self-cultivation separation

"The curtain is heavy, this door can't be opened, I'll find another way out. If you can't wait...don't wait for me."

"And... I... love you."

The low voice was like a whisper in a dream, but it was the voice he was most familiar with.

Mu Lingshen sat by the bed, and gently combed the hair of the person on the bed.

Fool, why don't you go back to Ice Xuanzong with me if you like me? Even if you don't go back with me, take me back to Yungu Xianmen, I'm willing.

Why do you like me and avoid me.

He remembered that when he met outside the Forest of Thousand Illusions, Yan Si accidentally mentioned that his third senior brother liked him. The person you like must never be directly knocked out and hide in the cave, let alone hide back to Ice Xuanzong, you can only hold back.

Later, when he entered the ancient magic circle alone, Xu Qingxiu wanted to follow him, but he couldn't help beating drums in his heart. Could it be that what the fourth junior brother said was true, Xu Qingxiu really started to like himself at some point.

When he was stabbed by the poisonous scorpion king, he fell into a coma for a while, but he was fine. Later, he gradually came to his senses. On the contrary, it was the fact that Qingxiu directly carried him on his back and carried him into a cave, which made him pass out from excitement.The innate cognition directly inherited from his blood told him that it was not appropriate to wake up at this time, so he pretended to remain in a coma.

Because in his blood cognition, if one party wants to conceive offspring with the other party, the stronger party can directly take the weaker party to his residence.However, if the weaker party shows signs of resistance during this process, they will not be able to conceive offspring at this time until one party completely gives up resistance.

Mu Lingshen didn't mind being seen as a weaker party, so in order not to show any signs of resistance, he thought it would be better to remain in a coma.

Qingxiu carried him into the cave, and Qingxiu fed him the yin and yang fairy fruit. In his eyes, this was a naked show of love.

As the most spiritual thing in the world, the Yin-Yang Fairy Fruit has indeed inspired his nature. At that time, he hugged his lover sweetly and left offspring without any scruples, thinking that his long-cherished wish had finally come true.

It wasn't until Xu Qingxiu walked up to his senior brother to bid farewell to him after leaving the Forest of Thousand Illusions that he realized that he might have made a mistake somewhere.

But he didn't dare to ask, and he didn't dare to chase.Instead, after going back, he anonymously contributed to the largest emotional publication "High Mountain and Flowing Water" in the cultivation world, telling a modified story of him and Xu Qingxiu after they met in the Forest of Thousand Illusions. It was written as a girl, and of course the pregnant one also became himself.

In his manuscript, he asked Caifeng Xianzi, a popular relationship counseling expert: "Does he like me?"

Fairy wrote back to him and said: "I can't see it at all. That is an irresponsible scumbag, girl, you should think about the child's problem yourself, and forget about him and start a new life. Don't worry too much about Xianlu Manman. But by the way, girl, are you a demon cultivator who just came out of the primitive forest? What race? I’m really curious, because even most demon clans don’t regard this ‘primitive’ way as a show of love now, monks in the cultivation world Not to mention. Of course, if it’s inconvenient for you, you don’t have to tell me.”

Muling Shen, of course, did not write back to the emotional counseling expert.He would not adopt the opinions in Caifeng Fairy's letter, and he attributed this deviation to the fact that the story he had modified had been distorted.

But this time, at any rate, he established a "deep" relationship with Qingxiu. He learned from his father, carefully pursued the secret realm of the universe, and then used the identity of "the unborn child's father" to openly and honestly communicate with Qingxiu. live together.

The past five years have been as happy as a dream, he thought that this time Qingxiu must really like him, it wasn't that he was just pretending to be passionate, otherwise how could Qingxiu and himself be so good when they were together?How could you bend your eyes and smile at yourself?How could he curl up in his arms at night?How could he roast a rabbit for himself... But five years later, Qingxiu returned to Yungu Fairy Gate, not only did he not want him, but even his daughter was ignored.

Once again, he fell into doubts about life.

But this time it was Qingxiu who said it himself.He shouted "Mu Ling Shen", and he said "Love you".

For the first time, Mu Zongzhu felt that his father's name was so nice.

He leaned down and kissed Xu Qingxiu lightly on the lips, feeling that his heart was full of sweetness.

It's a pity that Qingxiu didn't tell him personally.

But the days are still long, and he will always find a way to get Qingxiu to tell him personally.

Say it a hundred times, a thousand times, ten thousand times... say it every day... say it in the morning and say it again in the evening...

The curtain made Shen completely fall into fantasy, almost waking up from a dream.

Xu Qingxiu is fine now, but the blood oath seal in the altar is gradually being removed, and his body is in a coma.But he didn't know what he saw in his sleep, and he always unconsciously groaned and moaned in pain, as if he was very wronged.Mu Lingshen didn't know the scene in his dream, felt cute, and felt distressed, and would hold him in his arms, hold his hand and softly call his name every now and then.Xu Qingxiu will settle down for a while.

Because Xu Qingxiu had been in a coma for a long time, Shen Shen was ordered to take him far away, so he rented a courtyard in a small town inn near here, and put people in it, and now it has been more than 20 days.

The night fell again, and the curtain ordered Shen to hug him into his arms, put his left hand on his right hand, interlocking his fingers, and his spiritual consciousness traveled all over Xu Qingxiu's body along the joints - the situation was the same as the previous few days, but The blood oath seal has been completely loosened.

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Xu Qingxiu seemed to be walking in a sticky darkness, and in this boundless darkness and silence, all kinds of bizarre scenes kept flashing, so fast that he couldn't remember them.

In the next second, the space changed and the time was confused. He opened his eyes again and found himself standing in a barren place. There were scattered fires and tents in the distance, and the sky was dark red. This scene was familiar but strange.

He turned his head and saw that the second senior brother was looking at him worriedly, and said, "Qingxiu, don't force yourself, just rest for a while, and I will call you if there is anything to do."

This scene seemed familiar, Xu Qingxiu nodded uncontrollably and closed his eyes.

Only this time, he heard a familiar voice calling him.The voice said: "Qingxiu, Qingxiu, wake up quickly. You don't remember me? You hugged me when you were young, don't you remember?"

As this voice appeared in his mind, the Crescent Sword in his arms resonated like a lament.

A vague red-golden shadow appeared in his sea of ​​consciousness.

He said: "I am Hao Ri. I am the sword spirit of your father's saber."

"It's too late to explain. I don't know how to convince you in this situation. Even if I can tell you about your bedwetting when you were a child, you probably don't remember it...I can only show you what I have experienced. Qing Xiu, don't be afraid, don't panic..."

In the next second, he saw thousands of hectares of thunder and lightning crashing down. His father ignited a beam of light with his body and went upstream in the majestic power. , but was picked up by one hand.

The Haori sword was hung on the wall of a living room. He heard people say that it was the saber of the devil who killed his wife and sons. Now that he is dead, the Xu family can rest in peace.Amidst all the sighs, no one heard Xianjian's mournful moans.

He saw that his father finally got rid of the pursuers and sneaked into the upper world with the strength of his soul. He found the old man and was about to explain his intention to ask him to help save his wife and young son. The formation seals the whole body, and cannot even warn the master.

He saw the man sealed his father's soul into the Haori Sword, came to the sealed place with ease, stepped into the high tower, and sealed the Haori Sword into the demon-sealing chain originally designed to seal the demon sword Qiannian .

The chain of sealing demons will erode the power of all spirits. His father's soul has lost consciousness. The red-gold Haori sword spirit wrapped his soul with his own spirit body and hid it in a corner of the sword, allowing his spirit body to die every day. Corroded by burning.

Then everything disappeared, only Haori Sword Spirit was still in his sea of ​​consciousness.

He said: "I can't bear it any longer. You have not lifted the blood oath seal yet, and it's all because you are Xu Lingkong's own son that I can communicate with you like this."

He said: "Qingxiu, I beg you to believe me. That man is insidious and cunning. I know this may be a trap set up by him, but this is the only chance to save your father, otherwise after my spirit body dies, his soul will be destroyed." It won't last long, and at that time, the soul will be scattered, and you will not enter the cycle of reincarnation, and you can only disappear completely in the universe."

Xu Qingxiu heard himself asking, "What should I do?"

Hao Rijian said: "Now I have separated half of my spirit body to find you, and I can temporarily live in your spiritual platform. As long as you can go to the high tower to unlock the seal, and then take my body to the tower away from the seal The Xu family can communicate with the sword spirit, but now that part of your Lingtai is sealed, there may be sequelae after I live here, Qingxiu, you have to be prepared."

Haori is an extremely intelligent sword spirit. In the past 30 years of being sealed, he endured pain and suffering every day, but he still spared no effort to study the seal here, and the research was very thorough.Through Xu Qingxiu's body, he used the sealing power exerted on his body to temporarily immobilize all the disciples guarding the tower within ten miles. Xu Qingxiu saw himself passing familiar or unfamiliar faces quickly, and finally walked into the sealed tower. Unlocking the seal, he took off the Haori sword with great care, held it in his arms, and left under everyone's gaze.

He remembered the day his father left, and his father found something wrong and rushed to take him and his mother away, but he clamored for candied haws, and his father promised to buy it for him last year, but he never kept it.Father touched his head and said yes.

His father took him to buy candied haws, but within a short time, they were already trapped and could not escape.

There is no if in this world, or, as a cultivator, his parents already had a premonition of that day coming.

He ran away with the Haori Sword, and after leaving the range of the seal's power, he saw a crack opening from the spine of the Haori Sword. The crack became bigger and bigger, and finally spread to the whole sword.Haori Sword Spirit became more and more blurred and fainter. He opened his mouth and silently said "Take care", and then it turned into dots of light and disappeared under the night sky.

The sword spirit is dead, and Haori has become a broken sword.

He saw his father's soul, which was still in an unconscious state. He called out "Father" and reached out to grab him, but as soon as the soul that had been detained in this world for too long left Haori's sword body, it was captured by the power of the other world. Take away, no trace.

The Haori Sword was shattered into a pile of powder in his hands, which fell to the ground one after another, and scattered in the wind.Xu Qingxiu remembered what Haori Sword Spirit said when they came down from the tower.

He said: "There is a sword mound in the treasure place of the Xu family. If my body is not completely damaged, you should take me back when you go back."

Xu Qingxiu lay on the ground, desperately trying to gather the powder left by the Haori Sword and grab it in his hands, but the pain in the Lingtai became more and more painful.He clutched his forehead and finally fainted on the ground.

Letting the sword spirit enter the altar without breaking the blood oath seal, and accepting the erosion of the power of the seal in order to use the power of the seal, is still too reluctant for him today.

The world returned to darkness, only one voice kept calling him, Qingxiu.

who is it?He was thinking in a daze, feeling a cold and slightly moist touch gently falling on his lips and forehead.

Xu Qingxiu opened his eyes and saw the trembling eyelashes of the other party.

The curtain order sinks?

So I'm still dreaming, right?

That dream just now was too heavy and sad, so make up for a good dream before I wake up?

Since it's a dream, it doesn't matter what you want.

There are too many things to face after waking up, it is better to enjoy a good dream now.