love healing

"Hey, Zhou Xu, that..." Early in the morning, Fang Zhou stood in front of Zhou Xu, hesitating to speak.

Zhou Xu was brushing his teeth, looking at Fang Zhou behind him from the mirror, "ah, what's wrong?"

"Forget it." Fang Zhou thought for a while, gave up what he wanted to say, turned around and walked back to the room to change clothes.

After changing his clothes and waiting for Zhou Xu to go out together, Fang Zhou sat on the sofa thinking, otherwise, let's talk to him.

After Zhou Xu finished washing, he changed into his suit and went to the living room. Seeing that Fang Zhou was still looking thoughtful, he stretched out his hand and pulled him to stand up, "What's the matter?"

Fang Zhou frowned slightly, and said embarrassingly, "Well, I told you last time, don't leave hickeys where others can see, you, you make me very troubled." Fang Zhou hesitated talking.

Zhou Xu raised Fang Zhou's chin, and slightly turned his head to look at Fang Zhou's neck.There was indeed a purple hickey on the fair neck.

"Hehe," Zhou Xu smiled and touched the hickey, "I feel so comfortable looking at it."

The ark was discouraged, and I knew it would happen, so I might as well not say it.

"I won't go to work today." Fang Zhou sat down on the sofa, took off his satchel and threw it aside, "You can go."

"I'm joking~" Zhou Xu also sat down, "Next time I will definitely pay attention, very careful, okay?"

Fang Zhou pushed Zhou Xu, "Well, you go first, I'm really embarrassed to go to the company today, Nanyang reminded me last time, everyone is imagining when they see it, the eyes that look at me are not right, you don't feel it , I really feel awkward."

"It's so cold, why don't you change into a turtleneck sweater?" Zhou Xu said while stroking Fang Zhou's neck, as if the hickey would be wiped off if he touched it a few more times.

"How can I have a turtleneck sweater? I never wear turtleneck clothes, it's so ugly~" Fang Zhou pushed Zhou Xu's hand away, "And I only have those clothes, you don't know what I look like~"

"Hey, why are you so sour?" Zhou Xu pinched Fang Zhou's face, "I thought you were accusing me of not going shopping with you to buy clothes~"

"That's not what I meant!" Fang Zhou was anxious, "I mean, my clothes, except for the shirt, are all low-necked! And the shirt is missing, so none of them can cover the collarbone! I mean Yes, I'm bothered by your promiscuous kissing! You big fool!"

The corners of Zhou Xu's mouth kept smiling, and seeing Fang Zhou anxious, he found it even more cute.

After thinking about it, Zhou Xu grabbed Fang Zhou's excitedly waving hand, "Fang Zhou, we haven't had a good, formal date yet."

Fang Zhou stopped his excitement, "Huh?"

"Let's go on a date!" Zhou Xu's face was tender.

"You are really an old man," Fang Zhou pulled out his hand and rubbed his temples, "What strange things are you thinking about in your head~ Dates, you," Fang Zhou glanced at Zhou Xu, who was dressed in a neat suit, "What are you wearing? Do you want to go out with me on a date?"

"You mean I'll change clothes and we're going on a date?" Zhou Xu's eyes lit up.

Zhou Xu did everything swiftly and resolutely, even when he suddenly wanted to go on a date, he did the same. In 5 minutes, Zhou Xu completed the whole process of changing clothes.

Fang Zhou just went to the kitchen and drank a cup of warm water. When he returned to the living room, he saw Zhou Xu wearing a thick sweater and jeans, sitting on the sofa waiting for him.

"You!" Are you too fast?Ark thought.But when Zhou Xu stood up and held his hand, Fang Zhou changed his subject to, "You are quite suitable for wearing like this~"

Zhou Xu got into the car and made a few phone calls, changing his original itinerary for today.

Fang Zhou looked at Zhou Xu's way of calling to arrange work, and thought in his heart that this man is really handsome at work.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Xu looked back unintentionally, and found that Fang Zhou was looking at him thinking about something.

Fang Zhou didn't say anything, just smiled, then turned his head away.

Zhou Xu, can I treat you as capriciously as I did to An Feng before?I know that after all these years, I should grow up too.Regardless of whether I have experienced those things or not, I should have grown up.I should treat you like a mature man, be more rational and generous, at least when I am with you, I can do something good for you.

I want to act like a baby, and I even want to drag you willfully to accompany me to ride the Ferris wheel, but what about after that?Once I myself fall into it, will I turn you into An Feng again one day, and then we will separate again?

Didn't it mean that love also needs to be managed, so can I get along with you rationally and objectively, so that we can last longer?Hey, I don't know how to fall in love... It was a natural thing, but at this time I became so cautious because I was afraid of the unknown ending.

"It's still early, I'll take you to have breakfast first. There's a very delicious red oil Chaoshou shop on Zhonghua Road. I heard that every morning there is a big show!" Zhou Xu said in high spirits while driving the car.

"Run to Zhonghua Road to eat red oil Chaoshou?" Fang Zhou laughed, "You really look like someone in love~"

"Hehe, it's love~ Can't you~" Zhou Xu looked back at Fang Zhou, "You're like an old man, you don't have any passion for life anymore~"

"What~" I was really screwed to death by this old man, "It is said that we have a generation gap ~ you are the old man ~ we young people are not dating like fools, do not go to work early in the morning, drive close to a car Don't you think it's very rustic to go to Zhonghua Road to eat dumplings in an hour's car?"

"How dare you call me stupid?" Zhou Xu babbled at him, "And you dare to underestimate our famous chaoshou in Chongqing, calling it dumplings~"

"It's called dumplings in our place~ Whether it's Chaos, Chaoshou, or northern dumplings, as long as they are boiled in water with meat wrapped in skin, they are all called dumplings." Fang Zhou argued, "And, at this point, if you can make dumplings in China If you find a place to park on the road, I will treat you as ruthless."

"Hehe, that's right. This is the rush hour for work, so should we go now?" Zhou Xu asked.

"Hey, let's go, let's just satisfy the passion of life of the elderly~" Fang Zhou said with a smile.

After driving for a long time, I finally arrived at the legendary red oil Chaoshou shop.From all the way, I saw a line at the door, probably because it was nine o'clock, so the line was not too long, and it probably took more than ten minutes to line up.

As expected by Ark, not only was there no place to park, but there was also a traffic jam.Zhou Xu drove the windy Panamera, crawling at a slow speed in the traffic.

Fang Zhou gave him a blank look, and wanted to say, "Let me talk, there is no place to stop~"

Before he could speak, Zhou Xu stepped over the central armrest, put his arms around Fang Zhou's shoulders, looked at Fang Zhou and said with a smile, "Sure enough, there is no place to park. Why is our Fang Zhou so smart~"

Fang Zhou was amused by him, broke away from Zhou Xu's hand, took his hand and put it on the steering wheel to hold it firmly, "Old man, are you following the car carefully? Keep your eyes on the front and be careful not to lick other people's ass."

Zhou Xu laughed, "Why are you so perverted~"

"You, ha," Fang Zhou was speechless, "It's your own brain full of shit!"

Zhou Xu couldn't help laughing, "I will write down this sentence, and next time I tell Yi Tianxing, he will definitely die laughing."

"If you dare to tell him, you will die!" Fang Zhou was also laughed at by him, thinking about it, what he said was quite a pun.

"Look, you also feel that you are talking bad~" Zhou Xu was still teasing him.

"Forget it, forget it, I won't tell you," Fang Zhou couldn't figure it out with him, looked at the red oil copy shop outside the window, and said to Zhou Xu, "You follow the car slowly, and stop at the side when you find a chance. I went to line up to buy chaoshou, and I bought it and then went up.”

"Okay then, be careful." Zhou Xu said casually.

"I'm just going to buy bowls and copy hands, what are you careful about?" Fang Zhou pushed the door and got out of the car and said, "I still don't admit that I am an old man~"

Zhou Xu laughed again, "Alright, alright, I'll wait for you."

When Fang Zhou ran over with two bowls of red oil and got into the car, Zhou Xu looked at his blushing pant and thought he was really nice.

"You stop so far, I'm exhausted from running!" Fang Zhou panted.

"I'm sorry, there was no place to rely on that street just now." Zhou Xu said, taking a bowl of chaoshou from Fang Zhou's hand.

beep beep──

There was another urging horn sound from the rear of the car, Zhou Xu glanced at the rearview mirror, and muttered, "I didn't see that I was flashing the double flashing lights, but I still stopped, what are you pressing~"

Fang Zhou quickly took the bowl of chaoshou in Zhou Xu's hand and said, "You drive first, find a place to park, and we'll eat together."

"Okay." Zhou Xu could only turn off the double flashes, and drove forward.

It took Fang Zhou a few minutes to get to the car, and another ten minutes to drive all the way.Zhou Xu drove the car into an underground parking lot in a business district, and the car finally parked.

"Do you want to eat now?" Fang Zhou asked.

"What do you mean?" Zhou Xu unbuckled his seat belt.

"I think, since we're all here anyway, it's better to go up and find a place to sit and eat, so as not to splash the oil on Brother Yi's car." Fang Zhou thought that if such a good car gets dirty, Brother Yi will definitely be very upset. annoying.

"Okay, you're right, let's go up first." Zhou Xu took the wallet and pushed open the car door.

Fang Zhou got out of the car and carried two bowls of chaoshou, looking very homely.

After locking the car, Zhou Xu put the key lock into his wallet, then held the wallet in one hand, and took the Chaoshou from Fang Zhou's hand with the other.

Seeing Zhou Xu holding BV's handbag and Chaoshou, Fang Zhou laughed, what kind of rhyme is that~ "Heh, let me do it." Fang Zhou took the plastic bag and held it in his hand.

Zhou Xu was empty-handed, so he walked forward with his arms around Fang Zhou's shoulders.

After taking the elevator to the first floor, Fang Zhou took a look. Starbucks had set up a lot of tables with sun umbrellas outside the mall, so he said to Zhou Xu, "Let's just sit there and eat."

"Well," Zhou Xu thought it was good, "You go and sit down, and I'll buy something to drink. What do you want to drink?"

"Matcha latte." After Fang Zhou finished speaking, he walked towards the open-air table, and Zhou Xu went straight in to buy coffee.

After a while, Zhou Xu came out with a tray, which contained a large cup of matcha latte and a cup of hot peach drink in a mug.

Walking to the side of the ark, the ark is taking a selfie.Zhou Xu put down the tray, squeezed to the side of Fang Zhou, and took a mugshot with him.

Fang Zhou looked at the group photo of the two after beautification, and said in amazement, "Oh, you are so photogenic~"

"There is no way to be born beautiful~" Zhou Xu said with a smile, "I am handsome, and your baby face can only be called cute~"

"Praise you, you're still in the sky~" Fang Zhou smiled and opened the bag of red oil Chaoshou, revealing a disposable box.

The red oil Chaoshou inside was already cold, and a little dry and clumped together.

Fang Zhou suddenly found it funny. He put together two bowls of lumpy cold chao shou, put a large cup of matcha latte and a beautiful mug of peach drink behind him, and then took a photo.

With a new mobile phone and a new WeChat account, Fang Zhou released the first new record in his new life.

The headshots of the two of them and the photo of Hongyou Chaoshou served with coffee, with a sarcastic caption explaining, "The elders took me to eat the most famous Hongyou Chaoshou that is said to be."

There are not many people in the new WeChat, only Zhou Xu, Li Shuyi and Nanyang.

Zhou Xu looked at his phone, Fang Zhou posted a new update, and smiled sweetly in his heart.Great, I'm his new beginning.

Fang Zhou picked up a dry red oil chao hand with chopsticks, took a bite, "It tastes good~"

Zhou Xu also started to eat, "It's cold and dry, what a treat~"

"I'm comforting you~" Fang Zhou poked into the matcha latte with a stirring stick, picking up the green milk froth on the surface.

Zhou Xu smiled and rolled his eyes, "You are so kind~"

Fang Zhou picked up Zhou Xu's mug and took a sip, "What are you?"

"Peach or something, someone recommended it." Zhou Xu said.

"Hehe, you feel abnormal when you drink peaches~hahaha~" Fang Zhou laughed.

"That's great, I'm both an old man and a pervert in your heart~" Zhou Xu took the peach drink and drank it.

"Hehe," Fang Zhou stopped laughing for a while, then looked at Zhou Xu and said seriously, "I like dating you."

Zhou Xu froze for a moment, looking at Fang Zhou's big flickering eyes, Zhou Xu smiled softly.

After eating the unpalatable breakfast, Zhou Xu took the ark to buy clothes.

There are more than a dozen handbags in total, and Fang Zhou said, "I can't go shopping~"

Zhou Xucai said, "Okay, put the things in the car first, and we'll go to the movies after lunch!"

……

Live with Zhou Xu, go to work together every day, and go home together in the afternoon.

For the past half month, Zhou Xu felt very happy.

Every time she came home in the afternoon, Auntie Pei set out bowls and chopsticks for them to serve the meal, and then left.

Aunt Pei said to put it on the table after eating, and she would come to clean it up the next day, but Fang Zhou still put the leftovers in the refrigerator after eating every day, and after wiping the table, he washed the dishes and put them away.

Aunt Pei liked Fang Zhou and thought he was a sensible child. Zhou Xu didn't say anything, but he felt very sweet in his heart. He liked to live with Fang Zhou.

Zhou Xu didn't mind that the two of them slept in separate rooms every day, he respected Fang Zhou, and he would not force anything until Fang Zhou really fell in love with him.

I went to bed at ten o'clock, and Zhou Xu lay there for nearly two hours without falling asleep.

Aunt Pei asked Fang Zhou when she was leaving today, "What do you want to eat tomorrow night?"

Fang Zhou said, "Anything is fine."

Aunt Pei said, "Then cook ribs tomorrow, and there are still potatoes and cabbage in the refrigerator. It should be enough."

Fang Zhou said, "Yes, your cooking is the best!"

Aunt Pei was very happy when she heard that, and asked again, "Then is the potato fried with meat or hot and sour?"

Fang Zhou said, "It's hot and sour~"

Aunt Pei asked, "Is the cabbage stir-fried or vinegared?"

Fang Zhou didn't think about it, so he said directly, "Vinegar~"

Zhou Xu didn't speak all the time, but now he laughed. He sneered at Fang Zhou, "Are you pregnant?"

Eh?Fang Zhou was taken aback for a moment, and Aunt Pei laughed.

"Hehe, well, I see, you guys go ahead and eat, I'll go back first." After finishing speaking, Aunt Pei went out.

Fang Zhou blushed, "Look, what are you talking about? Why are you so annoying!"

After finishing speaking, he put down the bowl and chopsticks, "I won't eat, you can eat."

Zhou Xu pulled his clothes, "Don't, what are you doing, are you kidding~"

Fang Zhou picked up his chopsticks again, "I hate it."

Hehe, thinking about what happened just now, Zhou Xu laughed again.

The clock was about to turn, thinking that Fang Zhou couldn't fall asleep, so he picked up his mobile phone and flipped through the company's intranet.

There are a lot of employees. When they were added anonymously, they didn't attract everyone's attention.Zhou Xu would look at it from time to time, but he never spoke. Naturally, everyone didn't know that the boss was also inside.

The group messages kept popping up about himself and Ark. When everyone was bored, they seemed to like to talk about his relationship with Ark.

It's so late, and some idiot is actually helping him and Fang Zhou clean up.

"Actually, they don't have any special relationship. Don't make wild guesses, and it's also disrespectful to Jay Chou."

The username is 'Noah's_Ark'.

Hehe fool, Zhou Xu laughed.Besides Stupid Ark, who else would use this name.

After turning off the phone, Zhou Xu lifted the quilt and stood up, walking towards Fang Zhou's room.

In a dark room, only the phone screen is on.Zhou Xu got into Fang Zhou's quilt, took the mobile phone in Fang Zhou's hand, turned it off and put it on the bedside table.

"It's not good for your eyes to play with your phone in such a dark place~"

As he spoke, Zhou Xu pulled Fang Zhou's cold hand from playing with his mobile phone into the quilt, and held it in his palm to warm it up.

"Why are you here?" Fang Zhou became nervous again.

"You don't think anyone in the group knows that you're 'Noah's_Ark', do you?"

"Seen out?" Fang Zhou was taken aback.

"Do you think the English of our company's employees is poor?"

"Oh my god..." Fang Zhou reached out to reach for the mobile phone on the bedside table over Zhou Xu, "Then what should I change my name to?"

Changed 'Noah's_Ark' to 'Boat' after saying Ark

The group message popped up, "Group member 'Noah's_Ark' changed name to 'Boat'"

"Oh!" Isn't this '300 taels of silver here', Fang Zhou hit his head with his hands.

Zhou Xu died of laughter, and stretched out his hand to pull Fang Zhou into the quilt.

Fang Zhou looked displeased, "Others might not know about it! It's all your fault, why are you staying up so late?"

Zhou Xu asked him back. "Then why are you staying up so late?"

"I can't sleep~" Fang Zhou blurted out.

It is difficult for Fang Zhou to fall asleep every night, probably because he lived in Zhou Xu's house.

Zhou Xu held Fang Zhou in his arms again, "Go to sleep~"

This person's embrace is really warm, and his shampoo smells really good.Fang Zhou nestled in Zhou Xu's arms, and soon closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Being hugged by Zhou Xu to sleep is really comfortable, Fang Zhou thought, I have already fallen into it, hey... don't love so much this time, okay...

……

On the way home with Zhou Xu, thinking that Auntie Pei was cooking braised fish today, Fang Zhou was in a good mood, and he felt a little hungry when he touched his stomach.

Taking out the phone, a school announcement popped up, "Final exam schedule, January 1-25..."

The specific time of the exam subjects was not shown, but Fang Zhou was already worried.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Xu noticed that Fang Zhou had suddenly quieted down, so he asked while driving.

"I forgot that I have an exam at the end of this month."

"What number?"

"25, 26, and 27 days." Fang Zhou was more afraid of meeting An Feng at school than the exam.

"I'll accompany you." Zhou Xu knew what he was worried about.

"Thank you." Fang Zhou did not refuse.

Thinking that today is already the 22nd, Zhou Xu took out his phone and called Lisa.

"Lisa, are you leaving?" Zhou Xu was not used to being accompanied by a secretary. He usually walked alone, and all trivial matters would be left to Lisa.

"Not yet. I'm about to leave. Is Director Zhou okay?"

"I'm going to Shannan City for a business trip the day after tomorrow. I'll be back on the 28th. You can help me book return tickets for two people. I'll take Fang Zhou with me."

"Okay, I'll make it now, please take a photo of Ark's ID card and send it to me." Lisa never asks anything else, she is very smart, which is one of the reasons why she has been able to stay in this position .

"Where does the hotel need to be located?"

"It's near Shannan University."

"Okay, I know."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Xu handed the phone to Fang Zhou, "Take a photo of the front and back of the ID card and send it to Lisa."

"Oh."

Every time Zhou Xu made a decision, Fang Zhou thought he was very handsome.

Maybe this is the difference between a man and a boy. He doesn't say anything, as if he can understand his own thoughts.Living with Zhou Xu, you don't have to think about anything. If you encounter any problems, as long as Zhou Xu is there, you don't have to worry about anything.Zhou Xu is his umbrella...

After finishing the mobile phone, Zhou Xu drove with one hand and held Fang Zhou with the other, "Don't worry, I will accompany you."

"Yeah." Fang Zhou pursed his lower lips and lowered his head slightly.

Zhou Xu is really good, whether as a friend, a lover, or even a family member, he will make people feel at ease and reliable, but why do I have such a good person?

He has everything, he lacks nothing, he is perfect, so what can I give him?

I don't deserve him...

Then do I have to work hard first, make myself worthy of him, and then love him?

He is already very excellent, and he is ten years older than me. I think no matter how hard I try in my life, I will never be able to catch up with him...

Fang Zhou suddenly felt that he was really bad...

Fang Zhou knows that Zhou Xu loves him, but how long will Zhou Xu love him for such a poor self?If once I relax and sink into it, Zhou Xu will get tired of it one day, what should I do at that time?

I can't love someone foolishly and wholeheartedly like before... Isn't the lesson from the past not deep enough...

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