i green myself a hundred times

Zhuo Heran continued to look down.

There is another series of words written in small characters at the bottom of this article.

(I used to always feel that before I die, I shouldn’t leave more memories for the people around me. That would only make the living sad. But I suddenly feel so unwilling. If I can’t even leave memories for her, then it’s okay What can prove that I have been to this world?

When people die, they don't really disappear, but if the living people don't remember me, then I really disappear.

I don't mind disappearing in front of others, and I don't mind disappearing in other people's memories, but I really want her to remember me. )

Zhuo Heran's eyes turned red because of this sentence.She originally thought that the kiss was the little girl's whim, but these words told her clearly that the kiss was definitely not a whim.

That kiss may have exhausted the girl's courage.

The second line was smeared many times, and Zhuo Heran recognized that all the world-famous scenery was written on it.

Each is not considered "safe" for Android.

The last thing left of the second article is:

2 Go to the beach (there are many beautiful scenery in the world, I want to see them all, but unfortunately, if I want to go with this body, the old people in my family will not agree. I don’t want her to embarrass me because of me.)

Because of this sentence, Zhuo Heran felt guilty again.

There were thousands of times in her heart. What she thought was willful and coquettish, turned out to be a person saying goodbye to the world.

She thought the girl made this request only because she was in a bad mood, and she just wanted to appease the "child".She thought the girl was being coquettish and willful, but she forgot that girls are always so considerate of others.The girl made this request after taking a hundred steps back, but she didn't think about fulfilling it for her.

Zhuo Heran had the urge to hold the girl on the plane and take her to see the real sea.

The sleeping girl suddenly coughed twice.

These two coughs broke Zhuo Heran's impulse.

With a calm and sour mood, she continued to look down.If possible, she would like to fulfill the remaining wishes for the girl.

The current third article can be seen to be added to the original third article. The words are very small, but it has been bolded.

3 eat ice cream. (I thought that as long as I forget the taste of ice cream, I won’t want to eat it. But after meeting that woman today, I really want to eat ice cream again. I really feel like making a fuss like this, telling others what I really want What is it. People only dare to make such unscrupulous noise when they know that they are favored. Maybe what I expect is not ice cream, but her preference.)

Zhuo Heran thought about what happened this morning, and she guessed that this should be the girl's new wish after meeting that woman.

Zhuo Heran's heart was extremely sad.

A girl who left her parents at the age of 9, seeing with her own eyes how her mother loves her new child is really cruel.

Even though she is 18 years old, the injury she suffered when she was 9 years old has never "healed".

These sorrows that have been deliberately ignored, after all, only need an introduction to wake up the pain again, making people doubly unwilling.

Zhuo Heran wanted to give the girl the preference she wanted.

The fourth article has been altered several times, and Zhuo Heran can vaguely see that skydiving was written.There is a sentence written in brackets next to the skydiving, if I go skydiving with my broken body, my family will probably be turned upside down, right?

After repeated smearing, the fourth article wrote a wish that ordinary people might find unbelievable.

4 Shower in the rain once. (After the age of 9, I have not been exposed to the rain. After the age of 9, this body does not belong to me, she belongs to the Zhuo family. But I want to give this broken body to her, I wonder if she will feel sick? Something , Does it become hypocritical to say it?)

Zhuo Heran's heart was disturbed by this simple word, she ignored the feeling in her heart and looked down.

5 Hugs (I've always wanted to hug her, but she doesn't know. If I can, let me hug her a hundred times before I leave this world.)

Zhuo Heran couldn't help but think of the girl's actions in the bathroom at noon today.Did she want a hug at that time?But he didn't notice it?

Zhuo Heran recalled carefully, it seemed that she really hadn't hugged a girl for a long time.

It seems that after the girl's parents left, no one hugged her.

Zhuo Heran looked at the girl and wanted to give her a hug as soon as she opened her eyes.

6 tattoos (I have already thought about the pattern. If fate can give me the unlucky peach blossom imprint to distinguish me from ordinary people. Then I can also leave the imprint I want? I want to leave her imprint. )

Zhuo Heran frowned when she saw this, she didn't want the girl to be in pain.

7 Watching movies (want to watch the theatrical version of that anime with her, I don’t know if she will think I’m naive. If she doesn’t like it, I will like whatever she wants to watch. The important thing is to watch it with her. )

8 Pressing the road (If I am not Zhuozhu, she is not the owner of the family. Can we do the most ordinary... If I am not Zhuozhu, she may not know me? If she does not know my sister, she should not know me. Will take care of me as a younger sister. Although I don't want to be her younger sister, I should be content with such a "preference".)

9 Going to the park (If possible, I want to do a square dance with her. I want to see what she looks like when she is old.)

Looking at these wishes, Zhuo Heran felt bitter in his heart.These wishes are placed on ordinary girls, and they can't even be counted as wishes.

These wishes are so simple for ordinary people, but they are extravagant wishes of one person.

These wishes made Zhuo Heran's eyes turn red.

She not only loves the girl, but also sees the girl's affection from these wishes.

She was a little overwhelmed and didn't know how to face it.

Her gaze was on the last wish.

10 talk about a love

The last word is bolded, writing determination.That's the second unpainted wish on the list.

That person can only be her!

Zhuo Heran's heart was supported by an invisible hand.The warmth and comfort of this hand made Zhuo Heran feel warm for a while, but at the same time, it also made her feel overwhelmed.She has always treated the girl as a younger sister, and she doesn't know if she can live up to these feelings.

Being with someone without feelings is the deepest hurt.

The girl on the bed suddenly moved.

Zhuo Heran put the paper on the bedside table with a guilty conscience.

Although her movements were flustered, she didn't make any sound. The girl on the bed just turned over but didn't open her eyes.

Zhuo Heran breathed a sigh of relief, bent down and folded the paper back to its original shape.

She stood by the bed for a long time, and finally sat down on the sofa softly.

Zhuo Heran muted the phone to deal with the matter, she was afraid that Yin Yuan would wake up and not see her, and she would be scared in the room.

Yin Yuan oscillates between pretending to be asleep and actually sleeping. This body is too weak, and it is difficult for her to sleep well.

And the stomach and intestines of this body are really weak, and they can't eat anything when they eat, but if they don't eat at meal time, their stomach really hurts.

Yin Yuan's hand naturally pressed on the stomach.

Zhuo Heran noticed her movement and hurried over, "Xiao An, are you awake? Is it a stomachache?"

Yin Yuan narrowed his eyes and nodded.

Zhuo Heran made a call on his mobile phone, and the maid knocked on the door not long after.

When they arrived at the hotel, they prepared dinner and waited for orders.

The maid came in and set the dinner before leaving the room.

Yin Yuan was hugged by Zhuo Heran and sat at the dining table. Zhuo Heran scooped up the porridge with a spoon and blew it, then brought it to her mouth.

Yin Yuan drank the porridge with a pale face, and after a few sips, his face finally improved a little.

Zhuo Heran blamed himself while feeding her, "It's all because I didn't wake you up, is your stomach better?"

Yin Yuan drank half a bowl of porridge, but couldn't finish it.This stomach is too hungry, even if you eat a little more, "I know sister Zhuo knows that I don't sleep well, so she didn't call me because she wanted me to sleep a little longer." She handed the chopsticks to Zhuo Heran, "I'll eat I'm full, sister Zhuo, eat more."

Zhuo Heran knew that she would feel uncomfortable if she ate too much, even though she wanted her to eat more, she didn't dare to feed her any more.

Zhuo Heran took the chopsticks and started to eat, and Yin Yuan took another pair of chopsticks to pick her food.He got up again to fill a bowl of soup, scooped up the soup with a spoon and blew it to Zhuo Heran's mouth.

Zhuo Heran had never been fed like this since she could remember, and she wanted to get the spoon.Yin Yuan avoided her hand naturally, and blinked at Zhuo Heran, "Throw me a papaya, and repay it with Qiongju."

Because of her words, Zhuo Heran thought of the wish list he had seen before.

At first, her heart beat faster, and then she thought of her "perfunctory" treatment of Yin Yuan.

Zhuo Heran originally thought that Yin Yuan would be satisfied with his arrangement.

But after reading that list, she was afraid that the girl would be disappointed.

Yin Yuan saw what she wanted to say, and said it naturally, "Sister Zhuo, hurry up and eat, I haven't been to the indoor beach park yet. Let's go play later?"

Zhuo Heran breathed a sigh of relief because of Yin Yuan's words, she was really afraid that Yin Yuan would be disappointed.At the same time, because of this understanding, my heart ached again.

Yin Yuan looked at Zhuo Heran's expression.

The more distressed the better, so when the child wants milk, it will be even harder to refuse, isn't it?

Yin Yuan said to tell Zhuo Heran to eat quickly, but in action, he thoughtfully fed her soup and vegetables.

As the head of the family, Zhuo Heran's parents would not treat her like this after she became an adult, so her heart was naturally warm for a while.

The two finished their dinner in a warm atmosphere.

Zhuo Heran was worried about Yin Yuan's health, "Should I go to bed early and go play again tomorrow morning?"

"I slept too much in the afternoon," Yin Yuan said in a pitiful tone.

Zhuo Heran's heart softened naturally.Being unable to sleep and tossing and turning in bed is not good for your health either.

The two changed into short-sleeved shorts.The temperature in the paradise has long been adjusted to a temperature suitable for Yin Yuan.The temperature, which was originally a bit hot for the pursuit of reality, has been adjusted to be lukewarm.The "sea breeze" that should have been there has also been adjusted to a pleasant breeze.

Although it is night now, the park is still full of bright sunshine. Once you enter the park, the cries of seagulls and the sound of waves are truly immersive.

The soft fine sand and clear sea water will make people feel better instantly.

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终于要开始套路了感谢在2020-07-1523:24:22~2020-07-2410:24:14期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 15 bottles of straylight; 5 bottles of Kang Yanze; 3 bottles of Dou Zhe Wuxi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!