May Asheng live up to the occasion

"It's so difficult, I don't know how to solve any questions?" Luo Shu looked at the blank test paper on the desk in front of him and felt hopeless in life.

【I'm so inferior, how can I live like this? !】

When despair covered Luo Shu's whole body, she suddenly woke up, surrounded by darkness, where there were no desks, no examination papers.Only to find that it was all just a dream.She wiped the sweat off her face, and it took her a long time to regain her composure.

[Why do you have such a dream? 】

Luo Shu's grades have always been good, and she has never encountered such a situation in her life that she can't do a single question.Then this kind of bitter dream that does not involve memories is really unreasonable.Confused, Luo Shu picked up the cell phone next to her pillow and checked the interpretation of this dream. She wondered if it was some kind of early warning for the future.

"Dreaming about exams usually means that the dreamer is facing pressure in life and feels fear..."

[Fear? 】

Luo Shu's recent life is not much different from his college life in the past few years, so where does this different fear come from?After laying on the bed and thinking for a long time, she finally thought of the only possible answer, the blurred face in the darkness, and what the man told her.

[Am I afraid of "fear"? 】

Luo Shu never faced his fear.For her, fear is a sword that hits her face, something she must avoid, because she avoids it without thinking every time, so she has never faced it directly, never analyzed what kind of existence it is to herself.When evasion is an inevitable choice, she has never faced the fact that when she evaded in embarrassment, how many things were left behind.

After thinking about it for a long time, there was no gain other than long-term heart palpitations.Many things are not easy to understand, thinking will only make yourself hurt.Then Luo Shu thought about it, and then found that she couldn't ask for this result.

In this dark night, Luo Shu had nothing to rely on, as if she was going to wake up and enter the state of despair in her dream.It can't be like this anymore, she wants to escape from this night.Regardless of the fact that it was past 4 o'clock in the morning, Luo Shu put on a piece of clothing and quietly went out.

As soon as the door of the dormitory was opened, the lights from the corridor flooded up, covering Luo Shu's face.These lights seemed to have warmth, warming her cold heart, and also seemed to have power, blowing away Luo Shu's heavy thoughts.

Luo Shu carefully closed the door and walked towards the end of the corridor.Luo Shu followed a faint voice.She urgently needs some other popularity now, to let her know that this world is not only her, not her only imprisoned world, this world also belongs to others, and then there will be wonderful times in other people's world.

So in fact, Luo Shu came to find Yang Weizhi, and Yang Weizhi would get up early every Monday and Thursday to read English.People who learn English will have this "solitary" time to recite English.Except for Shanjue, a top student who studies regardless of time and occasion.The diligence of the others is still conditional. They can't insist on getting up early in the morning to study every day, so they choose a fixed time for a few days a week. In order not to affect each other, they will tacitly stagger their study time and study places.Avoid the best "lonely" time for learning from turning into the best leisure time for chatting.

Luo Shu tapped the left wall with the fingers of his left hand and walked forward step by step.Her fear was still hanging high in her heart, but at this time the fear changed again, becoming a fear of the dark, ghosts, and everything except herself, and she couldn't calm down.

I had to find something to rely on to get a little peace of mind. Because I didn't want to keep supporting the dirty wall, I took a step and tapped the wall with my hand.And because he was afraid of having to deal with things that popped up at any time, he always kept his right hand free.If anyone dared to touch her here, she would use her right hand to strike back fiercely.She was not as happy in this bright place as in the dark night, and it was still so difficult to move forward.

Luo Shu sang in her mind, so that her mind would be full, and would not become as empty as this corridor, and then black, ghosts, fear and embarrassment would be born in her mind.

Fortunately, it is different from the endless period of human fear, no matter how terrifying the road is, there is always an end.Luo Shu finally reached the end of this corridor, and the person standing in front of the window by the stairs holding a book and reading English softly is Luo Shu's target——Yang Weizhi.

"Weizhi!" Luo Shu called out to Yang Weizhi.In the past, Luo Shu always reminded herself of her childhood education, the content of "independence and self-improvement", she had many worries, either she was worried about disturbing Yang Weizhi, or she was worried that her demand for others would show her own decline.

How will Yang Weizhi see her in the future?Can we still get along without any conclusion?But these problems are not as terrible as Luo Shu's fear today.

Yang Weizhi turned her head when she heard someone calling her, the voice was actually not much louder than her own voice in English, if it wasn't for calling her name, she wouldn't have noticed at all.

What Yang Weizhi saw when he turned his head was the uneasy Luo Shu.Luo Shu used to be a bit like a dog, weak and cute, everyone wanted to masturbate twice, and she was allowed to be masturbated.Today it is more like a cat, like a cat drenched by rain, it is difficult to maintain normality when it encounters bad things, and the cat's temperament wrapped in soft fur is washed out by the rain.Today's cat is extremely weak, weak enough to be aggressive.

"Asheng?!" Yang Weizhi called Luo Shu, her voice was much louder than Luo Shu's, and there was some echo in this quiet space.

When Luo Shu saw Yang Weizhi, it was as if he had been cursed by a mantra, shaking away the haze on the surface.She was finally able to restrain her emotions, retracted her left and right hands, and rubbed her hands together in front of her abdomen, rubbing away the dirt on her hands and squeezing the negative emotions into her palms.

Luo Shu's self-regulation is an extremely long process, which was obviously captured by Yang Weizhi.

Yang Weizhi would not allow this process to be completed, let Luo Shu wrap herself up again, this is the breakthrough opportunity she has been waiting for for a long time.

Yang Weizhi hid that indescribable thought very deeply, she actually didn't want to hide it so deeply, she wanted to tell Luo Shu, wanted to get a response, her apex was aching.But no matter how urgent she was, she knew she couldn't speak.

Luo Shu looks too submissive, as if she is what others want her to be.This kind of Luo Shu may satisfy other people, but not Yang Weizhi.

What Yang Weizhi wants is not a mirror that reflects her own desires, what she wants is the real Luo Shu, she wants Luo Shu's true feelings, she wants Luo Shu's real feelings, and what she wants Luo Shu to say in front of her is Luo Shu's Sincerely speaking, it is not a pretentious falsehood to cater to her thoughts.She wanted Luo Shu to speak three sentences in front of her without using his brain, and not to think twice before speaking.

Yang Weizhi took two steps forward, grabbed Luo Shu's hands and asked, "What's wrong with you? You don't seem to be here to learn English. Your face is so pale, what frightened you just now? Could it be that you were secretly watching?" Ghost movie, right?"

Luo Shu's restraint was interrupted, and her mind hadn't completely escaped from the state just now, and entered this real space.Yang Weizhi's repeated questions made Luo Shu really want to say something?Those questions that were lingering in her mind just now still have a few that bother her the most.

Luo Shu dumped these foreign objects out of her unclosed protective layer: "Wei Zhi, which is stronger, fear or love?"

This sentence is really nonsensical, and the words "fear" and "love" appearing together is also very strange.For normal questions, the questioner will modify the question to let the answerer know the direction of the answer.And Luo Shu didn't think too much about what he said, so he asked it so straightforwardly.

So Yang Weizhi was a little confused when he heard this, thinking in his heart what exactly Luo Shu wanted to express?

Luo Shu quickly realized the problem, and she modified the way of asking: "Do you think people will give up love because of fear?" Before Yang Weizhi could answer the question, she gave an answer by herself: "I think fear is really real. It was terrible. I had a nightmare just now, and I never woke up to love, but to fear."

Yang Weizhi was not in a hurry to answer Luo Shu's question, she pulled Luo Shu, who hadn't gotten out of her own thoughts, to the wall, and adjusted their posture so that their backs were against the wall, their arms were touching, and they stood side by side .This posture is more suitable for conversation than facing each other.

"You haven't been awakened by other things, have you?" Yang Weizhi asked.

Luo Shu looked sideways at Yang Weizhi: "So fear is better than everything in this world?!"

"I think it's better to talk about this issue when you are awakened by other things one day. Fear is indeed very powerful, but it is up to people to decide how far it and the power of love can go."

Yang Weizhi thought of the woman in the distant past, the woman who used actions to tell Yang Weizhi how powerful the "dream" was, and later told Yang Weizhi how humble the power of "dream" was with the most despicable words .Is it because the things in this world are indeterminate whether they are strong or weak, or is it that people are really fragile things, and anything added to them may become an unbearable burden.

[Don't think about it, why worry about these things in such a good time. 】

"Ha, so Luo Shu, you came to me because you had a nightmare, so honored and happy." Yang Weizhi suddenly changed into a smiling face and bumped into Luo Shu's field of vision.

When Luo Shu was caught off guard and his self-protection was not closed, that face broke into Luo Shu's heart.Luo Shu had never encountered such a thing before, she just felt that something was wrong with her heart beating, she immediately lowered her head shyly, feeling that it was wrong to bow her head, but she didn't know what to do, nana for a long time, she didn't know whether to defend or agree with this statement.He could only roll his eyes wildly, trying to find something to ease the strange atmosphere.

[Everything is fine, help me! 】When that eyeball caught sight of the English book Yang Weizhi was holding in his hand, he had a flash of inspiration and said, "Weizhi, teach me how to pronounce English."

Unlike Luo Shu who learns "dumb" English, Yang Weizhi often communicates with foreigners in "live" English.The pronunciation is standard and the rhythm is natural.

"Okay." Although the topic turned so bluntly that both Yang Weizhi and Luo Shu felt a little embarrassed, but fortunately Yang Weizhi didn't want to keep entangled in the previous topic, and she was happy to see Luo Shu's attention to her.

"When we learn English in school, we tend to focus on words, so there will be many problems. If you look at the big picture, the whole paragraph will be like a patchwork of words. If you look at the small picture, each syllable will also deviate. So we have to correct the English pronunciation , it’s best to correct the syllable first.” Yang Weizhi stretched out his right hand and covered Luo Shu’s neck with his hand, saying: “The key to syllable pronunciation is the throat.”

Yang Weizhi's gesture was very rude, but Luo Shu didn't feel offended, and the right hand she was going to use to resist the aggression just now didn't show any sign of moving.

"Let's do it syllable by syllable. You can touch my throat to feel it." Yang Weizhi pulled Luo Shu's right hand and put it on his neck.

Luo Shu stroked Yang Weizhi's skin, felt the shaking of his muscles, and uttered the simplest syllables like Yang Weizhi babbling.

We all come from the time when we were babies, when the elders around us encouraged us to do some things, and even stopped us from doing some things.Encouragement has been learned by the body and become a daily routine.Things that are forbidden are remembered in my heart and become taboos.And they all become part of our character and behavior.

But if there is a chance to start all over again, and the routine and taboos are reversed, is there a chance for us to become completely different people?