About Fengyue

Gu An still finished the painting.

Although Jiang Shao has returned to his old domineering style, he not only requires him to be on call, but also to ensure that his calls must be answered within three rings. You see, my temper is getting worse day by day, even worse than before.

Fortunately, Gu An never expected that Jiang Shao would really have a big change one day and treat him tenderly all the time, so he didn't feel that there was a big gap.

After all, Jiang Shao basically acted very domineering to him except for confessing his apologies and doing some unreasonable things. Although he allowed his occasional temper, in general, he was very domineering!

But even so, Gu An still squeezed out time to finish the painting, such as calling to trick Jiang Shao's art teacher into delaying the class. After a day or two of cheating, Gu An found that he would not blush when he lied on the phone. Moreover, the lie was getting more and more slippery day by day, and Jiang Shao believed it because he couldn't see the expression.

Gu An thought, this is just a white lie, harmless.

The background of the sketch is the bright noon when the inspiration suddenly came that day. According to the memory in my mind, I slowly outlined Jiang Shao's shadow one by one. The sketch at home has not been finished yet. After learning to draw for so long, I always This painting should be given to him, Gu An thought.

Thinking of Jiang Shao pitifully begging him to draw a sketch for him that day, Gu An couldn't help laughing, as if he was jealous of Qiao Huai, so he also had such a cute side.

The eyes are the most important and expressive of a character. Gu An also believes that a lot of things can be revealed through a pair of eyes alone, but it is strange that when Jiang Shao's eyes are drawn, they seem to be crying, revealing endless sadness.

Yes, no tears, but still sad.

intense unease.

This kind of anxiety has always enveloped Gu An, so that when Jiang Shao passed by in the corridor, Jiang Shao hugged him jokingly, making his brain nerves extremely tense. Kissing him suddenly, Gu An immediately frantically looked around to see if there was surveillance, and in exchange for Jiang Shao's livid face, he apologized to him in a murmur.

But the more Gu An resisted, the less Jiang Shao restrained himself, and instead tended to intensify.

Maybe he thinks from the bottom of his heart that liking is liking, and has nothing to do with gender, and all human beings have a common understanding with him, hooking shoulders without hesitation, or serving him food in the cafeteria, or even blatantly wiping away the residue at the corners of his mouth with his fingers vegetable juice.

The hair is creepy.

He couldn't care less about anyone's gaze, even an accidental touch with Jiang Shao's fingers would make him subconsciously glance at the gazes of the people around him.Jiang Shao will enjoy the present, but there must always be one of them who needs to worry about the future. Although they have no idea, they should also think about how they should face and bear the worst thing if it happens.

Gu An hoped that he was worrying unfoundedly, and he was also afraid of Murphy's Law. The ignorant fear of a distant place occupied his whole heart, but it was actually an uncontrollable fear.

Finally, Jiang Shao was dissatisfied with Gu An's series of reactions, and took him out for a walk in the middle of the night under the pretext of insomnia, but in fact, he didn't want to know that he took him to a place where no one was around and pressed him against the tree trunk again, openly Boldly eat his tofu.

Gu An's expression was flustered all the time, and the hand on Jiang Shao's chest kept pushing and pushing. If it was a gesture of refusal or welcome, Jiang Shao might be more excited, but this action really represents resistance.

"You don't like to be in contact with me, do you?" Jiang Shao let go of Gu An's hand, took a step back and looked at him coldly.

Gu An looked around worriedly, making sure no one spoke slowly, "No, I just—"

"Just what? How many times has this happened, I can't even kiss you, I can't even touch you, isn't it good when school starts!", Jiang Shao said and went to hold Gu An's arm again, feeling Gu An's sudden Trembling, he let go of his hand with a wry smile, "Are you afraid? What are you afraid of?"

Gu An's eyes were a little flustered, "I..."

"I see, are you afraid of being found out?" Jiang Shao always said that he understood Gu An's thoughts very well, "If there is anything scary, they will know it when they know it. What are you worried about!"

"What if someone else finds out one day?" Gu An looked up at Jiang Shao, his body trembling slightly, "Do you remember the two boys who were punished in the first year of high school, they faced the teacher and the parents There's no way-"

"It's because they are not firm enough!" Jiang Shao retorted.

Gu An frowned, "Can you say they don't love each other, they—"

"They just don't love each other!" Jiang Shao grabbed Gu An's shoulder, stared into his eyes and asked forcefully, "So, what if it were you, if the day when we were really discovered, would you Will you also choose to separate from me, and separate from me in the face of reality?"

Gu An looked at him and couldn't say a word in a daze.

Jiang Shao hugged him slowly, but was not rejected, his warm breath got into his clothes, and he whispered some obscene words in his ear, his teeth grinding his earlobe finely...

"Master...!", a little terrified, suppressing the panting in his throat, afraid that the dazzling flashlight will fall on them in the next second, afraid that their names will be written on the next list of punishments, and afraid of everyone strange eyes...

Why does this person always do scary things.

"Are you scared?" Jiang Shao rubbed his back vigorously through the cloth, no matter how much he retreated, Jiang Shao's warm hands kept the tree trunk from the cold, "Yes, it makes you afraid, to the extreme "

As he spoke, Jiang Shao's hand slipped restlessly to his waist, and slipped into his pants in an instant. Gu An was taken aback, and quickly grabbed Jiang Shao's wrist, anxiously, "Master...stop..."

"What are you talking about? I can't hear you." Gu An poked his fingers inward again. Gu An pushed back in fear, and clasped Jiang Shao with trembling fingers, as if he was already frightened to the point of begging, "Master, this is the school... Home……"

Jiang Shao seemed to be untying his belt, he heard the clear and harsh sound of unzipping the zipper, he heard Jiang Shao whispering in his ear, "So what about school, what about being seen, we are not Isn't it a shameful relationship, we like each other, comfort each other, are we wrong? Is it a sin just because we are both men?"

"...", his body was stiff, he knew that he was timid.

Jiang Shao stopped what he was doing, and silently helped Gu An put on his pants and belt again, as if he had no intention of doing it from the beginning, "Listen well, Gu An, even if one day in the future My classmate’s parents found out about our affairs, even if they use some extreme methods such as not letting us meet, such as sending us abroad, I’m not afraid—”

Jiang Shao stroked Gu An's hair, raised his head and looked into his eyes, "Because one day I will be free, I will always look for you and never let you go, but you remember—"

Gu An panted lightly, unknowingly intertwined with Jiang Shao's fingers, at a certain moment he didn't even know if it was love, he really...can tolerate Jiang Shao leaving him one day?

"If you compromise, take the initiative to let go and I take the initiative to leave, I will not believe that you are timid and afraid of these high-sounding excuses. I can only think that you no longer want to be with me, and you have never thought of doing it for us. Make any effort for a relationship, do you understand?"

"No...I..." Gu An was a little flustered.

"Any reason is not an excuse, Gu An," Jiang Shao interrupted him, categorically, "In other words, I will do everything possible to be with you, why do you leave me easily with excuses, my life can have Decades, I am ready to spend decades with you, why do you only need a miserable love as a memory?"

"I don't!" Gu An suddenly rushed forward and hugged Jiang Shao, "I don't, I won't!"

Crying like a wronged child, he desperately shook his head and denied that everything Jiang Shao said just now was wrong. He was timid or fearful...but he never thought of compromise, never thought of letting go , if possible, who wouldn't want to go all the way to the end...

"Gu An", Jiang Shao asked him, "Do you love me?"

It seems that he has never been asked this question, and he has never said a word to himself... I like you.

Gu An, do you love him?

I love him.

Perhaps the question He Dong asked him a long time ago has already been answered. He still remembers when He Dong asked him if he could distinguish the difference between habit and love.He is used to Gu An's care and Gu An's company, but this does not hinder any love. Who said that habit is not love?

Love to the depths, isn't it a habit?

Seeing Gu An's stunned expression, Jiang Shao hugged him again, tightened his hands tightly, and wanted to break it into pieces and put it in his heart, "I know, you love me, you love me, Gu An -"

"..."

"I love you--"

"...", finally hugged him back, and hugged him tightly as his strength increased, until both of them had difficulty breathing.

I love you too, Jiang Shao.

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