Tears

I followed an all-night drama yesterday, so I can't update the article, I'm really sorry.

BTW, The Silent Truth is so beautiful, I cried so hard that my eyelids are still swollen.

Lu Aizhen lives in a single household on the top floor of a top-notch community, and the elevator directly enters the home.Of the three rooms, the master bedroom was given to A Jiang, and Lu Aizhen moved to the secondary bedroom by herself, and the last study room was converted into a studio.

Gu Jiang was very embarrassed when he saw the studio. Last time, the painting sets that Lu Aizhen bought for him were disposed of by the buyer of the house. Lu Aizhen bought another set, which was better than the last time.

"Come out to eat after reading it." Lu Aizhen pushed Gu Jiang's back, "Don't be embarrassed, the money is still affordable by the patron's father."

Lu Aizhen now pays attention to keeping a distance from Gu Jiang. During the contract period, holding hands, touching, and kissing were all easy. Now that they live together, they feel a little closer to home.

The relationship between him and Gu Jiang is a bit awkward, saying that lovers are definitely not lovers, and that there is something wrong with friends, Lu Aizhen has always wanted to be friends with A Jiang, he has desires for A Jiang, who would have desires for friends.Let's talk about the suitor, he didn't confess.

Yes, Lu Aizhen hasn't confessed yet... One is that he doesn't want to take advantage of others, and the other is that he is afraid that Gu Jiang will reject him.One is an excuse, and the other is the truth, which is really promising.

Gu Jiang went out obediently, the lunch had already been delivered, and A-Jiang went to the kitchen to wash his hands.Before they came back, Lu Aizhen took him to a beauty shop. Gu Jiang's hair was a little long, so Lu Aizhen asked the hairdresser to cut Gu Jiang's hair according to his preference.

Gu Jiang was wearing a white coral fleece pajamas, which was bought by Lu Aizhen, and he was asked to change into them when he got home.The feet are also white thick velvet slippers, and the whole person looks like a snow dumpling.

Lu Aizhen saw him bending over to wash his hands, a ray of sunlight shone right on his back, extending to his hair, the tips of which were a little golden.Lu Aizhen was satisfied, it was good, let Ajiang stay by his side like this.Everything about A-Jiang belonged to him, and one day, A-Jiang would also become his, completely belonged to him.

The elevator in Lu Aizhen's home goes directly to the house. You need to swipe your card to go upstairs, and you need a password to enter the door.Lu Aizhen didn't give it to Ajaan Ka, nor told Ajaan the password, and Ajaan didn't seem to care.

He sleeps until noon every day before waking up, and then gets up to eat. The afternoon is very leisurely, occasionally drawing, sometimes reading, sometimes sitting on the balcony and basking in the sun in a daze.Lu Aizhen leaves work on time almost every day, bringing back fresh vegetables, and Ajaan starts cooking when he gets home.

Lu Aizhen has a new habit of sitting at the dining table to work. From that position, he can see Ajiang busy in the kitchen as soon as he looks up.A-Jiang would often come out to let Lu Aizhen taste it. He always held a spoon or chopsticks in one hand and put the other hand underneath.

Occasionally, there would be soy sauce dripping on A-Jiang's palm, but Lu Aizhen would always grab his wrist and lick it off, and then say 'delicious'.A-Jian blushed and went back to the kitchen. On this day, Lu Aizhen's work efficiency would always be particularly low.

Auntie comes to clean every week, but only when Lu Aizhen is at home.When his aunt came, A-Jiang would always say hello with a smile and then go back to his room.When the aunt leaves, he will see her off with Lu Aizhen, watch the elevator doors close, and then give Lu Aizhen a smile when she looks back at him.

At the beginning, he tried to get up early and send Lu Aizhen to work, but his biological clock would not allow it.Lu Aizhen didn't allow it either, and within a few days of getting up, Lu Aizhen refused to let him send it off.Gu Jiang didn't insist, since he came here, he listened to Lu Aizhen in everything.

Zhao Kaikai finally felt relieved, and Lu Aizhen started to go to work normally, but he didn't go out to socialize, and he got off work almost every day.

"What's so good about A-Jiang?" Zhao Kaikai was lying on Lu Aizhen's desk playing with his pen. He drank twice yesterday and is still hungover.

Lu Aizhen ignored him, not even looking at him.

Zhao Kaikai didn't expect Lu Aizhen to understand him, his words were not so much a question as a feeling.

"Shang Xianke came again yesterday."

Zhao Kaikai's pen skills were not very good, and he dropped it after a few strokes. Gulu Gulu rolled in front of Lu Aizhen, was blocked by the back of his hand, and stopped.Lu Aizhen raised her eyelids and glanced at Zhao Kaikai, Zhao Kaikai quickly took back the pen.This time I didn't dare to play anymore, so I inserted it back into the pen holder in a proper manner.

"The security didn't let him come up." Zhao Kaikai sat up straight and said, "Why is he so faceless?"

Lu Aizhen snorted.

"I've seen shameless people before, but I've never seen such shameless people." Zhao Kaikai was filled with righteous indignation, "I only like him if I'm blind. Ajiang really can't see men."

Lu Aizhen paused, looked up at Zhao Kaikai, Zhao Kaikai suddenly felt a chill.

"I have regained my sight now." Zhao Kaikai smiled smugly and leaned back. "Then what, I'm going back first, just to tell you, I'm afraid he will go to A-Jiang."

"He can't get in." Lu Aizhen said coldly.

Zhao Kaikai's words didn't seem to affect Lu Aizhen at all. He felt that he deserved to be Young Master Lu, and went back to his office to catch up on sleep.There are two more games tonight, Lu Aizhen has no social interaction, and the burden falls on him.

Amy once again experienced President Lu leaving early, this time she was a little used to it, when Lu Aizhen disappeared like a gust of wind, she didn't even raise her head.

Lu Aizhen knew that Shangxian would definitely not be able to enter his house, but his mind was in turmoil all day long, and he couldn't even read the documents.After staying in the afternoon, finally couldn't stand it any longer, Lu Aizhen threw away the pen, picked up his coat and left.

"Ajaan."

Lu Aizhen called for someone while changing his shoes, but Ajiang did not come out to pick him up.He took off his coat and hung it up, and went straight to the studio.

nobody.

Subconsciously, Lu Aizhen went to look at Ajiang's room, opened the cupboard, and the clothes were neatly hung.Before he had time to relax, another thought popped up again.He bought these for A-Jiang, and A-Jiang could not have them. He even threw away his own house, so what's the point of these things.

When Ajaan left, he didn't take anything with him.

Lu Aizhen was extremely flustered, he wanted to call A-Jiang, but found that he hadn't called A-Jiang.When A-Jiang was hospitalized, Lu Aizhen confiscated his mobile phone, and never returned it to him, and A-Jiang never asked him to take it.

Lu Aizhen searched every corner of the house, he even opened the suitcase, Ajaan was not there, Ajaan left.

Lu Aizhen rushed out the door, the wheels kicked up a gust of dust.When the security guard saw him, he was surprised for a moment. He had been in for less than 10 minutes, and now he was rushing out again.

Lu Aizhen slammed on the brakes when turning a corner, a taxi passed him head on, and he saw the people in the back seat.Lu Aizhen pulled over and stopped, quietly looking at the rearview mirror.

The taxi stopped at the gate of the community, Ajiang paid the money and got off, carrying two bags in his hand, Lu Aizhen saw a handful of celery protruding from the bag.Ajaan smiled and said something to the security guard, who opened the door and let him in.

Lu Aizhen suddenly felt like crying. He buried his head in the steering wheel for a long time before he had the strength to restart the car and turn around to go home.

"out?"

When Lu Aizhen drove into the garage, he saw Gu Jiang squatting in his parking space, and when he saw his car coming, he immediately stood up and stepped aside.

"Well, let's go get some groceries."

Gu Jiang symbolically raised the bag on the handle as a signal.

Lu Aizhen took it and found that his hand was cold. He held Ajaan's hand and did not let go.A-Jiang didn't struggle either. There were no cars coming in or out of the garage at this time, and the shadows of them holding hands were on the ground, growing and shortening as they walked.But the hand has not let go.

"You dare to go out and run around even if you know you can't get in. In such a cold day, you will freeze to death."

Lu Aizhen signaled Gu Jiang to take the card from his pocket, Gu Jiang took it out and swiped it, and the elevator slowly went up.

"So it's not waiting for you in the garage, anyway, you'll be back soon."

Gu Jiang wanted to put the card back, but Lu Aizhen shook her head and let him hold it.

"Bored?" Lu Aizhen lowered her head and asked him.

A-Jiang didn't speak, and after a while, he said without thinking, "You still talk about me, I don't even wear a coat."

It was only then that Lu Aizhen realized that she was not wearing a coat. She came out in such a hurry that she didn't even think about it.

"Well, I was in a hurry to go out in the morning, so I forgot."

He didn't want Gu Jiang to know, so he said something perfunctory.This incident seemed to be over like this, A-Jiang entered the door and put the key card on the shoe cabinet, and went straight into the kitchen.

Ajaan seemed to be in a particularly good mood that day, he cooked several dishes and even mixed wine.

"How is it?" A-Jiang asked Lu Aizhen with a smile, he only mixed a glass, and Lu Aizhen told him not to let him drink any more when he was in the hospital.

"Very professional." Lu Aizhen took a sip, and it was really good. "Would you like to try it?"

"Can you?" A-Jiang's eyes lit up.

"A small sip." Lu Aizhen said with a smile, A-Jiang's tone today is not high, similar to a drink.

Holding the cup, A-Jiang took a small sip, he knew it wasn't strong enough, but it was very cold, he held it in his mouth for a while before swallowing it.

"That's right," he licked his lips, "blue is better than blue."

Lu Aizhen laughed. He had never seen such a self-proclaimed person. He asked, "Who is Lan?"

"Little Qiao." A-Jiang said, "Once he was entangled by a pervert in a bar and insisted on dragging him to the toilet. I couldn't see it, and drove the pervert away. He said he had no repayment, Promise with your body."

A-Jiang laughed when he said this, and he covered his face, "I said no, you teach me to bartend."

"In Bailu?" Lu Aizhen asked.

"No," Ajaan shook his head, "Bailu is high-grade, and the quality of the people who go there is not bad. Before that, it was a messy little bar. Later, Xiao Qiao went to Bailu, and we never went there again."

After dinner they returned to the living room, Lu Aizhen asked Ajiang if he wanted to watch a movie.On nights when Lu Aizhen is not busy, they often choose a movie to watch together, and he enjoys this time very much.

"Look, you pick one." Gu Jiang said, Lu Aizhen came back early today, even if he cooked a few more dishes, it's still not too late, they don't have the habit of going to bed so early.

Lu Aizhen closed the curtains, put down the projection cloth, and picked a movie at random.It doesn't matter what you watch, it matters who you watch it with.They sat side by side on the sofa, not too close or far away.Gu Jiang couldn't sit still, and it wouldn't take long for him to crooked, and Lu Aizhen would move his feet over, put them on his lap, and pinch them once and for all.

It was the same today, just after watching the beginning, A-Jiang collapsed.But today he fell to Lu Aizhen, his hairy head was resting on Lu Aizhen's lap, his hair was stuck in his pajama pants, and it was a little itchy.

Lu Aizhen stroking Gu Jiang's hair, like stroking a puppy.Both of them were in a daze. No one knew what the movie was playing. Their eyes fell on the screen, but their thoughts had already flown away.

Lu Aizhen was introspecting, and he realized that he had made a big mistake.He always thought that locking Ajaan by his side, making sure that he couldn't leave, that Ajaan was at home when he went out every day, and that Ajaan was also at home when he returned home, this was the happiest thing.

He was wrong.

When he thought that Ajaan was gone in the afternoon, he felt that the whole world collapsed.But Ajaan didn't leave, he came back, he went to buy food for the two of them for dinner, and then went home.

Lu Aizhen re-knows the definition of happiness. Happiness is not making him unable to leave, but you know that no matter where he goes, he will come back.When he goes out, you won't feel flustered, and you will wait for home with peace of mind.Because where you are is his home.

This feeling is so good that Lu Aizhen can't extricate himself from it.

Lu Aizhen was a little agitated, he took a lot of effort to restrain himself, but Ajaan was very calm.His thoughts have already drifted away.

During the time he lived here, he kept avoiding thinking about Shangxian, he was afraid that Lu Aizhen would be sad, and he was even more afraid that he would be useless.Lu Aizhen didn't give him a mobile phone or a door card, and he knew why.He didn't ask because he thought it was fine.

He knows himself well, cowardly, selfish, indecisive.In fact, he has always been very afraid. Although he said that Shangxian is not worth it, he has no confidence that when Axian appears in front of him, he will still be reluctant to let go.

Now he knows, he bid farewell to Shangxian completely, and completely bid farewell to this relationship that has been entangled for more than ten years, should not have started, and should have ended long ago.

It turned out that even if Shangxian appeared in front of him, he could remain indifferent.

Great, Ajaan curled up his legs, hugged Lu Aizhen's knee and closed his eyes.

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