Tears

In the middle of the night, the hospital was still full of people. A young couple had just arrived at the medical guidance desk. The husband was holding a young daughter with a high fever in his arms. The child's face was flushed red and he was talking nonsense.The young couple was so anxious that even the little nurse followed them and broke out in a sweat.

She simply led them to the emergency room and watched them go in before returning.The little nurse returned to the medical guidance desk, and before she had time to wipe off her sweat, a shadow fell, covering the documents on the table.Another patient came, she sighed secretly, put on a professional smile, and stood up.

"Just now a patient who committed suicide by cutting his wrist was sent here, where is it?"

He was a tall and handsome man with a wheat-like complexion that was healthy, and he was a bit out of tune with the white hospital everywhere.

"The first aid room is on the second floor," said the young nurse, who was very professional. When she saw the handsome guy suddenly, she just smiled sweetly.She stretched out her hand and pointed to the left, "Go up the stairs over there, and turn left on the second floor to the end."

Shangxian thanked him, and climbed up the stairs three steps at a time.The little nurse looked at his vigorous figure, and was called away by other patients before she could go crazy.

Shang Xian never knew that the emergency room at night is so lively, with people coming and going, and horses and cars running in parallel.He stopped a nurse who was walking in a hurry, "Hi, may I ask if there is a patient who committed suicide by cutting his wrist. It was sent by a tall, thin man with curly hair."

When the nurse heard the first half of the sentence, her face was still a little confused. When she heard the second half, her eyes lit up and she pointed behind her, "Turn right at the end, and you are in the innermost observation room."

Shang Xian walked over slowly, and from time to time, blood-stained people came out of the treatment room, some with severed hands, broken legs, and open heads.Turning the corner, the inside is quiet, and the noise outside is like two worlds.The light from the white woven lamp filled the entire corridor, which was pale.At the end of this pale land, there is a person sitting.

He sat on the ground with one leg arched and the other spread flat, almost reaching the opposite wall.His hands were resting on his knees, his head was leaning back against the wall, his eyelashes cast long shadows on his face, and his lips, which were always red, were so white that there was no blood at all.

Hearing the sound of leather shoes stepping on the cement, A-Jiang tilted his head, saw Shang Xian, and was taken aback for a moment.Afterwards, the decadence receded like a tide, he stood up propped against the wall, and leaned against the door, it was that cynical Ajaan again, the one just now seemed to be just a phantom.

Shangxian came over and looked into the observation room through the glass, the hospital bed inside was blocked by a curtain, so he couldn't see anything.

"How about it?"

He didn't seem to want to go in.

"It's all right, just a few stitches, and I can go after the anesthetic passes."

"Ah Jiang, you are getting stronger and stronger now." Shang Xian sneered, "Do you really want to kill someone before you stop?"

Ajaan was startled, if Shang Xian turned his head at this moment, he could see him biting his lips tightly to suppress the trembling of his body.Unfortunately, Shangxian did not look back.

"Why do you have to find a man? Can't women?"

"Yes," A-Jiang let out a breath before he could speak calmly, "It just doesn't work, what should I do?"

Shangxian was irritated by Ajaan's bland tone, saying that it was not working, how could he know it was not working if he hadn't tried it.He turned his head to look at A-Jiang, A-Jiang was still indifferent, the smile on the corner of his mouth was like a thorn, it hurt Shang Xian's heart, and also pierced his anger.

Shangxian's anger deflated like a balloon that was punctured, his tone softened a little, even pleading. "A-Jiang, give it a try, maybe you'll find women are better if you give it a try."

He regarded Ajaan as his best brother, and he sincerely hoped that he could return to normal. He had imagined that they would take their wives and children to travel together in the future.Even now, he is still lucky.What if, what if Ajaan could become straight.

Ajaan seemed to think his words were very interesting, he chewed them back and forth a few times, he crossed his hands in front of his chest, and met Shangxian's gaze. "So, after you tried it, did you find that women are better?"

A-Jiang suddenly became sharp, he had a pair of beautiful phoenix eyes, the end of the eyes almost inserted into the temples, "A-Xian, you really didn't have anything that night..."

Shangxian's heart beat wildly, he panicked and wanted to interrupt Ajaan, but he couldn't say a word.Stop talking, stop, stop talking.

"A-Xian, A-Jiang." The woman's voice echoed in the empty corridor accompanied by the trot of high-heeled shoes.The sound of footsteps getting closer and closer, Shang Xian heaved a sigh of relief.

A-Jian's eyes kept on Shang Xian, so naturally he didn't miss his relieved movement, A-Jian smiled and went to see the unexpected guest.

"A Ling, you're here too?" He nodded to Zhou Ling, "I'm sorry to trouble you again, I'm fine now."

Zhou Ling shook her head and smiled at him, but it was perfunctory.

"I'm fine, but Ah Xian has been busy recently. At the most critical moment in the company, he is already under a lot of pressure. If he doesn't have a good rest at night because of messy things, I'm afraid he won't be able to hold on."

A-Jiang was a little surprised, this woman is the best at forbearance, and she looks like she bears the burden of humiliation every day, why, can she finally bear it today?Shangxian also seemed so surprised that he didn't interrupt A Ling.

"Ah Jiang, we have known each other for many years. Don't be angry if I say something. Brothers, if you don't want to help, don't hold back, okay?"

"A Ling." Shang Xian finally interrupted Zhou Ling's words, he grabbed Zhou Ling's wrist, and left a sentence, since it's all right, let's go first, and really left without looking back.I don't know if I don't want Zhou Ling to continue talking, or I want to use Zhou Ling to escape.

Ajaan quietly leaned against the door to watch their figures disappear, from beginning to end, motionless, like a sculpture.The white woven lamp above his head flickered suddenly, and A-Jiang came back to his senses, stared at the white woven lamp for a while, and then opened the door to go in.

"woke up?"

Xiao Ni, who was lying down, had already sat up, leaning against the pillow, with her left hand stretched upwards, and a small piece of gauze was pasted on it.

Ajiang seemed to be unable to stand forever, no matter where he was, he had to find a place to rely on.Now he was leaning against the wall opposite the bed, the furthest distance from the bed in the observation room.

"I cut my wrist for you, and you just come to see me?"

Xiao Ni's voice was soft and weak, her eyes were red, and she was extremely wronged.

A-Jiang pressed the center of his brows for a while with a headache, and said sarcastically, "I didn't even cut the veins, and even shallower ones don't even need stitches."

Xiao Ni was poked at the sore spot, and his voice became sharp, as if this could cover up his guilty conscience, "So what, I didn't have enough strength to cut it. Don't you feel that I committed suicide for you? Do you think I have no one?" Do you want to, how many people chase me outside, I have always been the only one who dumped others..."

"Then go find someone else."

"What... what?"

"Go find someone else, we've already broken up, don't come to me again. Don't do this kind of thing again, no one cares about it, it's not worth it." Ajaan pointed to his left hand, and stood up while supporting the wall.He wanted to go back and have a good sleep, he was too tired after a whole night.

"Gu Jiang," Xiao Ni called him like crazy, he knew that A-Jiang would never look back if he left today, fear enveloped him.He began to speak indiscriminately, wishing to leave scars on A-Jiang's body with his weak minions. "You are very happy that I committed suicide. You have an excuse to find him. You were smiling when you called him."

Ajaan stopped abruptly, Xiaoni suddenly didn't dare to speak any more, Ajaan turned his head slowly.

"Yes, thank you."

He said to Xiao Ni, and gave him a kiss in the air.

"Gu Jiang, you are not human, you will be punished sooner or later."

Xiao Ni picked up a cup at random and threw it at Gu Jiang, but unfortunately his left hand was weak, the cup flew into the air and fell, and landed on the floor, torn apart.

retribution?Ajaan walked through the corridor, the noise suddenly enveloped him.Where does it need to be sooner or later, isn't he suffering all the time, since then, all the time.

"Axian, you can't pamper Ajiang like this anymore. It's because of you pampering him that he can be confident and intensify. No matter how good your relationship is, you can't just take care of everything. You are like his father now, and you are worse than him. One year younger."

Shang Xian stepped out of the elevator, Zhou Ling nagged all the way, he didn't want to respond, and kept silent, but Zhou Ling didn't intend to stop at all.

Zhou Ling found the key and opened the door.She changed her shoes and walked in, still talking non-stop, "Now you know the company's situation best, so you don't have the energy to take care of his crap. Don't make a big deal out of small things."

Shangxian followed her into the room and slammed the door shut.

"You won't forget who our company is today because of."

Zhou Ling was stunned, she looked back at Shang Xian in astonishment, only then did she realize that Shang Xian's face was livid and his lips were drawn into a line, which was a sign of his anger.

Zhou Ling's heart skipped a beat, she went too far.She became annoyed, what happened to her today, she seemed out of control, she wouldn't be like this usually.It's all Ajiang, not only can make Axian lose control easily, but also make her lose control easily.

She slumped on the sofa feebly, her head muffled, and after a while, her shoulders trembled visibly.She is obviously the most tolerant, but today, why can't she bear it, it feels like a hole has been broken in her heart, and the long-standing grievances are gushing out.

"I know that the company's survival is due to Ajaan's blessing, but is it only Ajaan's credit? You said you want to start a business, but I resigned without saying a word, and followed you out. I am running everything in the company. , personnel affairs, general affairs, everything is by myself. I will accompany you when you stay up all night, don’t I have to work hard at all?”

Shangxian wanted to say that these are two different things, hard work cannot revitalize the company, if there is no A Jiang, the company would have collapsed long ago.However, his eyes fell on Zhou Ling, and somehow overlapped with the former Zhou Ling.

Maybe it's because the days have improved in the past few years, Zhou Ling looks younger than then, she sat there sobbing, very much like the little girl who sat on the stairs of the fire escape and cried because she couldn't pay next month's salary .

She was right. Back then, Shangxian and Wu Maoshu resigned to start a business together, and there were only three of them in the company.They recruited a few technicians, and Zhou Ling was responsible for everything else.At that time, they ate and lived in the company, and Zhou Ling accompanied them, sleeping curled up in the office chair with a blanket in winter, and sleeping on the floor with a mat spread out in summer.I have to get up in the middle of the night to make supper for them.

Zhou Ling used to work as customer service in the company, but she still works as customer service after she came out.She specially took a set of sexy photos, showing her breasts and long legs, and used it as her profile picture.The purpose is that when dealing with complaints, maybe the other party will talk better because of the avatar.

The air conditioner was broken, so she went to the property.When there was no water, she went to change the bucket.Cleaning, cooking, sending and receiving couriers, she is so busy every day that she does not touch the floor, but she just finds time to go to night school to study accounting.

Everyone knows that Zhou Ling likes Shangxian, and Zhou Ling never hides it. She confessed to Shangxian and was rejected, but she did not change her original intention.As the company grows bigger and bigger, everyone feels that Shangxian will be conquered sooner or later.Until one day, Shang Xian accompanied the investor out of the KTV, and the investor patted him on the shoulder and said to him, this girl is good, you are lucky.

At that time, Zhou Ling was standing opposite him.Every time he went out to socialize, Zhou Ling would pick him up, even if they were going to the K room, Zhou Ling was still waiting at the door.They were having a good time in it, and she sat in the car for hours.

That time, he agreed to Zhou Ling.They officially became a couple. On the second day, they held hands and went to the company. Everyone applauded instantly and called the boss lady.That day was Zhou Ling's happiest day.

Suddenly Shangxian couldn't continue speaking, he turned and left the living room, changed into pajamas, and lay down on the bed.The sobbing outside gradually subsided, and he knew that Zhou Ling would not make trouble with him.After a while, there was the sound of water in the bathroom, followed by the rustling of clothes.

A bright arm stretched out from behind, wrapping around Shang Xian's waist, and A Ling leaned forward, "A Xian, I'm sorry, I'm the one who is not good today."

Shang Xian suddenly turned over to hold Zhou Ling down, he was a bit rough today, but A Ling was very happy, which made her satisfied.Because Shangxian needs her, she puts her heart and soul into it, trying to make Ahxian happier.

Shang Xian's hand left, and A Ling felt a bit of coolness.Shang Xian took out a small square from the bedside table, put it in his mouth, he panted heavily and exerted force on his hand.A cold object fell on Zhou Ling's stomach, and Shang Xian picked it up.

Zhou Ling broke down suddenly, crying uncontrollably, "Why do you have to use a condom every time, Ah Xian, I want to get pregnant, I want to give birth to you. Have you ever thought about marrying me?"

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