God, I have a love story with you

Through the clothes, Qin Mo could feel his body trembling, and his whole body was wet with cold sweat.Qin Mo raised his arms to hug him tightly, giving him a sense of security.

"Go to my place first." Qin Mo said.

Qin Mo packed some clothes for him, and took him back to his residence.

After Tang Yunxi sweated, he failed to replenish water in time, and his face was pale. Qin Mo poured him a glass of water.Tang Yunxi sat on the sofa with water in his hand, lowered his head slightly and said, "That senior brother has been living upstairs and greeted me on the stairs in the morning. Tell me, why did he jump off the building?"

Qin Mo put his arms around his shoulders and let him lean on himself, "He may have encountered some kind of stimulation to do such an extreme thing."

"Then will I do it too?" Tang Yunxi slightly raised his head to look at Qin Mo, "Will I also suddenly jump down and die."

"No." Qin Mo said warmly.

"But why do I keep thinking about this, the picture of me standing on the balcony and jumping down, and the picture of myself dying keep appearing in my mind."

Qin Mo stroked his hair, and comforted him with a gentle voice: "Xiaoxi, you are more sensitive than ordinary people and are more easily influenced by the outside world. These images keep appearing in your mind because of obsessive-compulsive disorder. The nature of photo-compulsive disorder is the same."

"So, is this just obsessive-compulsive disorder?"

"Well, yes. Obsessive-compulsive disorder, the reason why you have the idea of ​​jumping off the building in your mind is because you have been stimulated. You don't want to be like your brother, but your obsessive thinking goes against you and forces you to go Think about things you don’t want to think about.” Qin Mo said patiently: “Think back about the books you’ve read about obsessive-compulsive disorder, does that say so?”

Tang Yunxi tried to recall, but couldn't remember anything, "I can't remember."

"That's because you're tired. Rest tonight and think about it tomorrow."

"Ah."

Qin Mo let go of him, and said to stand up: "I'm going to tidy up the guest room."

Tang Yunxi grabbed the hem of his pajamas, lowered his head, "Can I..."

He didn't say the second half of the sentence, sleeping with you.

Qin Mo said: "It's too late today, it's too troublesome to tidy up the guest room, do you mind sleeping with me?"

"En." Tang Yunxi replied vaguely.

The 1.5-meter bed in Qin Mo's room was just right for two people.Tang Yunxi covered the quilt over his head, Qin Mo gently pulled it down, exposing half of his head, "Don't sleep with the quilt covered, it's not good for breathing."

Looking at him sleeping next to him, Tang Yunxi felt inexplicably at ease, as if he would protect him no matter what happened.Tang Yunxi, who was tortured by forced thoughts for most of the night, slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep.

When Tang Yunxi woke up the next day, the seat beside her was already empty.He sat up, inserted five fingers into his hair and rubbed his aching head, and got out of bed.

Qin Mo, who was wearing an apron, happened to bring out two breakfasts. The sandwiches made of eggs and luncheon meat with lettuce leaves could be compared to the chefs in western restaurants.If this was normal, Tang Yunxi would have surrounded him like bees.

Qin Mo put the breakfast on the dining table, untied his apron and walked in front of Tang Yunxi, "Go and wash your face first, come over and have breakfast."

Tang Yunxi rubbed his head, "I have a headache and I don't want to eat."

Qin Mo put the apron aside, "Come and sit down, I'll press it for you."

Tang Yunxi walked to the sofa and sat down. Qin Mo stood in front of him and bent over to give him a massage.It hurt a little at first, but slowly, it became more and more comfortable, and Tang Yunxi almost fell asleep.

"Is it better?"

"It's better." Tang Yunxi leaned on the sofa and said, "But, I want to sleep again."

Qin Mo smiled faintly, "Have breakfast first, and sleep later."

Qin Mo took out the spare toiletries, Tang Yunxi washed his face and brushed his teeth, and sat down at the dining table.Barely ate only a corner of the sandwich and couldn't eat it anymore.

"Eat one more piece."

Tang Yunxi shook his head, "No appetite."

Qin Mo didn't try to persuade him any more, "What do you want for lunch today? I'll make it for you."

Tang Yunxi was listless, "Whatever, I don't have anything to eat."

"Then sit down and rest, and go to sleep later."

"Ah."

Dongdong was lying obediently in the kennel, Tang Yunxi wanted to go over and pick him up.Next to the kennel was the balcony door, and the balcony could be seen through the floor-to-ceiling glass door. Tang Yunxi's heart skipped a beat, and he turned and walked back awkwardly.

Qin Mo happened to see that he went over to pick up Dongdong and handed it to Tang Yunxi, "Xiaoxi, do you still remember the most essential eight words in Morita therapy?"

Tang Yunxi stroked Dongdong's hair and thought for a while, "Let nature take its course and do what is right."

Qin Mo put his hand on his shoulder, "From now on, no matter what you are forced to think about in your mind, don't bother with it, and continue to do what you want to do."

Tang Yunxi looked down at the fluffy Dongdong, "I will try my best."

For lunch, Qin Mo cooked the two new dishes that he learned a few days ago. Tang Yunxi, who woke up after a nap, still had no appetite, and only ate a little more than half a bowl.

Tang Yunxi put down his job, looked at Qin Mo, "I didn't bring any money, can you lend me some money for a ride later?"

"Where are you going, I'll take you there."

"Go back to the place where you live." Tang Yunxi paused, "By the way, see if there are other houses near the school."

"Actually, you can move here to live with me." Qin Mo said, "If you live alone, you will think wildly."

Tang Yunxi remained silent.

Qin Mo explained: "Anyway, I still have a room vacant here. If you move here, I won't feel empty when I come back every day."

"No." Tang Yunxi, who had been silent for a long time, said, "You don't know anything."

Qin Mo didn't understand what he meant, "I don't know what?"

Tang Yunxi looked up at him, "If I say, I'm gay, would you still live under the same roof as me?"

"I have no prejudice or discrimination against homosexuality."

As soon as Qin Mo finished speaking, Tang Yunxi said, "Then what if I like you?"

Qin Mo was stunned. Seeing his reaction, Tang Yunxi raised the corners of his lips mockingly, "So, don't be too kind to me, because your kindness is a kind of hurt to me."

Tang Yunxi stood up, "However, I still thank you last night. If it weren't for you, I would definitely not be able to survive by myself."

Just as Tang Yunxi took a step, a warm hand grasped his wrist, "Xiaoxi."

The person behind said: "Would you like to give me some time."

Tang Yunxi looked at the floor with a low voice, "What do you mean?"

"When I'm dealing with my feelings, I'm very slow, and it's easier to accept gradual progress than vigorously." Qin Mo's voice was very gentle, "I didn't think about homosexuality in the direction of love before, so you have to Give me time, let me have a transition period and adapt slowly."

Tang Yunxi pursed her lips tightly, her ears blushed unknowingly, "If I give you time, you still don't like me in the end, what should I do?"

"will not."

"why?"

"Because I've already started liking it."

Tang Yunxi's face was also red with red ears, and a smile slowly appeared on his lips, just in time for Qin Mo to see, "Are you laughing at me?"

Tang Yunxi immediately turned into a serious face, turned to look at him, his face was flushed, but he still pretended to be nonchalant, "No."

No matter how much he tried to cover it up lightly, he still couldn't hide the joy in his heart, and smiled shyly with his lips pursed.

Qin Mo looked at his blushing face, and smiled faintly, "Then, do you want to live with me?"

Tang Yunxi asked: "Do you want to pay rent?"

"No need." Qin Mo paused, "There is also food included."

Food and lodging included, there is almost no room for people to refuse.

"Oh, you can consider it."

"So, how long do you have to think about it?"

Tang Yunxi pretended to be thinking, "Food and lodging are not available everywhere, so I decided to stay here."

Qin Mo smiled faintly, "Then bring your luggage here this afternoon."

Tang Yunxi nodded and looked at him sitting on the chair, "Stand up."

As soon as Qin Mo's butt left the chair, Tang Yunxi rushed over, wrapping his arms around his neck.I don't know how to describe my current mood. When Qin Mo said that he had already started to like him, it was like a dream.

The dream is too illusory. Only when you hold him like this and feel his body temperature can you feel real, "Can you accept this level of proximity?"

Qin Mo put his hands around his back, "You hugged him yesterday, and you only asked today."

The author has something to say: update.

In fact, many people in society suffer from neurosis. Neurosis includes obsessive-compulsive disorder, depression, and schizophrenia. People with neurosis are tortured by their own thinking and spirit all the time, and outsiders may not be able to see it.Neurosis may be due to external factors or congenital factors. People with obsessive-compulsive disorder pursue perfection, people with depression have suffered serious setbacks or have been in a low mood and cannot get out, schizophrenia... I don’t know.

In short, in work and study, in addition to maintaining physical health, you must also pay attention to your mental health.

In addition, ask for a favorite, roll.