"If he can remain indifferent from the beginning, maybe the two of them won't be like this, at most they will be strangers." Rong Xuyao ​​sighed: "But he can't do it by himself, so it's hard for both of us."

Rong Xuyao ​​smiled helplessly: "Just like you care about Ah Zhao and Doctor Yan, the governor is a very important family member to me. I hope you don't hold grudges and don't... cut off their relationship."

Sun Baicao smiled relievedly: "I'm not old man Lu, you can settle your own affairs, and I don't care about it."

Rong Xuyao ​​smiled gratefully: "It's getting late, this junior is leaving."

After Qi Zhao sent Rong Xuyao ​​away, he walked over, looked at Yan Yan on the bed with a tired face, and said anxiously: "Master..."

Sun Baicao hissed, and stood up: "Let's go, let him rest, what's the matter, we'll talk about it tomorrow, Master is here."

The autumn wind was slightly cool, Pei Jiming sat alone in front of the window, feeling empty in his heart, without any sense of relief.

The corners of the purple clothes fluttered, and Pei Jiming knew who it was without turning around. He asked in a deep voice, "He went back?"

Rong Xuyao ​​leaned against the window with folded arms, and nodded: "I've arrived at the inn, but I fell down a lot."

Pei Jiming paused and hummed briefly.

"By the way, what happened to you?" Rong Xuyao ​​asked in confusion, "I've never seen Doctor Yan so embarrassed."

that?What kind?Did Yan Yan fall hard?Pei Jiming suppressed the worry in his heart, his brows twitched, and he said slowly: "Ayao, don't get involved with me in the future."

Rong Xuyao ​​rubbed his nose, pretending to be relaxed and said: "I think you guys are quite enjoying it."

"Liuhe Division has a bad reputation, and rumors spread that it will not be good for Yan Yan." Pei Jiming said.

Rong Xuyao ​​asked cautiously: "Then you guys are... finished?"

Pei Jiming stared at the dagger that was shining coldly on the table, and said without any ups and downs in his tone: "It never started, how can we talk about ending?"

"Did the Peak Lord say something to you?" Rong Xuyao ​​speculated.

Pei Jiming didn't answer, Rong Xuyao ​​shrugged his shoulders, and said with a sneer: "My master said that the peak master is always good at playing tricks, and he is the best at disturbing people's hearts. You never cared about it before, why do you care about it now?"

Pei Jiming didn't say a word, Rong Xuyao ​​took a deep breath and said hesitantly, "Captain, aren't you feeling inferior?"

Pei Jiming's palms spread out on the table suddenly closed, Rong Xuyao ​​sighed and said, "You are afraid that Doctor Yan will think you are cold-blooded and brutal, right?"

"In this case, why don't you ask him in person? Ask him what he thinks." Rong Xuyao ​​said a little excitedly: "Maybe he doesn't care? You didn't put anyone in your eyes before, so you just said nothing. , now? You obviously like him very much, you care about him very much, and you have a lot to say to him, why are you holding back?"

"You just hid in the shadow of the past, you didn't dare to come out, and under the guise of being kind to him, you used your self-righteous thorns to stab yourself and him with bruises all over your body!"

"Ayao!" Pei Jiming suddenly said, "Stop talking!"

Rong Xuyao ​​didn't shut up: "If one day, he really fell in love with someone else, had a bridal chamber with someone else, full of children and grandchildren, would you be willing?!"

Are you willing?From the moment he fell in love with Yan Yan, he never expected that Yan Yan would accept him. At that time, he felt very happy to be by Yan Yan's side. It would be great if he could stay by Yan Yan's side forever.

Later, when his memory recovered, he didn't dare to see Yan Yan again until the reunion...Yan Yan actually liked him too, but he...couldn't respond to him anymore...

If Yan Yan and other people's bridal chambers are full of children and grandchildren... Just thinking about it, Pei Jiming feels a pain in his throat, as if a piece is missing in his heart, and he can't breathe.

He felt that Yan Yan belonged to the rivers and lakes, and should be unrestrained in the world, like a wild crane in the clouds, free for a lifetime, he couldn't be with him, so he could only choose to let go, but now...he let go, but it seemed to hurt Yan Yan, and in his heart...he seemed to be missing piece…

With a thud, a drop of tears fell on the table, and then, the second, and the third... Continuously, Pei Jiming felt guilty, sad and helpless...

"Captain..." Rong Xuyao ​​looked at Pei Jiming in disbelief.

Pei Jiming let the tears fall, he crossed his hands and clenched his fists helplessly, lowered his eyes and looked at the table, as if asking himself or others, he murmured: "Then what should I do? What should I do..."

Pei Jiming has never been regarded as a normal person in the first 18 years, and he digests things in his heart. This is a habit and it is difficult to change. He has to figure out some things by himself, and he must take detours. With such an accusation, Rong Xuyao ​​blamed himself endlessly.

"Captain, I am speaking too seriously, am I..."

"Ayao... I don't want to hear it anymore." Pei Jiming said with his back to Rong Xuyao.

Rong Xuyao ​​had no choice but to leave. Before leaving, Rong Xuyao ​​said again: "Captain, do you still remember what you said in Jingkou before you recovered your memory?"

"You were so naive back then, you thought that nothing was as important as a genius doctor..." Rong Xuyao ​​asked seriously, "What about now?"

After finishing speaking, Rong Xuyao ​​left, and Pei Jiming closed his eyes, keeping the tears in them.

The next day, Yan Yan didn't wake up until noon. When he went downstairs, Sun Baicao and Qi Zhao were having lunch. Yan Yan asked for a pair of bowls and chopsticks, and sat down.

Sun Baicao and Qi Zhao looked at each other, they looked at Yan Yan, and found that there was no abnormal color on Yan Yan's face.

Qi Zhao picked up a chicken leg for Yan Yan, and he said, "Brother, eat more!"

"Yo!" Yan Yan joked, "So sensible?"

Sun Baicao sighed, wiped his face, and said earnestly: "Yanyan, we are all here, all of us!"

"Otherwise?" Yan Yan rolled his eyes: "Can you still drive the crane west?"

Qi Zhao and Sun Baicao looked at each other, and they both breathed a sigh of relief, it's okay, this is still embarrassing.

Sun Baicao asked: "You...what was that last night?"

"You can't love it." Yan Yan put down his chopsticks humming, "It's just sad and lost."

"Oh—" Sun Baicao also put down his chopsticks, glanced at Qi Zhao, and said dawdly, "Actually, apart from anything else, Master also thinks...the gap between you is a bit big?"

Yan Yan raised his eyes, his face began to look ugly.

Sun Baicao rubbed his hands together, and continued: "You said... when did you ever suffer this kind of grievance? Master feels sorry for you. Just because of your figure... ah no, it's your demeanor... ah, that's not right... what are you talking about?" ?”

Qi Zhao quickly reminded: "Personal! Pleasant!"

"Ah yes! You are handsome!" Sun Baicao continued: "With your handsome appearance, do you like any man or woman, right? There is no grass anywhere in the world..."

Sun Baicao saw that Yan Yan's expression became more and more ugly, and his voice gradually became quieter, and finally changed his words quickly: "But Master thinks, you still have to be single-minded!"

Qi Zhao agreed repeatedly: "Yes! Single-minded! Single-minded is good!"

Yan Yan lifted his chin, looked out of the window, and said absent-mindedly: "What's so good, isn't it still love!"

Sun Baicao: "..."

"Senior brother, what are you going to do next?" Qi Zhao eagerly asked, "How about I go find Tangyuer with Master and ask for clarification?"

"People have made it very clear." Yan Yan said sullenly: "Why do you still go?"

"It's unreasonable!" Sun Baicao threw the chopsticks on the table angrily, "I think my Yanyan is so beautiful, and someone doesn't want it?"

"Oh~ Master!" Qi Zhao said dissatisfiedly as he wiped his sleeves, "You dumped me all over with vegetable juice!"

Yan Yan sneered: "You should have changed your clothes a long time ago."

While wiping his sleeves, Qi Zhao said, "Brother, you laughed, I thought you would be devastated."

Yan Yan smiled slightly, bowed his head to pick up the food: "This is not a parting of life and death, what can I do if I don't want to open some food."

While the three were talking and laughing, a group of people walked in from the door of the inn. Yan Yan looked over casually, but saw an acquaintance, it was the father-in-law Wang Keli who was beside Emperor Jin'an.

Wang Keli also happened to see Yan Yan, and greeted him with a smile: "Doctor Yan."

Yan Yan stood up quickly: "Eunuch Wang."

Wang Keli signaled to the servants behind him, and the servants came over carrying a box, Yan Yan looked at the wooden box in puzzlement: "My lord, this is..."

Wang Keli smiled and said: "Doctor Yan, Your Majesty heard that you were injured last night, and specially ordered our family to bring you the best bruise medicine in the palace, as well as some other rewards. Come and have a look." .”

"Fall?" Yan Yan wondered, he didn't fall, did he?

Wang Keli nodded: "Yes! Your Majesty is worried about you. How are you?"

Yan Yan smiled gently and politely: "It's just a small bump, it's just a matter of worrying His Majesty, please trouble your father-in-law to tell His Majesty on your behalf, the grass-roots are very grateful."

"Our family must tell the truth." Wang Keli smiled and said: "Yo! Are you still eating? Then our family will disturb you."

Yan Yan said with a smile: "I'm so involved with my father-in-law's business, I won't keep you here, please go slowly."

After Wang Keli left, Yan Yan looked at the box suspiciously, and Sun Baicao and Qi Zhao also surrounded him.

Sun Baicao unceremoniously opened the box, his eyes lit up and said, "Oh! They are all good things!"

Yan Yan raised his chin and pondered, "What does your majesty mean? I obviously didn't get hurt, so is he trying to imply something to me?"

Qi Zhao also squatted down and pulled the box, and said casually: "Senior brother, don't even think about it, maybe His Majesty wants to give you things in a roundabout way!"

"Really?" Yan Yan asked in doubt.

"Of course not!" Rong Xuyao ​​stepped in from the door.

Qi Zhao rushed over immediately: "Rong'er!"

Rong Xuyao ​​followed him, took his hand, smiled at him, and pulled him over: "I told the governor last night that you were injured from a fall, and you received the imperial medicine today, you said Why?"

Yan Yan lowered his eyelids, his eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he had nothing to say.

Rong Xu looked up and looked upstairs, Qi Zhao wondered, "Rong'er, what are you doing?"

Rong Xuyao ​​rubbed his chin, and said to Yan Yan: "Doctor Yan, if you look upstairs, you may see the person you want to see."

Yan Yan immediately turned around and went upstairs, Qi Zhao was speechless: "It's so fast."

Rong Xuyao ​​smiled and said, "Will Ah Zhao run so fast when he wants to see me?"

"Of course!" Qi Zhao patted his chest and said, "I'm sure I can run faster than Senior Brother!"

"Really?" Rong Xu looked at him with a doting smile.

Qi Zhao said confidently: "Do you think I ran fast when I came to hug you just now?"

Rong Xuyao ​​nodded with a smile: "Extremely fast!"

"Hee hee!" Qi Zhao took Rong Xuyao's hand and said affectionately, "Rong'er, why do you want to help senior brother?"

Because he is also helping the governor, Rong Xuyao ​​thought, but he said: "Because I want Ah Zhao to be happy. If the genius doctor is happy, Ah Zhao must be happy too, right?"

"I'm the happiest when you're happy!" Qi Zhao hugged Rong Xuyao ​​sweetly.

Sun Baicao, who was squatting on the ground picking up boxes: "..."

Why is it that he is a flirt, and the apprentices he teaches are better than each other?

Yan Yan ran to the upstairs window, just in time to see Wang Keli standing under the tree talking to someone, Yan Yan tilted his head, saw the blue skirt under the tree, his expression couldn't help but change.

Wang Keli exchanged pleasantries with Pei Jiming for a while, and then left, leaving only Pei Jiming under the tree.

Yan Yan felt helpless, didn't this silly boy stop talking?

Pei Jiming suddenly looked at the window on the second floor, Yan Yan panicked, and quickly dodged to the side, his heart beating violently.

After hiding for a while, Yan Yan couldn't help but want to look at it. Just as a mistress passed by, Yan Yan hooked his hand at him, motioning him to close the window, and the mistress did so and left.

Yan Yan stood in front of the window again. The window was pasted with window paper. Those who were inside could see what was outside, but those who were outside could not see what was inside. Yan Yan looked out through the window.

The two looked at each other through a window. Pei Jiming stood for a long time, and Yan Yan felt his feet were sore, but Pei Jiming watched too intently, as if... really could see Apparently, Ke Yan also knew that if Pei Jiming really saw him, he would definitely turn around and leave immediately.

What a window to look at!Yan Yan is not happy, he wants to come in and have a look!

Pei Jiming turned around slowly, moved his steps, and saw that he walked skillfully to a side vendor and bought a bunch of candied haws.

Still love this?Not feeling sour, Yan Yan's gaze fell on Pei Jiming's back gently.

No matter when, his back is always like this, lonely and tough.

Yan Yan suddenly realized that almost everyone thought they should be together, and he thought so too. He felt that Tangtao liked him, and he liked Tangtao, so they should be together. Taro certain pressure.

Yan Yan reflected on himself, it seems that he is no different from Lu Ming, isn't he just trying to force sweet taro?

It took Pei Jiming a year to fall in love with someone. His previous experience didn't tell him how to like someone. He needs time. He needs time to see his heart clearly and know his future.

That being the case, why can't I wait for him?Yan Yan thought so, that's all, he fell on this person, but this person...

Yan Yan looked at Pei Jiming's getting smaller and smaller back, and thought to himself, it's worth it, this person deserves to be like him, it has nothing to do with anything else, but he likes it.

Yan Yan didn't understand Xing Youmian's feelings for Yu Shihua before, but now he feels the same way because he likes it.

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