love healing

In mid-June, the graduation defense is over.There is nothing else going on in the school, and everyone is busy looking for a job. Maybe by the end of July, everyone will have their graduation certificates, and everyone will really go their separate ways.

Having not seen Fang Zhou or contacted him for half a year, An Feng still feels pain when he thinks of him.

In the past six months, Fang Zhou's circle of friends has not been updated once, as if he disappeared from the world.

Loved deeply and hated deeply, every time An Feng took out his mobile phone to dial Fang Zhou's number, even if he just hung up after hearing his voice, he still didn't really call in the end.

You should be with him now, you must have a good life, even if you are about to graduate, why don't you go back to school to have a look?

That's right, do you still need this meager diploma when you are with him?

He is more capable and richer than me, and it is not difficult to support you.And I, at a young age, stepped into society like a young eagle, and I can't give you anything...

However, I still want to see you, even if I look at you from a distance, knowing that you are living happily, that's enough...

……

The next month was free. An Feng didn't rush to find a job, but bought a ticket directly. He was going to Chongqing.

I don't know what kind of mood I will feel when I see the ark there.

I wonder if Ark will live in the staff dormitory, or in their former home?No, I'm so stupid, he must be living with Zhou Xu...

Even though he was thinking this way, he had already reached the house he rented with Fang Zhou.

Knowing that Fang Zhou will not live here, An Feng still wants to go up and have a look.

Knowing that it is impossible for the ark to be on the top, but still persistently going up, An Feng didn't know what he was expecting...

The door has changed, it must have changed tenants...

An Feng sighed, turned and prepared to leave.

"You are?" The landlady who just walked up looked familiar at An Feng, but couldn't remember it.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Xiao An who rented this house before." An Feng said politely.

"Ah! It's you!" The landlord's aunt's complexion became unsightly, "You still have the face to come back?"

"What happened?" An Feng didn't understand.

"Don't pretend to be stupid, you don't know what happened?" said the landlady, pointing at him with one hand on her hip.

"I don't know." An Feng felt that he had done nothing wrong, "Well, you must have made a mistake?"

"Did I make a mistake?" The landlord's aunt burst into anger, "The boy you rented together committed suicide in my house. You're welcome, he ran away and disappeared. I almost couldn't find him. Responsible. Everyone around here knows that there have been deaths in this house. It has been more than half a year, and no one dared to rent my house. If a man hadn’t come at that time and offered to pay me, I would have been drinking Northwest for half a year. It’s windy! That man also said that he hoped that everyone would keep it a secret. You think I don’t want to, but he kicked down my door that day, and the whole building knew that something happened here. How can you rent it? .You ran away and left a mess, and I haven't settled with you yet!"

"What did you say? Who committed suicide? When did it happen? I don't know, I really don't know!" An Feng's scalp was numb, and he asked urgently, shaking the landlady's arm.

Seeing him like that, it seems that he really doesn’t know. The landlord’s aunt thought for a while, “You really don’t know. I remember that day very clearly. I played mahjong all night on Christmas night, and I went back to the building the next morning. When I closed my eyes, I heard someone yelling that someone died on the fourth floor."

Isn't the day after Christmas the day I left?An Feng felt like being struck by lightning, he didn't believe it, he didn't want to believe it at all...

His legs gave way and he almost fell down the stairs. The landlord's aunt kindly helped him, but he suddenly came back to his senses and ran down the stairs without saying thank you.

Repeatedly playing on Fangzhou's mobile phone, it kept saying that it was an empty number.

An Feng suddenly felt dry mouth, and the whole day was spinning...

The ark...the ark...what the hell happened...

I should have thought that you wouldn't be able to live without me.I always knew that you loved me like life.You didn't fight back when I hit you, and blamed yourself that you shouldn't have eloped me...

Ark...Ark...how can you treat me like this...what do you tell me to do...

Rushing into Dongxu Building with red eyes, the security guard felt something was wrong and immediately stepped forward to stop him.

An Feng shouted loudly, "I want to see Zhou Xu! Call Zhou Xu to see me!"

The receptionist was afraid that he was going to cause trouble, so he quickly dialed the dedicated line on the top floor.

An Feng threw himself at the front desk and shouted at the receptionist who was on the phone, "Tell him my name is An Feng! Tell him to come see me!"

After hanging up the phone, the receptionist said to An Feng, "Mr. An, please wait in the rest area next to him. Director Zhou said he will come down to see you later."

After getting a response, An Feng became quiet.He staggered to the sofa in the sitting area next to him and sat down, with his head lowered and his hands intertwined in his hair.

Ten minutes later, Zhou Xu came to the rest area.

An Feng raised his head, and Zhou Xu in front of him was dressed in formal attire, with an extraordinary aura.

In just half an hour, An Feng seemed to have aged ten years.

Standing up slowly, and looking at Zhou Xu, An Feng's haggard look almost scared Zhou Xu.

"Fang Zhou...did he commit suicide..." An Feng didn't want to believe it, but wanted to confirm that it was not true.

"Yes." Zhou Xu was expressionless.

Guessing that An Feng must have been to their shared room, Zhou Xu saw that he looked like he was dying, and thought, An Feng, you asked for this!

"Is he dead..." An Feng was in a trance.

"Dead." Zhou Xu said coldly.

An Feng knelt down on the ground all of a sudden, raised his head and his face was full of tears, "Can I... go and see him?"

Even if it's a monument, An Feng wants to see it...it's his ark...his favorite ark...

"No." Zhou Xu spat out two words ruthlessly.

An Feng knelt on the ground and raised his head with surprise on his face.Can't I see him?I'm not even qualified to see his tomb...

"He was killed by you, I don't think he wants to see you!" Fang Zhou has now stepped out of An Feng's shadow, if An Feng appears in front of Fang Zhou again now, then Fang Zhou's heart will definitely be stirred up again .

It's not that Zhou Xu doesn't have confidence in their love, and he feels that it is unnecessary to gamble his current happiness on the unknown uncertainty.

Zhou Xu squatted down, looked into An Feng's eyes, and gave An Feng a final blow with sharp words, "You quarreled with him over something stupid, misunderstood his change of heart, and caused him to go out at night and be beaten by several people." Rape by a man. He couldn't leave you and come back to you, but you beat and scolded him? Knowing that he couldn't live without you, you actually just left as soon as you said, and you just left him in a foreign land with the heart? Hmph, his life is so bad, it's normal to want to die, right?" Zhou Xu looked straight into An Feng's eyes, "You killed him, so you don't deserve to see him!"

An Feng's eyes were wide open, and his mind went blank.

Zhou Xu stood up, looked down at An Feng and said, "You go, I hope you will never show up in Chongqing, meeting you will make me sick."

Regardless of what An Feng would do next, Zhou Xu turned around and walked towards the elevator without looking back.

I killed Ark... so I killed him...

……

"It doesn't matter who I've slept with. I'm already dirty. You haven't seen me being fucked by three men together."

So you were talking about being raped?

I didn't know you were hurt so much...

What's more, after you ran out that day, you experienced irreversible shame...

Why should I misunderstand you, knowing that you can't hold others in your heart, why should I say something that hurts you.

Why am I so stupid, driving the person I love the most to a corner.

……

"I'm sorry An Feng, I'm not good enough for you. Can you go back?"

"I'll go back, you make me sick!"

I'm sorry Fang Fang... sorry...

You are obviously so proud, but you have no dignity in the end. I trampled on your last dignity...

……

"I don't want to see you again in this life! I will never love you again! You have to remember, you betrayed me! You empathized and slept with other men behind my back. I will never love you in this life." I will forgive you! Ark, remember to me, you owe me all your life!"

"Okay, I remember... An An... Thank you for loving me, be careful on the road..."

Yes, that's it... This is how I killed my most beloved Ark...

Maybe when you finally said that "thank you" to me, you no longer wanted to live.

Fang Fang... what were you thinking at that time?So disappointed in me...

You must be very sad... must have cried for a long time...

Have you ever regretted loving me at the last moment... You must be very regretful...

I'm the worst boyfriend in the world...

……

Zhou Xu walked into the elevator with his head raised as if he had won a battle.

He didn't know that Fang Zhou was waiting for him in his office.

"Wait a minute~" As soon as Zhou Xu pushed the door in, Fang Zhou went up to him and hugged him.

Zhou Xu stopped, looked at Fang Zhou's cute big eyes and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Hey, close your eyes." Fang Zhou looked excited, as if something interesting happened.

Zhou Xu smiled and closed his eyes, Fang Zhou led the blind Zhou Xu to the sofa and sat down.

"Open it~dang~dang~dangdang~" Fang Zhou also used cute onomatopoeia.

Zhou Xu opened his eyes. On the white marble coffee table, there was a row of chocolate letters, 'l_LOVE_U_ZX'.

"Ha~" Zhou Xu laughed, pulled the ark next to him, and let him sit on his lap, facing him face to face, "What did you do?"

Fang Zhou sat in front of Zhou Xu, put his arms around his neck, and said excitedly, "You know what a coincidence! Sister Lan made chocolates for us to eat today. She made 26 letters. This person took One to eat, that person took one to eat, and in my hand, one was not too much, and one was not too much, just these left over! What a coincidence! I took them all at once, and Sister Lan gave them to me~ Then I Come up~hehe~"

"Hehe, what a coincidence?" Zhou Xu smiled, thinking, Li Lan definitely did it on purpose, only you, little fool ~ I guess you were in the office just now, begging Li Lan with an excited face, let her give all the chocolates When you were there, Li Lan must have died laughing in her heart.

"That's right, that's right!" Fang Zhou was still excited.

"Then tell me, should we offer it or eat it?" Zhou Xu asked jokingly.

"Hehe, let's eat~"

Fang Zhou turned around, took a letter 'l', and handed it to Zhou Xu's mouth, then took the letters 'Z' and 'X', and stuffed them into his mouth, chewing and making funny babbling sounds Said, "mia～mia～I ate you into my stomach～hahahaha～"

Zhou Xu laughed along with Fang Zhou and went crazy with him.

Throw Ark directly on the sofa, grab the chocolate in his mouth with his tongue, "Get me out soon~"

"No~hehe~you are already in my stomach~" Fang Zhou entangled with him with a smile.

Originally, summer clothes were thin, but when Ark was going crazy, his T-shirt was pulled up slightly.Zhou Xu's big hand suddenly touched Fang Zhou's exposed stomach, "Are you here yet?"

"Yes~here~" Fang Zhou was still smiling.

Zhou Xu's hand suddenly stroked Fang Zhou's lower abdomen, "It's here now."

"Hmm..." Fang Zhou stopped laughing suddenly, biting his lower lip and moaning.

Zhou Xu kissed Shang Zhou, and the two kissed seriously.

Picking up Fang Zhou, he went straight to the inner room and put it on the bed. Zhou Xu sucked Fang Zhou's neck, leaving another deep hickey.

"Um...don't leave...uh... hickey..." Fang Zhou couldn't stand Zhou Xu's fiery palm.

"Okay, I will definitely pay attention next time." Zhou Xu said, pulling away Fang Zhou's pants, and began to caress gently.

"Um...um...Zhou Xu...um..."

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