May Asheng live up to the occasion

"Chaoyun, why do you want to break up?" The first time Luo Shu faced Lu Chaoyun with such a tough and almost rude attitude, she stopped Lu Chaoyun from letting her go.

The heavy news that Lu Chaoyun and Chen Qihao broke up hit Luo Shu like a brick, and it took her a whole night and a day to digest the news, so she rushed to "ask for an explanation" that night.

Her questioning attitude appeared to be asking Lu Chaoyun the reason for their breakup.

In fact, the subtext she is praying.

【They can't break up, how can they break up, how can such a dazzling love turn gray in an instant.

How could it be like this, why not persevere, how could there be no good results! 】

In Luo Shu's view, Lu Chaoyun and her are completely different existences. Lu Chaoyun seems to be always against the world, and he never resigns himself to fate for a moment.

Those who Luo Shu succumbed to, the world and the universe are all defeated by Lu Chaoyun.

Luo Shu is obsessed with Lu Chaoyun's life and admires her style of doing things.

She is Luo Shu's dream, a god, a hope, and a newly established rule against the iron laws of the past.

Lu Chaoyun and all her achievements were taken as a guide by Luo Shu without authorization.

Lu Chaoyun's love is naturally also the guidance of Luo Shu's love.

Don't care about everything in the world, just care about the love between the two, which is the love that Luo Shu admires and wants the most.

And Lu Chaoyun and Chen Qihao strengthened Luo Shu's belief with their real daily life.

[People are allowed to have love that goes against the world. 】

But now when Lu Chaoyun was talking and laughing, this kind of love disappeared, so easily, as if everything in the past was a joke.

Luo Shu clenched her fists, and she felt some resentment. Lu Chaoyun was still a "strong" existence in Luo Shu's heart, so she regarded Lu Chaoyun's "breakup" as being eliminated by Lu Chaoyun's will.

[How can this be?How could Lu Chaoyun do this?How could she treat that feeling so lightly. 】

What is Lu Chaoyun's love like this?What is Luo Shu's love?What can be counted?

Luo Shu's voice was eager when he was asking, and he could hear a slight choking sound when he listened carefully.

In the past, Lu Chaoyun could definitely hear Luo Shu's pain, but today she couldn't.

Not only that, but she has another interpretation of Luo Shu's questioning. She feels that Luo Shu and the people around her seem to have a face. The most invincible posture coerces themselves to retreat step by step, retreating to the position they think is right.

"Why did you break up?" This is the most frequently asked question to her recently, and the most common question before that was actually "Why didn't you break up?".

It's ridiculous. What is more random than the way people live is their thoughts. Everything in this world is so casually controlled by people.

Facing this face that is so common to everyone, Lu Chaoyun really smiled, it was fishy and gorgeous.

"What's the matter, Luo Baozi, who are you looking for? You are here to inquire about the news. Is it me? Or Chen Qihao?

If it's Chen Qihao, I'll match you up!I can't do anything about it, you can't pass my mother's test. "Lv Chaoyun said with a half-truth and a half-truth with a smile. This remark insulted three people at once, and she would never use this kind of saying of dying together.

"Lu Chaoyun, stop joking. Can't you take it seriously? You also have the same attitude towards feelings, so can you break up so easily?"

"What do you want me to do, what else can I do? I have taken it seriously, and then broke up very sincerely. What else?"

Luo Shu didn't believe it, she didn't want to believe that Lu Chaoyun would have no other choice.

"Go and make up with Chen Qihao, okay?! Just treat it as kindness to the past, don't you break up, okay?! I know you can have many choices, but this time, just this time, just keep a little bit of sincerity for the past, okay?" ?!"

Luo Shu begged Lu Chaoyun humbly, as if she was the one who was abandoned.

At this time, Luo Shu's face changed again, becoming like Chen Qihao and Lu Chaoyun himself, like them in the past, like them at the seaside.

At this moment, the hatred that was wandering around suddenly gathered together, and Lu Chaoyun's chest froze. She hated the face in front of her, she hated the humbleness of this face, the incompetence of this face, and why she couldn't do anything about it. Silently waiting for the pain to come.

Lu Chaoyun suddenly took a big step forward, and Luo Shu's breathing could be heard, she grabbed Luo Shu's head who was still talking and put it on her shoulder, those harsh words stopped as expected.

Lu Chaoyun turned his head, approached her ear and said, "You look so ugly begging for help.

No one is obliged to listen to you, and no one really wants to listen to you.Hear no, stop, no one cares about you at all. "

......

Later Lu Chaoyun didn't want to see Luo Shu more, but Luo Shu didn't want to give up and kept looking for her.

At the critical moment when Luo Shu was preparing to welcome his love, his belief in love was unsustainable. This kind of disaster is unacceptable to anyone.

So she can only run after Lu Chaoyun, hoping that everything can be rebuilt.

That day Luo Shu saw Lu Chaoyun going to the bathroom, so he waited for her at the door, trying to stop her from having a good talk.

But this waited for more than half an hour.9 o'clock in the evening was a time when there were almost no people there. Half an hour later, the bathroom was surprisingly quiet.

[Why didn't Chaoyun make any noise when he went to the bathroom? 】

This kind of quiet method, which does not look like a living person, really makes people have some mysterious thoughts that cannot be controlled.

For some reason, what happened to Qiu Qiu a month ago suddenly ran wild in Luo Shu's brain like bugs.

These two things are inexplicably connected like turning the pages of a book.

A vague unformed idea drove Luo Shu to rush into the bathroom, and after entering the bathroom, he saw the only cubicle with the door closed.

The door of the compartment is only half the height of a person, if someone stands inside, they will definitely be able to see the head, neck, legs and feet.

But now Luo Shu can only faintly see his feet, which are still side by side against the inner wall, not the normal toilet posture.

All these seemed to confirm that bad idea, Luo Shu immediately rushed to the compartment.

She didn't expect to be able to knock the door open, but chose the most feasible way.

She propped herself up on her hands and tried to climb in through the high space above the compartment door.

In his mouth, he shouted anxiously: "Chaoyun."

Just this sentence, and then the world suddenly stopped as if Luo Shu had pressed the pause button.

She couldn't believe what she saw before her eyes, she began to doubt the authenticity of everything, what was she doing with such a false thing.

The one in front of Luo Shu is Lu Chaoyun, yes, but this Lu Chaoyun is squatting against the wall, with his left hand raised high, and his right hand is holding a small utility knife.

If you look closely, you can see that Lu Chaoyun has been wearing the mechanical watch that they never leave his body, and the mechanical watch that they consider to be a fashion representative has been loosened and retreated to his elbow.

In the past, there were a few scars where the watch strap covered, and some blood flowed slightly. Beside the new scars, there were many old scars of different colors and shades.

And when Luo Shu appeared just now, what she saw was Lu Chaoyun slashing her wrist with a knife with a face full of enjoyment, that obsessed expression was very much like an opium smoker on TV, as if there was only one thing left in the world. happy face.

Who are the people who smoke opium? They are the sick men who have made China bear the infamy for hundreds of years, and they are the cowards who escaped from reality and ruined their lives.

The villain still has three bones, but these poisonous men all walk on their knees.

Lu Chaoyun who was interrupted just looked straight at Luo Shu who suddenly appeared.Maybe it was the few cuts just now that helped, or maybe it was because Luo Shu hanging on the door like a doll was ridiculous, Lu Chaoyun smiled, this smile is different from the smiles these days, it is very small and light , very light.

"How did you come out?" The mood was different, she no longer saw other people's faces on Luo Shu, it was only Luo Shu's face, and she was finally able to speak calmly.

"Just... I'm worried... I'm crawling..."

"Okay, are you going to hang around? Come in?"

Luo Shu nodded, thought it was wrong, and shook his head again.

Lu Chaoyun smiled and opened the lock, Luo Shu got down from the door and walked into the compartment again.

"You...why? Is there anything wrong?"

"There's no reason, it's just a pleasure. You don't have to worry, I'm very experienced, nothing will happen."

When she felt overwhelmed by the people and things around her, only the pain of cutting her flesh could make her feel that she could breathe again.

So this kind of pain is a gift to her, and it is the best medicine in the world. She will control it from time to time, and it will never be so troublesome that she will be found in the hospital.

"Hey, you are really amazing. I always thought that the bathroom is the safest place because it is private, but now you have broken through."

"I seem to have bumped into someone in the bathroom too."

"It's more than once. I really don't know if it's our bad luck or your bad luck."

"I don't know..." Luo Shu sat down next to Lu Chaoyun. Unlike Lu Chaoyun's squatting, Luo Shu sat down directly, and her hands even touched the dirty ground.

God may not really have much kindness towards Luo Shu.

Obviously Luo Shu worked so hard to build it, but God put the most embarrassing reality in front of her in an instant.Time and time again, before she had time to rejoice, she smashed everything to pieces.

The strength of Luo Shu's body seemed to be exhausted, she leaned back, and pressed against the wall even tighter.

She turned her head to look at Lu Chaoyun, who has always been Luo Shu's admiration, her benchmark, and her courage.

Now she has completely lost her adoration, purpose and courage.Then can she still be happy?

In the past, Luo Shu always believed in the fairy tale "There will always be someone who will be your salvation".

So when she went to university, she couldn't help but be overjoyed when she met Lu Chaoyun and Yang Weizhi, thinking that they were her salvation.

But now...

If they were compared to medicine, Lu Chaoyun turned out to be just a painkiller for deceiving the wound.So what is Yang Weizhi?Is it the one who created the illusion?

After Luo Shu, who loves cleanliness and hates dirtyness, wakes up, what he has to face is still the life in the dirty place.

After all, the only person she can ask to redeem herself is herself, and her existence means that she has not been crushed.This causal logic is so good that she can really keep one thing forever.

The author has something to say: Originally, these chapters were intended to abuse Yu Xingyuan and Lu Chaoyun, but in the end they abused Luo Shu.

Alas, that's the keynote, what Lu Chaoyun said earlier, "Who didn't grow up with a wound".

The finale of two more chapters.