Back to the Northeast 1970

There are nine times out of ten unsatisfactory things in life, and few people can achieve smooth sailing, but Yan Baoshu is unwilling to believe that Gong Xiaohai has encountered such a big hurdle at a young age.On the way back home with Yan Baoshu in Wan Sining, Yan Baoshu kept praying, really hoping that Gong Xiaohai was safe and sound, and that he could see him smiling and looking at everything silly.However, things went against their wishes. When Wan Sining arrived at Gong Xiaohai's house according to Yan Baoshu's instructions, they could hear the miserable wailing sound coming from the house just by standing at the gate.

Yan Baoshu panicked for a moment, and seemed to have no strength in his whole body, so he managed to hold on to Wan Sixing's shoulders to stand still.Yan Baoshu knew what such crying meant. Gong Xiaohai was really gone. He was still so young, and his future still had a long way to go. Why... Yan Baoshu firmly grasped Wan Sining's shoulder, the latter But with a deep expression on his face, "Baoshu, tell me, what happened?"

Yan Baoshu's nose was sore, he shook his head and said, "Let's go in and talk about it."

Yan Baoshu pushed open the door of Gong Xiaohai's house, and what he saw was that the courtyard was full of people, most of them were workers from the factory and mine compound, while the other small part were Gong Xiaohai's family members and relatives.Gong Xiaohai and Yan Baoshu have a very close relationship, so the family naturally recognizes him. Gong Xiaohai's mother has already fainted from crying several times, and she is being supported and comforted by the neighbors, but Gong Xiaohai's father has a serious expression on his face. Pale, he nodded when he saw Yan Baoshu, "Baoshu is here."

Yan Baoshu's eyes turned red, "Uncle, Xiao Hai..."

Gong Xiaohai's father waved his hand, he looked a little older, "This is fate."

life?Yan Baoshu was speechless. After comforting Gong Xiaohai's father a few words, he brought Wan Sining into the house. Gong Xiaohai's body was placed on a wooden board near the stove, and his face was covered by a white cloth. , Yan Baoshu walked over and lifted the white cloth, just glanced at it, Yan Baoshu's tears were no longer under control.Gong Xiaohai's head was smashed halfway through, even though it was treated, blood stains still stained the wooden board under him.Yan Baoshu was very excited at this moment. He knelt down and looked carefully at Gong Xiaohai's remains. The usual young man who talked and laughed and loved to gossip was gone. Now what was lying in front of him was just a cold corpse. Xiao Hai lightly touched his face, "They say this is fate, Xiao Hai, what do you think?"

"Baoshu." Wan Sining squatted beside Yan Baoshu, pulled the white cloth to cover Gong Xiaohai, "I still remember him, he and you are good friends." Yan Baoshu choked up, "He is the same age as me."

Wan Sixing sighed, "Don't be sad."

Yan Baoshu wiped away his tears, and when he got up, he bypassed Wan Xining and went straight to Gong Xiaohai's father outside the house, "Uncle, isn't Xiaohai going to the civil engineering team? Why did he go to work in the second mining area?"

"This..." Gong Xiaohai's father had a sad face, squatted down on the ground in frustration, scratched his hair with both hands, and said in a crying voice, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault." As soon as the father finished speaking, Gong Xiaohai's mother, who was down on the other side, suddenly yelled like mad, "That's right, it's your fault, it's all your fault, you return my son."

The scene was out of control for a while, crying and cursing, Yan Baoshu had no choice but to drag Gong Xiaoshan to the back room of Gong's house. After entering the house, Yan Baoshu pulled Gong Xiaoshan to him, "Xiaoshan, tell me, what the hell is going on? What's the matter, why did your brother suddenly go to work in the second mining area? Isn't he going to join the civil engineering team?"

Gong Xiaoshan did not change his previous image, and said with a snotty nose: "My father refused to let my brother join the civil engineering team, saying that the civil engineering team could earn a few dollars a month, and then my brother listened to my father and went to the second The mining area went down to mine coal, and the result was..."

Yan Baoshu finally understood that the feeling was that Gong Xiaohai's father forced Gong Xiaohai to go to the second mining area in order to make the family's conditions better. He was only 17 years old, and in terms of the environment of modern society, he was just a child.The matter has come to this point, Gong Xiaohai is gone, Yan Baoshu wiped his face with both hands sadly, "Xiaoshan, do you know what day your brother has arranged for the funeral?"

Gong Xiaoshan shook his head, "My father didn't tell me."

"Okay, I see." Yan Baoshu felt sorry for Gong Xiaohai, but there were other emotions, one was sadness, and the other was anger, which was anger towards Gong Xiaohai's father. Anger seemed to dominate the evil soul hidden in his heart, instantly reminding him of Yan Yonggui, they are all the same person, exactly the same.Yan Baoshu clenched his fists and watched the crying scene outside the house through the window. He regretted it only after death, and Yan Baoshu really felt worthless for Gong Xiaohai.

Perhaps, this is really fate. Gong Xiaohai did not have a good father, let alone the fate to be reborn in modern society. He is destined to spend his short 17 years in this life in this life.

"Brother Baoshu?" Seeing that Yan Baoshu was silent, Gong Xiaoshan reached out and pushed Yan Baoshu's thigh.

Yan Baoshu came back to his senses, "Huh?"

"Brother Baoshu, if you say my brother died like this, will my family become poorer and poorer in the future?"

The fire of Yan Baoshu came up quickly, co-author Gong Xiaohai exists to improve your life?Gong Xiaohai, Gong Xiaohai, if you feel unwilling, then open your eyes and look at your home, if you have resentment, then let your soul come back and scare them all to death.Yan Baoshu was too lazy to look at Gong Xiaoshan again. After pushing him away, Yan Baoshu was about to go out. When he was walking out, Yan Baoshu suddenly saw a thin notebook on the table. He had an impression of this notebook. It belonged to Gong Xiaohai. During the time at school, he could always see Gong Xiaohai secretly writing something on it by himself.

Yan Baoshu stopped, turned around, went to the desk, took the book and opened it, the first page read, "It's a sunny day, but it's cold, I wanted to take a lazy sleep today without going to school I was lazy, but just after dawn, my dad called me up to chop firewood. I had no choice but to put on a half-thick padded jacket and go outside to work. After a busy morning, my hands were frozen , When it was time for lunch, I went back to the house and found that there were only two cornbreads in the pot, and there was no food at all."

After reading this paragraph, Yan Baoshu closed the book, and ran into his pocket at random.When going out, Yan Baoshu came to the wooden board and talked to Gong Xiaohai, he whispered: "Xiaohai, I took your diary away, I know this is your privacy, but I think there is no one else but me I will read it, so please agree to allow me to read your diary." As he spoke, Yan Baoshu reached into the white cloth and held Gong Xiaohai's cold hand, "We are friends and will always be."

Accompanied by Gong Xiaoshan, Yan Baoshu left the house, Wan Sixing was standing outside, Yan Baoshu gave him a wink, and Wan Sixing went to the gate to wait.Before leaving, Yan Baoshu talked to Gong Xiaohai's parents, and he decided to come to help on the day Gong Xiaohai was buried, and then he left.

"Where are you going?" Wan Sining asked, pushing the bicycle.

Yan Baoshu thought for a while, "Find a quiet place to sit for a while."

"it is good."

Wan Si Ning originally wanted to play with Yan Baoshu today, and he wanted Yan Baoshu to integrate into his organization, but this happened.As a last resort, Wan Sining's plan had to be changed, and he downloaded it at Yan Baoshu's request and went to the woods where he often went to play.This forest is next to the railway east, and this is the base where Wan Sining used to hide from his parents when he was a child to smoke secretly. Due to the warmth of spring, the ice of a small puddle in the woods gradually melted, and the two of them sat next to the puddle. chatted on the stone.

Gong Xiaohai's death reminded Yan Baoshu of "the past".When he was a freshman, there was a very beautiful female classmate in the class. Yan Baoshu had a very good relationship with her. After getting along slowly, Yan Baoshu got to know her family situation. There were four brothers and sisters in her family. She was the second child, but because her family's conditions were not good, she dropped out of school in her junior year.Coincidentally, when Yan Baoshu was dragged to a nightclub by his colleagues, he saw the girl who had dropped out of school. Her early innocence was gone, replaced by heavy makeup.When she first recognized him, she wanted to avoid him, probably because she had a good relationship with Yan Baoshu during school, and finally recognized Yan Baoshu as a classmate.In the small Malatang restaurant on the corner, she drank a lot of wine, and finally told the truth to Yan Baoshu.It turned out that she dropped out of school so that her younger siblings could continue to study. She had to work to earn money to support them. She herself was very unwilling. She also wanted to continue to study. She wanted to have a bright future, but things backfired. If she refused , her parents will make all kinds of distressed gestures to melt her, there is no way, she can only agree.and after?She became what she is now, working as a lady in the nightclub that Yan Baoshu went to, both on stage and on stage, she said: "I am no longer who I used to be, I hate each of them, and I hate myself even more."

Gong Xiaohai's situation was similar to hers. It was because of his father's request that he agreed to go to the second mining area, and ended up putting his own life on the line.Life seems to have many choices, but in fact it seems to have no way to go. If you are not alone in this world, there will always be all kinds of fetters.

"Don't be sad." Wan Si Ning was clumsy and tongue-tied, it was fine for him to joke, but it was as difficult as heaven for him to comfort someone.

Yan Baoshu sighed, looked at the surface of the water and said, "Crooked mouth, you said they were all raised by their biological parents, why is there such a big difference?"

Wan Sining didn't quite understand, "What do you mean?"

Yan Baoshu turned his head and asked him, "Is your father treating you well?"

Wan Sining nodded, "Okay, my dad loves me."

Yan Baoshu smiled bitterly and said: "That's it, so a good family is happiness." Yan Baoshu picked up the stone on the ground and threw it into the water. After a grunt, Yan Baoshu said: "I feel that I am going to be too cynical .” Yan Baoshu stood up, stretched his arms and said, “Witchy, I want to drink, do you want to accompany me?”

Wan Sining stood up, "Give up your life to accompany the gentleman."