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What will happen to a person if she does not live to be 20 years old?Maybe some people would like to go for a walk, but it's a pity that Zhuo An's body will catch a cold if it gets a little windy. She has grown up so much that she has never even been out of Kyoto.

Zhuo An protects herself carefully, because she knows that if she dies, others will bear the curse, so she is careful not to let herself get sick, almost trapped herself in this house without going out.

This house is very quiet near the suburbs, and it was built for the convenience of Master Zhuo to take care of his body.

Of course, some Zhuo masters like to live in prosperity and will live in this house instead of this house, it all depends on Zhuo master's own choice.

Zhuo An, Zhuo Chen, the two can be said to be the kindest existence among the previous Zhuo masters.

Just ask, who knows that he can only live to be 20 years old, and being trapped in a corner all year round will be prone to depression.

This person is in a high position and unhappy, so he will naturally look at other people's happiness and displeasure.I live so hard, why do you live so happily.Therefore, many Zhuo masters are uncertain, which can be said to be ruthless.

Perhaps it can also be understood as wanting to make more noise so that the living will not forget themselves so easily. After all, it is really a lonely thing to live to be 20 years old.

Of course, there are also Zhuo Zhu who really want his servants to be buried with him.

Master Zhuo, who has the weirdest personality, once cut out the eyes of his servant after the blood-sucking ceremony at the age of 18, just because he felt that the servant had peeked at the ceremony of the previous night.

When Zhuo Chen was alive, these servants who took care of her were very grateful for her generosity.

At that time, Zhuo Chen was 18 years old, and the fate of this life was suddenly rewritten. The servants in the house were very afraid that she would take revenge on themselves, but when they saw Zhuo Chen, they understood how such a warm and kind girl could do such a thing. Out of vicious things.

At that time, the servants often heard Zhuo Chen talking about his lovely younger sister.But Zhuo Chen's mother didn't want to leave a psychological shadow on her youngest daughter, and she didn't want Zhuo An to come to see Zhuo Chen often.But every time we meet, the little Zhuo An is always so reluctant to part with her elder sister. Zhuo An was only a few years old at that time, and logically speaking, she shouldn't be so precocious, but she seems to understand everything.

The servants often secretly shed tears for the pair of sisters.

Later they sent Zhuo Chen away, but they didn't want Zhuo An to be the next person to come here.

Zhuo An was only 9 years old at that time.

Moreover, her parents had left her. At that time, the servants thought that no matter how much Zhuo An cried, changed his personality, or lost his temper, they would understand.

But when this little girl appeared in front of them again, she didn't embarrass anyone.

She eats obediently, sleeps on time, and does not cry or make trouble.

She doesn't need others to explain to her why her health suddenly deteriorated, why she can no longer eat cold drinks in summer and play in the snow in winter, why she would be out of breath after running for a few steps, why her mother left suddenly, and her father also left Why do adults look at her with pitiful eyes.

She didn't ask any questions, and she didn't give anyone a hard time.

She was as quiet as if there was no one in this house.

She was just getting more and more gloomy day by day, but what she was tormenting was never someone else, only herself.

As she grew older, the girl began to only wear black, and only black was left in the bedroom. She trapped herself in this house, day after day, year after year, as if she was only waiting for the final result.

And recently approached the ritual she had to face on her 18th birthday.

The servants didn't know what kind of ritual it was, they only knew that every Zhuozhu who had experienced the ritual would become more gloomy or ruthless.

Zhuo Chen was over 18 years old when she became Zhuozhu, she didn't go through that ceremony.

Zhuo Chen had his own for 18 years.

And Zhuo An only knew that the 9 years of her youth belonged to her.

Based on the principle that crying children get milk, Yin Yuan decided to make a fuss first.

Yin Yuan got up from the soft bed, picked up the phone, and lay down again.

After unlocking the phone, the background of the phone was also black. Yin Yuan changed the background to green to protect his eyes, starting from the phone screen.

Afterwards, Zhuo Heran's phone was called up, and the words "Sister Zhuo" were displayed on the phone screen, and Yin Yuan dialed the number directly.

Just after the phone rang three times, Zhuo Heran's cold voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Xiao An?" Zhuo An never took the initiative to call Zhuo Heran because he knew that Zhuo Heran was very busy.Zhuo Heran suddenly received this call at two o'clock in the afternoon, and there was naturally a trace of nervousness in his voice.

She waved to everyone in the chamber.

These characters who could make Wan Shun tremble three times with just a little stamping of their feet, heard the word Xiao'an, and their hearts also raised. Everyone hurriedly exited the study room. A dozen people didn't make a sound, and their expressions were all nervous.

The special assistant walked last, closed the door of the conference hall and retreated.

"Sister Zhuo, I want to bring the cat to the house." Yin Yuan said, although the girl's voice was not sweet, it was not the gloomy past.

Hearing her voice, Zhuo Heran first put his raised heart back to its original place.But when she heard her mentioning this matter, her beautiful eyebrows frowned, and she reached out and pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of her nose.Zhuo Heran is not short-sighted, she wears glasses entirely to cover her overly bright eyebrows and eyes.

She got up from her seat and walked to the window, her eyes fell on the cigar by the window, her voice was a little hesitant, "Xiao An has decided?"

At the moment, she was wearing a high-tailored suit, leaning against the wall, her black hair was tied behind her head, and her phoenix eyes were long and narrow behind the lenses. Coupled with her ice-block face for thousands of years, she looked like a gentle scum.Of course, if she smiled, she would be even less like a good person.However, the slight frown on her face at this moment made people feel very oppressed.

Yin Yuan rolled around on the bed with his mobile phone, his expression was relaxed, but his voice revealed indescribable emotions, "No matter who I choose, can Sister Zhuo get it for me?"

Because of these words, Zhuo Heran's heart became a little heavier, and he touched the cigar with his bony fingers.

The girl's voice suddenly rang in my ears, "Sister Zhuo, pay attention to your body."

Zhuo Heran retracted his fingers because of this sentence.

She has always been self-disciplined, so she didn't have these addictions.But there are always some things in this world that people want to temporarily escape through things, such as a certain ceremony.

Zhuo Heran's memory couldn't help but go back to a few days ago, the housekeeper asked her who would inform Zhuo An of that incident.

Although the relationship between Zhuo Heran and Zhuo An has already been broken, she takes care of Zhuo An as her younger sister in her heart.

She didn't want others to tell Zhuo An such a cruel thing, she chose to say it herself.

Zhuo Heran still remembered that when she spoke, it was the first time in these years that Zhuo An, who was almost "submissive", showed intense emotions.

She was on the verge of collapse, and the hoarse voice that never opened her mouth was sharp for the first time, "It's really not a clean death."

Then Zhuo An smashed everything in the study as if he was venting.

The girl dressed in black stood in a messy room with her head bowed, her short messy hair covered her eyebrows and eyes, and finally she said almost like an appointment, "Sister Zhuo, let me decide for you."

"Sister Zhuo is afraid that I want someone you can't get?"

The memory was suddenly interrupted by the girl's voice on the other end of the phone.

At that time, the girl's voice was so gloomy that she was about to shed blood and tears, but at this moment, the girl showed a rare mischievousness that belongs to a teenager.

Zhuo Heran, who is good at everything, doesn't know how to respond to this sentence.

Yin Yuan on the other end of the phone didn't give her room to think, "I won't bother you anymore," Yin Yuan's voice was suppressed, "I want to see the cat before making a decision," followed by considerate words , "Sister Zhuo, please be busy."

Then without waiting for Zhuo Heran's response, the person on the other end hung up the phone as if fleeing.It seemed that she exhausted her courage to make that call.

After hanging up the phone, Yin Yuan decided to take another sleep. He didn't sleep well in the last few days of his last life. Although his body didn't sleep well, Yin Yuan quickly fell asleep due to mental fatigue.

She slept soundly, but Zhuo Heran on the other end of the phone couldn't be calm.

Zhuo Heran thought of the day Zhuo An knew about the ceremony, and his deep sense of powerlessness.

The blood-sucking ceremony was only performed once when Master Zhuo was 18 years old.

But it is enough to change the rest of a person's life.

Although Lord Zhuo needs to drink blood once a month, she doesn't need to see the cats directly. They can choose to avoid seeing them and drink the blood that the servant puts in the bowl.

On the day of the blood-sucking ceremony, what Master Zhuo needed to drink was the blood from the tip of the cat's tongue.

And when drinking blood, Master Zhuo must be at the moment of bliss in the cloud and rain.

Therefore Zhuozhu had to bite the tip of the cat's tongue with his own mouth at that moment. This matter cannot be grasped so accurately, so it is often necessary to keep the cat's tongue in his mouth to succeed.

So there are two disgusting choices in front of Master Zhuo, one is to do this with the cat he doesn't love, and bite the tip of the cat's tongue at a critical moment and drink blood from the tip of the tongue.

The second is to do this with the person who wants to do it, but the cat has to wait on the side, waiting for the blood of the tongue at the critical moment.

Zhuo Zhu often dare not love anyone or be with anyone because he will not live to be 20 years old.

But this ceremony forced them to carry out this matter.

That's why Zhuo An said that sentence, it's really not a clean death.

But in the face of life and death, especially in the face of the life and death of his own blood relatives, Zhuo Zhu can only choose to be patient.

Just because a Zhuo Lord chose to die innocently, this curse will still harm the next Zhuo family.

In order for Master Zhuo to retain a little dignity, only a few people in the Zhuo family knew the content of this ceremony.

Sometimes when she was vulnerable, Zhuo Heran wanted to go back to the time when she was not the head of the family and didn't know about it.

The truth is too cruel, they are living in peace and security, it is because of how many Zhuo family members sacrificed the dignity they should have as human beings in exchange for it.

And in this matter, there is far more than one person who is sad.

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