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"Actually, Shen Ge didn't agree with my method of channeling emotions at first, especially for Jia Le. I can understand this, after all, you two have different acting styles. It's very interesting to say, and it also surprised me, Shen Ge turned out to be an expressionist. Generally, people who have not received professional training perform in their true colors for the first time. For example, Jiale, after enlightenment, they perform subconsciously. This is the genius of the experiential school—I didn’t expect Shen Ge is not in this way, he even figured out the technique by himself, and spontaneously embarked on the road of expressionism, he is also a genius!"

He praised so much, but Ling Jiale still didn't respond.

Shen Ge carefully looked at Ling Jiale's face, and felt that he was not indifferent, but rather absent-minded, he didn't pay much attention to Wang Xu who kept talking, and he didn't pay much attention to himself sitting opposite, he was full of his own thoughts.

"You two's acting methods can be said to be completely opposite paths. Jia Le is from the inside out, and Shen Ge is from the outside to the inside. Therefore, it is normal for Shen Ge to not understand my guidance to Jia Le at first. .” Wang Xu also seemed to be aware that he was suspected of singing a one-man show, and turned to look at Shen Ge, as if asking for his opinion:

"I remember that Shen Ge seemed to be... After the cruise scene, he realized that I guided the two of you differently, didn't he? He even got into a fight with me because of this, because he thought I was controlling Jia Le's emotions , and shouted at me: 'Don't try to stuff Jiang Lu into Ling Jiale's body!' It's really interesting, I still remember it."

Wang Xu learned it again, "Don't even think about stuffing Jiang Lu into Ling Jiale's body!" He said with a smile in Shen Ge's tone at the time, which sounded very weird, "Actually, he was considered a Half an experience school, sometimes the expression school will enter the realm of the experience school, and he was affected by Zhang Song's violent temper at that time."

Ling Jiale finally moved, and looked at Shen Ge in surprise.

He had been avoiding Shen Ge's gaze for a long while, and at this moment the two finally met their eyes, but it only lasted for a second before they parted. Ling Jiale looked at Wang Xu, waiting for him to continue.

Shen Ge thought about his look just now, even though he was surprised, it was still quiet and silent, unlike Ling Jiale who left messages and took photos for him these days, it seemed that Jiang Lu was still in his body and hadn't left.

Compared with Wang Xu's inexplicable words, Ling Jiale's performance made Shen Ge more uneasy.It is the panic of finding that everything in front of you is not in line with expectations, and the fear that both this moment and the future seem to be out of understanding and control.

He suddenly remembered all the bad things Wang Xu had done before, and felt that he might have made a huge mistake.

"I was also very angry at the time, and I replied to him: 'If you don't turn you into Zhang Song, and don't turn Jia Le into Jiang Lu, how can you shoot?' Shen Ge stood outside the character and fumbled for the design. He acted too clearly. I don’t understand you, you just have to become one with the character.” Wang Xu had already caught Ling Jiale’s attention, kept looking at him and said, “At that time, you were acting in love, or you were acting with great passion. Love is the hardest thing to act. Fortunately, all love has a trigger point. The trigger point between Jiang Lu and Zhang Song is dependence. I will let you rely on Shen Ge—in fact, you also have dependence on Shen Ge who plays Zhang Song. Shen Ge, like Zhang Song, enjoys this kind of attached character, which is also helpful for his performance..."

Ling Jiale took a solid look at Shen Ge, her eyes were full of astonishment.

Shen Ge was also a little panicked, Wang Xu's opening and closing mouth seemed to him like a miasma-breathing swamp, this swamp is best at devouring people's hearts, and Ling Jiale is the easiest to be shaken by others of……

He tried to interrupt Wang Xu, trying to justify himself, he obviously didn't lie, but he had a kind of panic of being exposed on the spot: "The cruise ship scene was originally because of you—"

Wang Xu didn't look at him at all, just stared at Ling Jiale, speaking faster and faster, making it impossible for Shen Ge to interrupt: "The things we talked about before, deliberately isolated you in the crew, making you dependent on Shen Ge , This is where I always feel sorry for you. But I had to do this at the time, not only to let you fit into Jiang Lu’s initial state, but also to let you be like Jiang Lu, and finally develop this dependence into love."

"The first rule of the experiential school is to be convinced. You have to immerse yourself in the character's situation. You are the purest experiential school I have ever seen. I like it, but it also makes me worry. You have to take care of it carefully, I really thought hard at the time, how can I create a real and believable situation for you, make you convincing, and immerse yourself in it?... I finally figured it out—"

He suddenly gave Shen Ge a sharp look, as if to sentence him to death: "Shen Ge, this is the situation I found for you leading to Jianglu."

Shen Ge stood up abruptly, strode around the end of the bed, and dragged Ling Jiale's arm to the door.

Wang Xu's words were like a magic voice that couldn't be shaken off, and they were still relentlessly sticking to their ears during the tug-of-war between the two: "Fortunately, Shen Ge is sensible, even though he lost his temper once, he is still willing to cooperate. Play Zhang Song well..."

The door of the ward has a buffer for opening and closing. After the person went out, the door was still slowly closing, revealing the figure pulling outside.

Ling Jiale shook off Shen Ge's hand in a panic, quickly took out the mask from his pocket and put it on.

This is a hospital, and the doctors and nurses I saw in the lobby just now wore light blue masks; while Ling Jiale's masks were pure black, which looked weird and inhumane.

Ling Jiale looked around in a panic, avoiding his outstretched hand, and shouted in a low voice: "There are surveillance cameras here!"

Like a fierce dejavu scene, Shen Ge was in a trance, and unexpectedly came up with an absurd idea: Did he stay at this moment after the audition, and the four-month-old filming was just his dream?

He held Ling Jiale's arm again, and pulled him towards the stairwell with more force than before.

"No, I'll go by myself! Don't let anyone see you!" Ling Jiale pushed his hand hard.

Shen Ge looked back at him, but let go.

Ling Jiale obediently followed him into the stairwell, the first thing she did was to look up at the roof to make sure there were no cameras here.

"Don't believe Wang Xu's nonsense! The two of us are real, how is it possible, how is it possible—" Shen Ge reached out and hugged him into his arms, eagerly looking for a suitable explanation.

What did Wang Xu say?It seems that the relationship between him and Ling Jiale was created by him, it was just for acting, and it was deceitful, and he became his accomplice!

Ling Jiale was stiff in his arms, silent.

Shen Ge looked at his face anxiously, only seeing the downcast eyes and the black mask that occupied most of his face.

He reached out to take off Ling Jiale's mask, Ling Jiale immediately blocked him and covered it with his hands.

Shen Ge slowly let go of his hand, took half a step back, and lowered his head slightly in order to see Ling Jiale's eyes clearly: "Don't listen to his nonsense, I didn't deliberately pretend to be Zhang Song outside the scene..." His voice Some trembling.

He didn't know what he did wrong, but he unconsciously spoke in a tone of begging for forgiveness: "I didn't partner with him to trick you into the film, and I didn't deliberately hide it from you...Wang Xu also said that you can't be allowed out during filming." play--"

He stopped abruptly. Isn't that an admission that Wang Xu was right?How can you say that!

Shen Ge lost his balance, not because of how difficult Wang Xu was to defeat this time, but because of Ling Jiale's reaction at this time.

What was Ling Jiale like when he spoke in the past?He would keep looking at him, staring at him with those beautiful eyes, trying to understand every word he said, without a doubt.

But now...

Ling Jiale kept her head down, without making eye contact, like a stone.

Shen Ge is pleading with a wall.

"Lele, can you watch me talk?" He begged, holding Ling Jiale's cheeks in both hands to make him look up.

What kind of look is that?Deep and quiet, because all thoughts and emotions are hidden, as if there is no emotion.

Shen Ge had only seen such eyes on Jiang Lu's face.

"You... Are you really angry with me? Do you think I didn't tell you? Do you think I lied to you? Or do you think I put too much emphasis on filming and didn't consider your feelings? I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Yes I didn't think it through, I know I was wrong! Don't be angry, okay?"

Ling Jiale violently pushed him away, turning her head away.

"Don't be so Lele...can you talk to me?" Shen Ge begged sadly, he reached out his hand to try to hug Ling Jiale back into his arms, but was pushed away again.

Ling Jiale stepped back two steps, and actually sat directly on the steps.He has always been clean and has a beautiful sitting posture, but now he is sitting in a place full of dust, and his back is bent.

Shen Ge squatted in front of him, and was sure that he must have done something wrong to make him so sad. He wanted to hold his hand, "Lele..."

Ling Jiale took her hand out of his hand, looked up at him, and asked, "Shen Ge, is it because of Jiang Lu that you like me?"

Shen Ge hesitated, "No!"

Ling Jiale covered her face with her hands, looking very tired: "Shen Ge, we, we—"

Shen Ge slammed his arms around him tightly, making him unable to break free even if he wanted to. With the other hand, he pulled off his mask and kissed him on the lips.

Ling Jiale kept struggling, shaking his head desperately, Shen Ge's palm was on the back of his head to prevent him from moving, and his whole body was pressed against it.

Ling Jiale was crushed by him and lay down on the stairs, his back was hurting from the step after step, Shen Ge's lips finally stuck to him firmly, and immediately pried his lips away with his tongue, and poked in. .

The tip of his tongue chased Ling Jiale's, Ling Jiale was dodging at first, then stopped moving, and then there was a tendency to cater to him, sticking tightly to his tongue tip.

Shen Ge thought it was a sign of reconciliation, so the kiss was gentle, his tongue withdrew from his mouth, and he gently rubbed his lips against his lips, "Lele, I like you, and I also like your Jiang Lu, don't get me wrong... I really shouldn't have listened to Wang Xu! I should tell you... I know people like Wang Xu too well. If I'm not doing well, I don't want others to be good, and deliberately provoke us... ...It was my mistake, I took filming too seriously, you should be angry. But no matter how angry you are in the future, you can’t say those two words, okay? You can never say those two words, I really—”

"Shen Ge, let's break up." Ling Jiale said it, not smoothly, but finally said it.

Shen Ge let go of his hands with a cold body, and stood up from him, "I don't agree."

Ling Jiale sat up straight and looked up at him, her brows were tightly frowned, and her eyes seemed to be in a bad mood, maybe because she thought Shen Ge was difficult, "...This is not a matter of agreeing or disagreeing!" He slightly increased the volume, and his voice sounded hoarse and astringent, which made people's ears uncomfortable.

Shen Ge seemed to calm down suddenly, with a steady and unquestionable tone, "Dating a relationship is a matter between two people. It takes two people to agree to be together, and two people to agree to break up, so what you just said doesn't count. You just said Affected by Wang Xu's words, I still can't think well, we will talk after you calm down."

"The director is sick and hospitalized. We have already seen him. It is the best of humanity. We should go back." He stretched out his hand to Ling Jiale, wanting to pull him up.

Ling Jiale's gaze was fixed on the back of his hand.

The back of Shen Ge's hand was bleeding, it was not serious, a large piece of skin was scratched, it just looked scary.

Shen Ge brought his hand in front of his eyes, clenched his fist, and watched the wound writhe indistinctly with his movements.It's like deja vu again, but when we met for the first time, it was Ling Jiale who hurt his hand, this time it's my turn.

It shouldn't be like this.It was supposed to be that he rushed over excitedly to visit Wang Xu, but in fact it was to meet Ling Jiale. It was enough for them to sit with Wang Xu for a while, and then the two of them went home together. go home.Ling Jiale has been back to the city for several days, and he must have met his parents, so he took Ling Jiale to meet his grandparents, and asked them to make his favorite siu mai again, so that he could really show off his skills and stir fry. Give him two hard dishes—he loves meat, but meat dishes are the best. After a little fiddle with them, they look very similar. He will definitely look at himself with that kind of adoration when he sees them, his eyes are shining Yes, said: "Shen Ge, why are you so good!" After eating, they washed the dishes together, and then went back to their room together, they hugged each other and lay on the bed, they didn't have to do anything, just chat, about "Sweat Through Clothes" at the end What was filmed in the past few days, talking about what was filmed in "Colorless Sky", he told him how easy Yue Jiaming was in acting, and then comforted him about the fake video, telling him that it was nothing, don't care about fake things... …

Or don’t say anything, they haven’t seen each other for so long, they think so much in their minds, and their bodies too, maybe they won’t feel tired when they hug each other, they want to kiss, they want to have sex, they can do whatever they want, anyway, it shouldn’t be like this.

"I'm tired, I want to go." Ling Jiale stood up suddenly, as if she didn't want to stay for a long time, and added: "I'll go by myself."

Shen Ge yelled at him: "Aren't I tired? I've been filming night scenes for fifteen consecutive days, and I haven't had a full night's sleep since the day I auditioned in Shenzhen. I was also worried about you when I was filming, afraid that you would be tossed by Wang Xu in the crew. , as soon as the blueprint is finished, I will fly here as soon as possible. On the plane, my mind is full of you, and I can’t sleep even if I close my eyes. I heard you tell me this as soon as I came here. Am I not tired? Just listen to other people’s words casually Just tell me this, you just, you just—how can you bear it!..."

He felt that he was finished, completely finished, and he actually talked to Ling Jiale like this.

Ling Jiale froze when she pulled the mask, and stared at Shen Ge in a daze.

Shen Ge cried, Shen Ge actually cried.

Shen Ge also looked at him, and found that Ling Jiale was not crying, and his eyes were not even red.He used to love to cry so much, when he was playing Jiang Lu, he cried when he said he was crying, but now that he said goodbye to himself, the circles of his eyes were not even a little red.

Ling Jiale lowered her head and pulled up her mask, trying to walk past Shen Ge.

Shen Ge hugged him, "Lele, I was wrong, I shouldn't talk to you in that tone...don't say breakup, don't say breakup please!...just because of what Wang Xugang said?" I can't believe that Ling Jiale will completely deny their relationship because of Wang Xu's few words, "I will prove it to you, we can love each other without Zhang Song and Jiang Lu, and we can be together after filming, right?"

"Or are you angry at me for going to the new film crew by myself and leaving you in the technical school? Xiao Li said that you had a fight with Wang Xu, did you have a hard time filming? Are you blaming me? I regret it too! I don't I should go first, I should stay, I now feel that I was fooled by Wang Xu at that time, I think he sent me away on purpose! It's all my fault!...Or...are you angry that I'm not here? Speak for you online?"

Ling Jiale suddenly looked up at him.

Shen Ge froze, with great pain showing on his face.

"Is it because of this? I'm sorry...it's because I didn't speak for you..." He lowered his head, defeating himself.He looks down on himself, an incompetent coward.Even Su Xin dared to speak for Ling Jiale, but he was even worse than a mouse caught in a trap, and he didn't even dare to squeak.

But Shen Ge's face was full of vitality again, and he looked at him firmly with red eyes: "Lele, can you give me another chance? "Colorless Sky" will be released during the Spring Festival, and I will be well-known by then. People will listen to what you say, and then I will definitely send Weibo to tell you about this matter, and I will scold those people for you! And I will keep working hard, and I will get better and better..."

Ling Jiale couldn't calm down any longer, and yelled at Chen Ge, his voice torn like paper torn by the wind: "Why are you getting better and better? If we are photographed now, everything will be over!"

Shen Ge let go of him as if he had been scalded.Yeah, can't be photographed anymore!If he can't protect him, will he hurt him again?

Ling Jiale threw something into Shen Ge's arms, turned around and left.Shen Ge didn't see what it was, and didn't catch it, it fell to the ground with a soft sound.

Ling Jiale didn't look back, he pushed open the door of the stairwell, and before stepping out, he said to Shen Ge in his broken voice: "It's not because of what you said...that is, after the filming and the play, I feel I actually-"

Shen Ge rushed over to hug him by the waist, carried him away from the door, and the crack that was pushed closed closed again.

"Don't go, okay? Don't break up, please!" Shen Ge hugged Ling Jiale's waist tightly and begged. He had a premonition that if Ling Jiale were to leave now, he might never see her again for the rest of his life. It's his time.

He will definitely regret his ugliness at this time in the future, and he will definitely cast aside the loss of dignity at this time, but what does he care about now?Who would have expected that a young man's first hurt in love would be so painful.

"Shen Ge! You let go! Do you have to force me to say it? I think the director is right! I think we are together because of the filming. Now that the filming is over, we will break up sooner or later. It is better to break up as soon as possible to save the night and dreams." ! It’s too risky to fall in love with people in the circle, I don’t want to take risks, not even for one more day! Is it so difficult to understand?”

"Impossible... Impossible..." Shen Ge muttered to himself, but gradually he couldn't hold him in his hands.Two more tears rolled down his eyes, the tears that fell from his deep and resolute eyes were extremely unharmonious.

"There's no risk. We... we don't meet, why don't we? I usually just make videos and leave messages. If I really feel uncomfortable, I go abroad. There are no paparazzi abroad. I will be able to act more in the future, and I will not be short of money. , and can fly often...Give me a chance, Lele, let me prove to you that without Jiang Lu and Zhang Song, I am worthy of your liking..."

Ling Jiale really had a dream with him for a while, but he soon woke up, pushed Shen Ge's hand away, ran two steps away, and turned his back to him, "It's actually not that difficult, Shen Ge, you just get used to it." Yes, I am the same, I will be reluctant, but we have to learn to let go."

In fact, Wang Xu still misunderstood him, Ling Jiale can also use expressionism to perfection.As long as he rehearses enough in private, he can also imitate, imitate Chen Yan's ruthlessness, and imitate Feng Si's kindness and allurement.

It's just that he didn't dare to let Shen Ge see his face, and he didn't dare to look at Shen Ge's face. He faced the door, put his hands on the doorknob, and lowered his head: "Listen to the director, the director is right. It’s easy to fall in love with someone, but it’s actually an illusion, unreliable, and it’s over soon. It’s not worth ruining your future for this. You treat it like a movie, now it’s over, you have to move on Look, you will have the next play, the next play, you will meet many people who can act with you in the future, and they will all be better than me."

The door to the stairwell closed with an echo.

A man as tall as Shen Ge squatted on the ground as if he lost his strength, covered his face with his hands, and cried loudly.