Lu Ming was stunned, Pei Jiming turned around slowly, and walked out of the house in a daze.

Lu Ming looked at his back, it was very similar to that of Pei Yong back then, just as lonely and helpless, the difference was that one of them chose this loneliness actively, and the other... had no choice.

Pei Jiming walked out of the Zhegu residence, and saw Yan Yan just as he went out, his eyes lit up, and then dimmed again.

Yan Yan's face turned pale, and when he saw Pei Jiming, he smiled brightly: "Are you out?"

"Yeah." Pei Jiming stared at Yan Yan blankly.

Yan Yan teased and said, "I thought you guys were going to fight."

Pei Jiming looked deeply at Yan Yan: "Are you okay?"

Yan Yan staggered back, covered his chest, pretended to be in pain and said, "It still hurts, do you want to help me?"

Pei Ji knew that Yan Yan was joking, but he still approached and supported Yan Yan: "Didn't you go back?"

"Aren't I afraid that you guys will fight?" Yan Yan said casually.

Pei Jiming raised the corners of his lips and laughed, "He can't beat me."

Yan Yan jokingly said, "I'm afraid you will beat him to death."

Pei Jiming's smile deepened: "How is it possible? I also know the severity."

Yan Yan smiled and asked, "How did you know that I was taken away by Lu Ming?"

Pei Jiming struggled for a while, but still told the truth: "After the banquet, I went to look for you. Ah Yao said you went to look for me. I ran around but didn't see you, so I probably guessed it."

"Pei Jiming." Yan Yan called out.

"Huh?" Pei Jiming looked at Yan Yan in confusion.

"It's nothing." Yan Yan smiled and said, "I'm just asking to see."

"The night is bright and bright, did it come from here?" Yan Yan asked.

Pei Jiming nodded again and again: "Well, this is it, I seem to have heard me... I heard my mother say it."

It was the first time hearing Pei Jiming talk about his mother, Yan Yan smiled: "Then do you know my words?"

"Youqing." Pei Jiming read.

Yan Yan opened his upper and lower eyelids as soon as he closed his eyes: "I am young and clean, and I am not ignorant of my integrity. My words come from here."

Pei Jiming didn't know what Yan Yan wanted to express, and looked at him in surprise.

Yan Yan smiled lightly: "I just want to say that your name comes from "Chu Ci", and my characters also come from "Chu Ci", isn't it very predestined?"

Is there a relationship?

Under the moonlight, Yan Yan's smile was very touching. Pei Jiming was stunned for a moment, then suddenly stopped. He slammed his back against the wall.

"Yan Yan, do you remember me?"

Before Yan Yan could react, he heard Pei Jiming ask, he couldn't help but startled, and then wondered: "I remember, what's wrong?"

"You don't remember." Pei Jiming leaned closer, with emotions that Yan Yan couldn't understand welling up in his eyes.

Pei Jiming took off the mountain ghost mask hanging around his waist, he hesitated for a moment, and put it on his face resolutely: "How about this? Do you remember?"

Yan Yan looked at the mask on Pei Jiming's face, it was wiped clean, but for some reason, he could still smell blood, Yan Yan leaned back uncomfortably, frowned and said, "What do you want to say?" ?”

"Six years ago, you went to Misty Peak, we met." Pei Jiming said.

Yan Yan didn't take it seriously and said: "Really? There were many people on the mountain at that time, but I was in a hurry and didn't look carefully. Have you seen me?"

"It's not on the mountain." Pei Jiming looked at Yan Yan through the eyes of the mask: "After you destroyed the medicinal herbs in the back mountain, I was ordered to kill you."

Yan Yan was startled, and said in disbelief, "What?"

"Do you still remember the group of refugees at the foot of the mountain? Those refugees are the family members of criminal officials in the court. They were captured by us after they escaped. They fend for themselves and no one cares about them except you." Pei Jiming said lightly: "I Ambush inside."

Yan Yan remembered that when he came down from Misty Peak, he smuggled a lot of precious medicinal materials, most of which were given to the refugees, Yan Yan thought: "They later..."

"I'll kill them." Pei Jiming clenched his hands involuntarily, his knuckles turning white: "After you leave, I'll kill them."

Yan Yan's expression was complicated: "...Why didn't you kill me?"

Why... why?

Pei Jiming fell into memory...

Pei Jiming was the one who destroyed Luming's Yuehua Grass and was forced to send down the mountain by Luming. When he went down the mountain, he saw Yan Yan.

At that time, Yan Yan was beaten so badly by Lu Ming that his nose was bruised and his face was swollen. He could hardly see his original appearance. He was kneeling on the ground helping an old man clean up a wound that had already drained of pus. something happened.

Lu Ming had told him that if there were any remaining medicinal herbs, Pei Jiming would bring them back. Pei Jiming didn't want to do what he wanted. He saw that Yan Yan had used up all of Lu Ming's precious medicinal herbs, so he planned to wait for Yan Yan I didn't do it until I was done using it, so I found a place to sit down casually.

He is a killer, so he naturally knows how to pretend not to be noticed. He hid in the corner and stared at Yan Yan boredly. He saw that the man was obviously in a bad mood, but he still patiently asked about the illnesses of those people. He couldn't help but think of it. The group of people who are healing are trembling every time.

While thinking, Yan Yan walked to Pei Jiming's side, Pei Jiming looked at him through the mask, Yan Yan asked casually: "Where is the injury?"

Pei Jiming remained silent, Yan Yan clicked his tongue: "Are you dumb?"

Pei Jiming remained silent, Yan Yan squatted down, saw a long scar on his wrist, stretched out his hand to gently hold Pei Jiming's hand, Pei Jiming withdrew his hand suddenly, but was caught Yan Yan was grasped: "Don't move!"

Pei Jiming inexplicably stopped moving, Yan Yan supported his hand with one hand, carefully applied the medicine to him with the other hand, and instructed: "Do not get wet on the wound, do you understand?"

Pei Jiming looked at him coldly, Yan Yan didn't get angry, and knocked on Pei Jiming's forehead with his hand: "Did you hear the squeak, I'm annoying you little bastards the most!"

Pei Jiming was stunned, Yan Yan frowned and looked at his wound: "Are you wounded by a knife? You don't hide when the knife cuts you down, but you still use your hands to block it? There is a hole in your brain!"

Pei Jiming ignored Yan Yan, he stared at Yan Yan's eyes, those eyes were very beautiful, although Yan Yan had a bruise on his face, it didn't affect the astonishment of these eyes at all.

As soon as Pei Ming's hand was empty, Yan Yan withdrew his hand: "Okay, don't get wet, understand? You won't be deaf and dumb, right? Forget it..." Yan Yan gestured unwillingly: "No, Get wet! Water, understand?"

Pei Jiming nodded, Yan Yan went to the next wound, he looked at his hand, the wound was cool and comfortable, Pei Jiming looked at Yan Yan for a while, and then left.

After returning, Lu Ming asked him about his situation. He didn't bother to pay attention to Lu Ming, and went to the back mountain on his own. Later, Lu Ming asked him to take the twelve shadow guards and slaughter all the refugees.

Pei Jiming's heart was full of ups and downs, why didn't he kill Yan Yan then?He doesn't know...

"I said," Yan Yan couldn't wait for him to speak for a long time, so he had to speak by himself: "Whether it's good or bad, how much morality have you lost by killing so many people?"

You killed so many people... Pei Jiming thought over Yan Yan's words dully, as if he really killed a lot of people.

Yan Yan pursed his lips, hesitated for a while, and said with a smile as if he was relieved: "I have saved many people, and I have accumulated a lot of virtue, I can share some with you."

Pei Jiming looked at Yan Yan blankly.

Yan Yan hooked his lips and smiled: "So I think we are quite suitable, what do you think?"

Pei Jiming opened his mouth silently, and looked at Yan Yan in disbelief, who happened to be looking at him too.

Pei Jiming took a step back, lowered his eyelids hastily, and said in a panic, "You...you said...what are you talking about..."

"That's what you think." Yan Yan's heart beat faster, he pinched his palm, forced himself to calm down, and pretended to be able to say with ease: "Do you still... still... like me?"

Like it?It was self-evident that Pei Jiming looked at Yan Yan with clear eyes but suppressed.

He whispered: "...I once saw a kind of eagle in Beiyue. They are extremely ferocious and can fight fierce beasts without losing. But they have been in cages since birth, and they have died in cages all their lives. I can’t leave the cage either, because it doesn’t know where it can go if it leaves the cage.”

Yan Yan realized the problem of two people, the two of them, one is the wind in the wilderness, the other is the bound eagle, these two things that can't be hit with eight poles, if not because of Pei Jiming's injury and amnesia, they might meet again in their lifetime not on.

Pei Jiming has been regarded as a weapon since he was born, just like Yan Yan was instilled by his master in childhood to save the world and the people. It has already been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people and it is difficult to change. It is not impossible for Pei Jiming to give up the environment he has adapted to. That courage, but he didn't have that consciousness, as he himself said, he can only kill people.

"I'll give you a piece of sky."

When Pei Jiming heard what Yan Yan said, he couldn't help being taken aback, Yan Yan continued to ask, "Do you want it?"

Pei Jiming said bitterly, "I can't..."

Yan Yan was puzzled: "Why not?"

Pei Jiming took a deep breath, and answered irrelevant questions: "Yan Yan, six years ago you went to Misty Peak to ask for medicine, Lu Ming...you don't believe what you say."

"What do you mean?" Yan Yan intuitively felt that the next words were not good.

"The Moon Flower Grass... was destroyed by me, that's why Lu Ming... broke his promise." Pei Jiming said softly.

"..." Yan Yan was silent for a moment, pretending to be relaxed and said, "Fortunately, my master is fine, he is still alive!" Yan Yan emphasized the tone of the last two words.

Pei Jiming asked, "What if he's already dead?"

"Why do you bother with this kind of problem? The fact is that he didn't..."

"Yan Yan!" Pei Jiming mercilessly interrupted Yan Yan's words, with the determination to cut off his last thought, and said word by word: "What if he dies? You still want to be with me ?"

Yan Yan took a deep breath and said calmly, "No."

"Yes, you won't." Pei Jiming took a few steps back and closed his eyes.

Yan Yan suppressed the irritability in his heart, and tried to reason with Pei Jiming: "But my master is fine, why... why do you have to go into such a dead end?"

"I can't help it!" Pei Jiming said emotionally: "I don't want to have the slightest misunderstanding with you, I just... just... just think that we... are not suitable... There are too many hurdles between us!"

He was afraid that Yan Yan would discover his cruelty, cold-bloodedness and murder... He couldn't see Yan Yan's disgusted eyes, so, it would be better to cut it off now.

Pei Jiming accentuated his tone, and said sadly: "It's my fault. If I didn't provoke you at the beginning...we wouldn't be like this. I already knew the gap between us, but I still...can't help but get close to you ..."

Yan Yan was the only light in his gloomy life for 18 years.

"... From now on, I won't pester you anymore." Pei Jiming felt that his nose was sour and his eyes were hot, as if something important had been ripped out of his heart, and his heart was empty.

"You want to break it clean, don't you?" Yan Yan clenched his clothes subconsciously, and his tone was a bit chilly: "Why didn't you realize this earlier?"

Pei Jiming's eyelashes trembled slightly, his heart was full of mixed feelings, self-blame, remorse, sadness, and... grievance.

"You left in an unclear way at the beginning, but now you say you're going to stop. Are you up to everything? Let me ask you, why?"

"If you had made it clear when you left, I would definitely not pester you, but now..." Yan Yan took a deep breath, looked into Pei Jiming's eyes, and said with an emphasis: "I've been looking for you for a year, and if you say goodbye Break, why?"

"You..." Pei Jiming looked at Yan Yan in shock. Has Yan Yan been looking for him for a year?Didn't he go sightseeing in the mountains?

"Do I owe you?" Yan Yan's eyes were burning.

"No." Pei Jiming lowered his head, "I owe you."

"You pay it back!" Yan Yan roared, "You should pay it back!"

Pei Jiming shook his head slowly, no matter whether it was life or feelings, he couldn't say anything.

"Yan Yan, my life has long been regulated." Pei Jiming said numbly, "I can't leave here. Maybe I could before, but now... I can't get out."

In the past, he was indifferent like a person, he could leave when he wanted to, stay when he wanted, without any psychological burden, but now, he understands... some things, he can't let go of Liuhe Division and Misty Peak, and they all call him an eagle, which is ridiculous Woolen cloth!He is obviously a kite, no matter how far he wants to fly, he can't get rid of the thread on his body.

Yan Yan felt physically and mentally exhausted, he leaned weakly on the mountain wall: "Are you human?"

"I don't think I am either." Pei Jiming laughed and said dumbly, "I see those people are as fragile as flowers and plants. How could I be like them?"

"Okay! Very good." Yan Yan laughed back angrily. He rummaged through his sleeves a few times, finally took out a jade pendant, and threw it directly into Pei Jiming's arms.

Pei Jiming stared blankly at the jade pendant in his arms. This was the jade pendant he gave Yan Yan back then. Pei Jiming brushed the lustrous luster with his fingertips, thinking, does Yan Yan always wear it close to his body?

"Don't provoke me again!" Yan Yan said coldly, after finishing speaking, he turned and left.

Pei Jiming held the jade pendant tightly, looked at Yan Yan's far away back with complicated eyes, felt sad but at the same time felt relieved, they had nothing to do with each other, and they would not disturb each other, so it's over.

After standing there for an unknown amount of time, he turned around and left slowly.

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