love healing

"Ark, you're awake! How do you feel?"

Seeing that Fang Zhou woke up, Zhou Xu immediately pressed the beeper to ask the doctor to come and have a look.

"Am I not dead?" Fang Zhou looked into Zhou Xu's eyes, and the first sentence was actually this.

Zhou Xu was furious, "You're not dead, you almost scared me to death!"

"Hey..." Fang Zhou pulled up the quilt to cover his face.

Zhou Xu pulled his quilt, "What are you doing? Come out!"

Fang Zhou refused to come out, covered his head in the quilt and said, "It's the most embarrassing thing if you didn't die by suicide~"

Zhou Xu pulled off his quilt, "If you don't die by suicide, just live well! There is nothing to be ashamed of, your life is saved by me now, and you are not allowed to hurt your body again without my order, don't think about it anymore." Some nonsense!"

Thinking of his determination to die, Fang Zhou couldn't help feeling sad again.A hot current rushed into his brain, and his eyes immediately watered.

Zhou Xu thought that his tone was harsh, which made him cry, and blamed himself again, "I'm sorry...I was worried about you."

He leaned down and hugged Ark, and his tone was much gentler, "The former you are dead, Noah's Ark has seen the sun, you are a new life now, you have to live well, you know?"

Fang Zhou burst into tears, "My heart is bitter..."

"I know." Zhou Xu said while stroking his head.

"I'm sorry for An Feng, I'm sorry for my parents, I'm sorry for you, I haven't done anything good in my life..."

"Don't think about An Feng anymore...You mention him now, it will only make me want to kill him..." Zhou Xu felt angry when he thought about An Feng abandoning Fang Zhou.

"It's not his fault, he didn't know I would be like this, I told him to go..."

Hearing that Fang Zhou was still speaking for An Feng at this time, Zhou Xu panicked.I was still comforting Fang Zhou just now, but now I feel irritable again.

"Are you just doing it for him?" Zhou Xu's heart sank, and there was a soft spot that hurt.

Seeing that Fang Zhou didn't answer, Zhou Xu looked lonely, "I'd rather die than give me a chance..."

Fang Zhou was stunned, that's not what he meant... Just as he was about to explain something, he heard Zhou Xu continue, "I said I won't force you to love me, I really don't know where you got so much pressure... Hey... you first Don’t think about anything, let’s talk about it after you’ve raised it. Don’t worry, I will never say things like waiting for you to love me again. I know you can’t hold others in your heart. I will try my best not to love you, and you don’t have to make things difficult .”

After finishing speaking, he turned around and left without waiting for Fang Zhou to answer.

……

Zhou Xu didn't stay in the hospital to take care of Fang Zhou, but went back to the company directly.

For Fang Zhou's suicide for An Feng, he really hated iron for being weak.Forget it, why bother yourself.Since falling in love with him will bring him so much trouble, it's better for me to stand far away.

If Fang Zhou is forced to fall in love with him again, maybe he will do something stupid again.

Zhou Xu rubbed his hair, what a mess in his mind!

……

In fact, nothing serious happened, Fang Zhou stayed in the hospital for almost a week.

It wasn't a big problem and I couldn't be discharged from the hospital, but my body was still relatively weak due to excessive blood loss, and my wrist was still wrapped in thick gauze. I was seen by my colleagues at work, and the impact was not very good, so I stayed in the hospital all the time.

Fang Zhou lay alone every day, very lonely.Only when there are three meals a day, someone will come in to deliver the meals.

Do you have to walk the next road alone?An Feng would never step into his own life again, and Zhou Xu also used words and deeds to express his position together. He and himself had no emotional intersection.

Fang Zhou hasn't seen Zhou Xu for a few days. He doesn't know what Zhou Xu does every day, and he doesn't know that every night Zhou Xu will stand outside the door waiting for him to fall asleep, then walk in gently, and sit beside him , stroking his hair...

……

After being discharged from the hospital today, Zhou Xu should come.

As Fang Zhou thought about it, he saw Zhou Xu walking in naturally, and couldn't help feeling nervous.

"I'll go through the formalities." Zhou Xu confessed and went out again.

This is the third time, Zhou Xu saved himself.Zhou Xu said that day that he would never love himself again. Fang Zhou knew that he was no longer good enough for Zhou Xu, but he still didn't know what to expect and couldn't calm down.

After completing the formalities, Zhou Xu came in to pick up Fang Zhou and went downstairs.

Arriving at the parking lot, Fang Zhou found that Zhou Xu had changed cars.

After getting into the car, Fang Zhou glanced at the person driving beside him, "Well, is your car repaired?"

Zhou Xu looked ahead and said, "Not yet, the roof is covered with a sunroof, and the entire roof has to be replaced. It's not a matter of a few days."

Fang Zhou frowned, "Well, that's it."

Thinking that Zhou Xu paid for the hospitalization this time, Fang Zhou began to calculate again, "Well, the hospitalization fee will also be deducted from my salary, okay?"

Zhou Xu didn't like the way he calculated everything clearly with himself, "Don't always ask for repayment of the money or something, I'm not short of the money, it makes me look stingy."

"No, no, you misunderstood, what I mean is," Fang Zhou hurriedly explained.

Zhou Xu's call came in suddenly and interrupted him.

"Hello, well, I'm going to the company soon, arrange for them to wait for me in the conference room."

Zhou Xu hung up the phone and stepped on the accelerator harder.

Obviously he still has something to do, yes, Zhou Xu is Dong Xu's master, he must be very busy...

"Well, if you have something to do in a while, I'll get off the car near the company. I have to deal with the rented house. After all, it was a mess before. If I live in a dormitory in the future, I'll have to return that house."

"There's no need to go there, I already canceled the lease two days ago." Zhou Xu said naturally.

"Oh, thank you." Fang Zhou bit his lip, not knowing what else to say.

Zhou Xu didn't answer, of course he didn't want Fang Zhou to go to that place again.Not long after Fang Zhou entered the hospital, the landlord called Fang Zhou. Of course, Zhou Xu answered the phone.Zhou Xu went to the rental house, and the landlord was very angry, saying that he shouldn't have rented it to these two men at that time.He even committed suicide in the apartment, how can the house be rented out after that!Zhou Xu said that he was willing to pay the landlord a certain amount of compensation, but hoped that the landlord would keep this matter a secret.

Zhou Xu parked the car in front of the staff dormitory, then took Fang Zhou's bag from the back seat and stuffed it into Fang Zhou's arms, "Go up and rest, call me if you need anything."

"Oh." Fang Zhou took the bag and got out of the car.

Watching Zhou Xu's car drive away, Fang Zhou turned and went upstairs.

During the day, the apartment was very empty, and there were almost no people in the aisle. Fang Zhou took the elevator directly to the twelfth floor, opened the door, and entered the luxurious single dormitory.

I was so tired, I fell asleep on the bed, and when I woke up, it was dark outside.

Rubbing his eyes, Fang Zhou looked at his phone, it was already seven o'clock.

Stand up and go to the wall to turn on the light, the whole room is lit up.

Looking at the new room, Fang Zhou lowered his head and touched his wrist, which had not fully healed. Fang Zhou made up his mind. From now on, I will live a good life and never hurt anyone again!Work hard and live seriously.Just like what Zhou Xu said, the previous Ark is dead, so let’s start from scratch!

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