love healing

There are still a few days until Christmas, and the company is already filled with Christmas atmosphere.

Asking for Fang Zhou's opinion, Zhou Xu only asked for three days off for him.

Fang Zhou became less talkative, often alone in a daze.

Back at the company, it's still the same as before, what should my colleagues do.

It turned out that my state of mind was different. The earth turned every day and would not stop for anyone.

Yes, the world hasn't changed, only you have changed...

Fang Zhou sat in front of his seat and turned on the computer, and a glass of milk appeared in front of him.Fang Zhou looked up in surprise, only seeing Li Lan's crooked eyes.

"Are you feeling better?" Li Lan directly brought the milk to Fang Zhou.

Fang Zhou was surprised again, "Huh?"

Li Lan said with concern, "I heard that you have acute gastritis, do I still want to visit you? Seeing that you only asked for three days off, I feel relieved."

It turned out to be the case, Fang Zhou breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you sister Lan for your concern, I'm fine."

"Remember to eat on time in the future~" Li Lan smiled, turned and walked into Wang Qing's office.

Sitting in front of the computer, Fang Zhou suddenly had nothing to do.Li Lan saw that he was just recovering from a serious illness, so he didn't arrange a lot of work for him.

Leaning in the chair, staring at his clothes in a daze.This is Zhou Xu's casual jacket. Although it is a bit big, it still fits well.

After Aunt Pei brought her clothes back from the dry cleaner, Fang Zhou searched for her coat for a long time but couldn't find it.Only after asking Zhou Xu did he find out that the coat had been lost.

At that time, I still asked Zhou Xu angrily why he lost his coat, because that coat was the first piece of clothing An Feng gave him, and he always cherished it.In the end, Zhou Xu didn't say the reason too clearly, but Fang Zhou understood between the lines that the coat might have been damaged because of the misfortune that night.Zhou Xu was afraid that he would feel affectionate when he saw the damaged coat, he probably wanted to protect himself...

Although he only rested for three days, Fang Zhou felt like he hadn't been to the company for a long, long time.

The working hours passed quickly, and it was almost time to leave work in a blink of an eye.

After get off work, what should I do, where should I go?Fang Zhou sat at the desk and had no intention of leaving.

Back to Zhou Xu?Well, it's not my home after all, and it won't be good if my colleagues find out about it.

If you go home, how should you face An Feng?

What to do... Fang Zhou lay on the table and buried his face in his arms.

It was six o'clock, and Li Shuyi, who was the last to turn off his computer, was about to leave.

No one has to work overtime today, Fang Zhou reluctantly started to pack his things.

He walked out of Dongxu Building with his bags, and just walked around the square in front of the building aimlessly.

Tired from walking, Fang Zhou sat down by the flower bed.

Looking at his feet, there was a pair of big leather shoes in front of him, he slowly raised his head, and saw Zhou Xu's gentle smiling face.

"Why are you sitting here?" Zhou Xu blinked mischievously, "Wait for me to get off work?"

Only in this way, Fang Zhou will show a faint smile.But not long after, Fang Zhou lowered his head and continued to sit motionless.

Zhou Xu grabbed Fang Zhou's hand, pulled him to stand up, and then walked forward with his arms around Fang Zhou, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

Fang Zhou stood still and looked at Zhou Xu.Zhou Xu just looked at him like this, waiting for him to speak.

"Zhou Xu, do you think I should go back today?" A simple sentence seemed like a huge problem for Fang Zhou.

"Do you want to go back?" Zhou Xu asked him back.

Fang Zhou lowered his head and nodded slowly, "I miss him."

Ark's crystal tears fell to the ground in the blink of an eye.

"I'll take you back." Warm hands stroked Fang Zhou's hair.

"No... no... I can't go back..." Fang Zhou shook his head, covering his face with his hands, "He didn't come to me first, so apologize to me..."

Fang Zhou squatted down slowly, buried his head between his knees.

Zhou Xu also squatted down, sighed, and stroked his head, "Do you love him so much..."

In an extremely small voice, "Without him, I would die."

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The most painful thing in the world is not that the person you love doesn't love you, because in that case, at least you still have a chance to make him fall in love with you.

The most painful thing in the world is when the person you love deeply loves someone else, because they love each other so deeply that you can't bear to separate them.

In this world, it is really not easy to find someone like me. I used to be as persistent as a fool.

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If it weren't for your departure seven years ago, I might still be able to sleep with you now.

Xinyu, it is you who let me know that I am a different kind, it is you who let me know what love feels like, it is you who let me learn to grow in loneliness...

In the past seven years, I have never forgotten you, but I am not happy, because the more I miss you, the more lonely I feel.

Don't you know that I'm suffering because of thinking about you, and you want me to be free from the pain?When I was eight years old, I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you.

I don't know what love is, I just hope you can take me away.When you really took me away and gave me a new name, I hugged your neck happily and cried for a long time.

When I was ten years old, when I lied for the first time and you hit me for the first time, I knew that you would also hurt when you hit me, because after hitting me, you rubbed my back in pain and hugged me all night Hold me, lock me tightly in your arms.

When I was 15 years old, when you found me masturbating by calling your name, you were stunned, and you kept saying 'don't do this in the future', but when I threw myself into your arms, I heard that you were extremely strong The beating heartbeat, thump thump, beats my heart forcefully.

, I became an adult, that year my mother went to work in the LA branch, we did everything that violated ethics, that year, we were all crazy.Love to the extreme, I said to you 'without you, I would die', you just smiled, knocked on my head helplessly and said, 'I have raised you for so many years for nothing'.I have been in love with you for seven years, and we rarely quarrel.No matter what differences you encounter, as long as I hug you and play tricks, you will definitely compromise.At that time, I felt like I owned the whole world...

Without you, I would die, I always thought so.But now, without you, I have lived for seven years.

Is it ironic?Your love and tenderness to me have imprisoned my sincerity for the rest of my life.Never open up to anyone, live with thoughts of you.Your leaving makes me sad.

When you left and said to me, 'Help me take good care of yourself, or I won't love you in the next life', I was so strong.

Am I trying to live so that I can be with you in the next life?

Where is the next life...

If there is another life, where will I find you?

Xinyu, Xinyu, I really regret that when I was with you, I was so self-willed, like a child.

Even if it hurt you the first time and made you have a low fever for several days, you just said to me softly, 'Our Xiaoxu has grown up and become a man~'.

Xinyu, miss you so much...

Xinyu, it's really lonely to be alone... Have you seen this person in front of me?His name is Fang Zhou. To be honest, he looks a bit like you.

When I saw him for the first time, his eyes attracted me, just like I was attracted by your eyes back then.

I don't know, am I falling in love with these clean and innocent eyes, or the owner of the eyes?Xinyu, give me the answer... I like him, but he loves someone else, is it because you are jealous, so you cast a spell...

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... "When you really lose someone, you will find that whoever loses the other lives the same way." Zhou Xu stood up.Fang Zhou raised his head and looked at him in a daze, "Really?" "Silly boy." Zhou Xu pulled up Fang Zhou, "Today I will take you in, and when you make up your mind, go back...back to him."

Fang Zhou trusted Zhou Xu, and what he said must be reasonable.I didn't question anything, and I didn't make a better decision.Fang Zhou followed Zhou Xu, got into his car, and let him take him anywhere.

The car stopped at the door of a barbecue restaurant. Zhou Xu parked the car and saw Fang Zhou still sitting in a daze, so he asked with a smile, "Are you waiting for me to help you pull the car door?"

"No." Fang Zhou came back to his senses, shook his head lightly, then opened the door and got out of the car.

Following Zhou Xu into the restaurant, the two chose to sit down inside.

The waiter handed over the menu, Zhou Xu took a look at it, and said to Zhou Zhou, "The porridge here is very famous, do you want to try their scallop porridge?"

Fang Zhou chuckled, "What, I thought I was coming in for a barbecue~"

"Their barbecue is delicious, but I think you should eat porridge." Zhou Xu looked at the menu and said.

The waiter took another menu and handed it to Fang Zhou, and introduced, "Our family's porridge is indeed very famous, and the scallop porridge alone has to be delivered dozens of copies every day~"

"So powerful?" Fang Zhou looked at the menu and asked.

Zhou Xu said to the waiter, "Have some scallop porridge."

Fang Zhou continued, "I need ten skewers of meat, ten skewers of pork tendons, ten skewers of crispy bones, two skewers of chicken feet, one portion of dry seeds, one portion of leeks, and one portion of potatoes, ~medium spicy, no green onions~"

Seeing Fang Zhou come back to life, Zhou Xu asked him with a smile, "Do you want beer?"

Fang Zhou's eyes lit up, "Can I drink beer?"

"How dare you?" Zhou Xu smiled and stared at him, "Do you want a soda?"

Fang Zhou narrowed his eyes, "Okay, I want a bottle of Melinda."

After recording, the waiter said, "Call me if you need to add something."

"Don't treat me as a patient~" Fang Zhou unwrapped the disposable tableware in front of him.

Zhou Xu smiled, "Okay, after you stop taking anti-inflammatory drugs, I will take you to drink in a few days."

"Really?" There was some expectation in Fang Zhou's eyes.

Before the food came, the waiter brought the soda first.

Melinda was in a glass bottle, and Fang Zhou inserted a straw into the bottle in front of him, propped his hands on the table, and sucked slowly.

The pouting mouth is sucking up the orange-red liquid bit by bit. It looks cute, like a little squirrel.

Zhou Xu looked at Fang Zhou and let out a sigh of relief. It would be fine if Fang Zhou continued to be so naive. Stop thinking about things that make him sad and live happily every day.

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