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Ling Jiale had already made up her mind and didn't want to cry at this farewell ceremony.But when he finished greeting the camera and saw the rapidly increasing number of online users and comments pouring up one by one, tears filled his eyes immediately.

He didn't want to make a big move, so he deliberately chose a platform that required a password to enter the live broadcast room. He didn't post a Weibo that only fans could see until he put on his makeup, announcing matters related to the live broadcast.

Both he and Xiao Li thought that by acting so low-key, not many people would come in at first.But even if the popularity hypocrisy of the live broadcast platform is taken into account, the real number of people online is already tens of thousands in less than a minute after the start.

Ling Jiale knew that these were her real fans, people who really liked her.

Thinking about his beautiful eye makeup, he raised his head to hold back his tears. However, he has well-developed lacrimal glands and large eyes, so many tears can easily be shed. Looking up at the sky at 45 degrees is not enough, at least [-] degrees.

He raised his head and opened his eyes wide, and carefully placed the tip of his little finger on the corner of his eyes. He suddenly remembered that when Shen Ge first had Weibo, he had 5000 followers because of the press conference of "Sweaty Clothes". He sighed in front of him: "For [-] people, there are about a dozen people who participated in the flag-raising ceremony."

Flag raising ceremony?Ling Jiale still wanted to laugh thinking about it now.He himself would also imagine what it would be like for those people with a unit of "ten thousand" to gather together, but when he imagined, he always used the auditorium of the concert as a reference standard. How could anyone think of the flag-raising ceremony?It's so funny, the flag-raising ceremony... Tens of thousands of fans stood on the playground holding cheering sticks and singing the national anthem?It seems that it is not impossible.

So the fans standing in front of the screen saw that the person they were thinking of raised their heads to control their tears, but before they could wake up from the daze caused by the beauty wiping away their tears, they saw that the beauty was suddenly heartless laughed out loud.

The number of people online is still soaring, and the comment area is also very lively. There are some disharmonious remarks mixed with the words of eager praise and longing, which are all deleted by Xiao Li quickly, trying not to let Ling Jiale see it arrive.

Ling Jiale calmed down his excitement, and looked at the screen. Fans' messages were scrolling very fast. He read slowly, and could only catch one or two: "...hair, is it short?" He touched the top of his hair twice, and asked the camera, "Are you handsome?"

There was screaming in the message area.Ling Jiale was a little shy, he did it on purpose, he learned from Shen Ge when he touched his hair like that just now.When Shen Ge was reading or studying, if he encountered something difficult to understand, he would unconsciously touch his head twice like this.Ling Jiale had the same thought as the fans who left the message. This action is super A, and there is a kind of sexy that is hard to describe.

"Oh...that's the choker. It's the second time I wear it today. Does it look good?" It was a nightmare for Ling Jiale to be spoofed so crazy by the P picture before, and it would be a kind of harm to the fans.It's been so long, but some fans still recognize this "culprit".

The person who asked was cautious, but the person being asked looked very free and easy, raising his neck slightly so that others could see the ornament clearly.In order to match the choker around his neck, he wore light-colored clothes with a large V-neck. The black belt was close to his swan neck, and the top and bottom were all white.He also touched the belt with his fingers, and his fingers, which were as white as the large area of ​​skin on his chest and neck, rested on the black edge, and the visual impact was very strong.

Ling Jiale rubbed the strap and said, "There are quite a lot of people wearing chokers now. A few years ago, many people knew only a little about chokers, and they didn't know much about letter circles, and they conflated the two and talked nonsense. When I think about it now, I feel it's a pity that I didn't dare to wear it because of those words. Such a beautiful thing has been left in the closet for so many years..."

The fans were so taken aback by his outrageous words that they even forgot to take screenshots.

Fortunately, Ling Jiale quickly changed the subject and continued to answer the question in the message: "...Yes, I turned off the reward function, it's not a malfunction, and I don't need everyone to send me gifts...Huh?" He is not short-sighted, but he will Leaning forward habitually, he was very close in the camera: "What was I laughing at? Oh——" He sat up straight again, "Just now I suddenly remembered a friend who said that more than 1 people gathered together How spectacular it is to be together…”

Many people asked him if that friend was Du Wen, and the screen was filled with questions about Du Wen.

Although this live broadcast was impulsive, Ling Jiale was well prepared.He may fail as an idol, but as an artist and a performer, he must be considered very dedicated.He made detailed arrangements for this live broadcast, what style to use to smile and talk, what topics to talk about, and how long to spend respectively. He also used a few days to rehearse a small program, just to show fans a Nice live show.

But when he first came up, he was thrown into disarray. So many comments were all about Du Wen, so he couldn't turn a blind eye.

His plan for this live broadcast also includes one thing, that is, try to be as sincere as possible and try not to lie.

He came here innocently and sincerely, and hoped that he would leave innocently and sincerely in the end.So he didn't deliberately skip these questions, but replied seriously: "My brother and I have not seen each other for a long time. You also know how full his schedule is. He is so busy, and we have no intersection at work. So... oh no! Of course they didn't turn against each other!" Ling Jiale didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and asked the camera: "How could they turn against each other?"

Even if they broke up completely, Ling Jiale would never turn against Du Wen.He hasn't exposed the fake news until today, acquiescing to Du Wen to continue to enjoy the dividends of the two people's hype.

At first, he wanted to hide Du Wen's matter from Shen Ge.Two people who are so big, still crying and shouting like children to break up their relationship, I feel ashamed when I look back.But he really couldn't hide any secrets from Shen Ge. Once before the two chatted, he suddenly told all about Du Wen, and asked Shen Ge that he would not explain the previous hype to the outside world, because he was afraid that Du Wen would Will Shen Ge feel unhappy if his reputation is damaged?

Shen Ge really thought about it for a while, and then said: "In the beginning, I really minded, mainly because I felt aggrieved for you..." Ling Jiale may not have reacted until now, but Shen Ge is not the one who is interested in the entertainment circle. He is an outsider who knows nothing, and he can see from Ling Jiale's description that many of the hype back then, including the excused kiss that he cared about very much, was ultimately boosted by Du Wen himself.

"But—" the most important thing always comes after "but", "I want to thank him more, because he has indeed protected you." Shen Ge is grateful to Du Wen from the bottom of his heart, and grateful to him Before coming to Ling Jiale, he would accompany Ling Jiale instead of himself, and protect the purity of Ling Jiale's heart and the light in his eyes for him.

"I believe that everyone has had a similar experience..." Ling Jiale didn't dare to use the sentence pattern "a friend of mine said it" anymore, and directly quoted what Shen Ge said before—he just now He realized that he always felt that he had a bad memory, but he could remember many things Shen Ge said.

"People's life trajectories are different. It is a great fate to be able to walk side by side. You can't expect friends to always turn at the same intersection. If you choose a different direction at a certain intersection, there must be regret and helplessness. , but it doesn't mean that the previous friendship is gone..."

Ling Jiale leaned over to look at the screen for a while, and it was still related to Du Wen, so he said: "I won't talk about the past, I'm starting the live broadcast today mainly to talk to you about what I did recently—— um ?” He leaned forward even more, trying to understand the meaning of the messages that popped up on the screen, and then he quickly realized that he sat up straight again, and said with a smile: “Oh, I got it , don’t get too close to the camera..." He couldn't help asking: "Is it that exaggerated? How old are you, why can't your heart take it?"

Of course Ling Jiale knows that he is beautiful, but he will never know how much visual impact his beauty will bring to others. The moment he suddenly approaches, the tremor that takes people's breath away.

He likes others to praise him for his good looks.Other artists may be taboo about being mentioned as a fan, as if that would appear superficial and unreliable.But Ling Jiale, on the contrary, even though he knew what would happen if he gained weight again, and knew that this kind of liking would not stand the test of age, he still felt that Yan Fen was the least rebellious supporter.Experience has taught him that other fans, no matter what type, always turn on him very easily.

"Yes, I didn't turn on the beauty face... Don't you think it's better? The texture of the skin is more realistic... Did you find it? I use a very good camera, the picture quality is very good, right?" Ling Jiale Eyes are curled up laughing.

The camera in front of him was provided by Shen Ge. The camera's position, focal length, aperture, and even the placement of the lights in the room were adjusted by Shen Ge's remote guidance, using the standard of movie screens.Ling Jiale thought quite complacently that once Director Shen made a move, he would know if there was one, and he was also happy that his fans could see that it was good.

Many people asked him why he hadn't shown up for so long and what he was doing recently.

"I'm mainly practicing dance recently... Haha, it's not martial arts, it's dance. I used to do ballet, you don't know? I haven't danced for many years and the basic skills are wasted. Now I want to pick it up again... Oh, it's not for filming , there is no new film to be filmed at the moment... the latest itinerary? It's "Death of the Artist"."

Ling Jiale controlled the speed of speech and demeanor, and deliberately said lightly: "Yes, it's a cameo... Yes, the director is Shen Ge." Speaking of this, he still couldn't help "giggling", "... It can be regarded as a real performance, playing a star with particularly bad acting skills - two states of a character, one is the crappy state when filming, and the other is the natural state in his life. The contrast is obvious and it is quite fun. Wait for the movie to be released Everyone go watch it, you will know how much my acting skills have improved."

"Huh? There's nothing I can't say about it. I used to be terrible at acting... Haha, yes, I got the hang of it when I was filming "Beloved"... Director Shen?" Ling Jiale replied solemnly, "Director Shen is very good Yes, the requirements are very strict and very thoughtful... This film was originally directed by Wang Xu's script, but later Director Shen adapted it. Director Wang read it and agreed. Everyone knows how strict Director Wang's requirements are, right?... ...Oh, this news is true. I, Teacher Min Huai'an, Mr. Bo, and several other guest teachers did not ask for a salary. This film can be regarded as one of Director Wang's last wishes. I hope Director Shen can make it good."

He felt that he hid it well enough, but he still saw these two messages that were not deleted in time:

"Who is the new love? Shen Ge?"

"Be careful of getting AIDS from playing with ducks."

These two vicious words came unexpectedly, Ling Jiale's head seemed to have been hit hard, and it went blank in an instant.

Just by looking at the id, it can be recognized that this is Ling Jiale and Du Wen's CP fan. When asked about Du Wen, this id was still excited and his attitude was not too good.

Ling Jiale stopped looking at the screen or the camera, turned her head to calm down for a while, and then asked Xiao Li behind the camera: "Did you get kicked out?"

Xiao Li hurriedly gestured "OK" to him, Ling Jiale nodded at him, and fell silent again.

He may have not been online for too long, and his resistance to these insults has declined. The moment just now almost caused physical damage to him, and he felt a faint headache.

Fortunately, Shen Ge is busy at the moment.Ling Jiale had expected similar things in advance, and deliberately chose Shen Ge and Director Xu of "Colorless Sky 2" to study the script.He was originally worried that Shen Ge would feel distressed when he saw others scolding him, but he didn't expect that the first harsh insult was directed at Shen Ge, which made him feel more uncomfortable than scolding himself directly.

One message after another, faster than when the live broadcast started, they were all comforting Ling Jiale, scolding the psychopath just now, some people didn't keep up, asked what happened, and some people were confused about the situation, asking about the "duck" just mentioned Who are you scolding.

The fans in front of the screen looked anxiously at Ling Jiale sitting silently in front of the camera, worried but also wondering: Could it be that he and Shen Ge are real?Why did Gaga react so strongly?

Ling Jiale finally raised her head again, and smiled contemptuously and helplessly at the camera: "Look, I still can't adapt to such words."

At that moment just now, half of the strength was taken away from the body that was originally full of vitality.There is a table in front of him, and the back of the chair behind him, both of which are available for him to rest, but he still sits upright, just as Zhang Yuan and Ling Zongfu have always asked him, looking at the camera upright and gracefully:

"I once had an idea—of course not including those sailors who collect money—I have always wondered about those ordinary passers-by, netizens, and black fans, that is, if they scold me, what will they do in the three-dimensional world? Will you be happier? Will the hostility in this world be less because of this? Then do I do a good deed?" He smiled lightly, but the doubt on his brows did not dissipate, "Really, I I'm not kidding, I really thought about it." Otherwise, what's the point of him being scolded?

He could only think of one reason, if it wasn't for making himself live a better life, then why would he release so much malice towards a stranger?Some will spend a lot of time and energy... For example, this live broadcast, it is a temporary notification, and a password is required. This platform is not particularly popular, and it takes a little effort to find it.So, what exactly are they plotting?Did you come here just to scold people?But does scolding a stranger really make them happier?One question has not been figured out, and another question immediately arises, which makes Ling Jiale more and more confused.

"Later, a friend of mine told me that this matter should not be thought of in this way. He told me that not everyone does things meaningfully, and not everyone's behavior and thoughts are worthy of investigating its internal causes. Some A person may not even know the meaning of his own life, his behavior is always illogical, and his thoughts are also very shallow..." Ling Jiale coughed pretendingly, and said the words behind Shen Ge that seemed a bit arrogant but he thought they were quite reasonable. Swallow it back.

"But I still can't be as magnanimous as him. I belong to the kind of person who is easily influenced by others. I have been very concerned about other people's eyes since I was a child. When I first wanted to change, people around me always persuaded me, saying Celebrities are like this, everyone comes here like this, just get used to it. But I can't, I can't get used to it, and I can't take those curse words as air, so I am very discouraged. Then someone told me that I care too much about other people's eyes. Okay, but it’s impossible to not mind other people’s eyes, including not being angry at all when you see those hot eyes. Because we humans are social animals, we have lived in groups for so many years, our genes tell us I can’t help but mind what others think of me. And Confucius has taught us for so many years and taught us to be ashamed, so we will definitely be angry when we hear those insulting words—huh? Don’t you? Do you like to hear me say this?"

Ling Jiale found that the message section was almost still.

As soon as he stopped talking, the message area became active again. Some people encouraged him, some praised him for his good speech, and some people asked him if he was still angry.

Ling Jiale smiled and shook her head: "Don't be angry anymore. Someone asked me why I chose this platform just now, because I like some functions of this platform, especially real-name registration and message archiving. Just now, my assistant deleted a lot of insulting and defamatory content. Although I deleted the message, but the traces are still there, as before, I will entrust Zhongcheng Company to help me take legal channels."

He became serious, his eyes were stern, and he was really chilling, "Here I will explain the law to everyone again. Cyber ​​violence violates the "Criminal Law". It is suspected of insulting and defamation, and it can be sentenced. Met someone like that online..."

Fans became uneasy and advised him not to talk about such topics in public.

"Why can't you say it? It's because people who are bullied by the Internet dare not say it, or are too lazy to say it. Those who violate the law are so rampant. Because they are celebrities, public figures, and earn more than ordinary people, do they deserve to be bullied by the Internet? ? I see that many people on the Internet justify themselves in this way, but they are also very excited to insult ordinary netizens. Celebrities have special identities, and they have to maintain their image, afraid of being said to be bullying or being posted The label of being preoccupied—" He raised his chin slightly, his eyes showing arrogance, "I'm not afraid."

The fans were a little frightened by him, and the fans who had been there for a long time were even more heartbroken, wondering why Jiajia is a bit like the style when he first debuted today, and it was the moment that made them particularly worried...

Someone sensibly left him a message, using a lot of emoticons, which were extremely eye-catching: "Jia Jia, is Zhongcheng using you?" Many fans came to their senses and reminded Ling Jiale not to take the blame for others.

Ling Jiale hurriedly said: "No, no, I entrusted Zhongcheng. Really, I asked them for help. I just think that many people vent their anger under the guise of 'star high income'. Good habits. And I think many people are addicted to scolding now, pointing fingers at ordinary netizens, which is too rude."

"I just feel that the current atmosphere is not good and needs to be changed. Someone must be the first to stand up if you want to change. Anyway, I don't care what people set up. If you say that I will be punished, I will be punished. I think I am standing on the side of the law. On the correct side of morality and morality, it is also correct that everyone must be punished, and there is nothing wrong with that.”

The message area was still for a while, and someone replied: "Jiajia, you really like to use idioms when you talk."

Ling Jiale smiled embarrassingly, "Oh, it seems to be really..." He used cuteness to cover up his shyness, "Am I a particularly educated son now? Do you remember? Didn't I have a foreigner before?" It's called 'idiom black hole'..." He rolled his eyes elegantly, "I can remember these two words now. It’s just a word. Later, I found out that it’s useless after memorizing it, and I forgot it within a few days!”

Many people were amused by him, some said he became lively, some said he became more playful, and some said he was very lively when he first debuted, watching his early variety shows, there were a lot of memes at that time of.

Ling Jiale smiled sincerely, that smile was so sweet that it almost made people feel like honey.

The message area suddenly boiled over, and the messages were updated so fast that Ling Jiale couldn't keep up when he looked at the screen again, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"

It was Du Wen who came, calling him "Jiajia" in his own tuba with a V letter.

He didn't say "Hello", which seemed unfamiliar, and he didn't say "Long time no see", which seemed too meaningful, and he didn't take the risk of getting close to him.

Ling Jiale was inconspicuously stunned for a moment, but quickly realized, and smiled brightly, "Brother, why are you here?" But he didn't say that he would give Du Wen special treatment.

So Du Wen could only talk to Ling Jiale among the excited messages like other ordinary viewers in the live broadcast room.Fortunately, his account level is high, and the fonts are very conspicuous. Otherwise, with Ling Jiale's reading speed, he probably wouldn't even be able to understand what he was saying.

Du Wen said: "I saw your Weibo, and you are planning a surprise attack." He also said: "We have a dinner date when we have time, and it has been a long time since we have a side stove together."

Ling Jiale went over the word in his mind, and it was true that no one had used this term in front of him for a long time. Even Shen Ge, whose hometown was so far south, always used the word "hot pot" when talking to him.

Ling Jiale smiled at the camera, "Okay, then when you're not busy, let's have a side stove together."

Du Wen left a message: "You turned off the tipping function? I still want to give you a gift."

Ling Jiale kept smiling sweetly, "No need, bro, have you given me too many presents?"

Du Wen paused for a moment before replying: "Then you give me more presents, you are a kid who always buys things indiscriminately."

Ling Jiale's smile couldn't hold back any longer, she pursed her lips before raising the corners of her mouth again, but couldn't speak.

Fortunately, Du Wen just came to show his face as a routine, and he didn't have the intention to stay long, so he said goodbye to him immediately: "Then call me after your live broadcast, and let's make an appointment."

"Okay." But Ling Jiale is no longer a child, and he knows that there will be no such call.He suddenly leaned forward, but his voice was a little soft, "Brother, don't be too tired! Pay attention to your body!"

But Du Wen on the other end didn't respond, and seemed to be offline.Ling Jiale gave Xiaoya a wink behind the camera, and Xiaoya understood immediately, and changed the password of the live broadcast room to prevent anyone from coming in to catch the heat.

The comment section was still asking about Du Wen, but Ling Jiale didn't want to answer any more about Du Wen, and said impulsively: "Just now someone asked me if I wanted to sign with Zhongcheng... No, I don't plan to sign with any company. "After he finished speaking, he regretted it. In fact, he originally planned to announce it before the end of the live broadcast...

Sure enough, everyone's attention was attracted, and they asked him if he wanted to open his own studio.

There is someone who has always wanted to start a company, but it is not him.

Ling Jiale shook her head, "No." The decision that had been made long ago, the words that had been brewing for a long time, were extremely difficult to say: "I plan to quit the circle."

People who have never chased after stars cannot understand this feeling. A dream that has been chased for a long time is shattered before their eyes.If the message area can send voice, it must have been screaming and crying at this time.

Looking at those excited messages, Ling Jiale also felt extremely sad.No matter how it happened or how it ended, his ten years were here.

"why why!"

Faced with these problems, Ling Jiale could only say "I'm sorry".

But where do the fans want to hear his apology? They really don't understand why they have already been cleansed and won awards. This is the best time, why did they suddenly say they want to quit?

"Is it because of those negative comments? Because of those rumors?"

"...It does have something to do with those bad things on the Internet. It is difficult for me to adapt to these, and I find it very dazzling. Not only those... I may not be suitable for being a star. The elders around me have been very strict with me since I was a child. I really want to be more comfortable." He hesitated for a moment, but said frankly: "But everyone's standards for idols are too high, I can't meet them, and I am very tired."

It was the first time he had the opportunity to say these things in a relatively public place, and he felt uncomfortable, "I'm really afraid of the feeling of being picked on all the time, and that every little thing will be pointed out... I Knowing that I am different from others in many ways, and it is easy to do wrong things, I am even more afraid of being said... Especially in many cases, I didn't mean it on purpose, and I didn't mean it that way, but everyone just had to guess from the worst angle Me, I don't know why." He showed great confusion on his face, because he rarely took the initiative to find fault with others, so he couldn't understand it.

"I am particularly afraid of getting along with critical people. I am always afraid that I will offend him. I feel very stressed and full of negative energy. I just hope that someone will be more tolerant to me, not only seeing my strengths, but also being tolerant. My shortcomings... oh, it’s not tolerance, it’s that even my shortcomings are cute and unique. I don’t get angry with me when I make mistakes, they can help me clean up, and teach me how to do better in the future .He won’t criticize me when I make mistakes, but he will praise me when I improve.” He smiled and asked the camera: “Have you ever heard of the saying ‘Smooth donkey’? I am Follow the donkey, you have to follow my Hulu before I can move forward."

The comment section said that they could follow Mao Hulu too, but Ling Jiale just smiled.

The fans were very sensitive and immediately asked him: "What about us? You don't like those negative things, what about our love for you? Doesn't it count?"

Ling Jiale lowered his head and pondered for a long time, and then said to the camera: "Actually, for a long time, I didn't know what kind of feelings I want to show to everyone." He knows that many artists have a good attitude and regard pleasing fans as their job .There are also those who are too much, using fans as cash machines, setting up fan favorites in front of people, and throwing the dolls into the trash can of the crew as soon as the fans leave.He thought he would never be able to do this.

"...Because I don't know when the people who say they like me will suddenly leave, and I don't know what people like about me. As a singer and dancer, even if my voice is not pregnant, my singing skills are average, and I dance together When I was trying to accommodate each other, I didn’t see any real skills. Not to mention as an actor, that is, I got those opportunities because I was pretty good-looking. If I were replaced by someone else, I could only act better... As an artist, I don’t have any works at all. What do you guys like about me? Like me as a person? But what you see is not the real me at all, it's just the image that the company lets you see..."

The comment area exploded, and even the most dedicated fans couldn't help being angry.

But Ling Jiale was more serious and had to finish: "I have always felt that as a star and an idol, I am actually a symbol. If it is not me, it seems that there is no difference if someone else plays this symbol. Everyone It's not me who like it, it's just a beautiful image that you guys made up based on the company's personality."

The number of people online dropped steadily, and even Xiao Li couldn't help but wink at him.

Ling Jiale sighed slightly, "Look, when I started to speak my mind, everyone didn't like me anymore."

The message said: I like it, I have always liked it.Jiajia, you continue to talk, we want to know your real thoughts.

However, Ling Jiale no longer said those frustrating words. He changed the subject and said: "But I met a fan a few days ago, a very good girl. She told me that some words I said after the operation failed encouraged me. She, helped her overcome the first huge setback in her life, and has been affecting her ever since. Every time she encounters difficulties and wants to give up, she will think of me, think that if it were me, she would definitely be able to persevere, and then tell herself Can't give up." Ling Jiale smiled softly, "Actually, I was very depressed after the operation failed. The words I said in front of the camera were just a moment of bravado, and I gave up countless times behind my back. Overeating, and then over-dieting, Mismanagement of weight, the whole person was muddleheaded, that is to say, I was lucky, and then I was really approached by a crew, so I became an actor in a daze."

He said to the camera: "I am not as strong as that girl said. I am the most depressed. The indomitable Ling Jiale is completely imagined by her. But she imagined that and I really encouraged her. I I suddenly realized that maybe this is the meaning of being an idol, I don’t need to care about the truth, it’s enough for the fans to be true.”

Many people cried again in the message area, saying how could he not be real?How could the companionship when you were lonely and the warmth when you were depressed be fake?

One commented: "Jiajia, I'm the same age as you, and I've known you since you were a trainee. At that time, I was isolated in school, and my whole life was bleak. Later, I accidentally saw the same age as me. When you practiced dancing so hard at the age of [-], your heart suddenly became brighter, and then you studied hard, got admitted to a good university, studied your favorite major, and made friends."

"Gajia, I have liked you for ten years, you are my whole youth."

Ten years is the youth of fans, why not Ling Jiale's own youth?

He felt like he was about to cry, and he didn't want to make the scene too sad, so he quickly said: "I also prepared a song for everyone, I wrote the lyrics and composed the music myself, I hope you don't dislike it."

Xiao Li turned the camera, and it turned out that there was a piano next to Ling Jiale's seat.

The high-gloss black grand piano stood majestically beside the dark curtains. Ling Jiale sat down, and Xiao Li turned off all the other lights in the room. The floor lamp standing in front of the curtains showed a unique effect, with warm yellow light But the brightness is sufficient, illuminating Ling Jiale's face and half of the piano body.

The good habit that he learned from Ling Zongfu, he added a slim black suit outside before taking his seat, which was very different from his previous impression, dignified and serious.

Ling Jiale looked at the camera, and said in a steady and soft tone: "The song is called "Mylove", and I give it to everyone."

It was the song he wrote for Shen Ge last winter. He hadn't played the piano for a long time, and he finally mastered it by practicing all day and night.

Maybe he is really born for the stage. He still made mistakes when he played until before makeup. Now it’s the official performance, and he didn’t play a single note wrong. From the first note to the last, the performance is perfect. .

Fans were surprised that he could play the piano, and even more shocked that he opened his mouth to sing in public.They still remembered that after Ling Jia's vocal cord surgery failed, she refused to sing anymore, and because of this, she had a bad time on a famous variety show.

After so many years, they finally heard Ling Jiale's singing again.

In fact, Ling Jiale didn't want to share this private song for others to listen to at first, but he also hoped that in this final farewell ceremony, he could use his true talent to please the fans.

He asked Shen Ge if he minded, and of course Shen Ge didn't mind, he knew Ling Jiale's talent better than anyone else, and hoped that others could see his goodness.So Ling Jiale slightly changed the previous lyrics. Those words that were originally said to Shen Ge seem to be very appropriate to say to fans now.

"I never thought I would feel this way, thank you for appearing in my life..."

No matter how many hurts and betrayals he has experienced, Ling Jiale will always remember the feeling of happiness when he was surrounded by thousands of people for the first time.

He understood where his thinking was wrong. The reason why he had such contradictory feelings towards fans was because he put too unrealistic emotions on them.

He always said that fans have too high demands on their idols, asking for a perfect idol, but why is he not like this?He longs for pure and eternal love, but such things may disappoint relatives, friends and lovers, let alone fans who have never met before.

It was because of his unrealistic idealism that he was so disappointed later.But fortunately, he was still favored by God. He met someone who would never let him down, and he no longer had to seek comfort from other places.

So now he can sing with relief:

"...Thank you for your company. I don't want anything from you, I just hope that you can go through every season happily."

He hopes that all the fans who have liked him will be happy in every four seasons without him in the future.

A song is too short, and Ling Jiale choked up when she sang the last line, and the fans really felt that the parting was approaching.

Everyone was desperately trying to persuade Ling Jiale to keep staring at the screen, frowning fiercely, and pinching her nails between her eyebrows to keep herself from crying.

Someone said: "Ga Jia is not happy in the entertainment industry. He wants to leave the life he wants to live. We should support him." Afterwards, many people responded, "I hope Jia Jia can be happy."

Ling Jiale couldn't hold it anymore, and had to disappear from the camera for a while, and then came back with red eyes, "I will say goodbye to everyone in my favorite way."

His voice was hoarse, "I've never been very good at talking, so I just use the way that best expresses my mood..." He lowered his voice