May Asheng live up to the occasion

Zhang Chen, the security guard, felt that today was very strange. He actually saw some familiar faces who hadn't seen him for 2 years coming up to the 4th floor.

[I haven't seen you for 2 years, are you back for a meeting? 】

No wonder he is so strange, he has worked in this building for many years, and he used to meet these people every year to hold seminars on some issues, but they haven't been here in the past two years.

Zhang Chen took the opportunity of patrol to go to the 4th floor, wanting to confirm.

The door of the meeting room was closed tightly, and he heard nothing when he went close to his ear.He murmured in a low voice: "Did I guess wrong?" Then he opened the door.

"I'll go!" A low cry came out of his mouth, and there were many people in the meeting room where he thought there was no one.It's just that these people all looked sad, and no one spoke.

These people who participated in the meeting are practitioners in the comics industry. Everyone knows why this kind of meeting is held today.

The bosses of these comic companies felt uncomfortable at the thought of the criticism they might receive later. They are all characters who scold others now, and it has been a long time since they were scolded so obediently.

Someone moved uncomfortably, trying to comfort tingling hips and fat bellies.But how can the chairs in this old conference room be as comfortable as the boss chair in their office.

The four words "the rise of Guoman" are often mentioned, but in the past it more expressed the Chinese people's reluctance to the decline of Guoman, as if everyone knows that life is unsatisfactory, but you have to say it when you make a wish May all your wishes come true.

But for some reason, they had some great luck and they really "got what they wanted". In the past two years, "the rise of Guoman" has become a shadowy thing.

Guoman took the express train of the Internet, capital invested in comics as everything else, and comic practitioners calculated investment as profit.After a set of Internet tactics, the rise of Guoman seems to be completed in an instant.

Capital needs a large number of comics, a large number of readers and readers' time, all these things have been obtained.Practitioners need enough income, the operation of comics, and the opening of channels, all of which have been achieved.

But the result...

The red and black list has shocked the entire comics industry.Those like Jiang Dan were seriously injured, while Jiang Xiliang and his company were scratched.

Originally, it was never Jiang Xiliang's turn to attend this meeting. After all, no one could bear to let a weak girl be scolded.

But she volunteered to come here, she was really worried about Jiang Dan, and wanted to check his condition.

She looked forward to the right, and Jiang Dan was sitting there.

I couldn't see Jiang Dan's expression but could feel his uneasiness.He flicked the hair on his forehead, which was a small gesture when he was anxious.He must be frowning tightly now, bringing down the expression of the whole face.

She looked next to Jiang Dan again, Lu Safeng was sitting beside him.In the end, the only one who stayed with him was this ordinary classmate from college.

【fine. 】Jiang Xiliang let go of his worries, it's really good that he still has someone by his side.

Ever since she learned about the "black list" incident, she has been worried.

She has always known that Jiang Dan is a very proud person, and his weakness will only be released little by little when no one is around.He can be depressed in the dark night, but he is full of energy under the light.

He suffered such a blow like this, how long will his dark night be delayed by himself, and how he should struggle under the dark night.These are her worries.

Of course, apart from Jiang Dan's reasons, Jiang Xiliang also had his own reasons for coming here.As a cartoonist, she wants to face this humiliation directly, engrave it into her bone marrow, and ensure that she will never make these mistakes under any circumstances in the future.

......

The meeting started, and the theme was as expected.This meeting is both a warning and an exhortation.After the meeting, everyone gained and lost.

Fortunately, the audience only criticized the works on the black list, and no one really went up to do a review.Jiang Dan's anxious movements gradually disappeared, and Jiang Xiliang also breathed a sigh of relief.

Three hours later, the meeting was finally over, and Jiang Xiliang packed up his things and prepared to leave.When turning around, a voice came from behind: "Xixi."

Jiang Xiliang knew it was Jiang Dan without turning her head. She turned her head and said with a relaxed smile, "Jiang Dan."

What Jiang Dan called was the name he used when he was in love, but Jiang Xiliang didn't.

"If you have time, let's have a meal." Jiang Dan said.

"Okay." Jiang Xiliang replied.

Their separation was due to impulsive factors, and they said a lot of excessive words and did a lot of excessive things to each other.

This kind of separation will make the parties feel a lot of unwillingness, and every time they think about it, they will feel "if we were not young and vigorous at that time, we wouldn't be here."

Today Jiang Xiliang wants to reconsider the ending, separation is the right decision.

It's just that this relationship ended too embarrassingly, and she wanted to change the ending, an ending that could be used for talking and laughing.After all it started really well.

......

This is an ordinary restaurant, surrounded by the sound of crying children and adults talking.There is no deliberate delicacy, full of human fireworks.

Jiang Dan handed the menu to Jiang Xiliang and said, "I found this restaurant randomly, and I don't know what's delicious." It was a surprise to see Jiang Xiliang today, so Jiang Dan didn't make any plans .

Jiang Xiliang took the menu, regardless of whether it was good or not, he ordered a few interesting dishes.The two of them don't need to be careful to maintain the atmosphere now, the dish will be unpalatable if it tastes bad, just complain for a while.

While waiting for the food, the air became quiet again.Jiang Dan was thinking about what to say and how to say it.

He is used to speaking and performing, and he is used to finding his own advantages and taking it all to persuade others.

But today's object of persuasion is Jiang Xiliang. Jiang Xiliang, who wants to get back together, can't use the usual way.Jiang Xiliang is too smart, saying something that is not sincere will only lead to bad results.

In fact, he had been carefully analyzing all the way here, how to make Jiang Xiliang feel his remorse most clearly and understand how he cherished her heart.

He thought for a long time, whether he should show that he is a bastard first, and pray for a higher success rate of her forgiveness.It's better to explain that he was too impulsive at the time, and that everything was not out of sincerity to show his remorse.

While Jiang Dan was studying his statement and strategy direction, Jiang Xiliang spoke.

"You don't have to worry too much. People will soon forget about producing high-quality goods in the future." Jiang Xiliang comforted Jiang Dan.

"Xixi, believe me, I didn't make that animation. I didn't know about it at the time. I didn't know until it went online." By the way, there is another matter, Jiang Dan hurriedly clarified.You can't let your image in her heart be dusted, and you must be perfect in her heart.

But before he could make any further distinctions, Jiang Xiliang said, "I believe in you. Although we have some differences of opinion, I know your bottom line. It is absolutely impossible for you to do that kind of thing."

"Xixi." Jiang Dan was very moved.

The person across from him used to say to him in such a firm tone: "Adan, you will definitely become a famous cartoonist." That tone was firmer than that of Jiang Dan.She is always like a reef that cannot be blown away by strong winds and waves, and her faith will never fall.

"But this time, all of us really have to reflect on it. The times have given us gifts, so don't bear evil consequences in the end."

"Well, I will calm down, re-precipitate myself, and listen to you to pick up the brush and paint again." After Jiang Dan finished speaking, he suddenly put his hand on the table, puffed out his chest, and wanted to reach out to hold Jiang Xiliang hand.

Understanding his intention, Jiang Xiliang stepped back, bit his dry lips and said, "Jiang Dan, you don't have to listen to me, you just listen to yourself and do what you want .”

"Xixi, don't do this. Really, if I have any problems, you can tell me, I will listen, I will change, and I will listen to you." What Jiang Xiliang said made Jiang Dan afraid, like an abandoned person A tone of warning.He moved his body forward again, expressing urgently that he gave in.

"Jiang Dan, what I said is not a threat or a threat, I am speaking the truth. We always think that we are right, and we want the other party to change according to our own wishes, but in fact this is not right at all."

"Okay, you're right, then I won't change it, let's just stay together like this, okay?" Jiang Dan was really frightened by Jiang Xiliang's tone in front of him, he begged Jiang Xiliang without principle, followed her words, just Beg her to soften her heart.

"Jiang Dan, what you want is gentle and obedient company, but I can't give it to you." Jiang Dan chose the right attitude, Jiang Xiliang really softened her heart, but this time she made up her mind, and when her heart softened, she used her ribs to support her.

"You are still thinking about that matter! Believe me, it was really my impulse. I said something wrong, I apologize, I don't want any gentle and obedient company. I only want you, and all I want is you." Tears welled up It hit Jiang Dan's eye socket, and he hurried forward to grab Jiang Xiliang's something, even the hem of his clothes.He was begging Jiang Xiliang, stripping away his pride bit by bit and begging her.

When did Jiang Xiliang see Jiang Dan like this, such a flustered and humble Jiang Dan.

Tears were about to come to her, she closed her eyes, sniffed her nose, suppressed the almost uncontrollable pain and said: "Jiang Dan, you shouldn't be like this now. You should be proud, confident, you It should be a shining light in this world.

Such you should also meet your Bai Yueguang, she should be as gentle as water, and accompany you for the rest of your life.

I'm not saying angry words, these are my heartfelt words.

We really shouldn't be together, we should both be grateful for the separation at the beginning.

What would we become otherwise?We will work hard to change for this two-phase heartbeat, and become the ideal of the other party. At that time, do we still really exist?How can we, who succumb to each other's reason, live a good life again. "

"Jiang Xiliang, is your heart made of stone? Why is it that I am like this, but you are not moved at all. Why can you still analyze it so coldly, and come to such a bullshit conclusion." Jiang Dan suddenly felt hatred in his heart, Why can she deal with her feelings so calmly, why doesn't she live like everyone else in this world, but insists on living soberly.Why is he trying to save her every step of the way here, but she is not affected at all.

"Jiang Xiliang, have you never loved me?! That's why you're talking to me here." Jiang Dan stared into Jiang Xiliang's eyes and asked word by word.

"Naturally, it's love. It's because of love, that's why it's affected so much. That's why I question myself, and that's why I want to change, and that's why I carefully understand your heart, and that's why I don't care to cater to you. , so we do many things that we would not have done in the past.

I was also confused by all this.I thought it was the power of love, it was sacrifice for love, it was greatness.It wasn't until we parted, until I got out of it all, until my mind was back, that I was afraid that I almost lost myself.

It's a joke that love makes us change and become better people.

The greatest thing in this world is to be yourself.So it's the best decision for us to separate. "Jiang Xiliang looked directly at Jiang Dan calmly and said.

"Be yourself?! You are ridiculous, do you know? Your persistence is likely to make you die alone, do you know?!" Jiang Dan presses on, he wants to tell this woman her innocence, tell her the truth of this world cruel.When we are unwilling to change, maybe no one will stay at all.

"I know."

"You're probably going to be helpless."

"I know."

"You'll probably regret it."

"I know."

"Is this kind of life really what you want?"

"I...I don't know." Jiang Xiliang said after a pause.

"Since so much knowing, why can't you hinder your thinking. Why don't you know, and don't look back. Why are you so stubborn.

I'm fine, I can make you happier than you alone, I can make the two of us together the best result.Can you just be soft, put away your thoughts, and pretend that we never thought about it, we just stay together foolishly, and everything will be beautiful. "Jiang Dan's tear finally slipped down from the corner of his right eye.

Seeing Jiang Dan's tears, Jiang Xiliang tried his best to hold back his own tears, he was right, he had the right to cry, and he, a selfish and mischievous person, had no right to cry.

She raised her head, completely cut off the possibility of tears rolling down, and slowly said in a choked voice: "I know, I know that you may be the best person I have ever met in my life, and I also know that maybe it's me who is here The most stable happiness that can be obtained in the world.

But I'm sorry, all these good things are bait for me to tempt me to betray.

I have to pay a huge price for this happiness, as long as I continue to love you, I will change.

I don't want to lose my ego. Once this kind of ego is created, it is a prairie fire. It has burned all over my body.

I can't bear the fact that every day comes as a burden, and I can't bear to have to question the meaning of existence every day.I don't want anything that doesn't suit me, I just want to throw everything away and do what I want, even if it's useless, even if it's a kind of destruction to my future life.

Even if it may only allow me to stay happily for 10 years, or a year, or a day, even if I die immediately, I want to try it. "

......

"Jiang Xiliang's Little Fan"

It is said that the most beautiful life is from barrenness to blooming flowers.

But Jiang Xiliang's life has been full of flowers from the very beginning.She was born into a wealthy family, and she herself has a good image and temperament, and is smart and clever.

She has never really worried about money, status, life, and study.

God has given so much, but those who are grateful and content should not think about him anymore.

But she was not that happy, at least not as happy as she should be.

It is said that her parents love each other, but in Jiang Xiliang's eyes, their relationship is like a dance of cha-cha. If you advance, I will retreat, and if I advance, you will retreat. The two constantly adjust their rhythm according to each other's pace, moving forward. The instinct can only accommodate the other party in circles.After decades of dancing, nothing exciting was seen, only the passing of the two of them.

But I have to say that all this is the most successful way of life in the eyes of the world, and it is not limited to husband and wife, it is applicable to all relationships.

Growing up under such wise parents, Jiang Xiliang was naturally planned to advance and retreat since he was a child.

Since she was a child, she knew that she should smile often, restrain her body and mind, be decent in every way, grow her hair long, and wear long skirts.It is necessary to perfectly satisfy all the world's conceptions of girls.

unwilling?A good life is left there, who is willing to give up.

This area of ​​flowers and brocades has become bait to prevent Jiang Xiliang from crossing the border.

No one cared what kind of decent Jiang Xiliang was. The frightening thing was that maybe even Jiang Xiliang himself didn't care in the end.