paranormal relationship

12 Deep self-blame

The students who were still playing around saw Mu Xiran rushing out of the classroom suddenly, and they all looked in the direction of the door with surprised expressions.

"What's up with him?"

"It seems to be crying."

"Who bullied him?"

"I do not know."

"He's a boy, why does he like to cry so much?"

"Boys can't cry, what's wrong with crying when you are deeply in love?"

……

Han Ziruo turned his head when Mu Xiran got up to move the table and chairs, then got up and chased after him.

Mu Xiran kept running and running, he didn't know where he went, he just kept running down the stairs, and then sat on the steps of the entrance and exit of the teaching building, crying with his head in his arms.

Han Ziruo found him easily. Seeing his lonely and thin back trembling slightly with the sound of sobbing, his heart tightened, and he came to him with light steps and sat down, put his hand on his shoulder, ready to embrace him In the middle, when he put his hand on Mu Xiran's back, he saw Mu Xiran's body move to the side by a large margin, and dodged stubbornly.

"Sorry……"

Han Ziruo didn't know how to comfort him, so he remained silent except to apologize.

Mu Xiran began to cry out of breath, and said with a crying voice: "My parents died in a car accident, and my relatives didn't want me. Uncle Han kindly took me in. I came here with a grateful heart. Your family, but I never wanted to be hated by you. Being hated by you made me feel really uncomfortable and hurt... Every day I dream that my parents are sitting by my bed and laughing, just laughing, not talking, I want to laugh along with you , but still cried, I cried so sad, so sad, I don’t know how I still have the courage to live until now, as long as I feel sad, I really want to go down to accompany them..."

Han Ziruo didn't expect Mu Xiran to have such a life experience, and his father didn't mention it when he announced that he became a part of the family.It is conceivable that at that time I kept saying hurtful things to Mu Xiran, and I still enjoyed it so much that I didn't take it seriously. Now that I think about it, I am simply a heinous sinner!How could I treat such a simple-hearted, docile and lovely Mu Xiran?

"Sorry……"

Han Ziruo could only say sorry to show his deep self-blame now, and moved to Mu Xiran's side, with a guilty and heavy expression, bit his lips tightly, reached out to wrap his arms around his shoulders and pulled him into his arms, using The other hand wrapped around him, almost using all his strength to confine him in his arms and hug him tightly.

Mu Xiran resisted at first, but in the end he couldn't hold back Han Ziruo, so he threw himself into his arms, wrapped his arms around his waist, and cried bitterly.

It was the first time that Han Ziruo hugged a boy so tightly, closed his eyes, rested his chin on the end of his hair, smelled the fragrance of his hair, felt his body temperature, and listened to his crying, everything was so real and meet.

It was as if he heard the tight string in his heart break with a bang, and the sound of breaking was so clear that he was caught off guard.It turned out that Mu Xiran's body was so soft, so soft that he couldn't put it down, and there was the smell of bathing flowers, his brain began to become disordered.

I have to say that he likes this hug very much, and even misses this hug. He really wants to just hug Mu Xiran like this day after day, so long that he forgets the time...

Mu Xiran's crying gradually became quieter. His first reaction when he came to his senses was to hear Han Ziruo's strong heartbeat, firm arms, and warm embrace. His brain began to short-circuit for a while.Only then did he suddenly realize that he was hugging Han Ziruo and crying in his arms so embarrassed, he must be laughing at himself again, right?

Han Ziruo was still enjoying the embrace with his eyes closed, when he felt that the person in his embrace couldn't wait to pull away from his embrace, and showed him an embarrassed look with snot and tears: "I'll show you a joke, I... I shouldn't have said so much to you, don't get me wrong, I didn't say that to make you sympathize with me, I..."

"I didn't hate you for that long, it was just for a moment, don't think too much. In short, I'm sorry..." Han Ziruo immediately interrupted him, stood up after apologizing, and stretched out his hand, "The ground is cool, Follow me back to class."

Mu Xiran raised his head, looked at Han Ziruo's white fingers with clear knuckles with tears in his eyes, and smiled and passed his hand over. Bring Mu Xiran up.

"Your hands are really cold." Han Ziruo frowned.

"Your hands are so warm." Mu Xiran smiled.

I really want to keep holding your hand like this and never let go, such a thought flashed through my mind, and the corners of Han Ziruo's mouth raised upwards involuntarily.

Shen Di was very enthusiastic about Lu Jiajie's frequent wechat messages to him at first, but later on, he felt that Lu Jiajie, a big boy, had been sending frequent messages to him, which was a bit too much, so he started to ignore him.

Chen Jingyi also noticed Shen Di's strange behavior, so she decided to talk to him at night after school.

There are no stars in the night sky tonight, it’s so dark that you can’t reach your fingers, and even the street lights seem so dim. They leave one after another, and there are fewer and fewer classmates, which means that it is getting late.

Standing under the streetlight in the corner of the teaching building, Shen Di began to feel uneasy. Chen Jingyi probably didn't know about him chatting with Lu Jiajie, but she saw him chatting with others, not once or twice, and she was his daughter again. Friends, it is inevitable to be suspicious.

So for a while, you have to explain it to her carefully.

It's just that it's so late, Shen Di picked up the Samsung phone and checked the time, it's already ten fifteen, why hasn't Chen Jingyi come down yet?

"Shen Di!"

Chen Jingyi's beautiful voice like a silver bell sounded not far away.

Shen Di raised his head and looked through the dim street lights, and found that Chen Jingyi didn't come here alone. She was surrounded by Xia Yue, Han Ziruo, Mu Xiran, and Lu Jiajie. What's going on?

After Lu Jiajie saw Shen Di, he ran towards him like a wild horse, and stopped in front of him with a brake in time, with a bright smile on his face: "Shen Di, it's a pleasure to see you again. I sent you WeChat messages for a few days, but you didn't pay much attention to me."

Shen Di showed a little indifference towards Lu Jiajie's arrival, and smiled far-fetchedly: "We two boys, how can we still contact each other?"

Chen Jingyi walked up to Shen Di, and gave him a wink: "Han Ziruo invites us to have supper, let's go together!"

"But we..." Shen Di wanted to say something, but was stared at by Chen Jingyi, and then silenced.

"You two, hurry up!"

Han Ziruo bypassed them and walked in front, "Winter vacation will be in a few days, it's great!"

Mu Xiran walked side by side with him, and took his words: "You can sleep in under the blanket during the Chinese New Year."

"It's warmer if we sleep together." Han Ziruo whispered in his ear.

Mu Xiran's ears instantly turned red like shrimp.

Han Ziruo noticed it, and couldn't help teasing: "Your ears are so red, are you shy again?"

Mu Xiran raised his eyes, looked at him but didn't look at him, and gave him a shy smile: "Don't you like sleeping with me?"

"Your body is so soft, it should be good to hug and sleep." Han Ziruo began to dream.

Mu Xiran directly refused: "No, that would be very strange."

"I'm just joking, and I don't have that kind of hobby." Han Ziruo started to be serious, but deep down in his heart he became lost because of Mu Xiran's rejection, and he didn't know why. In short, this feeling was very uncomfortable.

The relationship between the two of them, since Mu Xiran confessed to Han Ziruo, Han Ziruo apologized to Mu Xiran, and a series of actions such as hugging each other and holding hands, the relationship has become more intimate, they are friends At the same time, it is like a step closer to brotherhood.

The group of people behind couldn't hear what they were talking about, but they just noticed that Han Ziruo's face was very close to Mu Xiran's, and there seemed to be an illusion of kissing him.

Lu Jiajie just focused on Shen Di's profile, Xia Yue and Chen Jingyi's eyes were on Han Ziruo's back, especially when the two of them saw Han Ziruo's intimate behavior towards Mu Xiran, Chen Jingyi It was surprise, Xia Yue was surprise.

"When did the relationship between the two of them get so good?" Chen Jingyi frowned slightly.

"I heard that Mu Xiran was originally brought by Han Ziruo, and that Mu Xiran seems to be the son of a distant relative of Han Ziruo, so the two of them should be relatives. It's normal to have a good relationship." Xia Xia Yue explained from memory.

It turned out that this was the case, Chen Jingyi almost thought that Han Ziruo was gay and also liked Mu Xiran, Xia Yue's explanation dispelled her doubts.

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