Ke Jia reached out to take out the pen, stared at it for a long time, and gradually felt a very uncomfortable feeling in her heart.

He knows that because of this pen, his desires have gradually inflated. From the beginning of writing down some inconspicuous little wishes, now he wants more and more. He can't even predict what he will ask for next. Do you want to win prizes in the competition, or do you want to replace Director Xiang Jinghong?

Desire is a chain, and Ke Jia doesn't know where the end point is.

Even he knew it was wrong to do so now, but he didn't want to stop at all.

"What's the matter?" Seeing that Ke Jia hadn't come out after answering the phone, Lu Xiuqi couldn't help but came in to see him, but saw Ke Jia holding the pencil in a daze.

Lu Xiuqi frowned, beginning to realize that this pencil seemed to be very important to Ke Jia.

"It's okay." Ke Jia quickly put the pencil back into the box, blocking Lu Xiuqi's sight, and led him out of her room.

Lu Xiuqi saw that he looked strange and seemed depressed, so he asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Who's calling?"

Ke Jia didn't want others to know about the nasty things hidden in her heart, so she just made a haha ​​and said, "It's nothing, it's just a call from the company."

Lu Xiuqi knew that the call should be from Xiang Jinghong, and he also knew what he said to Ke Jia. He originally thought that Ke Jia would be very happy because of this matter. After all, he has been busy drawing pictures for the past half month, just to prepare for this Contest.

Ke Jia is a person who can't pretend to be troubled in his heart, and all his worries are written on his face. Lu Xiuqi didn't want to make Ke Jia unhappy one after another at this juncture, but he still saw Ke Jia's distraught appearance until night, even I was in a daze while feeding the fish.

"What happened?" Lu Xiuqi couldn't help but go over and snatch the fish food from Ke Jia, preventing him from starving the fish to death.

Ke Jia came back to her senses, exhaled lightly, shook her head and said, "It's nothing."

Lu Xiuqi narrowed his eyes to look at him, and when he was about to say something more, Ke Jia suddenly turned his head to look at him, stared into Lu Xiuqi's eyes and asked softly: "Brother Lu, have you ever had anything you particularly wanted? "

Lu Xiuqi's heart stopped beating, and he moved his fingers lightly, wanting to hold the thing he most wanted right now in his arms.

"If you want something in particular, will you use some rather...unreasonable means to get it?" Ke Jia asked without waiting for Lu Xiuqi's answer.

"Yes." Lu Xiuqi stared into Ke Jia's eyes, and said word by word: "As long as I want what I want, it doesn't matter what method I use."

Ke Jia's heart was pounding, "But what if what you want is also what others want?" He got the place to participate in the competition. Of course, the best result is to win an award in the competition to be considered really elated, but Ke Jia Jia knew that by doing so, he was robbing the opportunity that should belong to others.

"Others don't need it more than I do. No matter what method I use, I also put in the same effort. Why should I care what happens to other people?" Ke Jia's words touched the most sensitive nerve in Lu Xiuqi since he was a child.

Just because Lu Xiuyi didn't have a mother, and because he was the evidence left behind by his father's cheating and his mother's mistress, no matter what, he had to let Lu Xiuyi say "I want" in front of his parents.

Ke Jia thought for a while, then suddenly shook his head amusedly, what he and Lu Xiuqi said were not the same thing at all, and there was no comparison.

Just when he was about to go back to the room, he looked up and saw Lu Xiuqi's red eyes. He was startled immediately, waved his hand in front of Lu Xiuqi, and asked nervously, "Brother Lu? Are you okay?" No more Are you sick?

Lu Xiuqi was not sick at all, but his eyes turned red when he thought of Ke Jia's question just now, as if even Ke Jia would be snatched away by Lu Xiuyi if he was not careful.

"I'm fine." Lu Xiuqi pulled Ke Jia's hand away, turning his face away from him.

"The weekend after tomorrow, I'll accompany you to the hospital to have a look. No matter what the problem is, you can always rest assured." Ke Jia was a little worried and a little scared. After all, mental problems are not a joke. He and Lu Xiuqi have been living under the same roof, saying Not at all afraid of being fake.

"Okay." Lu Xiuqi nodded and agreed without hesitation.

Ke Jia breathed a sigh of relief, and when he was about to go back to the room, Lu Xiuqi pulled him back again.He looked up at Lu Xiuqi strangely, and he heard Lu Xiuqi say: "Jiajia, sleep with me these few nights, watch me."

Ke Jia panicked and subconsciously wanted to refuse, but looking at Lu Xiuqi's expectant eyes, she couldn't say no.

Anyway, it's not that he hasn't slept with Lu Xiuqi before, and it seems that there haven't been any vicious cases that can make headlines. If he rejects Lu Xiuqi at this time, he might feel very uncomfortable.

"Okay, I'll take a shower." Ke Jia nodded and agreed.

Lu Xiuqi raised the corners of his mouth and smiled. If he had known that sympathy was so simple, he would have hugged Ke Jia long ago.

Since Ke Jia agreed to Lu Xiuqi, she didn't feel awkward anymore. After taking a bath, she directly carried her quilt over, and laid down on Lu Xiuqi's bed familiarly.

Instead, Lu Xiuqi was afraid of Ke Jia's embarrassment, so he deliberately waited for him to fall asleep before falling asleep.

Ke Jia took a day off and went to work the next day.Everyone in the department probably got the news that he could participate in the competition. It was different from before. As soon as Ke Jia arrived at the company, several people came to ask him about his situation. It was obviously much more enthusiastic than his previous attitude.

Ke Jia didn't need to think about it to know that these people originally thought that they could get the current treatment by hooking up with Xiang Jinghong. If there was a kid in the middle who provoked them, Ke Jia would not have a good life.

But it's different now. His competition was hand-picked by the company's largest shareholder. This weight is completely different from that of Xiang Jinghong. When a person stands at the same height as others, there is a little bit of prominence Places are easy to attract people's envy, but when Ke Jia stood in a place beyond their reach, jealousy turned into envy.

Ke Jia remained calm, even though he was upset, he still talked and laughed with those people. Anyway, everyone is a stranger who doesn't know anyone after work, so there is no need to get too stiff.

It's just that Ke Jia suddenly became curious about the so-called major shareholder who had never met before. He didn't know what kind of person the other party was, whether he really thought his work was good, or was just inexplicably influenced by the magic pen.

The next day was the weekend, Ke Jia registered a psychiatrist on the Internet, and planned to take Lu Xiuqi to check it out, not only to reassure Lu Xiuqi, but also to give himself a bottom line, in case Lu Xiuqi really had some spirit In terms of problems, it is better to be prepared in the future.

"Brother Lu, don't be nervous, just go chat. I heard that chatting with a psychiatrist is very comfortable, as long as you don't have any psychological burden." Ke Jia drove Lu Xiuqi to the hospital, and couldn't help comforting him on the way Lu Xiuqi's emotions.

Lu Xiuqi was amused in his heart, but he didn't express anything on his face, he just nodded silently.

Ke Jia smiled, "That's good, I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable."

"Jiajia, are you panicking or am I panicking?" Lu Xiuqi glanced at Ke Jia's fingers on the steering wheel, the fingertips turned white, it was obvious that he had used a lot of force and looked very nervous.

Ke Jia was taken into consideration, and honked the car horn uncomfortably, but did not answer Lu Xiuqi's words.

Lu Xiuqi didn't force him to ask, and leaned against the back of the chair with his eyes closed, silently recalling the touch of Ke Jia's skin in his mind, as if only in this way could he feel a bit of coolness.

There were many people in the hospital on the morning of the weekend. Fortunately, Ke Jia registered online in advance, and there were not many people seeing a psychologist, so Ke Jia took Lu Xiuqi into the consulting room before arriving at the hospital for a long time. .

The doctor is a middle-aged man in his 40s. He has a smile on his face when he is not talking, and he looks inexplicably relaxed.

"Who wants to consult?" The doctor glanced between the two of them before asking.

Ke Jia pointed at Lu Xiuqi, and when he was about to speak, the doctor gave the order to evict the guest: "Then please go out first, I will have a chat with this gentleman alone."

Ke Jia blinked, and it took several seconds to react. She scratched her nose in embarrassment, got up and went out first.

Lu Xiuqi actually didn't need to see a doctor, he knew very well if there was anything wrong with him, but Ke Jia was so enthusiastic, if he refused, it would be too disrespectful to Ke Jia.

Lu Xiuqi chatted with the doctor inside for about an hour, while Ke Jia waited outside until his phone ran out of battery, and just when he wanted to lean back on the chair to sleep for a while, Lu Xiuqi walked out of the consulting room.

Ke Jia woke up suddenly when she heard the voice, quickly wiped her face and stood up, and asked nervously, "I'm done? What did the doctor say? What did you talk about?"

Lu Xiuqi didn't speak, and silently passed the medical records in his hand to Ke Jia.

Ke Jia took the medical record and opened it, and the first page was densely filled with scribbled handwriting.Ke Jia squinted her eyes and struggled to recognize the words on it. Before she could read the first word, she heard Lu Xiuqi say: "Skin hunger and thirst, the doctor said that I lacked the care of intimate relationships in childhood, so I will develop it when I grow up. I crave the intimacy of being with other people.”

Ke Jia put down the case and looked up at Lu Xiuqi in surprise.

He didn't understand much of this sentence, but he extracted useful keywords from it.

He still remembered what the person who claimed to be Lu Xiuqi's brother said at the gate of the community that night.Lu Xiuqi never took the initiative to mention his past, but Ke Jia knew that he must have had a very unfortunate childhood.

"It's nothing, I'll control it later." Lu Xiuqi took down the case, and said to Ke Jia, "It's almost noon, let's go back." After speaking, Lu Xiuqi turned around and prepared to leave, but just two steps away, he found Ke Jia Jia did not follow.

Ke Jia stood there, looking at Lu Xiuqi's back, until Lu Xiuqi looked back at him strangely, Ke Jia scratched his hair stiffly, and said with some embarrassment: "Brother Lu, if you really feel uncomfortable, you can hug him mine."

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