Bamboo horse life push

The days flowed quietly, and the beautiful imagination of high school life was completely shattered in less than a month.In addition to endless homework and endless nagging, except for club activities such as radio stations and literature clubs, the development of sports clubs is restricted. High school is simply a cage with capital letters, and people have no freedom and cannot escape.

For Class [-], Senior [-], this month is even more exciting.The head teacher arrives at the class earlier than half of the students, and will wander around the classroom after evening self-study.This is the first month, and everyone has no idea what the class teacher is thinking. Do they have to study under such strict supervision for the first year of high school?Even a good student who loves to study can't stand it!

"Tsk, he said that he didn't want us to forget to study because the new environment was too exciting, and he just took care of the summer vacation. If you do well in the monthly exam, you won't be so strict in the second month~ It's because they think too much ..." Xie Mingchen copied Shen Bei's translation of ancient Chinese, while mercilessly betraying the "heartfelt words" spoken by the head teacher while he was eating at his house.

Shen Bei was also quite speechless. This month, Yang Wenzhong came earlier than the morning reading teacher every day, and he could often see him dozing off when he was doing self-study in his office at night. It is quite impressive to be able to persevere for this reason.

"Do you have any money? Lend me some~" Xie Mingchen pushed a small biscuit to Shen Bei to curry favor.

Seeing the person across from him frowning, Xie Mingchen shamelessly began to act shamelessly, "My dad knew that I skipped dinner to play golf, so he exchanged all the pocket money for cafeteria tickets for me! It made me blush! Xiaobeibei~borrow I'll order~"

"You don't have to worry about exhaustion if you don't eat dinner to play golf!" The tone was rather helpless.

Shen Bei didn't know about Xie Mingchen's bad habit until a week after school started, and immediately raised objections, but after repeated persuasion, he had no choice but to give up.He couldn't see the junk food he ate every night for self-study, so he took the initiative to take on the task of bringing him snacks.Of course, the snacks he chose were not the ones that Xie Mingchen bought to his liking. There were none of the sausage and spicy sticks, only milk biscuits and fruits, which were all the same.

Although Xie Mingchen was tired of eating, he also knew that eating too much spicy sticks was unhealthy, so he acquiesced.But he was also quite curious about how the fruit stall with an apple and a banana was sold to this person every time. The price is not easy to calculate, right?But Shen Bei himself didn't say anything, and he didn't have to ask the bottom line.

In this month, the relationship between the two has developed by leaps and bounds, and they have become a pair of good brothers recognized by everyone.There was an appointment to play together on a weekend, Xie Mingchen remembered to pull Shen Bei but forgot to inform Dong Tianwei.Afterwards, Dong Tianwei knew that he was so angry that he scolded Xie Mingchen for liking the new and disliking the old. For several days, he hated Xie Mingchen when he saw Xie Mingchen, and bound Shen Bei not to talk to him, making Shen Bei dumbfounded.

Not only is Shen Bei trying to change himself and walk into Xie Mingchen's circle, these boys are also gradually convinced by Shen Bei because of Shen Bei's basketball skills and homework with a frighteningly high accuracy rate, and gradually accept him sincerely.When Xie Mingchen was not around, Shen Bei could also feel like a duck to water, and no longer had a stiff and depressed face.

Seeing that Shen Bei agreed to borrow money, Xie Mingchen couldn't help teasing him: "Jiang Wenwen, her deskmate seems to like you~ Interesting?"

"No... Baba!" Seeing the winking and mischievous person opposite, Shen Bei's hands were so itchy that he wanted to slap him.

Which teenager in high school with hormones drifting does not have a spring?But Shen Bei, who had just experienced making friends, didn't want to skip the step of making friends.Knowing that there are girls who have a good impression of him now, Shen Bei doesn't feel the joy of being appreciated at all, and his handling attitude is so cold that all his friends directly think that he is Mensao, which makes Shen Bei extremely depressed, and he becomes irritable when this topic is mentioned.

"Let's make a bet. How about depending on your grades to decide how much to lend you?" The man who was poked was very stingy.

"Ya Butterfly~Xiao Beibei, let's make an appointment to have fun together after the exam~ The boat of our friendship can't be capsized!" God can't save a person who knows the consequences and wants to die. _(:з」∠)_

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On the day of the monthly exam

Zhenyu Middle School's monthly exam is related to the class placement in the second year, and this is the first large-scale exam after entering high school for one month. Parents and teachers of students attach great importance to it.The exam was also proctored in a standardized exam room, and the atmosphere was serious, and everyone felt a little heavy in their hearts.

But Xie Mingchen, a heartless little fairy, is destined to be different.

Everyone waiting to enter the examination room was hurrying to memorize their memorization notes. Fortunately, Xie Mingchen took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Shen Bei under the eyes of the invigilator, "Wait for me in the dormitory! I will find you after returning home! Remember to bring money!!! ah!!!".

Three, no... A total of six exclamation points fully demonstrated how poor Xie Mingchen is now and the importance of money.Shen Bei brought his mobile phone to prevent him from suddenly thinking of some test sites that he didn't know so that he could give him a quick answer, but it didn't prevent this person from being too poisonous and didn't care about the test at all.

Sighing deeply, Shen Bei replied helplessly, "Well, answer the question calmly."

"Candidates, please enter the examination room and get ready..." A mechanical female voice sounded on the radio, Xie Mingchen looked at the invigilator who had been staring at him at the door, and quickly replied: "I think you are quite nervous, you are the first in the class Could it be that it came out of a dream?! Don’t be so cowardly and cry when you play at night!”

Shen Bei paused when he saw the word "nervous", then turned off his phone and entered the examination room.

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"Sorry, I have something to do today, I will make an appointment later."

Xie Mingchen was the first to rush out of the classroom after the exam, and ran home. He was about to find Shen Bei when he received such a text message. What's the matter?What's up?why did not you tell me?How to find him?Suddenly, Xie Mingchen felt a little lost.

He seemed to know too little about Shen Bei, and when Shen Bei broke the appointment, he couldn't find him and beat him up.In the past month, Shen Bei has never talked to him about family affairs, and Xie Mingchen's good attitude towards Shen Bei sometimes even Dong Tianwei can't stand it.

It would be a lie to say that Xie Mingchen is not sad at all.

He said that he treated Shen Bei normally, but he couldn't help but pay more attention to him. At the very beginning, he paid special attention to his emotions in front of his friends.But now this person only sent him a text message, so perfunctory, so insincere, it's really chilling!Xie Mingchen kept putting on his shoes, and stared at his shoe rack with his head down, immersed in the grief and indignation of "Eh, Xiaobeibei doesn't want me anymore".

All calls and messages from Dong Tianwei were ignored.

What kind of strings are there!Now I just want to fuck Shen Bei!It would be good if his hair fell out!This big, scumbag, male who just throws it away after using it and has no brotherly love!

Unaware of Xie Mingchen's resentment, Shen Bei was sitting in his living room with his mother at this time, the obviously warm decoration made the two show a sense of confrontation, swords at hand, not like meeting relatives and friends, but like two armies fighting.

Shen Bei thought about the term "two armies fighting", and felt that it was very appropriate.At the beginning, he threw himself away like a burden, but now he insists on acting like a parent. He didn't ask him about the school's situation when he came back. He just asked him to transfer to another school, which made him feel very uncomfortable.

He didn't know what Shen's mother had experienced on the other side this month, but he noticed that the trace of guilt in the eyes of the woman in front of him had disappeared, and he knew that this school must not be transferred.

... What's more, he couldn't bear to...

Shen Bei suddenly remembered the way Xie Mingchen looked at him with a smile every time, and his heart fluttered.

☆, ready to move ([-])

In the end, Shen Bei did not reach a consensus with Shen's mother.He only hated that he was not an adult and could not control his own life.The other party's sentence "I paid the tuition for you" can make him speechless.

One was expecting his mother to see his growth and his hard work—unfortunately, it didn't come true.

I can't tell whether it's relief or melancholy, after rushing out the door, Shen Bei subconsciously came to the school playground, a little empty, completely emptying his mind, feeling like floating in the clouds, fluttering with the wind, not knowing where to go.

Math homework, exams, scholarships... Xie Mingchen?

Under the basketball hoop, the laughter of a group of boys playing basketball reached Shen Bei's ears, which woke him up suddenly.

Shen Bei held the phone, wondering if he should call Xie Mingchen.

It was me who broke the appointment, and now I want to make an appointment again, he will hit me, right?Shen Bei laughed at himself, but imagining Xie Mingchen's frantic look made him feel much better.

"Shen Bei! Where did your sister go? You still haven't answered my phone!" The voice on the other end was really angry.

"En." Shen Bei felt his throat was tightly locked, almost making him speechless, "I'm in the dormitory, do I still eat skewers at night?"

"Wait for me!" Xie Mingchen hung up after finishing speaking, not giving Shen Bei a chance to speak again.

Xie Mingchen, who has always been sensitive to each other's emotions, feels that Shen Bei is a bit abnormal now, his voice is deeper than usual, and negative emotions are transmitted directly to his ears through the mobile phone, so when will this cute little Beibei be with him this month? Have you ever been depressed?Xie Mingchen was so anxious that he wished he could teleport in front of Shen Bei.

Running all the way to the school dormitory area, looking up, he saw Shen Bei standing under a lush osmanthus tree, looking down at his phone.Surprisingly, Xie Mingchen didn't feel the depression on the phone, but felt very calm. Shen Bei, who was in the shade of verdant trees and matched with a white T-shirt, was also a small and fresh picture of the campus.

Xie Mingchen looked at the person in the painting and turned his head, showing him a faint smile.For a moment he felt like he was holding his breath.Although the mood cannot be explained, the emotion in my heart that is satisfied with this smile is real.

"Here's the wallet~ I'll follow you." Shen Bei felt happy when he saw this person, and the corners of his mouth raised a little, he stuffed the wallet into his hand and walked ahead.

"Ah? Ah? Follow me? Where are you going?" Xie Mingchen subconsciously repeated before he recovered.

Shen Bei asked suspiciously: "Didn't you say that you're going to have sex after the exam?"

Xie Mingchen: I always feel like I was stupid just now.

Wiping his face, "Let's go".

If you ask him what happened now, you probably won’t be able to find out. Let’s talk about it after you’ve done the skewers at night. If it doesn’t work, just have two more bottles of wine!

Xie Mingchen knew that if he didn't ask, Shen Bei probably wouldn't take the initiative to bring up his affairs in his whole life. In order to prevent his good friend from disappearing before his eyes suddenly like today, he still had to find out.

He had already prepared a series of torture tools in his heart, such as small leather whip, pepper water, itching and scratching, and he was not afraid that Shen Bei would not say anything.

Hehehe...

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If Xie Mingchen hadn't grown up in this area, it would have been really hard to find this kind of small shop that can only be found after a lot of detours.

Although the shop is small, it is cleaned well, which is much tidier than the average barbecue shop.It is close to the school, and there are discounts for students, so the store is hard to find, but there are many repeat customers.At this time, students in twos and threes gathered in the hall and ate their stomachs.

Shen Bei sitting in the shop was a little strange.In the past, as a top student who looked down at the book and looked up at the road, he only ate the mutton kebabs from the street vendors at the school gate a few times sporadically.

At this time, seeing the smoky and hot barbecue scene outside the door, it seems that the unhappiness in my heart is floating in the air with the fragrance, and I feel refreshed in my chest.It's no wonder that Xie Mingchen thought about finishing the test and relaxing.

There were quite a few people, so the boss served barley tea to them first, apologizing that it might take a while.Shen Bei didn't care, it was the first time he had the experience of drinking tea leisurely outside like this, and he wanted to stay longer.

The two of them listened to the high-spirited talk of the classmates at the next table, listening to them talk about Chinese composition topics to recent social news, from junior high school love to high school beauty, and the topics jumped so fast that they were like wild horses running wild.

First love...

"Is Jiang Wenwen the representative of the English class?" Shen Bei asked casually while holding a teacup.

"Damn! You run on me too! Girls are really boring to me, don't listen to their nonsense." Xie Mingchen heard this question and knew that Shen Bei must have listened to those people's gossip.If you have anything to ask, you don't ask directly, preferring to make you guess by beating around the bush. This character really makes people unable to complain.

The atmosphere was just right, Xie Mingchen felt that he was driven by the bustle in front of him and wanted to say something, "I like cute girls with short hair, I don't like black and long straight..." It was rare to show embarrassment later.

Shen Bei's heart skipped a beat, and he had a premonition that he might never know what to say next.

Sure enough, the boy who had always been generous and never blushed was a little shy, "My ex-girlfriend is a cute girl with short hair, and she's right upstairs in our class."

"Ex-girlfriend?"

Xie Mingchen lay on the table, her tone lowered, "She said that she had to work hard in the senior high school entrance examination, and she couldn't be distracted. I don't know how to divide it. Anyway, I lost contact all of a sudden."

"Then you still like her?" Shen Bei's heart beat suddenly a little faster, as if expecting something.

"Hey, what do you like or not? Now that you are with me and I have to take the college entrance examination, it's useless to think too much." Xie Mingchen hated himself for talking too fast. In front of Shen Bei, he always felt that this topic was not a good one, so he just wanted to blurt it out.

Seeing the boss coming over with the barbecue, he quickly stood up and said, "Here it is! Here it is!"

"Let me tell you, I like to eat this grilled chicken wing the most. The powder is also specially made. Eat it first." Xie Mingchen quickly stuffed a chicken wing into Shen Bei's mouth. went.

Xie Mingchen originally wanted to order two more bottles of beer, but seeing Shen Bei frowning so much, he weakly exchanged it with the store for two bottles of orange juice.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening when they were full of food and drink, and the two tacitly said nothing about going home, and walked along the brightly lit road.It's not hotter than September, but it's not cold either, and the cool breeze blowing across your face makes people itch.

The two walked around Beihe Park, and sat down in a small pavilion on the wooden bridge next to the river.The moon is round and big, and the moonlight shining down on the trees by the river is even more silent.

Since entering the pavilion, Xie Mingchen has been staring at the street lights that formed a line on the road when he came from a distance, neither urging nor taking the initiative to start a conversation, he wants Shen Bei to speak out by himself, and treat him as someone who can be trusted and talk about sad things friend.One more thing may still not be resolved, but he can listen.

After a long time, Shen Bei whispered: "My mother asked me to transfer schools."

Xie Mingchen was silent, it really was a family matter.He took out a piece of chewing gum and threw it to Shen Bei, expressing that he was listening.

Shen Bei squeezed the gum, and laughed at himself: "You should also know about my family... I want to be independent, but I don't have the capital to be independent."

"what should I do?"

"What's the matter with you being nervous before the exam? Is it because you're afraid you won't get a scholarship?"

Shen Bei remained silent, acquiescing.

"Let's find Yang Wenzhong. He is your head teacher now, so he won't ignore this matter. Are you... going home tonight?"

Shen Bei directly turned on the phone and showed him the column of text messages, which read: "I'm leaving first, and I'll pick you up after the school transfer is done. Don't be willful."

I didn't ask him where he was going, who he was with, whether he had dinner...

Seeing Xie Mingchen's worried eyes, Shen Bei felt warm in his heart. His parents were not related, but he was so lucky to meet this person in front of him.Suddenly, Shen Bei felt that there was nothing to worry about. With such good grades, Zhenyu was unwilling to let go of a good seedling. He didn't have the capital to be independent but he had the capital to fight.

Hooking Xie Mingchen's neck, Shen Bei smiled and pressed on his back, "Let's go, big bear~"

Seeing that he was still using the cute bear stationery in formal class, Shen Bei nicknamed him Big Bear maliciously.This sissy nickname was known by the girls in the class somehow, and they felt very affectionate during the discussion, which caused Xie Mingchen to be teased by his brothers for a long time.

Sure enough, when Shen Bei mentioned this again, Xie Mingchen turned around and wanted to throw him over the shoulder.

When the two were laughing happily, a girl's shy words were vaguely heard in the woods by the river: "I can't say anything, but I want to go to this kind of dark woods, you..."

The female voice stopped abruptly, and Shen Bei and Xie Mingchen looked up at the moon and then at each other and suddenly got stuck... How did they end up at this kind of couple's date place! ?

Shen Bei stared at the side of his face for a while calmly, and quickly lowered his head when he saw that the other party was about to look over again.Because of this, Shen Bei missed Xie Mingchen's flickering eyes looking at him.

☆, ready to move ([-])

The results of the monthly exam were quickly posted on the back door of the classroom. As a representative of the mathematics class who had to go to the office every day, Shen Bei also immediately knew that he was ranked first in the grade.

Before he took the initiative to find Yang Wenzhong, he was stunned by the news that the school was willing to provide an annual scholarship.

Originally, only the sophomore in high school could apply for the annual scholarship, and he only wanted to apply for a subsidy at first.The scholarship is not only two zeros more than the grant, but the three years will also benefit a lot.The most direct benefit is that the third year of senior high school can participate in the competition for places recommended by prestigious universities, and the total number of candidates will not exceed ten.The annual scholarship is the stepping stone to this competition.

Shen Bei was uncontrollably agitated, but when he calmed down, he would find something unreasonable.

His entrance score was the second in his grade, and he only got the first grade in this monthly exam. It doesn't make sense for him to get such preferential treatment from the school.

Could it be Xie Mingchen?Although Xie's father is the grade director, he can't give him special treatment, right?Could it be the head teacher?Shen Bei shook his head, it would be better to ask clearly, this pie came in a timely manner and was too strange.

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After Shen Bei left the office, he was eager to see Xie Mingchen, the boy who warmed him time and time again.It was only when he walked to the back door and saw the empty classroom that he realized that this class was a physical education class, so he should go to the basketball court.

Looking at the empty classroom, Shen Bei felt a little lost.

His family is not around, a powerless student can successfully get the scholarship thanks to his good grades and the joint recommendation of the current teachers, but why should the teachers do thankless things?For a month, many teachers only had the impression of him studying well.Without the long talk between Xie Mingchen and the class teacher, and without the approval of Xie's father's grade teacher, how could this matter be easily successful?

He thanked the teachers for their trust and expectations, but he knew that Xie Mingchen should be thanked the most.It's a pity...he's not in the classroom...

"Hi! Where are you in a daze?"

Shen Bei suddenly turned his head.Who else is the person leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed, not Xie Mingchen?

Because of his mother's inaction, Shen Bei, who lost his father since he was a child, has always felt insecure. He panicked and frightened, and the danger of losing him after he got the chance to get out of the shadows undoubtedly raised this anxiety to the peak.And Xie Mingchen's company and help this time made up for the lack of security.It was he who lit up every cloudy day in Shen Bei.

One casually leaned against the front door frame, and the other stood by the back door. Shen Bei wanted to rush forward and hug him fiercely, telling him loudly about his panic after being disappointed with his mother, his fear of changing schools, his gratitude to his teachers, and his gratitude to his teachers. There is something about him...

Thanks to Xie Mingchen?

No - that's something deeper than gratitude.Looking at the young man who slightly curled his lips towards him, Shen Bei's heart beat uncontrollably.

Bang-bang-bang-bang-bang-bang-

Shen Bei didn't dare to go forward, only his own heartbeat was getting faster and faster in his ears, he held his breath and didn't dare to relax at all.

Is my heart going to jump out?Shen Bei was in a trance with a lot of thoughts but seemed to think of nothing.

When Xie Mingchen took the initiative to hook his neck and tease him, the fragrance of laundry detergent on the other party's school uniform wafted into his nostrils, making Shen Bei feel awkward for a while.He is not a girl, why is he a little bit shy?Hooking his shoulders as usual, and the arm on his shoulder also made him feel uncomfortable.He automatically blocked everything Xie Mingchen said, and could only answer vaguely.

When Xie Mingchen saw Shen Bei standing alone at the back door and didn't go in, he knew that he must be in a daze again. He leaned on the front door with great interest and peeked at him, wondering when the boy would see him.After appreciating the cute and cute face of the other party for a while, and sometimes getting excited, I couldn't help laughing out loud to scare him.

It's a pity that the other party seems to be in a turbulent mood, and he is not frightened. Instead, he will pounce on you and circle around you at any time, like a cute domestic creature.Xie Mingchen, who had never seen this side of Shen Bei, suddenly felt like a snow-white cloud drifted into his heart. It was soft, cute, and perhaps delicious... just like Shen Bei...

Obeying Shen Bei in his heart, he just wanted to get closer to the other party, a little closer.In order to cover up his trance, he casually asked the other party about miscellaneous things, but the other party didn't listen to any of the answers.

The two teenagers leaned on each other, their heads were lowered as if they were having an intimate conversation, but they did not make eye contact. If someone stopped to listen, they would find that the answers were wrong. It's really hard to look at.

After Shen Bei refused to leave with Shen's mother, he had a long talk with his mother all night.The next day, Shen's mother returned to Shen Bei's hometown and handed over his custody to his grandparents, and returned the rented house in Jintai. Apart from paying her a monthly support fee on Shen Bei's website, she never planned to show up In front of Shen Bei.

At this point, the relationship between mother and child is completely irretrievable, but Shen Bei felt relaxed, as if he had loosened the shackles and regained his freedom.

Xie Mingchen was a little worried about his friend at first, but seeing more and more smiling faces and more cheerful and confident changes in the other party, he felt relieved and stopped asking more questions.

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The days went by day by day, and the homework increased day by day. After the three monthly exams, Shen Bei proved to Zhenyu Middle School that their decision was not wrong with three unbelievable first-in-grade results.The pressure on Yang Wenzhong and the teachers who supported this decision was also reduced a lot, and they are very pleased.

Everything looks good, but Dong Tianwei has been a little melancholy recently.

It's alright that his friend's rapid progress made him feel a lot of pressure, Xie Mingchen hasn't come to his house to play recently.Every weekend, we can only see each other when we play basketball together. If we want to get closer and talk, we have to take advantage of Shen Bei to buy water. These two people are too sticky!

When standing together, no one hooked Shen Bei's neck anymore, because Xie Mingchen would surreptitiously push him aside every time.A group of boys didn't notice this matter, but they subconsciously stopped making any intimate gestures towards Shen Bei.

Shen Bei is already sensitive. He has read a lot of homosexual books during this period of time. He has long recognized his throbbing towards Xie Mingchen. When everyone subconsciously always matches him with Xie Mingchen, he is a little afraid of being known. The panic of the mind and the uncontrollable joy and sweetness.

Love is probably like this, both sweet and accompanied by all kinds of troubles.

☆、Christmas is really a good holiday

Valentine's Day can only be celebrated for men and women who have expressed their love for each other or are about to express their love for each other. It is really not a friendly holiday for crushes.For high school students who don't want their relationship to be revealed to the world, it is really a difficult problem to rack their brains to give their crush some ambiguous hints, but also to cover it up.

On the eve of Christmas Eve, the stationery stores near the school started the business of hardcover apples. The apples must be full of color and bright, and the packaging is also bright and beautiful, full of ambiguous red or pink. Just look at the boys and girls wandering in the store to know Christmas. The festival business is bound to be booming.

Shen Bei stared at the beautifully curved apple in Xie Mingchen's hand for a moment, then stared at Xie Mingchen who was dressed up very handsomely recently and said nothing.

Xie Mingchen saw that the tablemate sat down sullenly, but he didn't greet him as usual, and glanced at the Christmas gift that made him feel a little bit overwhelmed just now, trying to play tricks on him.Pretending to be distressed, he said: "Xiao Beibei, the girl gave me a gift~ I don't like eating this stuff, so give it to you, how about treating it as a gift from me~"

Shen Bei felt a little sour and didn't want to talk to him, but he knew that if he ignored him now, he would definitely be harassed, so he said sullenly: "I don't like it either, you put it away, don't make girls sad!" After speaking, he raised his head and glanced Jiang Wenwen.

Xie Mingchen was secretly happy, and was about to say that he didn't know who gave the apple, when Dong Tianwei opened the back door blah, "Xie Mingchen! There is a girl looking for you!" The gloating meaning is very obvious.

It was during the sensitive holiday season, and the boys in the class burst into laughter at the sound of a girl approaching. Several boys who were close to him directly pulled Xie Mingchen and pushed him out of the door.

Xie Mingchen was also dumbfounded, he felt a little guilty, wanted to turn around and explain to Shen Bei but didn't know where to start, wanted him to follow along to prove that he was not guilty, but the opening turned into an ambiguous sentence like "Come and see".

Shen Bei was just sullen at first, but now he is really angry.What do you want him to see?Do you see how other people confess to the person they like? !

This, this bastard!

Shen Bei held a pen, and spread out the test paper in front of him. The laughter of the boys in the corridor pierced into his ears one after another. Xie Mingchen and the back of that girl lingered in his mind. Except for the word "Mathematics" at the beginning of the test paper, there was no I couldn't read a word, and sat in a daze.

Xie Mingchen, who was thought by Shen Bei to be having fun with girls at this time, was not so happy.

He looked at the taller ex-girlfriend who went to high school in front of him, and his mood was a little complicated. When the other party asked if the apple was good, he was even more confused.

What is rhythm?Do you want to get back together?

Xie Mingchen always thought that he still minded the breakup back then, but when he stood in front of him and borrowed the monthly math test paper shyly, there was no disturbance in his heart.

Now his mind is full of Shen Bei, full of his last sad expression.

Maybe he had the possibility of having an affair with his ex-girlfriend before, but now...

"I have someone I like in our class, do you think I should go after him?" Xie Mingchen didn't want to leave any room, and asked straightforwardly, regardless of his gentlemanly demeanor.

The ex-girlfriend's smiling face almost couldn't hold back for a moment, and said stiffly: "You're still blaming me..."

"No thanks for the apples".

Xie Mingchen looked at her apologetically, turned and left the playground without hesitation, the north wind blew his face like a knife, but his heart was so hot that it was about to melt.

In the past, I blamed my ex-girlfriend for being rational, and blamed her for ignoring him for such a high-sounding reason. Think about the difference between my recent actions and hers?

How could he not know what he thought about Shen Bei?Sexual urges are inevitable in adolescence, but it sounds very wrong to dream back at midnight and always think of your good brother.

On weekdays, Shen Bei's seemingly well-hidden tricks, as the person involved, can see clearly.Teenagers don't have to think over and over again like adults. The concept of homosexuality is easy to accept.But maybe because of the influence of his previous relationship, Xie Mingchen's concern is whether he should pierce this layer of window paper in high school.He always thinks that there is no need to start a relationship, and it is fine for the two of them to be ambiguous.

But at the end of today, Shen Bei's sad expression made him panic, and he still felt a little distressed.Shen Bei is so insecure, he enjoys the happiness of being in love with each other but makes the other party deeply troubled.He was very dissatisfied with his usual restrained performance.

Shen Bei still doesn't know that I like him, so wouldn't it be a good time to confess his love during Christmas?

Xie Mingchen, who was awakened by his ex-girlfriend, secretly conceived a confession plan.

Shen Bei didn't ask any more questions that night, and Xie Mingchen, who dismissed Dong Tianwei and a group of gossip guys, didn't say much either. The two still played together as usual and discussed issues together. It seemed that there was no problem at all.

If Shen Bei hadn't been less talkative and more sullen, Xie Mingchen would still have believed his saying "it's okay", that there was really nothing wrong with him - this person didn't know how to hide his emotions in front of him.

Although scratching his heart and lungs eagerly to express his heart, he still wanted to find a better opportunity.

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christmas eve night

"Don't you not like eating apples?" Shen Bei looked at Xie Mingchen carefully picking and choosing in the fruit store, souring him deliberately.

This person didn't play ball or go home after his evening self-study, so he actually dragged him to pick out good-looking apples.The few he picked up at random were also rejected on the grounds of poor appearance. Thinking that this might be a return gift from Xie Mingchen for a girl, he overturned the bottle of jealousy in his heart. The key point is that he is not qualified to be jealous and can only watch life stuffy.

"That's right, I want to give it away~ Of course it should look better." Xie Mingchen gave him a meaningful look, and then put down the apple that he had just picked for a long time before he was satisfied.

Are you more than just looking better?The waiter at the fruit shop stood by and stared at the floor without speaking.

In the end, with the help of the owner of the fruit shop, Xie Mingchen finally bought an apple that was almost perfect in his opinion, and it was already past ten o'clock.

Shen Bei was very puzzled, where should the apple be sent?No girl wants to wait outside at this point, right?

"where are we going?"

"Sit down, hurry up!" Xie Mingchen deliberately didn't answer, and drove the small electric car faster while speaking.Shen Bei didn't check for a moment, he leaned back, and was so frightened that he quickly grabbed the other party's cotton coat.

"Ha ha ha ha"

"You are so stupid!"

"Ha ha ha ha"

"..." I really don't know why Xie Mingchen is so excited.However, being infected by his good mood, Shen Bei's troubles seemed to be blown away by the cold winter night, leaving no trace of haze.

"Look, that's the park we went to last time! It even broke a couple's date! Remember?" The driver's voice was loud, and it seemed to carry the warmth of memories in Shen Bei's ears.

"Well, remember!" How could you not remember, you are very gentle under the night light.

"That's the game hall! See it?"

"En!" Before he knew it, he arrived at the game hall in the city center. The brightly lit building reminded Shen Bei of his "bad student" experience of playing games with the other party all night.

At first, Shen Bei was still wondering where the destination was. When he circled the city center and headed back towards the school, what else did he not understand?

Always remind yourself of the places you pass along the way, let him recall all the things that have happened in the past few months, happy, sad, worried... and favorite...

It was past eleven o'clock at school, Xie Mingchen dragged the silent Shen Bei to the playground.

The Lingling moonlight against Xie Mingchen's smiling face made Shen Bei a little at a loss.The faint guess that his head was about to emerge made him ecstatic and tormented beyond belief.

Xie Mingchen stared at the young man in front of him that made his heart beat faster, hurriedly took out the apple he had picked out from his arms for a long time, and said shyly: "I hope you, you are safe and happy in the future. Let's go to the same university together. .Although, although my grades are not as good as yours now, I can still improve if I work hard. This monthly exam will improve again. You..."

The rest of the words were stuck in my throat...

Xie Mingchen, who was muttering, was caught off guard by an apple stuffed into his mouth, and was completely motionless in a daze.

What's the situation? !Why is it different from what he thought?Xie Mingchen, who had always been confident, panicked, threw away the apple in his mouth, and rushed forward to break Shen Bei's chin to see his expression.

Suddenly... a tear fell on the palm of his hand.Xie Mingchen was stunned.

Shen Bei choked on the desire to choke in his throat, threw him down and hugged him tightly, and Xie Mingchen was very worried when he heard the small whimpers.

Xie Mingchen apologized at a loss: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault, I'm sorry..."

In just a few minutes, Xie Mingchen felt as if a long time had passed. He calmed down from his panic, and the boy in his arms also slowly recovered, no longer choked up.

"No..." Shen Bei shook his head vigorously, looked up at the young man in front of him, the tears were still wet, but the smile on his face warmed Xie Mingchen's heart.

"Okay, let's go to college together."