little baby

A month later.

Along the north and south of the river, we have passed through two or three cities, and the north side is more focused on searching, but so far no good news has come.

Once again, the captain of the search team shook his head at Xu Jiachen, "There is still no news."

Countless times, Xu Jiachen, who was full of expectations but failed in hopes, looked at the calm river in front of him, and suddenly felt a huge panic in his heart.

He stretched out his hand and tightly covered the position of his heart.

He was out of breath.

Xu Jiachen's eyes began to slacken, but his mouth was still murmuring, "Maomao".

Suddenly, the people around didn't react, and Xu Jiachen, who was standing in front of them, fell straight to the ground.

The turbulent darkness was attacking him, Xu Jiachen saw in a daze that the last light in his palm also dissipated.

So be it.

He allowed himself to fall into the boundless darkness.

"Achen."

"Achen."

Dr. Xu, who came out of the operating room, looked at the group of people who came up, and said angrily, "His body has passed the high-risk line. This time he was lucky, so he didn't die suddenly."

"How long has he not eaten or slept? I really think he is made of iron."

Even though it wasn't about them, Chen Wei had embarrassing expressions on their faces.

It was also their negligence. If they had known earlier, they should have given Ah Chen more tranquilizers and forced him to eat more.

"Doctor, what about him?"

"Fortunately, he didn't reach the level of organ failure. He will lie in the hospital for another ten days and a half months. His health is considered good and he can basically recover."

Hearing that everyone was fine, the few people who were almost frightened by Xu Jiachen's sudden collapse finally came back slowly.

Mu Shaofei went a little further, and called Aunt Xu again, but he still didn't get through.

Uncle Xu and Aunt Xu love to be outside more than his parents, and now they don't know where they are.

He has made several calls this month, but they are not in the service area.

Mu Shaofei leaned against the wall, stretched out his hands to rub his face, and sighed tiredly.

After such a long time, he couldn't bear it anymore.

A few days passed, and Xu Jiachen never woke up.

And the day before yesterday, Mu Shaofei finally called Aunt Xu's family.

After he told her about the situation, the Xu family couple rushed to the hospital in the evening.

At this moment, Chen Wei and the Xu family surrounded the doctor who came in to check. It stands to reason that Xu Jiachen should have woken up long ago. Now that the situation is obviously not right.

Xu Jiachen felt like he was floating in a pitch-black sea, surrounded by vortexes one after another, and those black vortexes continued to expand, swallowing all around.

There was another person floating beside him, but he couldn't remember who it was.

But he had a strange feeling in his heart that that person should be someone very important to him.

Suddenly, a vortex rushed towards him, and in the blink of an eye, the man was sucked into the vortex and disappeared.

"Do not."

Xu Jiachen sat up suddenly from the hospital bed, and then panted heavily.

The people who were alarmed by Xu Jiachen's movement quickly dispersed from the doctor and surrounded him.

Xu Ma asked worriedly, "Son, do you feel better?"

"En", Xu Jiachen responded lightly, and rubbed his forehead with his fingers.

Now his mind is like a paste, very confused.

He looked around, but couldn't figure out how he ended up in the hospital.

Looking at the people in front of him, he finally compromised and asked them humbly, "Why am I here?"

"cough."

Zhai Yuchen cleared his throat for them, and briefly explained the polished process of him entering the hospital.

At this time, they hadn't noticed that something was wrong with Xu Jiachen, and they just wanted to pass the matter as far as possible, so as not to let Xu Jiachen be touched by sad things again.

Xu Jiachen thought about it hard, but still couldn't find any relevant memories in his mind.

"Really?" Xu Jiachen hesitated.

"Yes, that's it," Lu Zhi who was beside him nodded vigorously.

It was Mu Shaofei who realized something was wrong, he tentatively said to Xu Jiachen, "Ah Chen, you don't remember what happened before?"

As soon as Mu Shaofei said this, Chen Wei and the others stared wide-eyed.

They finally realized Xu Jiachen's abnormality belatedly.

Xu Jiachen said with a serious face, "I'll think about it."

A stabbing pain came from Xu Jiachen's mind, and he could not help "hissing", the expression on his face became ferocious.

"Doctor, doctor."

The overjoyed crowd finally remembered Dr. Xu who had been forgotten, and hurriedly called him over.

"Relax, relax, and don't think about anything else."

Xu Jiachen followed the voice, and after a while, the expression on his face gradually eased.

Seeing that Xu Jiachen looked much better than before, Dr. Xu began to ask him questions.

"You don't remember anything lately?"

"It should be", Xu Jiachen replied calmly, because he found that the part of his memory that he was not hospitalized didn't seem to have any effect on him, so he was much calmer.

"From what time period do you not remember?"

"Just within this month."

"Do you remember everything before this month?"

"Remember," Xu Jiachen affirmed.

Standing aside, Mu Shaofei narrowed his eyes slightly. He had a bad idea, so when Dr. Xu was about to ask again, he said first, "That little idea, do you remember?"

"Small idea?" Xu Jiachen was puzzled.

Mu Shaofei stared at Xu Jiachen seriously, seeing that his expression did not seem to be fake, he couldn't help but feel a little ridiculous.

"Mu Shaoyi."

"I know this person?" Xu Jiachen frowned, his tone uncertain.

Xu Jiachen didn't feel how scary what he said, but Chen Wei, who heard their conversation, was stunned.

"Doctor, what's the situation?" Mama Xu asked nervously while clutching Xu Jiachen's hospital gown.

"Let's do a brain CT first."

Doctor Xu asked the nurse to push Xu Jiachen out, and Zhai Yu and the others were tailgating behind.

Mu Shaofei did not continue to follow.

He stood outside the ward and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket.

With trembling fingers, he lit the cigarette in his mouth.

At this moment, he couldn't tell what he was feeling, it was very contradictory, he not only wanted Xu Jiachen to remember their family's little love, but also felt that it would be good to forget it.

After a long time, Mu Shaofei leaned against the wall with his eyes closed, and sighed softly, "Forget it, at least you can live well if you forget."

Careful, as long as they remember it.

Because of some thoughts, Xu's mother deliberately pulled Dr. Xu aside alone to ask about the situation.

"It's brain stress trauma. In layman's terms, it's selective amnesia."

"This is a kind of self-protection awareness of the body. He should have experienced something beyond his tolerance to block his memory."

"Doctor, I understand."

The day Xu's mother came back, she learned from Chen Wei and the others why Xu Jiachen became what he is now.

So when she heard what Dr. Xu said, she immediately understood that it was Mu Shaoyi's matter that hit him too hard, so he selectively forgot about him.

She didn't know whether it was good or bad, she understood her own son, if he was sober at that time, she believed that no matter how painful his heart was, he would not want to forget Xiaoyi.

But he wasted that month, and he wasted too much, causing his body to activate a self-protection mechanism.

What a trick, how to choose now, has become her mother.

She was also in trouble, Xu's mother's eyes turned red, and the tip of her nose was sore. Just thinking about how her son came here a month ago, her heart hurts.

However, she would not bear to let her son forget about Xiaoyi like this.

All these years, she has noticed it, Xiaoyi, that is Ah Chen's life.

What a sin.

Mu Shaofei, who stood outside the door for a while, finally opened the door and went in.

There was a moment of silence just now, and he could guess what Aunt Xu was struggling with.

"Aunt Xu, don't mention petty matters to Ah Chen."

"Ah Fei?" Mother Xu was taken aback, she didn't expect someone to come in suddenly.

"If Ah Chen asks, you can say that he accidentally hit his head, and that's why he forgot something."

"Don't tell him the truth."

"But he has such a close relationship with Xiaoyi. The two have lived together since they were young. He can always detect something wrong in the future."

"I'll try to erase those traces as much as possible."

"Why are you?"

Mu Shaofei lowered his head, avoiding Mama Xu's probing eyes, "Xiaoyi probably won't want Ah Chen to be like the previous month."

"Ah Chen must live well."

"I think he might not be able to live well if he forgot Xiaoyi."

"But at least it won't be like it was before."

Xu's mother didn't know what to refute, she knew that what Mu Shaofei said was right.

But if she agreed, she would be ignoring the voice in her son's heart.

But to let her watch her son suffer?She can't seem to do it either.

This is a difficult question.

Mama Xu closed her eyes, "Well, just do as you said."

"it is good."

When Mu Shaofei came home tonight, it was rare to see his parents in the living room.

At this time in the past, his parents were persuaded by Qi Liu to go to bed.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

Mu Ma's face was a little pale, she stroked Mu Shaoyi's pendant that had been left here before, and said softly, "I can't sleep."

"How is that child, Ah Chen?"

"Woke up today."

"It's good to wake up."

The living room fell silent again.

They have been mostly silent lately.

Suddenly, there was a burst of sobbing from Muma.

She has been acting strong these days, but today she couldn't help it.

She covered her face in pain, "I regret it, why did I confront Xiaoyi that day."

"The last time he saw me was not pleasant."

Mu Shaofei quickly walked up to Mu Ma, squatted down, and hugged her.

"Mom, Xiaoyi will be fine, we can find Xiaoyi."

Mu Shaofei didn't know whether these words were comforting his mother or comforting himself.

Mu's father wiped away his tears for Mu's mother, and Qi Liu went to Mu Shaofei's side.

Muba also said, "Xiaoyi will be found."

Qi Liu also continued, "Yes, we will definitely find it."

They know that this hope is slim, but there must be some belief to support them.