love healing

Two big men sat side by side on the sofa watching TV, boring enough.Zhou Xu changed the channel frequently, and finally threw the remote control to Fang Zhou, "You can watch whatever you want~" Fang Zhou took the remote control, without changing the channel, he slowly turned his head and asked, "Zhou Xu, have you been in a relationship before?" No?" Nonsense, "A lover like me has never been in a relationship?" Zhou Xu widened his eyes and joked, "Before I met you, I changed one every month~" Fang Zhou sat up straight, serious Said, "It's the kind of unforgettable, some people only once in a lifetime." Zhou Xu smiled faintly, the smile was ugly, "Do you really want to know?" Fang Zhou nodded, "However, what you don't want to say , or you don’t need to talk about it.” “I’ll tell you, I’m still willing.” Zhou Xu leaned lazily on the sofa, “My lover is very good-looking, the most beautiful person in the world. From the first sight When I saw him, I fell in love with him, and I have been unrequitedly in love with him for ten years." "Ten years of unrequited love?" Fang Zhou felt that the person in front of him was more pitiful than himself. "Yeah, I was afraid that he would stop talking to me after he knew I loved him, but he found out later." Zhou Xu looked at the ashtray on the coffee table and slowly recalled.

"He is the person I love the most in my life. He is irreplaceable. But in the end, he still left me." Zhou Xu recalled his red eyes, looked at Fang Zhou, and nodded helplessly, "I'm in love with you!" Seven years, and then our love ended." "Didn't you go to him again? If he really loves you, how could he just leave you?" Fang Zhou was indignant.to find him?Zhou Xu laughed at himself, thinking, Fang Zhou, are you telling me to die?

Zhou Xu took a puff of cigarette, raised his head and exhaled slowly, "Don't blame him, he has no other choice." Fang Zhou frowned, "Since two people love each other deeply, they should overcome difficulties together?" Don't talk about it." Zhou Xu took a deep breath, no one mentioned it for a long time, he thought he could not be sad, but he was wrong, the heart still hurts so much. "Why? Is he unwilling to be with you?" Fang Zhou didn't understand.Zhou Xu lowered his head and stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, "Xinyu loves me very much, more than anyone else." Zhou Xu stood up, "Want to see how he looks?" "Yeah!" Fang Zhou nodded. "Actually, you have already met." Zhou Xu walked out of the room, holding a photo frame in his hand. "Eh?" Isn't this a photo of Zhou Xu and his father? "Yes, my lover is my father. He is the kindest and gentlest person in the world." Zhou Xu groped the young man in the photo.

"I was adopted. He saw me fighting in the orphanage when I was a child. I thought I had lost another chance to be adopted, but he came over to me and said, 'I'll take you home'." Fang Zhou carefully Looking at the man in the photo, I felt something in my heart, maybe something bad happened to him, "Then what about him now?" "There was an air crash, seven years ago, he and his mother crashed and died on the way back from LA. "Zhou Xu rubbed his eyes, "At that time, he went to LA for a month, and before he left, he told me that he was not there during this time, and he wanted me to take good care of myself. If I knew this was the result, even if the LA branch It's all down, and I won't agree to let him go back. Hey, what's the use of talking about it, it's all over." "I'm sorry, I, I don't know." Fang Zhou's heart ached for the man in front of him, even if No matter how awkward I and An Feng are, there will still be a day of reconciliation.But Zhou Xu is different, they love each other so much, but they can't be together, and their love is more taboo and more difficult. "No, thank you for listening to me so much." Zhou Xu put his hands on Fang Zhou's shoulders, "For so many years, I have been reluctant to mention it, but today I can tell you so frankly, maybe it is destiny Yes, I was destined to meet someone like you. Maybe he arranged for you to come to me, right~" "Zhou Xu, thank you for trusting me so much." Fang Zhou looked at the man in front of him, no matter how powerful the man was , There will also be a fragile piece deep in his heart, and it will hurt when touched. "Yeah, who told us to be friends~" Zhou Xu smiled indifferently, "Then tell me, how did you come to Chongqing?" There was a showdown with my family, and my family wouldn't let me be with An Feng, so I eloped with him." "Elope? Did I hear you right? Hehe," Zhou Xu smiled, and the quiet atmosphere suddenly Then disappeared, "You took him to elope? Can't tell, I really underestimated you, haha~ ouch~" Fang Zhou gave him a shudder, "Is that so funny?" "Yes~" Zhou Xu While laughing, Fang Zhou raised his hand and was caught by Zhou Xu, "Fang Zhou, how old are you this year? Are you 20 years old?" "Nonsense, I'm already 22!" Fang Zhou stared at him, "Why?" Zhou Xu Still laughing, "Oh, yes, yes, if you are not 20 years old, can you join our company~" At this time, Zhou Xu is like a big brother, although he is smiling at himself, but it gives people a sense of security, a sense of security. If he is here, he won't do stupid things anymore. "Zhou Xu," Fang Zhou said seriously, and Zhou Xu stopped laughing, "Although you may think, maybe everyone thinks, my actions are childish and funny, but I have never regretted it." Zhou Xu raised the corner of his mouth , holding Fang Zhou's hand, "Well, I know! You are the bravest kid I've ever seen!" Fang Zhou didn't withdraw his hand, he felt that it was great to meet Zhou Xu.

"Thank you for understanding me." Fang Zhou smiled gratifiedly.

Fang Zhou's hair is a bit long, and he kept talking about cutting it, but he never had time.Zhou Xu stretched out his hand, and pulled Fang Zhou's bangs along the hair behind his ears.

"I'm going to cut my hair, and I haven't had time." Fang Zhou also stroked the hair behind his ears embarrassingly.

"You look good like this, don't cut it~" Zhou Xu felt that it would look good if Fang Zhou was longer.

"Ah! My earrings are gone!" Fang Zhou didn't hear Zhou Xu say that he was good-looking, and while touching the empty earlobe, he anxiously began to open the blanket on the sofa.

"Zhou Xu, help me find it!" Fang Zhou said anxiously.

"What earrings?" Zhou Xu asked.

"The one I usually wear is a simple square diamond earring set in platinum. Can you help me see if there is any on the ground?"

While talking, Fang Zhou lay down on the ground to search, groping the floor stall with his palms back and forth, even carefully picking up the edge of the carpet to check the gap between the floor stall and the sofa.

"It's over. I don't know when it fell off. I felt it was still there when I just took a shower." Fang Zhou stood up and was about to go to the bathroom to look for it.

Zhou Xu followed him and walked to the bathroom, "Is it so important? Tomorrow I will ask Aunt Pei to do a good job of cleaning."

Fang Zhou saw that there was nothing on the sink, so he had to give up first, "Okay, let Aunt Pei look for it tomorrow."

Zhou Xu pushed Fang Zhou into the room and asked him to rest early. Fang Zhou sat on the bed and saw a note clip on the bedside table.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, took the note folder and opened it, Fang Zhou pulled out the pencil in the middle, tilted his head and began to draw on the note paper.

Fang Zhou had learned sketching, and he outlined the outline of the square earring in a few minutes.

Zhou Xu had already sat beside him at some point, quietly watching Fang Zhou draw.

I really want to hold Fang Zhou's hand holding the pencil, but I can't.

"Well drawn."

Fang Zhou looked at him with a smile, then closed the note folder and put it on the bedside table.

It was just a silly act on his whim just now, but Zhou Xu kept the sketch just now firmly in his heart.

"Go to bed early." Zhou Xu said, ready to turn off the bedside lamp.

"I can't sleep." Fang Zhou murmured.

Zhou Xu sat down, leaned against the head of the bed, and put Fang Zhou in his arms, "Is the kid unable to sleep because he wants to hear a bedtime story?"

"Hate~ who is the kid~" Fang Zhou slapped Zhou Xu lightly.

"Okay, it's well developed, maybe it's an adult~" Zhou Xu glanced at Fang Zhou.

"Hey~" Fang Zhou laughed.

With Zhou Xu, Fang Zhou will feel very relaxed.

Zhou Xu is very good at judging the scale between them and adjusting the atmosphere between the two with ease.Not too tense, not too awkward.

Fang Zhou was a little greedy for Zhou Xu's warmth, especially at this moment, if he didn't have someone to help him withstand the sky, maybe he would have been crushed to death by pain.

Nestled in Zhou Xu's arms, Fang Zhou put his arms around his waist and said, "Zhou Xu, I feel that being able to know you in this life is the same as knowing An Feng. It is a gift from God to me. When I come to this city, everything is new. In the beginning, I didn’t even have any interpersonal relationship. I didn’t have any friends, and I had to carry everything by myself. In fact, I dragged An Feng here. It’s been more than two months now, and I always feel sorry for him. Because if it wasn’t for me , he can have a good life. I'm too willful, and I only consider myself in everything. Do you think I'm a bad person?"

"Fool, you don't know how good you are." Zhou Xu stroked his head and said lightly, "I'm very jealous of An Feng, you know, you love him so foolishly, thinking about it makes me angry .”

Fang Zhou's eyes started to heat up again, and he asked in a low voice, "Then, am I okay now?"

"Okay, you haven't changed, you are still Ark." Zhou Xu said with certainty.

"You're the only one in the whole world who thinks I'm alright?" Fang Zhou sniffed, "You're the only one who thinks I haven't changed."

"Why do you care about people all over the world? There are so many people in the world, how many do you know?" Zhou Xu said in a relaxed tone, just like good friends chatting with each other.

"Hehe, yes," Fang Zhou cried and laughed, rubbed his eyes and said, "You're right."

Talk about this and that, some don't, Zhou Xu chatted with Fang Zhou until late at night.While talking, Fang Zhou stopped talking. Zhou Xu confirmed that Fang Zhou had fallen asleep, and then slowly stood up, covered Fang Zhou with the quilt, and turned off the bedside lamp.

Zhou Xu picked up the sketch of the earrings drawn by Ark on the bedside table, then walked out gently, and went back to his room to sleep.

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