He Lived Like You

The familiar handwriting made Jiang Huan subconsciously hold his breath, and he opened the back of the card with extremely stiff movements.

'Jiang Huan, happy birthday, we will meet again soon. '

'Shen Shanwu'

Shen Shanwu

Shen Shanwu

Shen Shanwu

Shen Shanwu

Shen Shanwu Shen Shanwu

Shen Shan Wu Shen Shan Wu Shen Shan Wu Shen Shan Wu Shen Shan Wu Shen Shan Wu Shen Shan Wu...

Jiang Huan's gaze was fixed on this name, tracing over and over again, outlining over and over again, his eyes lingering on every familiar brushstroke, depicting every pause, until he no longer knew these three words. A word, until I suffocated due to lack of oxygen because I forgot to breathe for a long time.

He supported the bedside table with one hand, panting like a fish short of water.Jiang Huan felt as if he was really drunk, the clouds were in the fog, and the sky was spinning. Maybe it was because of a glass of cloudy rice wine, or maybe it was because of the name that burned his heart.

is this real?Jiang Huan didn't even dare to believe it easily. He had fantasized about this scene countless times, and also dreamed about it countless times. pain.

Others didn't know about Shen Shanwu's existence, and those who knew didn't dare or wouldn't make such a joke with him.This year is not a special age for him. If Shen Shanwu entrusted other mutants to give him birthday presents before his death, then it shouldn't have been silent for many years, and suddenly appeared this year.

Most importantly, the card said 'We will meet again soon. '

If Shen Shanwu himself hadn't personally presented him with the eternal life flower, why would he need to add such a sentence?

Jiang Huan tried all kinds of reasons to analyze and tried to believe that Shen Shanwu was still alive, but as long as he didn't see Shen Shanwu with his own eyes, he would never be able to let go of his heart.

When he just learned of Shen Shanwu's death, Jiang Huan always fantasized that maybe the next second Gong Wei would knock on his door in surprise and tell him that Shen Shanwu was still alive.

On his birthday that year, he turned off everything and came to the basement where Shen Shanwu had been waiting for him for a day and a night, and also sat there for a day and a night.

When he finally couldn't hold back his tiredness, before his consciousness disappeared, Jiang Huan wondered if he would be carried to the bed by Shen Shanwu as he had done countless times before, and the other party was lying on his bed. The side around him pretended to be asleep maliciously, just waiting to startle him by opening his eyes suddenly.

He was hungry, thirsty and tired, and he couldn't hold on any longer.Shen Shanwu, you have always been soft-hearted, why did you insist on not showing up this time?

After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Huan woke up from the cold. He opened his dry eyes and saw the empty basement in front of him. He was still sitting alone on the chair. His body was already extremely stiff due to keeping the same posture for a long time. Also numb and painful.

Suddenly, there was a sound from the door, and Jiang Huan stood up nervously and expectantly, but Lu Jingzhi met with worried and concerned eyes.

From that day on, Jiang Huan wore Shen Shanwu's nameplate around his neck and hid it in his collar. Just like his extravagant hopes and fantasies, he kept silent about the name ever since.

There was a long silence in his ear, and Shen Shanwu, who was so suppressed and pretended to be asleep, was almost itchy. He was thinking about whether Jiang Huan would be so happy that he would cry when he learned that he was still alive, or at least laugh. After a smile, except for the shortness of breath at the beginning, this guy was like a sculpture, motionless at other times.

Shen Shanwu would have thought that Jiang Huan was going to sit on the bedside like this all night, and the other party finally made a move. Jiang Huan solemnly picked up the eternal life flower, locked it in the drawer under the desk, and put the card Tucked into the protective ID bag he always carried with him.

After finishing this series of things, Jiang Huan noticed the cake and thermos on the table, Shen Shanwu quietly pricked up his ears, heard Jiang Huan opening the cake carton, and then heard the sound of chewing, and heard him unscrew the pot Cover, the teaspoon was turned in the soup water, but in the end it was still tightly covered without touching it.

I have chicken soup tomorrow morning!Shen Shanwu secretly delighted without conscience.

The gift was sent out, and the information was delivered to Jiang Huan. Shen Shanwu was finally able to let go of his hunger all night and sleep comfortably.It's a pity that Jiang Huan has grown up completely, and she no longer loves to cry and laugh like she did when she was a child, and her emotions are restrained and rarely shown, which is a bit regrettable.

But Jiang Huan obviously didn't feel sleepy, he turned around the bed twice, didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly stepped forward and called Jiang Tong in a low voice, Shen Shanwu felt that his volume was not enough to wake him up' The sleeping child didn't move.

After Jiang Huan yelled, he fell silent again. After a while, he hurriedly opened the door again, but after standing at the door for a while, he sighed again, closed the door and returned to the bed.

Shen Shanwu: "..." Brother, can you sleep?Are all drunks as hyperactive as you?

He felt that Jiang Huan tucked the quilt for him, smoothed his hair, and after a long time, scraped the tip of his nose with his fingertips.

Is it over yet? !

Shen Shanwu frowned, turned his back to Jiang Huan, not wanting to be molested by him again.Jiang Huan was indeed not mad enough to tease Jiang Tong back again. He stood by the bed for a while, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't bathed yet. After a rustling sound of rummaging through clothes, there was the sound of water in the bathroom.

Shen Shanwu secretly heaved a sigh of relief, it was considered peaceful.

In order to save water resources, most people will choose to clean their bodies by scrubbing. Even for the rich and powerful Shanhai team, everyone will take a shower as fast as possible.

In just 5 minutes, Jiang Huan finished taking a bath, and Shen Shanwu lay on the bed bored, waiting for him to come over covered in moisture, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't hear any more movement from the bathroom.

What's wrong with it?Shen Shanwu turned back in a daze, thinking whether he should pretend to go to the toilet and go into the bathroom to take a look, but Bie Jianghuan was overwhelmed by alcohol and fell asleep in the bathroom with his butt naked.

At this moment, Shen Shanwu suddenly heard a soft and soft whisper, hoarse and lingering, coming from the bathroom far away, with krypton balls and confusion beyond words, as if trying to say something.

"elder brother……"

Um?Shen Shanwu couldn't help opening half of his eyes, and rolled them curiously, but just as he was about to raise his head and look through the gap in the bathroom door that could never be closed, there was another hoarse male call, accompanied by Saying his name, there was another strange and sticky sound.

Shen Shanwu is a 31-year-old adult male. Although his blowing index plummeted after the mutation, he was able to identify what caused the regular sound of water in the bathroom in the first place.

"Shen Shanwu..."

The indistinct panting creek and the ear-piercing sound of gluttonous pus resounded together, and the bathroom door that could not be closed clearly conveyed these movements to the outside world, and Shen Shanwu's excellent hearing allowed Shen Shanwu to receive everything accurately into mind.

As the matter was coming to an end, Jiang Huan speeded up, and the calls in his mouth were uncontrollable in a variety of ways, brother, brother, brother Shanwu, Shanwu, Shen Shanwu...all rolled from the tip of his hot tongue After that, it will be ironed in Shen Shanwu's heart again.

Shen Shanwu lay stiffly on the bed, his pupils shrank to the limit, all the meanings were too obvious, he couldn't even deceive himself to find a second explanation.

Jiang Huan said his name and did that kind of thing.Throughout the ages, there is only one emotion that can make people call out another person's name in this situation.

impossible.Shen Shanwu was so shocked that he almost lost control of his fangs, and he regained his sanity slightly when his tongue was cut and the smell of blood filled his mouth.

Jiang Huan... likes him?

Jiang Huan's feelings for him are not simply brotherly affection... but passionate love?

Shen Shanwu quickly recalled the details of the two people's relationship in the past. Jiang Huan has always been very dependent on him, and their physical contact has always been frequent and intimate. Thoughts, and Jiang Huan...

No wonder he always sleeps with his arms around him!No wonder after passing out from bone pain a few times, his lips were wet when he woke up. Jiang Huan explained that he fed him water when his lips were dry and peeling. What kind of water does he need to feed a mutant?

No, Jiang Huan was clearly only 15 years old at that time, did he already have that kind of thought about him?

Am I nice to him?I didn't treat him well then, did I?How did he like me?How did he awaken his sexuality?Why does he like me?What did I do to make him like me?

One question after another filled Shen Shanwu's mind, but all of these disappeared when Jiang Huan lay down on the bed.

Shen Shanwu's heart trembled uncontrollably, and he lost all sleepiness.

If he insisted on reminiscing about his experience, Shen Shanwu could only think of one past event, and for Jiang Huan, it was definitely not a good memory.

Jiang Huan used to be delicate and frail and afraid of suffering, but the key point was that he was innocent and careless. He was okay when he was obedient, but Shen Shanwu really wanted to strangle him to death when he was disobedient.

Every time like this, Shen Shanwu admires Jiang Huan's mother very much, and has to admit that this great woman is much more powerful than him, at least Shen Shanwu has no ability to make his child miss Hei Qiaoman in the third year of the last days. Cranberry Cookies.

Once, Shen Shanwu worked in a small human shelter that didn't look like a good place for Jiang Huan's food for the next three days.

The little leader who received them looked like an old man, his lustful eyes were directed not only at him and those graceful and mature women, but also at those weak children including Jiang Huan, really yin/light shining Young and old eat all, and one will not let it go.

Shen Shanwu noticed at a glance that this old /yin/ stick had that kind of thought for Jiang Huan. He calmly thought about keeping Jiang Huan a little tighter in the past two days, trying to avoid this evil pen as much as possible, and getting it without causing trouble. The food just leaves.

The task assigned to him was to be carried out under the scorching sun at noon. Generally, the harder the conditions, the more attractive the reward. Shen Shanwu was also happy to receive such a job. He called Jiang Huan and asked him to go out with him bask in the sun.

But at this moment, the little boss rubbed his hands slyly, and said with a calm face that the child can't do much anyway, and the sun is so hot outside, he is afraid that the child will be overheated, how about it, he is kind Let this doll sit in his office all afternoon, and is willing to provide sweet water to drink.

Jiang Huan's ears softened all of a sudden. He looked at the scorching heat outside and saw the clear water with sugar in the little boss's hand. He was tired and greedy, so he pitifully begged Shen Shanwu to let him stay here .

Shen Shanwu couldn't believe his ears, this old man was really on the verge of hanging big-character posters on the wall for his intentions, yet Jiang Huan could still say such a thing.

"Follow me." At that time, he was full of hostility, and he couldn't help trying to speculate on others with the greatest malice.He even wondered ugly whether Jiang Huan did it on purpose, he actually knew everything, but he was determined to exchange his body for an afternoon of comfort.

"Brother...I'm really tired, I don't want to move, it's so hot outside..."

Shen Shanwu was silent for a while, and said okay.

As soon as he turned around and went out, the door was locked from the inside immediately, with a click, and he was unwilling to cover it up.

Shen Shanwu followed the contractor who took him to the work place outside the door and took two steps, and stopped suddenly at a turning. The contractor noticed his stop and urged him to come quickly, and everyone else Waiting for you, while Shen Shanwu stopped on the spot, counting the numbers silently in his heart.

In just a few seconds, Jiang Huan's frightened cries came from not far away.

The contractor was stunned for a moment, the expression on his face showed disgust towards the little boss, but it was more ironic towards Shen Shanwu.He wasn't having a good time, but just seeing other people doing worse than him gave him immense relief.

"Did you find out? You didn't find out earlier before the door was locked, so it's useless to find out now." He also stepped forward to pat Shen Shanwu's shoulder in disgust, and said with a strange voice: "This guy uses this trick to deceive people. There are too many, not just your idiot brother, don't go over and shout at the door, let me tell you, the more you call this pervert, the more excited he gets..."

Before the words fell, Shen Shanwu opened his eyes, turned around and returned to the office, kicked the door directly, and directly kicked the anti-theft door that was full of centimeters thick to make a big hole, the contractor's legs softened in an instant , The whole person collapsed to the ground like a loach.

Shen Shanwu kicked again without looking back, the anti-theft door suddenly shattered countless screws and stickers, flew half a meter away, and then fell to the ground with a bang, even the cement wall tiles around the door were shattered. Broken a lot.

Like a god of killing, he walked in the door silently, full of evil spirits.Inside the door, sugar water was spilled all over the floor, the tables and chairs were tilted, Jiang Huan's face was full of tears, and he was tightly clutching a dagger that Shen Shanwu had given him earlier. The rest of the place is intact.

Before the little boss could fasten his trousers zipper, he tremblingly leaned on the corner of the wall, as if he wanted to call someone, but he couldn't say a word. Shen Shanwu took off his sunglasses, and he didn't shy away from his pair of black and red sunglasses. Zombie pupils.

The smell of feces and urine immediately permeated the room, and the man became incontinent.Shen Shanwu didn't bother to talk nonsense to this person who wasted air while alive, he took the dagger from Jiang Huan's hand, killed the pervert with one blow, and then put the blood-stained dagger back into Jiang Huan's hand, He turned back into the room and rummaged around. With his excellent sense of smell, he found a lot of hidden food for him, enough for Jiang Huan to eat for half a month.

The commotion caused by Shen Shanwu was too great, and soon a group of people gathered outside the door, most of them were subordinates of the little boss, holding knives and guns in their hands, but they were afraid of Shen Shanwu's sharp black nails and pupils. Under the circumstances, he was trembling with fear and dared not take half a step forward.

Jiang Huan burst into tears, just like a small faucet, sobbing and trembling while wiping the dirty blood on the dagger, Shen Shanwu completely ignored the people outside the door, and yelled at Jiang Huan to shut him up with a headache. Mouth.

"Telling you to come with me, how dare you be disobedient...Do you dare not follow next time?"

"..." Jiang Huan cried again, "Don't dare anymore... Brother, I will follow you wherever you go!"

Jiang Huan did fulfill this sentence very well. For a long time, she was almost inseparable from Shen Shanwu, even going to the bathroom with her.

After a while, Shen Shanwu was also afraid that the child would leave some psychological shadow, so he took the initiative to talk about it with him, trying to enlighten him.

Jiang Huan's mentality is quite strong, he quickly relaxed in the conversation, and curiously nestled in Shen Shanwu's arms and asked: "But I'm a boy, I'm not a girl, there is no such thing, a pervert is clearly a man, Why would he miss me?"

"Men in this world will not only like women, but also men, and women too. This is called homosexuality. Your parents are heterosexual. Besides, there are bisexuals. They like both men and women."

"Homosexuality." Jiang Huan repeated in surprise, "I haven't read about it in books."

"You read too little."

Jiang Huan nodded, "It would be great if there was no such thing as the end of the world. I only read a small cabinet of books at home..."

After a while, Jiang Huan asked again: "Brother, are you straight, gay, or bisexual?"

Shen Shanwu paused, and told the truth, "I am gay, and I like men."

"!!!" Jiang Huan immediately opened his eyes as excitedly as if he had discovered the New World, "Then do you like me?"

Shen Shanwu: "..."

Shen Shanwu: "Like a man doesn't mean you like a man."

"Brother, who do you like? You have a girl... no, do you have a boyfriend?"

"Had."

"Who? Where is he?"

"died."

"...It's so miserable."

"No, I'm quite happy."

"..."

作者有话要说：说实话吧，这么些生僻字看下去，再暧昧的氛围都搞得学术了。感谢在2020-09-0501:29:16~2020-09-0601:59:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Shi Shaoyi, Ha Hu Hu, Yan Sheng Sheng, Xue Ying, Mio_ETo, Deng Huo, ωǒ, 尐/諃灬, Splendid-M, Yi Gu Xici 1;

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