About Fengyue

Recently, Gu An has been a little abnormal.

I can't tell what is abnormal, but since Gu An came out of Jiang Yan's study, Jiang Shao has clearly noticed that something is wrong with Gu An.But Gu An is still doing what he thinks is his duty, so that Jiang Shao can't find an opportunity to ask, and when he secretly pushes Gu An against the wall to ask for a kiss, Gu An will also actively cooperate after a little concession.

You see, there is nothing wrong with what he did, what should I do? !

But Young Master Jiang always believed that since it affected his mood, there must be something wrong. He endured the seven-day hard vacation, thinking that he would be able to ask questions when he returned to school, but in the end it took half a month before he was in infinite boredom. asked out.

"What did my dad tell you the other day when he asked you to go to the study?"

The charcoal pen in his hand froze, and Gu An replied somewhat unnaturally, "It's nothing, just ask me if I have a favorite university, how is my homework recently—"

"Xiao An, you are really not good at lying." Jiang Shao interrupted him with a bitter face. In fact, he didn't care about Gu An's lying, but it would be fine if he kept it from him, but he could still see it through at a glance... This is embarrassing .

Gu An looked up at Jiang Shao beside him, continued to draw on the paper, but decided to keep his mouth shut, "No, the master really didn't say anything to me."

"Does my dad know about the two of us?" Seeing Gu An's reaction and combining various causes and consequences, Jiang Shao can roughly guess what's going on even if his IQ drops.

One side is his biological father, and the other side is Gu An, who he knows best. It's hard for him to guess.

When Gu An heard Jiang Shao's words, his whole body froze, thinking of Jiang Yan, who had always been a man of few words, who was so kind to him that day. In fact, he didn't know what kind of decision to make. In fact, Jiang Yan shouldn't let him make it at all. The so-called decision, what did Jiang Yan expect him to do, to break with Jiang Shao with a cold expression and decisive language?

I don't know where Jiang Yan's self-confidence comes from. Did he think that the relationship between himself and Jiang Shao could be easily ended if he said it was over?

Just because he also knew Jiang Shao too well, he knew that the decisions he made had little effect.

But Gu An didn't answer for a long time, only the slightly sluggish movements of his hands proved his uneasiness, Jiang Shao frowned, "Speak, did my dad say something unpleasant to you?"

"Really not... what does the young master think the master will say to me?"

Jiang Shao sneered, "I know my dad's personality best, but it just means that I should marry and have children like a normal person—"

Normal people... get married and have children...?

Gu An smiled wryly.

"The young master thinks that getting married and having children is what normal people should do, so the two of us, is it abnormal?"

Jiang Shao was taken aback, seeing Gu An's faint smile, he quickly explained, "Why do you think so, I didn't mean that, I..."

"Master did tell me those words. He said that the young master doesn't need to go through any big storms in his life. After graduation, he should go abroad to study, come back to inherit the family business, and marry a kind and beautiful woman. He didn't say anything else. What"

To be honest, Gu An calmly made Jiang Shao feel at a loss. Although the pen in his hand slowly outlined the lines, the expressionless Gu An even made Jiang Shao dare not look directly at him.

Gu An suddenly put down his pen, turned his chair to face Jiang Shao, he really needed a reason to persevere, "Master, if one day I—"

"I don't allow it!", as if he was afraid of hearing something terrible, Jiang Shao interrupted him sharply, "I said before, I will never accept your high-sounding reasons, and I will never allow you to have one without making any effort. Who gives you the right to make such and such decisions when people are wronged? Don't think that your stupid grievances will make me feel sorry for you!"

Gu An was also startled by Jiang Shao's sudden screaming. He may not realize how pure Jiang Shao's feelings are, so pure that he thinks that as long as they love each other, they can be together.

Jiang Shao, are you really fearless?

Jiang Shao stretched out his hand to touch Gu An's face, his voice unconsciously tinged with grievance, "Xiao An, what are you afraid of? You don't believe me, don't you believe my feelings for you?"

Gu An quickly defended himself with "No", then looked at Jiang Shao and sighed deeply, "Master, if you have love, you can definitely be together...Family, morality, ethics, everything around you may become a stumbling block, What's more, we are still young and know nothing about the future. How can the young master be sure that our relationship is not impulsive? After five, ten, or twenty years, the young master may regret the decision he made today."

Gu An tried his best to express all his worries, but found that he was a little pale and weak, as if he was worrying unfoundedly, worrying about things that hadn't happened yet, yes, they live in a carefree age, so they don't have to worry about the future , can use youth and youth as an excuse to do whatever they want, but this does not stop them from fearing the future.

Afraid that the love that is self-confident at this moment is just a joke and impulsiveness in the future...

Jiang Shao couldn't laugh or cry, he couldn't help but smiled and reached out to hug the sensitive and suspicious man in front of him, caressing his thin back, "Then what do you want me to do? You want me to spend five, ten, and twenty years alone, and then find that I am the same as now? Love you the same, can we prove that we are not impulsive now? Family... Morality... Ethics... Gu An, I have never worried about these, even if I don't know the future, but I also believe that as long as we don't give up One day you will find that these are not as important as feelings, we are just together, is love also wrong?

I don't know what my dad told you, why didn't you tell me then?If you don't say it today, when will you hold it back? "

Gu An murmured, "Beside the young master, silently waiting for the day when the young master should get married."

It was indeed a decision he had been thinking about these days.

Jiang Shao smiled lightly, "Why do you have to wrong yourself so much? You don't need to be so wronged, you can tell me everything, don't worry, I will take care of all your worries, give me some time, Believe me--"

Finally, Jiang Shao felt warm palms on his back slowly, with some hesitation and caution, he couldn't help tightening his hug, it seemed that only such movements could tell Gu An and himself that he was real , I really want to use my heart once.

And recently, Wang Rui is also a little abnormal.

It wasn't that he was mentally abnormal in action, but that he disappeared, disappeared suddenly, and was caught off guard.

At first, it was discovered that he didn't go back to the dormitory at night, fearing that the class teacher would find out about criticizing the education, so the three decided to speak together. But the next day, Wang Rui didn't come to class, let alone appear in the dormitory at night.

The homeroom teacher was also asking around. Wang Rui's cell phone was turned off, and his parents couldn't be contacted. It seemed that he didn't even ask for leave. He had already reported it to the dean and was considering whether to call the police.

Wang Rui disappeared, and He Dong was also missing along with him. Gu An heard from Jiang Shao that after knowing that Wang Rui did not return to the dormitory the first night, He Dong ran to Wang Rui's house to guard. The only place he knew was the two of them. In this alley room where Wang Rui's mother and stepfather lived together, even the teacher had no information.

I kept watch all night and still didn’t get it. I kept watch the second night and still didn’t get it. It was as if the world had evaporated and I couldn’t even find the last trace. The phone was connected to the charging cable and called one by one, but the familiar female voice said to turn it off. .

Finally, Wang Rui's uncle was contacted through his junior high school classmates, but he was told that Wang Rui's parents, including his elder brother, were in the hospital.

Jiang Shao told He Dong the news he heard at the first time. At that time, He Dong was still sitting in the alley room staring at the door in a daze, put down the phone, stumbled out almost like crazy, and stopped a car. The taxi went straight to the hospital, but when he arrived at the hospital, he was dumbfounded, he didn't know which department of the hospital Wang Rui's family was in.

So they searched from department to department, until the nurse thought it was a disturbance, called the security guards and forced them out... In desperation, He Dong could only call the head teacher, and the voice was unimaginably unpleasant.

"Teacher, I'm He Dong...have you contacted Wang Rui yet?"

"Just talked to his mother on the phone, what's the matter?"

He Dong squatted down, "Does the teacher know where Wang Rui is in the hospital? I...I'm a little worried about him"

"Oh, his mother said that Wang Rui came home half an hour ago, so he probably isn't in the hospital right now." After returning home... He Dong regained his energy all of a sudden, and the teacher on the phone suddenly reacted and yelled at him, "He Dong, you Did you run out again without asking for leave, come back quickly—" before you finished listening, you hung up the phone, got in a taxi and headed home again.

He squeezed the phone tightly, his hands were sweaty, he was afraid that he would pass by Wang Rui again, he didn't know if he would go back to the alley or his parents' house, what happened to him, the phone was shut down for two days so that he couldn't find him.He felt unspeakably nervous, so anxious that his forehead was sweating, and he kept urging the driver to hurry up and hurry up, but he still ran into a traffic jam, and He Dong almost dropped his phone.

"Young man, there's no way to get stuck in traffic. If you're in a hurry, it's not too far anyway. Otherwise, get out of the car and go. I think there will be a traffic jam for a while!"

Without saying a word, He Dong threw a few red tickets to the driver, slammed the door of the car and ran towards the house. On the way, he didn't forget to call Wang Rui again, and this time he got through. He Dong couldn't help but quicken his pace again. A trembling voice came from the other side of the phone, "Hello?"

"Wang Rui, you bastard!", He Dong opened his mouth to scold, ignoring the flow of people on the street and the gaze of passers-by, and ran like the wind, "You're in the alley, aren't you?"

Wang Rui seemed to be sobbing, "Well, I'm here"

"Stand there and don't move! If I can't see you when I go back, I will kill you!"

About 10 minutes later, He Dong stood still at the door of the house, holding the door frame and breathing gently, and when he saw the faint figure in the room, his heart finally returned from his throat to its original position.

Fortunately, fortunately, Wang Rui didn't avoid him on purpose.

He stumbled into the room, went up to embrace Wang Rui without saying a word, pressed his head into his arms, and hugged him almost breathlessly.

"Where did you go!"

Wang Rui didn't speak, just let him hug him, and didn't respond, just stood there blankly.

He saw He Dong's messy hair, dull eyes, and the stubble growing on his chin, a person who obviously loves cleanliness and attaches great importance to appearance, but now he looks like this...

"He Dong...", Wang Rui called him.

"I am here……"

"I miss you so much……"

He Dong tightened his arms again, and gritted his teeth, "Then you shut down the phone! You disappeared for two days for no reason! Do you know that these two days—"

"He Dong", Wang Rui gently pushed him away, "If I die suddenly one day, what will you do?"

"What are you talking about?" He Dong thought there was something wrong with his health, "What did you go to the hospital for? What's wrong with your body? Don't be afraid, just tell me, I—"

Wang Rui interrupted him again, "Answer me!... If one day I die, what will you do?"

He Dong saw Wang Rui's sluggish eyes gradually becoming moist, and his heart skipped a beat, "I...don't know..."

Wang Rui lowered his eyes, his nose was sore, as if liquid had slipped from the corners of his eyes, He Dong suddenly grabbed his arm and asked urgently, "What's the matter, what happened, don't just cry, Wang Rui, tell me , Speak out and let me know!"

"My brother is sick!" Wang Rui raised his head suddenly, his voice trembling, "He is sick...just transferred to the HIV clinic yesterday...do you know, HIV, it's HIV..."

"what?"

"I'm so scared. He suddenly fell ill and looked terrible. I'm afraid I will become like him too. I...I dare not see you." Wang Rui panicked, tears fell drop by drop involuntarily, panicked, "Mobile phone The electricity was out again, I couldn't stay in the hospital, so I came back, but I was even more scared when I came back, I want to see you, He Dong, but I dare not see you..."

"It's okay!", He Dong looked into his eyes, and suddenly couldn't imagine how Wang Rui survived these two days by himself. Looking at his red eyes and exhausted expression, he felt that his suffering was not worth it at all. Mention, "It's just one time, right? Besides, the incubation period of HIV is uncertain, maybe...maybe when you had sex, he hadn't been infected yet..."

"I'm afraid," Wang Rui trembled, choked up and almost speechless, "I dare not tell anyone, and I dare not go for a test. What if... what if I am positive! What should I do!"

Wang Rui shook He Dong, and looked at him in horror, "If you too... what should I do..."

Suddenly, he slipped and knelt on the ground covering his face, and he looked so bewildered that he couldn't even comfort him.He Dong also knelt down slowly, raised his hand with difficulty and stroked his head over and over again, "It will be fine, we have taken safety measures, right, it will be fine."

"He Dong...I don't want to kill you..."

He Dong hugged him, forced himself to be calm, and gently stroked his back, "It's okay, let's go for the test together, how could it be so accurate, right, it happened so many years ago, didn't you have no symptoms at all?" Yes, it will be fine."

"Trust me, I'll go with you..."

"Trust me..." My heart was about to burst in fear.

"It will be fine...", the person holding her arms is so unreal.

"I've always been with you..." Why, why is it not enough for him to hurt Wang Rui once.

"Aren't you afraid?" Wang Rui murmured, "What if I hurt you?"

He Dong chuckled, "What am I afraid of, in your life, just toss me hard."