love healing

Why bother, the family doctor Ke Lu was called again, and after hanging up the bottle, the blood in the backyard of Ark finally stopped.

"Ah Xu, I can't tell~ Be more restrained in the future~" Ke Lu put on his shoes, patted Zhou Xu on the shoulder, and said jokingly.

"Well, I see. I'll call you again if I need something." Zhou Xu sent Ke Lu out of the house.

Walking into the room gently, Zhou Xu helped Fang Zhou cover the quilt again.

"Are you on good terms?" Fang Zhou slightly opened his eyes.

Zhou Xu sat by the bed and slowly stroked Fang Zhou's hand holding the bottle.

"Well, Ke Lu is my childhood friend. Later, he was admitted to medical school and became a doctor. He is different from me and doesn't like to make trouble. He used to read books every day, but now he is not much better~ hehe~ So in addition to my job as a doctor, I am also responsible for being our family doctor."

"He misunderstood you." Fang Zhou clearly knew that Zhou Xu was afraid that he would get hurt, but he still wanted to ask, "Why didn't you explain clearly."

Really couldn't stand Fang Zhou's innocent eyes, Zhou Xu bent down and hugged Fang Zhou, "Stop talking like that in the future, okay, you know, I hurt you more than you."

Fang Zhou didn't speak, just nodded.

The photo frame on the bedside is very conspicuous. The photo of the two men caught Fang Zhou's attention. Fang Zhou reached out to pick up the photo, "This is?"

So you like old men~ Fang Zhou thought to himself.

"My father." Zhou Xu saw that there was a layer of light gray on the photo frame, so he took it over and wiped it off with his hands, and blew on it lovingly.

"Your father is so young." Fang Zhou smiled.

"Yes, I am an adopted son, and my father is only 15 years older than me."

Speaking of that man, Zhou Xu had a pity expression on his face.If it wasn't because they were Zhou Xu's father, Fang Zhou would definitely have thought they were a couple of lovers.

"Hehe, no wonder~" Fang Zhou smiled, "And he's more handsome than you~"

"Yeah, he is the most handsome man in the world." The corners of Zhou Xu's mouth rose slightly, seemingly smiling, but also sad.

"Then your mother must be younger."

"Yes. She is the most beautiful and kind woman in the world." Zhou Xu turned around and put the photo frame away.

"Don't you live together? You don't have a family."

Zhou Xu didn't seem to want to continue this topic, so he stood up, "I'm gay, can I live with my family~"

"Well, that's right." Fang Zhou blinked and thought about it.

"I'm sleeping next door, call me if you need anything." After lightly kissing Fang Zhou's forehead, Zhou Xu got up and left.

Zhou Xu felt terribly tired after tossing around until it was almost dawn, but he couldn't fall asleep for some reason.

As long as I think of the appearance of Ark, my heart will ache.It was five o'clock in the morning, Zhou Xu turned left and right, and finally pulled the quilt over his head.

"Don't...uh...don't...ah──"

Zhou Xu threw off the quilt and jumped out of bed, rushed into the next room and turned on the light.Fang Zhou must have had a nightmare, his brows were frowning, his face was stained with tears, and his little hands tightly wrapped the quilt.

"Fang Zhou is good, Fang Zhou is not afraid." Zhou Xu knelt by the bed and put his arms around Fang Zhou's head to wipe his sweat.

"Go away...go away..." Fang Zhou whimpered, feeling himself waking up, slowly opened his eyes and saw Zhou Xu's face.As if he had found a life-saving straw, Fang Zhou hugged Zhou Xu's neck tightly, "Wow..."

Zhou Xu leaned sideways on the head of the bed, holding Fang Zhou in his arms, Fang Zhou was crying very loudly.

Zhou Xu frowned, hugged Fang Zhou and let him cry to his heart's content.

Yes, I said that in front of me, Fang Zhou doesn't have to be brave, so if Fang Zhou wants to cry at the top of his lungs, let him cry.

In terms of feelings, Fang Zhou is sad enough, and now this kind of thing is happening again.

Cry, you may feel better after crying.

After crying for a long time, perhaps because he was tired, Fang Zhou lost his voice and slowly closed his eyes.

Zhou Xu, slowly lay the ark flat, hoping that he will be more comfortable lying down and sleeping.

Withdrawing his arm, he supported Fang Zhou's head with his palm, and slowly fell onto the pillow.

Feeling that all the warmth was about to leave, Fang Zhou suddenly opened his eyes, and quickly grabbed Zhou Xu's sleeve, "Don't go, don't go, don't leave me... woo woo woo..." He started crying again as he spoke.

Zhou Xu didn't speak, and lay down beside Fang Zhou, tightened his arms, and hugged Fang Zhou into his arms.

"Go to sleep..."

Hearing Zhou Xu's permission, Fang Zhou closed his eyes, tears still flowing.Facing Zhou Xu, Fang Zhou reached out and hugged the man's thick body tightly.Whoever it is, don't go...don't leave me alone...

It is undeniable that this good body makes people feel safe, and Fang Zhou finally fell asleep in Zhou Xu's arms.

……

After staying up late, the two of them slept until noon.

Zhou Xu opened his eyes, his arms were numb from the pressure, but he still felt very happy, because this was the first time he slept with Fang Zhou in his arms all night.

The last time I slept with someone I liked was probably seven years ago, and that feeling of happiness seemed to return to me.

Zhou Xu rubbed Fang Zhou's hair with his chin, but the slight movement woke Fang Zhou up.

Fang Zhou slowly opened his eyes, and Zhou Xu smoothed the bangs on his forehead with his hands.

His heart was beating so fast, Fang Zhou bit his lip, he didn't know what was wrong with him, he was so nervous.

Realizing that he was held in Zhou Xu's arms, Fang Zhou was too embarrassed.

Trying to sit up, I found that my whole body was sore and unbearable.Fang Zhou narrowed his eyes, Zhou Xu thoughtfully supported his back and helped him sit up.

"Lean on first, and get up when I come over."

Zhou Xu asked Fang Zhou to sit on his back, then got up and got out of bed.

Wearing only a T-shirt and pajama pants, it was still a bit cold, Zhou Xu hooked up his home coat, put it on and walked to the kitchen.

It’s been a long time since I’ve cooked anything by myself, and I’m glad there’s still half a bag of rice in the cupboard.

Scooped a cup of rice, washed it, and added water to cook porridge.

Back in the room, I saw that Fang Zhou had stood up while leaning against the wall.

"What are you looking for?" Zhou Xu approached him, trying to support him.

"Where are my clothes?" Fang Zhou looked at Zhou Xu with wide eyes.

Zhou Xu went to the closet and took out a set of home clothes and handed them to Fang Zhou, "Put this on today, I put your clothes in the laundry basket, and the cleaning lady will wash them later."

Fang Zhou thought it was right, so he picked up his home clothes and put them on.Seeing that he was still wearing Zhou Xu's loose T-shirt and underwear, Fang Zhou blushed again.

There is heating in the room, and I feel very comfortable after putting on home clothes. Fang Zhou whispered, "Thank you."

Zhou Xu stroked his hair, "Don't be so polite~"

Fang Zhou was taken aback by the slight move, when did he become so sensitive, as long as his body was touched, he would feel uncomfortable.

After washing up, Zhou Xu asked Fang Zhou to sit at the dining room table, and then walked into the kitchen by himself.

When Fang Zhou turned his head, he could see Zhou Xu in the kitchen with his back turned to him.

Zhou Xu didn't go into the kitchen very often, but now he was seriously messing with the bowls and spoons.

It would be great if we could get along with An Feng like this, without any pressure of money and time, just like this two people live together, take care of each other and accompany each other...

Looking at Zhou Xu's back, Fang Zhou felt a little moved.Why did God let me meet him?

If it wasn't for someone already living in my heart, maybe I would really fall in love with him...

Zhou Xu used the soup bowl to fill a large bowl of porridge, brought it to the table, then went back to the kitchen and brought out two sets of bowls and spoons.

Fang Zhou just watched Zhou Xu serve the porridge in silence, put it in front of him, and served him the porridge as well.

Has he ever lived with anyone?If there is, that person must be very happy... at least happier than himself... Fang Zhou thought, slowly scooped up the porridge and put it in his mouth.

When Zhou Xu thought about what happened last night, he was concerned about the atmosphere, but he was afraid that Fang Zhou would feel uncomfortable if he mentioned it again.

"Well, Fang Zhou, do you remember what the person who robbed you last night looked like and what were his characteristics?"

The wording tried not to hurt him, but Fang Zhou was still obviously stunned.

Fang Zhou didn't answer him, and after being stunned for two seconds, he continued to eat porridge with his head down.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Zhou Xu stopped asking.

In fact, Fang Zhou didn't dare to answer. Not only was he robbed, but he was also raped. Not only was he raped, but he was gang-raped by three men. He couldn't say what to say about this kind of thing.

What to do... Is my life ruined like this?

Eating and eating, tears just fell into the bowl, until he couldn't breathe, took a deep breath, and Zhou Xu looked at Fang Zhou again.

He didn't know how to comfort Fang Zhou, maybe asking again would only make him feel more uncomfortable.Zhou Xu took out two pieces of paper and handed them to Fang Zhou. After receiving them, Fang Zhou wiped his nose and tears.

"You, will you, tell others?" Fang Zhou choked up and asked while sobbing.

"Who should I tell?" Zhou Xu is not that kind of person, and he will rot this matter in his heart for the rest of his life.

Fang Zhou never thought that he loves to cry so much, thinking about those things, he can cry out loud as soon as he opens his mouth, what's wrong...

Fang Zhou wanted to try his best to calm himself down quickly, and took a few deep breaths.He knew that Zhou Xu was watching his weird behavior.

Fang Zhou didn't look at Zhou Xu, and forced himself to calm down, "Don't look at me."

Zhou Xu turned his head expressionlessly, looked at the porridge in the bowl, and took a bite.

Seeing his obedient appearance, Fang Zhou felt guilty again.

"Well, if you think I'm weird and don't want to be friends with me, you should tell me earlier." Fang Zhou also looked at the porridge in the bowl, "I'm from a different world from you, and now it's even more so, so, You don't have to be so nice to me anymore."

Zhou Xu put down the spoon, turned his head to the side and frowned at Fang Zhou, "If you're a man, you should be stronger, don't be so pretentious, and talk about what you don't have. Life is still very long in the future, and you may not know what will happen. Who did you meet?"

"I'm just hypocritical, what's the matter! It's not you who was gang-raped, how do you know how I feel!" Fang Zhou yelled at Zhou Xu, and after the yelling, he was also stunned.How could she be so impulsive to reveal the fact that she was gang-raped?

Zhou Xu was startled, and met Fang Zhou's eyes.Fang Zhou immediately stood up in a panic, and the chair creaked back.

Yes, to leave the scene quickly, Fang Zhou looked flustered, and as soon as he took a step, the sharp corner of the table scratched his abdomen.

"Ah..." It's really not going well, Fang Zhou covered his abdomen and rubbed it.

Zhou Xu reached out and pulled Fang Zhou into his arms, sat on his lap, and rubbed Fang Zhou's painful abdomen with his big hands.

Fang Zhou began to cry again, "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

"Don't cry." Zhou Xu said lightly.

Fang Zhou seemed to be acting like a baby, and said shamelessly, "I'm just being hypocritical, and I'm going to be hypocritical!"

"Okay, if you want to be hypocritical, you can be hypocritical. It's fine." Zhou Xu's hand didn't stop, "Does it still hurt?"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

"You still have me, you know, don't cry, my heart hurts when I cry." Zhou Xu patted Fang Zhou's back and said softly.

Yeah, how can I understand how you feel.Fang Zhou, you can vent at will, you can make trouble with me unreasonably, you can be hypocritical or coquettish, I like you, even if you have gone through these things, you are still my angel...

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