Tears

"No way, Ah Xian," A Jiang still gently stroked Ah Xian's hair, "No way."

"Why?" A Xian didn't seem to expect that A Jiang would refuse, his eyes widened in disbelief.

"I hate that man the most," A-Jiang looked into the distance, "I will never become like that man."

"what…?"

Ah Yin didn't know why, Ajaan smiled.He never told Ah Yin about his past, he always felt too miserable and didn't want Ah Xian to know.

If it was Lu Aizhen who was here now, maybe he would understand.The man who took his mother's life and his life, Ajaan would never allow himself to do the same.

It doesn't matter if you don't understand, they can't be together anyway.

"One can't be too greedy," Ajaan pulled Axian's hand away, "If you are too greedy, the gain will outweigh the loss."

"You have to be good in the future," A-Jiang said, and laughed, with self-mockery. "It's not good to have A-Ling take care of you. Just pretend I didn't say anything."

"Axian," Ajiang's voice became weak and floating, which made Axian flustered, "Thank you. Thank you for taking care of me over the past ten years. With you as a friend, I am worth it."

"What do you mean?" Shangxian felt a chill rising from the soles of his feet, he let go of Ajaan and backed away slowly. "You want to separate from me? You want to leave me? Just because I'm getting married? Because A Ling has it?"

Yes, because you are going to get married, and because A-Ling has it, so what else can he do besides break up?As if you don't know anything, continue to drink with Ah Yin?He can't do it.

He can forgive Axian for giving him to Lu Aizhen, because Axian said it was for their future.As long as they can be together, if someone has to make a sacrifice, let him do it.

But he couldn't accept that Ah Yin made Ah Ling pregnant. Ah Yin promised that he would never touch Ah Ling again.The few things he still possessed, dignity, pride, and trust, were knocked down to the ground.

"But everyone wants to get married. You don't have parents to urge you to marry me. I can't do it." Ah Xian's expression became a little crazy, "I and A Ling just completed the task, so my parents will also solve it. We Only then can we be together carefree. I do everything for you, what else are you dissatisfied with?"

He jumped over and grabbed A-Jiang's shoulder, "Do you think it's unfair for me to get married? You can also get married, find a woman, have a child, and we can be together forever, okay? Ah, A-Jiang ginger."

Not good, of course not good, how could it be good.

He will not find a woman to marry, let alone have children.

Ah Xian, are you confused? Why would you say such a thing?A Jiang looked at the strange A Xian, shook his head and pushed his hand away.

A Xian's hand hangs loosely, the next moment, he suddenly raised his head, and A Jiang was pushed down on the bed by him.Ah Yin threw herself on A Jiang and kissed him frantically.

"A-Jiang, I know you are jealous, don't be angry." A-Xian pressed A-Jiang's hands, and the other hand began to stroke his waist, "I love you, I only love you. Don't be jealous of that woman , she is not worthy."

A-Jian was taken aback by A-Xian's sudden action, and began to struggle after recovering.

"Let go of me, Ah Xian, I don't want to..."

"You thought about it, A-Jiang." A-Xian started to kiss A-Jiang's neck, "Why don't you want to, you like me to do this to you the most, don't you?"

"Don't be angry," A-Xian found A-Jiang's lips, "I will be sad if you are angry. Why are you willing to let me be sad, right? A-Jiang loves me the most, and will never blame me, and will never leave me."

A Jiang was hurt by A Yin, not only physically, but also heart.Every word Ah Xian said seemed to be ravaging him, like tearing his heart piece by piece and chewing it to pieces.

A-Jian felt a chill down his waist, he finally bit A-Xian uncontrollably, and then kicked A-Xian away when A-Xian was struggling with pain.

"I said no."

A Xian covered his mouth, and looked at A Jiang with reddened eyes.Both of them had a salty and sweet taste of blood in their mouths, A-Jian bit off A-Xian's tongue, and the coquettish blood stained A-Jiang's lips, making people want to move.

"Don't?" Ah Yin's eyes were completely stained red. A-Jiang had liked him for more than ten years, but A-Jiang was the only one who chased him, and he was the only one who refused. He didn't allow A-Jiang to leave. "Why do you say no? Ah? What qualifications do you have to say no? You have deliberately tried to bend me, and now I am bent, and you say no? You are playing with me."

"Break up with me? Just because I did something with A Ling? What? Think I'm dirty?" Ah Xian laughed loudly, "How many people have you slept with? What right do you have to think I'm dirty? Ah."

Ajaan was overwhelmed by these words, and every word Axian uttered hurt him.

It turns out that he exists like this in Ah Xian's heart, and it turns out that Ah Xian has always thought of him this way.is he dirtyYes, dirty, really dirty.But who dirty him?Ah Yin, who made me dirty, can you tell me?

"Axian," Ajaan lowered his head, he didn't want to see Axian, and he didn't want to listen to his words. "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have broken you. So, just pretend we are all wrong and stop blaming each other, okay?"

"Let's go," Ajaan said, "Let's stop torturing each other."

"I'm not leaving," Ah Yin shouted standing on the bedside, "I'm right, what's wrong with me, tell me, what's wrong with me?"

He rushed over to hold down A-Jian again, "Because I did it with A-Ling? As I said, it's just that one time, just one time."

Axian turned Ajaan over and held him down, not giving him a chance to struggle. He pressed Ajaan's back and put his lips behind Ajaan's ear.

"When I was doing it with A Ling, weren't you also doing it with Lu Aizhen? We're even."

A-Jiang froze, and then lost all strength and stopped struggling.

Ah Xian was satisfied, and he crazily tasted A-Jiang's taste, "Why don't you struggle anymore? Are you guilty? Does Lu Aizhen make you comfortable? I'm better than Lu Aizhen, huh?"

Gu Jiang shed tears where Shang Xian could not see, his tears were not because of pain, he was mourning, mourning the only love of his life, mourning the 12 years he was persistent and refused to let go.

His life has been a mistake, and he seems to be doing wrong things forever.

Ah Jiang felt sorry for Shang Xian, he completely ruined Ah Yin.If Ah Yin didn't know me, Ah Jiang thought, then he wouldn't be like this.He will be happily with A Ling, get married, have children, everything will be ruined by him.

He hated that man, hated him for ruining his life.But how could he have the right to hate others, didn't he also ruin Ah Xian's life.Perhaps he was born with sin, with sin that can never be redeemed.

Ajaan fell into a coma with apology, the pain in his body finally left him, he was too tired, he wanted to rest.

I'm sorry, Ah Yin, forgive me.

Ajaan disappeared, he moved away from Rujia, and his mobile phone could not be connected.Ah Yin rushed to his house, only to find that he had sold the house.

A-Xian stood at the intersection, he had looked at this place from A-Jiang's window countless times, and he suddenly realized that he couldn't find A-Jiang anymore.He went looking for Xiao Qiao in despair, but Xiao Qiao grabbed him by the collar and asked him for someone.If it wasn't for a handsome young man who kept stopping Xiao Qiao, he would probably have been beaten black and blue.

Shangxian was decadent for three days, just three days, until A Ling came to the door with his parents.He got up and shaved, washed his hair, took a shower and changed clothes. They still had a lot to do.The hotel hasn't been booked yet, there are a lot of wedding invitations waiting for them to write, and...

"Wow"

The curtain of the locker room was pulled open.

"Does it look good, Ah Yin?"

A Ling stood on the fitting table, looking at Shang Xianwen through the mirror.I don't know how many sets it is, and Ah Xian can't understand why he has to try on the same clothes one after another.But he can't show his face because his mother is there too.

Mother Shang didn't know if she had noticed something, she followed them from beginning to end, every detail.Shangxian could only patiently accompany them, like a decoration.

"Then I'll think about it." A Ling changed her clothes, and the waiter explained their activities graciously, fully showing A Ling and the others how much discount they would get if they made a reservation now.

"Okay, I understand. But it's time for us to make an appointment with the wedding company. May I call you again?" A Ling smiled apologetically. She has been in charge of the company's finances for many years, and every penny is from her finger She won't be easily moved when time goes by.She clearly knows that the longer you delay, the more benefits you can get, as long as you can bear it.

She can bear it the most.

The wedding came as scheduled, and it was extravagant. Shangxian's parents took a lot of private money to arrange it, and A Ling's parents were very satisfied.The third child, the fourth child, and the fifth child will be the best man. Originally, A Ling said she wanted four best men and bridesmaids, but Shang Xian doesn't have many friends.The fifth child asked for A Jiang, but was rejected by Shang Xian.

A Ling has always been the most considerate, she never pushes others, and she certainly won't this time.She made a generous decision to use three bridesmaids, but was complained by her girlfriends, and she relied on Shangxian for everything before she got married, what would she do in the future.A Ling smiled and said nothing.

Ajaan didn't come.

It was within A Ling's expectation, but she was still a little disappointed.She hoped that A-Jiang would come, hoped that A-Jiang could see with his own eyes how beautiful she was today, how well she and Shang Xian stood together, and hoped that he would hear A-Jiang say I would.The letter she wrote to Shangxian was so touching that even she herself was moved, and she even saw someone wiping tears from the audience.

What a pity, I wish Ajaan was listening too.

Shangxian is not young anymore, and his best friends are also past the age of making troubles, and knowing that A Ling has it, the toast is just a formality.Only the boys from Hanyou, many of them have just graduated, have not experienced a few weddings, and still have the simplest longing.They are both natal family and husband's family, and they have long been eager to try.

When Shang Xian walked over with A Ling, he saw a wine glass almost as big as a fish tank, which was [-]% full.The color inside doesn't tell what kind of wine it is, but Shang Xian guessed that all the wine on the table must have been poured into it.

"Drink, drink, drink."

Xiao Shi and the others started booing.

Shang Xian knew that they were difficult to deal with, so he specially stayed at the last few tables, the best man had long since died, and the fifth brother even went to the toilet to run away directly.

Shang's mother hurried over, "No, no, if you want to drink bad, change one cup for another."

She found an ordinary wine glass and stuffed it for Shang Xian.

"It's okay to change to a glass." Xiao Shi conveniently took a glass of red wine to Shang Xianman, "If you change this glass, you have to clear the customs and have a drink with each of us."

Mother Shang's complexion changed at that time, Wu Maoshu wanted to come out to smooth things over, but heard someone say something behind.

"Let me do it."

The fourth child felt that someone had tapped his shoulders, and looked back, stunned for a moment.

"Ajaan?"

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