along the winding street to the three-story villa in the distance.

The surroundings were quiet and silent, and it seemed that the lingering voice in her ears became more and more clear.

There are the voices of reporters asking me to tell the so-called truth, the screams of relatives on my mother's side when they argue with me, and the roar of my father calling me a "betrayer" in prison... .

Very clear, but also very noisy and noisy.

The 19-year-old is actually a major turning point for her.Almost all the misfortunes gathered in this year, and it was also the starting point of her complete degeneration afterwards.

She complained about why these things happened to her, but there was nothing she could do but suffer.It's not that she hasn't thought about going to death, but that doesn't fit her heart after all.

After all, in the final analysis, that method is not relief, but an escape for the cowardly.

She has experienced these things in her previous life.Now that I experience it again, I am like a complete bystander, unable to even express the correct emotions.

She doesn't and doesn't want to immerse herself in this pile of negative emotions.Since she was lucky enough to be reborn once, she wanted to live a good life for herself.

Love who you want to love, only do what you want to do, and don't be driven by anyone.

Thinking of this, Qin Sa shook his head slightly, rubbed his arms after looking at the time, and gradually accelerated his steps.

It's not yet 12 o'clock.

I don't know if my sister is asleep or not.

Xu Ci wore headphones and wrapped himself in a small blanket, and just as he was about to search for songs, he suddenly sneezed.

It's so late, who is thinking of me?

She secretly scolded herself for being narcissistic, couldn't help wrapping the blanket tighter, and tapped her fingers on the search bar.

It is already 11:45 in the evening, maybe because she slept too much during the day, she still has no sleepiness at the moment.

In order to avoid insomnia again, she decided to place her hope on music.

Fortunately, the different world constructed by the author is not much different from the real world, at least both physical and non-physical objects that are closely related to Xu Ci's life can be found by her.

After finding the familiar playlist, Xu Ci clicked on random play, put down the phone contentedly, turned from curled up like a baby to lying flat, and stretched out his body comfortably.

Her music taste can be said to be meat and vegetables, and all kinds of songs have traces of her heart.But there are only a few songs that I really like to listen to.

Musician Mendelssohn once said, "A piece of music that I like, the thoughts and meanings passed on to me cannot be expressed in words.".On this point, Xu Ci himself also deeply agrees.

The reason why I love a song is precisely because it has a different meaning to the listener.

She has always believed that in addition to communicating with people through language, music can also express emotions.

Thinking of this, she blinked her eyes, and couldn't help thinking of the song Qin Sa listened to in the morning - the song she claimed to like very much.

Although I knew that Qin Sa meant something at that time, the melody of that song did not change during their conversation.It seems that it has been in a single cycle.

She had to admit that she was quite curious.

With such an association, the melody in my ears gradually became hazy and illusory.She turned down the volume, turned to face the door, and her mind became active again.

Is Qin Sa coming back soon?

It's so late, has she eaten yet?

If you come back, do you want to say hello to her?

But wouldn't it be too obvious to get up and say hello?

No, Qin Sa didn't know that she wasn't asleep yet.When the time comes, I can pretend that I just woke up, get up and go to the living room to drink water.

trick.

It was said that Cao Cao Cao Cao had arrived, and at this moment, there was a faint sound of kicking up the stairs outside the door.

Very light but also extremely fast.

——Qin Sa is back.

Xu Ci's eyes lit up, and a carp jumped up from the bed.Then he quickly straightened his somewhat disheveled hair, and tugged at the extra spacious pajamas.

After she thought that everything was tidied up perfectly, she quietly stood on the carpet, staring closely at the door not far away with her almond eyes, just waiting for someone to knock on the door.

It should come.

Panting, Qin Sa walked up the stairs to the door of Xu Ci's room.

Just as she was raising her right hand to knock on the door, seeing that there was no light spilling from the door, she wiped the sweat from her forehead, and pursed her lips in frustration.

Looks like it's still too late.

My sister must have fallen asleep by now.

After a short pause, she still put down her raised hand, glanced at the closed door with nostalgia, sighed softly, and shuffled towards her room.

Xu Ci has moved lightly along the carpet to a place one step away from the door.

Seeing that there was a shadow at the door, who would have waited for a long time before there was a knock on the door, but instead saw the shadow drifting farther and farther away.

She didn't have time to think about it, and went straight to open the door.

"Hey, you're back." Scratching his head, holding the door, he deliberately half-closed his eyes.

Xu Ci really felt that it was a shame for him not to become an actor.

Qin Sa put her hand on the handle of her door, obviously about to go in.Xunsheng turned his head, saw that it was Xu Ci, and immediately let go of his hand.

"Yes. Is my sister still up so late?"

Clutching her palms, she subconsciously approached Xu Ci.

Xu Ci was wearing a slightly larger white pajamas, with a few strands covering his forehead as if he was suffering from a seizure, and earphone cables hanging from his ears. There was a little sleepiness on his fair cheeks, and he looked like he had just woken up and looked like a I haven't slept yet.

"Ah, I just woke up, and I'm going to go downstairs to drink some water." Xu Ci swallowed pretending to be calm.

Do a full set of plays.

Inadvertently caught a glimpse of Qin Sa's eyes, her originally misty eyes were refreshed, and she stretched out her hand and pointed far away.

"Have you ever cried?" Under the white light, Qin Sa's eyes were slightly swollen and obviously red, only rabbit eyes could compete with her.

Qin Sa was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously turned her face away to deny: "No. The wind was too strong when I came back."

Although she was much stronger psychologically than in her previous life, at least she didn't show any stage fright in the conversations with reporters or relatives, but for her father's hysterical yelling and questioning——

It is undeniable that she is still not strong enough.

Seeing this, Xu Ci frowned lightly, and a look of distress flashed in his eyes.

After a while, she rolled her eyes, raised her hand and grabbed Qin Sa's sleeve: "I can't seem to sleep anymore. Xiao Sa, do you have time to chat with me?"

As he spoke, he gently shook his sleeves with his hands.

Qin Sa turned her face, first glanced down at the grabbed sleeve, and then looked at Xu Ci who seemed to be begging and coquettish, her eyes gradually softened.

"it is good."

In Xu Ci's room, only a small lamp by the bed was turned on.The dim and soft light was like a miniature version of the street lights on Qin Sa's way back.

There is also a faint woody fragrance lingering in the room, mixed with a hint of berry.Smell, people can relax instantly.

Qin Sa didn't have time to take a closer look, so she was dragged by Xu Ci to sit on the carpet.

Immediately afterwards, a headset was plugged into the right ear.

"Let's listen and chat." Xu Ci smiled at her, and plugged the other earphone into her own left ear.

Qin Sa's heart was palpitated for a moment by this smile, she looked at her and nodded: "Okay."

What is playing in the earphones at the moment is a soothing pure music.If you listen carefully, you can roughly distinguish the sound of cicadas, the sound of rain, and the ticking of water droplets on the stones.

The sounds of nature taken from nature have the magic power of calming the mind.

The two leaned their backs against the bed and listened quietly without speaking.

At the end, Qin Sa turned her head to look at the delicate side face immersed in the music, and suddenly understood the purpose of Xu Ci's invitation to chat——

She wanted to comfort herself.

After the song was over, she bent her knees, breathed a sigh of relief, put her chin on top and said softly, "Actually, I went to see my father in prison today. Our chat was very unpleasant."

Xu Ci slowly opened his eyes upon hearing the sound, and turned to look at Qin Sa.

About Qin Sa's father, Qin Gufeng, there is no extra introduction in the novel, and there is no relevant information in the memory of the original owner.

She thought Qin Sa was just going home today to pick up things to feel sad, but she didn't expect to go to see Qin Gufeng.

Thinking of this, she paused for a while, trying to pick up Qin Sa's topic: "He blames you for coming here, doesn't he?"

Qin Sa nodded, and twitched the corners of her mouth mockingly: "He thought I betrayed him and became Xu Hanwei's accomplice. He also said that I should really be made to be like my mother."

Die the same.

In fact, what his father said at that time was even worse, and it can be said that every word was heartbreaking.There was no chance for her to explain at all, and this conversation was just a vent of his one-sided emotions.

And she could only suffer in silence.

Xu Ci's heart was blocked by Qin Sa's fragility.

When she was reading the book, she was from the perspective of God, and she looked at all the characters in it rationally.Now Qin Sa is a living life that is within reach in front of her eyes, and someone she has a crush on. She only has love for her and a desire to protect her.

Thinking of this, she stretched out her hands without thinking, and gently lifted Qin Sa's drooping face, so that she could face her dark eyes.

"Qin Sa, no matter what other people say, you only need to know one thing. These things are not caused by you, and you are the one who should live a good life."

Feeling the heat surrounding her cheeks, Qin Sa's eyes flickered slightly, and while her heart warmed up, an idea flashed into her head inexplicably.

The person in front of him was not Xu Ci.At least not Xu Ci from the previous life.

She was taken aback by this thought of her own, and it was reflected in her body that her cheeks quickly broke away from Xu Ci's hand.

After he regained his composure, he saw Xu Ci holding his hands together, with obvious embarrassment on his face.

Seeing this, she didn't even think about it, and sent her cheeks back obediently.

After going back and forth like this, both of them were at a loss for what to do, and they blinked at each other.

After a while, the two laughed softly at the same time.

The laughter lasted for a long time, diluting the previous dignified atmosphere all of a sudden, and unknowingly brought the relationship between the two closer.

In the end, when he realized that it was already late at night, Xu Ci covered his mouth first.

As she withdrew her hand, Qin Sa also retracted her cheeks, and turned her head down with a smile: "Sister, thank you today. I'm in a much better mood now."

Xu Ci turned his head to look at Qin Sa and then turned back, with a faint smile on his lips, he said softly, "You're welcome. I haven't thanked you for chatting with me yet."

There is still an inexplicable heat on her palm, as if Qin Sa's cheek is still covering it.It also made her feel a little unnatural.

Speaking of it, she is a person who does not like physical contact very much.It was the first time in history that he took the initiative to touch his face to comfort him just now.

However, it also made her more sure that she really liked the kid in front of her who was sometimes spooky and sometimes bold.

After speaking, the two returned to silence again.

"elder sister."

"Are you going back to sleep?"

Not long after, the cheeks of the two turned to each other at the same time, and they asked questions at the same time.

This astonishing tacit understanding made both of them startled.

"You go ahead." Xu Ci turned his face away first, and he didn't know where to put his loose hands for a moment, so he simply clenched them back in tangled hands.

She is feeling inexplicably nervous now.According to the current atmosphere between the two of them, she could guess what Qin Sa would say.

But he was afraid that Qin Sa would not say anything.

Qin Sa took a deep look at her, and slowly stretched out her right hand: "Sister, I want to order a song. Can you?"

"Order a song?" Xu Ci was lost for a moment, but quickly covered it up, "Oh yes, I'll give you the phone."

"Well, thank you sister."

The fingers of the two were warm and cool, and they quickly touched each other in the air, causing Xu Ci's heart to jump again.

But she didn't look back, her thumb rubbed against the pad of her index finger, and she only pretended to focus on a certain corner of the carpet.

Really didn't say anything.It shouldn't be so long, it's all because of her self-indulgence.

If that's the case, then...she could be so embarrassed that she would lose her body on the spot.

After thinking wildly for a long time, there was still no corresponding singing in her ears, so she turned her head carefully.

"You sing..."

The remaining half of the sentence stuck in his throat.

Just because she turned around like this, she happened to meet Qin Sa's extremely focused eyes.At the same time, a lingering singing sound came from my ears at the right time.

It was as if deliberately waiting for her to look back before opening it.

The melody hits the ear slowly, the prelude makes the heart empty, and the brisk fingerstyle is matched with the soft humming of the female voice.

It's comfortable to hear.

Xu Ci subconsciously caught the melody, and his eyes gradually became clearer.

This song is one of her favorite songs.It's Hollyn/Aaron Cole's Steadyme.

At the end of the song, Qin Sa spoke up, smiled lightly at Xu Ci and raised her eyebrows: "This is my favorite song. Now I give it to you, who I like very much. I hope you like it too."

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