love healing

───Chongqing, Chongqing, please don’t make me cry───

The cold sun shines on the body, and there is no temperature.

It seems that the sun is getting farther and farther away from us, leaving only endless black holes.

"Where is An Feng?"

"Honey, we're in Chongqing. We're getting off the bus!"

Open your sleepy eyes, the sky is still not bright.Is it because the sun hasn't risen yet, and I can only see a cloud of dust when I look up.

The train was still running, making a loud roar.

An Feng gently patted his little head lying in his arms, "Come on baby, get up quickly."

"Ouch~" Looking up, Fang Zhou knocked the back of his head against the corner of the dining table.The little face immediately frowned at this bump, and his brows were furrowed into a river.

An Feng stretched out his big hand and rubbed Fang Zhou's face, and kissed his mouth lightly, "Okay, it doesn't hurt anymore, it doesn't hurt anymore~ Be good~"

"It's the back~" Fang Zhou muttered impatiently, and An Feng quickly rubbed the back of Fang Zhou's head again.

Compared with An Feng, Fang Zhou is much more delicate.An Feng is used to pampering Fang Zhou. At any time, as long as Fang Zhou's small mouth is pouted, An Feng will not only admit his mistake, but also appease him, or, it is accommodating without a bottom line.

The [-]-hour train rides hard, and Fang Zhou regrets that he eloped with An Feng impulsively.

The night before yesterday, I could only buy standing tickets temporarily, and the two snuggled together, their noses were red from the cold, but they still held the tickets, smiling cheerfully and smirking.

After driving, An Feng pulled the ark, crossed the sea of ​​people from the hard-seat car, and then to the restaurant car, finally finding a place to stay.In this way, a person paid 15 yuan for tea sitting fee, and he settled down in the restaurant.

After sitting like this for two nights and one day, Fang Zhou felt sick just looking at the instant noodles.

"An'an, I feel bad~" Fang Zhou was so hypocritical.

"Baby, what's wrong?" An Feng smiled and hugged his shoulder.

"I feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach, maybe the instant noodles I ate at night have not been digested." Fang Zhou threw himself into An Feng's arms, holding An Feng's clothes with his hands.

"Let me cover it for you." An Feng put his big warm hand into Fang Zhou's clothes from below, and rubbed the place covering Fang Zhou's stomach, "Are you comfortable?"

"Comfortable~" Fang Zhou nodded in satisfaction, resting his head on An Feng's shoulder.

An Feng rubbed Fang Zhou's stomach, feeling extremely distressed.When did Fang Zhou suffer from this kind of suffering? His stomach is not good. When he was in the dormitory, he took care of every meal by himself.

During his freshman year, Fang Zhou didn’t pay attention, and sometimes he didn’t eat on time.He already had a bad stomach, and he stayed up all night with An Feng once, so Fang Zhou was hospitalized with acute gastritis the next day.

An Feng was scared to death that time, and ran to the hospital with Fang Zhou in his arms like crazy.Fang Zhou's parents came, and after talking, An Feng realized that Fang Zhou had a bad stomach all the time. At that time, An Feng regretted and blamed himself.

Later, as long as he was in school, An Feng would take Fang Zhou to the cafeteria for breakfast every morning on time.At noon, An Feng queued up to buy Fang Zhou his favorite fried beans and braised pork trotters.Even the meal at night can't be sloppy.

Looking out the window, thinking about the past, the train also slowly drew near.

Each carrying a small canvas backpack, the two got off the train one after the other.

The sky was drizzling, the wind in the morning was icy cold, a gust of wind slammed the raindrops towards the two of them, and Ark immediately shivered.

An Feng held Fang Zhou's hand and gave him warmth.

"An'an, where are we going?" Walking out of the train station, the two stopped.Fang Zhou stood facing An Feng, neither advancing nor retreating, just looking at him with a pair of big eyes.

An Feng took the little man's hand, "Honey, you took me to elope, now I follow you, of course you have the final say."

"But I don't know where I can go. It's so cold, An An, can you hug me." Fang Zhou had no choice but to look at An Feng, hoping that he could figure out a way.

Looking at the pitiful big eyes, An Feng pulled Fang Zhou into his arms.

"This is our new battlefield, Fang Fang, the future will not be the same as when we were in college, should we work hard to know? We can no longer fool around like children."

"Well, I know." Fang Zhou rubbed his chin against his lover's chest, then raised his head.

An Feng looked at Fang Zhou and said softly, "Let's go, let's find a house first!"

Walking all the way from the train station, looking up, the magical viaduct connects the mountain and the mountain.It is worthy of being called the city of fog. If the sky is brighter, there will be a fairyland~ An Feng has never been to this city, but he is holding Ark's hand at this time, so he can't be afraid.

Fang Zhou is only one year younger than himself, but he has never experienced any hardship since he was a child.The small and tender face seemed to be inlaid with two grains of black glass, big and round, with clean shaved eyes, looking like a child.It is precisely because of his innocence that he always thinks that as long as his sincere emotion is noble, he can be blessed.

When he told his father that the person he loved was An Feng, and then got the first big mouth in his life, Fang Zhou reluctantly cried all night.When Fang Zhou was crying and out of breath in An Feng's arms, An Feng really hated himself for being too young to protect the one he loves.

This kind of thing was inherently unethical. It was because I couldn't help but express my feelings that I caused a simple child like Fang Zhou to fall with me.How can I get and make Fang Zhou love him so persistently?It is God who favors me, a sinner!I am not qualified to seek forgiveness from Fang Zhou's family, let alone want to take him away...

There is no road ahead, we hold hands and walk out our own road together.I am not afraid, it is your trust that makes me look forward to our future.I don't regret it, just walk with you on the road of love.

"Are you tired?" An Feng took off the scarf for Fang Zhou, and helped him wipe the sweat off his forehead.

Fang Zhou also reached out to wipe the sweat off An Feng's head, seeing the big boy who was ten centimeters taller than him, sweating, the more he liked it.

"An'an, you really are like a hero, I feel very safe standing next to you." Fang Zhou held An Feng's sweat-wiping hand, and kissed gently.

Looking at Fang Zhou's slightly squinted eyes, the kiss suddenly extended his fingertips into his tendons, and spread to his lower body like an electric current, shocking the central nervous system.I haven't touched him for two whole days, and at this young age, my body is a little angry.

"Fang Fang..." An Feng's tone was trembling, and he quickly pulled the little man's hand away, trying to calm himself down.

"What are you shaking~?" Fang Zhou looked at An Feng and asked seriously.

An Feng said "I" and stopped talking.

Fang Zhou stretched out his hand, quickly explored the small bulge under Tan Anfeng's coat, laughed, and leaned into An Feng's ear, "Hehe~ It turns out that Xiao An is thinking of me~" After finishing speaking, he was not serious. An Feng took a bite on his earlobe.

After teasing, he ran away, An Feng caught up and grabbed the little man's waist, and said treacherously, "You picked this baby, my husband will kill you later, see if you still dare to call him Xiao An~" Big hands Taking advantage of the opportunity to pinch that small waist, the little man immediately blushed without saying a word.

Hehe, Fang Zhou is like this, every time he tries to play tricks on An Feng, he ends up blushing in the end.

After finally finding a guest house to live in, they asked for a room with a big bed.

The first thing after entering the door is to take a hot shower.

The bathroom is not big, so Fang Zhou occupied the favorable terrain first and rushed in.

Anfeng's family conditions are not very good, and he can adapt to any environment.But even so, An Feng couldn't help sighing in the damp and narrow guest house.

It's really small here, the whole room is only about ten square meters.

A 1.5-meter bed and a bedside table are placed against the corner of the wall.There is a simple wardrobe put together at the end of the wall, it should be said that a hanger is more suitable.Other than that, there is nothing... Is this a big bed room?What a disappointment.But this room only costs 80 yuan a night, so he has nothing to choose.

A not-so-big quilt was spread out on the bed, and when I touched it with my hands, it felt a little damp.It should be taken out to bask in the sun, maybe it will be better.But there are no windows in this small room. If you don't know that it's just noon, you won't be able to tell that it's daytime if you stand in the room.

After taking a shower, Fang Zhou opened the door, and the hot and humid air gushed out from the door.

An Feng took his clothes and went in to take a shower. When he came out of the shower, Fang Zhou had already fallen asleep.

Lying on the bed, An Feng thought about looking for a place to rent a house in the afternoon, and then started looking for a job. Hey, life is not so easy.

The people around him must be too tired, gently stroked the sea on Fang Zhou's forehead, unexpectedly woke him up.

Fang Zhou grunted, turned over and embraced the heat source that had just approached, and rubbed Nuan Nuan's arm again.

I wanted to do something, but I was so tired that An Feng also closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.