About Fengyue

19

This night, Jiang Shao didn't dare to annoy Gu An in his room, and he was afraid that something would happen to Gu An in the middle of the night. He did find a lot of information on this, and he thought he had done a lot of foreplay, although it seemed It seems that everything is going well, but I am still afraid that I am not gentle enough and hurt Gu An.

Poor Jiang Shao, he was ruthlessly kicked out after the first night, and spent the night squatting outside the door.

But in fact, Gu An, who was hiding in the house, was not much better.I dare not go to bed, there are still traces of the aftermath on it, even if I look at it, the sense of shame just now will be infinitely magnified, so I can only cower and hide by the door with my clothes on, without lighting the lamp, I open my eyes and close them The eyes are all pitch black.

Was it because he was drunk that Jiang Shao took advantage of it?

Damn.

I can't remember what happened after I was drunk, how I got drunk at the party, how I was taken home, and how I did that unspeakable thing with Jiang Shao...

Can't remember.

A dull pain... The whole night, the continuous and uninterrupted strange pain from behind reminded him of what happened just now.

Knowing that Jiang Shao went too far, but never thought that he would do such a thing to himself.

Doesn't it... mean that there is no way to turn back?

He leaned against the door in a daze, half asleep, couldn't help holding his phone to search for all kinds of things that made him blush and heartbeat, he was not injured or had a fever, it seemed that it was not as bad as he imagined, so he turned off the phone , curled up like a homeless child yearning for safety, but sadly wanted to cry.

I still couldn't help sobbing, and then scolded myself for being weak, wiped away the tears and snot, and finally cried out of control.

When I thought of facing him in the daytime, I trembled with fear. What kind of expression and attitude should I have when I get along with him after such a thing happened?

Will he force himself to do this kind of thing, himself... Do he have the right to refuse?

The more I thought about it, the sadder I became, and the more I thought about it, the sadder I became, until the cry of grievance came to the door.

Hearing Jiang Shao knocking on the door lightly, his voice was as thin as a mosquito, and thanks to him sticking to the door, otherwise he really wouldn't be able to hear what he was saying.

"Xiao An... are you asleep?"

"I seem to hear you crying, are you crying?"

"Xiao An...can I go in and see you?"

"Are you feeling unwell...do you have a fever?"

"Xiao An..."

"Xiao An...?"

Gu An was not in the mood nor had the strength to answer him. Ren Jiangshao didn't know how long he had been muttering outside, and he didn't know when it would gradually stop. He would still be involuntarily disturbed when he heard his voice. Thinking about it better, maybe Tomorrow morning, he will pretend that nothing happened again, and then the two will restore the relationship between master and servant in a flat manner, smile at each other, and tacitly forget this night completely.

Can it be done?maybe?

In the silence of the night, the beating of the second hand was clear and cold, and the time passed bit by bit. Gu An was surprised that he was still awake, and the surrounding was surprisingly quiet, so quiet that he could hear the thumping heartbeat on the opposite side through the door.

I probably can't continue to sit here, and if I sit any longer, I will get sick from the cold.

Moving slightly, I felt strange again, my face was flushed red, and I was at a loss.

Sighing deeply, he stood up with difficulty holding the handle, took a deep breath, then exhaled, slowly pressed the doorknob, and opened the door.

Jiang Shao almost fell down, saw Gu An in embarrassment, stood up abruptly, regardless of his slovenliness, grabbed Gu An and asked nervously, "Xiao An, how are you doing? Is there something wrong? "

Gu An stared at him blankly, then smiled, "Master... what's wrong?"

Startled for a moment, he froze for an instant, and took the shortest time to understand and analyze Gu An's meaning, and then came to the result he least wanted.In his imagination, Gu An can make a fuss, lose his temper, beat him, scold him and neglect him, just... don't be like this... as if nothing happened, and restore the relationship between the two of them to the most ordinary look.

He didn't even have the chance to apologize and compensate.

Slowly let go of his hand, and smiled shyly, "Ah, it's nothing, I'm asking if you're hungry, let's go have breakfast together?"

Subconsciously glanced out of the window, it was still not dawn, it was really embarrassing.

But Gu An obviously didn't care, and still smiled stiffly, "Master, are you hungry? Then I'll cook some porridge..."

Regardless of whether Jiang Shao really wanted to drink porridge, he just dragged his heavy legs and walked with difficulty. Although he tried his best to restrain himself, he still walked in a strange way, limping.

Jiang Shao could see clearly that the veins on the back of Gu An's hand holding the handrail of the stairs were about to pop out, and he walked very slowly step by step, his body trembled involuntarily every time he went down the stairs, and then he exerted more strength with his hands.

I was originally a person who was afraid of heights, so I didn't know how frightening every step I took.

Rushing up, regardless of his exclamation, he hugged him horizontally, went downstairs very quickly without any explanation, and put him down in the kitchen.

Gu An's movements are a little cramped, which is not surprising, after all, they met each other for the first time a few hours ago.

Lowering eyebrows and pleasing to the ear, it is just right to describe the current Gu An.

And Jiang Shao felt very uncomfortable, and he couldn't get angry at him. Holding this breath in his heart really wanted to block him.

"Congee... make more..." Thinking that Gu An should also eat something.

"understood……"

He didn't raise his head, even if he was not feeling well, he was absolutely unambiguous in doing things. He put rice and water on the fire with ease, gritted his teeth and moved his steps, and because of Jiang Shao's unblinking gaze, his whole body was awkward.I couldn't help raising my head, and the moment I met Jiang Shao's gaze, I couldn't help avoiding it, and my voice was very unconvincing, "Master...you can wait in the restaurant, it will be ready soon"

Jiang Shao didn't move, and asked him hesitantly, "Have you...washed?", really worried about him.

Startled again, almost dropped the spoon, curled up his shoulders, arched his back, kept dodging his eyes, but still tried his best to maintain a calm expression, "Master... don't worry about me..."

It seems that it is not restored to the original state, but worse than the previous relationship.

What a powerless thing.

Staring at him blankly, Jiang Shao couldn't imagine what kind of turbulent waves were going on in his heart, which seemed calm, but he could also see that in the long days to come, Gu An would use this posture to avoid himself, Like hiding from a monster.

This kind of cognition made Jiang Shao very helpless, but he couldn't find a way to change it.

Jiang Shao still walked away, just standing next to a person can make him so embarrassed, is it true that he who did that kind of thing is really unforgivable?Just the simplest avoidance can make him breathe a sigh of relief. Did he really sentence himself to death?

When the porridge was brought to the table, Jiang Shao still had a stern face, especially when he saw that Gu An brought it... a big bowl of porridge.

I can't laugh or cry, "I won't take another bowl? How can I eat it when it's so hot?"

Gu An's shoulders shook, and he hurried to the kitchen to bring another pair of bowls and chopsticks. He stood by the dining table and filled half a bowl of porridge one by one, putting it to his mouth and blowing carefully.Suddenly, I remembered that Jiang Shao ate noodles like this when he was a child. He was afraid of burning his mouth, so he put it in another small bowl and waited for him to cool it before eating. One small bowl and one small bowl...it always takes a long time to finish eating .

However, it is different now from when they were young. When they grow up, many things are different.

Gently put it in front of Jiang Shao, watched him lift the bowl and almost finished the porridge in one gulp, then stood up abruptly and walked upstairs, not forgetting to tell him, "Don't waste food, eat it all"

Gu An was left alone, at a loss for what to do with the steaming bowl of porridge, and gave a wry smile.

You see, this person clearly knows that I'm not feeling well and can't eat anything, but he still wants to bully me over such trivial things.

You see, there is a look of guilt and apology on his face, but he has never considered himself. He is also a man with self-esteem and pride. Before this person does something irreparable, before the moment he is about to break his self-esteem , Have you hesitated a little?

look...

look……

He almost wolfed down the porridge. I don't know if it was because he was sad or angry or simply felt that he should replenish some energy, but it didn't matter.

Now it is more important to go upstairs. I am really tired. I am so tired that I just want to sleep for two or three days without opening my eyes.However, when he raised his leg, he realized sadly that going upstairs seemed a little more difficult than going downstairs, and the familiar feeling would come back to his heart every time he took a step, as if the suppressed sense of shame re-occupied every part of his brain. A corner, this feeling is really bad.

After finally returning to my room, I just wanted to curl up next to the bed and sleep, but I didn't expect that the sheets and quilts had been replaced with new ones, and there was a glass of warm water and a tube of ointment beside the bed.

It doesn't take much to figure out what the ointment is for.

It's hard to imagine what Jiang Shao would look like clumsily changing the sheets, as if he was born to be the young master's fate. Jiang Shao has never been good at doing these things, and it can be reflected in many places, such as... crooked bed sheets.

But it seemed that he didn't have the energy to pick and choose or tidy up by himself, so he slipped into the bed so-so, blushed so-so and took the medicine, and fell asleep drowsily.

However, Jiang Shao next door stayed up all night, worried that Gu An would fall asleep after taking the medicine because he was embarrassed, worried that he would be very uncomfortable, worried about this and that, he got out of bed several times and tried to push Gu An's body away while stepping on his slippers. The door of the room failed again and again.

I am afraid to see any of his expressions again, whether he is afraid or smiling, it will make his heart ache.

I am even more afraid that my small actions will scare him again. At this time, it is better to keep a distance?

perhaps.

But things didn't seem to be as bad as Jiang Shao thought. Although it wasn't much better, it wasn't hopeless.

For several days, he used the excuse to go out and have fun, but in fact, he took a aimless walk to solve the three meals. He knew that even if Gu An felt uncomfortable, he would support his body and cook for himself. Although this realization moved him, he still I can't bear Gu An's hard work.

If he went out by himself, maybe Gu An could have a good rest?

Afraid that he would not eat well, he deliberately ordered takeaway to be delivered to his home on time. Jiang Shao was stunned by his actions, and he would think about these things and do these things anytime.

So later, gradually, the two of them would meet at the door of the room in the morning before dawn and in the middle of the night when normal people would sleep, and Gu An would occasionally say a few words of greeting to him.

"Young master...haven't you slept yet?"

"Hmm..." In fact, he was still wearing a coat, "I just came back for a while"

"Ah--it's not good to be back so late..." His fingers were twisted into twists.

Jiang Shao's eyes were shining brightly, "Ah, I see, I will come back earlier tomorrow night"

"Um……"

Although it was a short conversation, it could make Jiang Shao excited for a long time.

How could Gu An not know about Jiang Shao's careful thinking, these few days he deliberately went out early and returned late, and the takeaway three times a day must be Jiang Shao's masterpiece, but he just pretended not to know anything.

Thinking about it carefully, Jiang Shao has never been so patient, at least in Gu An's knowledge, never.

However, Gu An doesn't care about what he eats every day. After all, he doesn't have too many requirements for food other than being able to satisfy his hunger. In comparison, takeaway is much more troublesome and extravagant.

Moreover, he just wants to have a good sleep on the bed, and sleep for a long, long time, instead of being woken up by the doorbell when he didn't wake up like now, and the next meal is on time before he falls asleep again. delivered.

Really... I don't know what to say.

The author has something to say: This chapter is considered a transitional chapter~~~

I beg the judges to collect it, give the baby some motivation

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