May Asheng live up to the occasion

There are many round and lovely strawberries and small tomatoes lying in the lunch box. They are so red that they are in the most beautiful moment of their lives. Their bodies are definitely washed and wiped clean, and there is no water drop left. .

Yu Xingyuan opened the lid of the lunch box, inserted a small fork into a strawberry, and handed the entire lunch box to Luo Shu.She specially prepared this for Luo Shu, but she didn't bother to ask for any credit, so if it wasn't for special circumstances, she wouldn't take it out specially, even if she took it out now, she didn't have any intention to express her thoughts.

"Thank you!" Luo Shu took the lunch box and inserted the strawberry, being careful not to touch the fork with his mouth, then inserted the fork into another strawberry, and handed the lunch box back to Yu Xingyuan.

Yu Xingyuan shook his head and said no need: "Eat it, it's just for you." Meeting such an idiot who can't climb poles, Yu Xingyuan can only speak clearly.

"Specially for me?! Thank you!" Yu Xingyuan doesn't like to play with her as much as Lu Chaoyun. It's not appropriate to compare Lu Chaoyun with Lu Chaoyun. It should be said that Yu Xingyuan is the most indifferent to Luo Shu, so Luo Shu has always felt that Yu Xingyuan Xingyuan doesn't like her.But today, she washed such a box of fruit specially for her, so does Yu Xingyuan like her?Luo Shu is not sure, can people's likes and dislikes really be clearly distinguished?

Lu Chaoyun and Yao Lefang, who had fun, finally came back.Seeing Luo Shu eating a box of fruit, Lu Chaoyun reached out and took a small tomato and threw it into his mouth. While chewing, he said, "Luo Shu, do you know? Just now in the lobby, I saw a man and a woman arguing. After a few quarrels, I started to fight, slapping the face, hitting the head, hitting that is called to relieve hatred. After being pulled away, they are still scolding. It is said that they are husband and wife. Lu Chaoyun shook his head one by one to express some sincere regrets.

Luo Shu is considered to be in pain now, but Lu Chaoyun did not regard Luo Shu as the same as other sick and weak bodies in this hospital at all. She seemed to think that Luo Shu and herself were both tourists in the hospital, and she dragged Luo Shu to chirp about what she had seen and heard. .

"I saw an old lady's crutches are very beautiful, it must be some years old, maybe it's an antique, I'll take you to have a look." Lu Chaoyun even thought that Luo Shu should go shopping with him.Under her influence, Luo Shu suddenly felt that what he had suffered was a trivial injury, and perhaps it was far-fetched to associate it with the word "patient".

Lu Chaoyun's vitality changed Luo Shu's mood, but it also attracted the resentment of other patients. They were people who were really suffering from illness, both physically and mentally.They hate this person, she seems to remind them all the time that they have lost their freedom and vitality due to illness, her existence is more dazzling than the sun, and the darkness of people is more obvious.They didn't need Qingming in this situation, so they all left soon under the pressure of the masses.

Luo Shu was alone again, she straightened the pillow, lay down comfortably, and covered half of her body with the quilt.It's afternoon now, the sun is shining on Luo Shu under the window, bright and warm, everything is just right.Luo Shu took out his mobile phone and continued to watch yesterday's TV.

She watched an old Korean drama "Sorry, I Love You".It was a famous movie, but because it was a tragedy, it seemed that there was some kind of power in the dark that made her not to watch it.

Until she was admitted to the hospital yesterday, when she was surrounded by strangers, she felt that her world had never been so completely empty, and inexplicably felt a complete and transparent sense of loneliness, which belonged to her alone at this moment.Surrounding her is the loneliness that won't be torn apart by someone's sudden intrusion, and then scratch Luo Shu and disappear into her body.

After confronting it silently for a long time, Luo Shu found that the loneliness of being alone was not as scary as she thought. Although the loneliness that came at first had traces of sadness, it also had a taste of freedom.

Even because he had never seen it before, Luo Shu had a rare experience and felt a little joy.If solitude itself does not bring outright misery, perhaps tragedy is not something entirely horrifying.Her fear of tragedy suddenly diminished a great deal.

Tragedy may make people sad for a while, but the aftertaste will never last long.Just like comedy, it can make people happy for a while, but it can't last for a long time.Is it because people have too deep feelings for tragedies and comedies because those things evoke too many memories, feelings, and emotions?

The things in the tragedy make people hate, regret, and loathe, and the emotions from it all rush to their hearts. Many people don't know what is tormenting their hearts, so they can only mourn for their hearts, so they think That's sad.

The things in the comedy make people miss, look forward to, and let go, and the emotions from it all overflow their hearts. Many people don't know what their hearts are shaking, and they only feel that their hearts are invaded by sweetness, so Thought it was joy.

Last night Luo Shu accidentally found this film to watch.She didn't think much about her intentions, but roughly, she wanted to confirm the existence of something other than sadness and separate it, so that sadness was just sadness, and other emotions should not be disguised as sadness to cause pain.

This is indeed a film that made people cry. The more she watched it, the more Luo Shu couldn't control her emotions. She cried, and she shed tears silently at first, and then she couldn't control her nose to make a sound.This voice startled Luo Shu, and she quickly wrapped herself in a quilt, as leaking her emotions would only affect others and have no benefit.And Luo Shu has always believed that this influence is sinful.

As the plot progressed, Luo Shu's crying became more and more tangible. It was no longer a broken sound forced to come out of his nostrils, but a syllable coming out of his mouth. Luo Shu immediately understood his own mouth.She twisted the corners of the quilt with both hands and feet, and the quilt was wrapped tighter and tighter by her, and all the gaps in the bed that might leak sound were strictly sealed by Luo Shu.

Luo Shu's body is very busy. In order to watch the drama well, she has to spare her right hand to grab the phone vigorously.However, the plot will naturally not be affected by the emotions of her audience outside the play, and the story is still developing according to its own tragic logic.

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Due to the foot injury, Luo Shu's hospitalization may affect the class, which is not a trivial matter.Yang Weizhi had already gone to the teacher to discuss this matter, so he didn't go to the hospital with Lu Chaoyun and the others.

When she finished everything and came to the hospital alone in the afternoon, what she saw was a big round and firm quilt in the corner.From time to time, some whimpers that sounded like weeping leaked out.

Yang Weizhi walked to Luo Shu's bed, sat down, and asked doubtfully: "What's wrong? What happened? Are you crying? Is your foot hurting?" I didn't hear it, and stretched out my hand to push the tip of the quilt, which should be Luo Shu's shoulder.

How could Luo Shu not hear, no matter how much she cries, no matter how tightly wrapped she is, she will devote a large part of her energy to pay attention to the world outside the quilt.

In the past countless days of fear and trembling, Luo Shu has survived wrapped in a quilt like this.She didn't want to hear the dangers outside, and hid in the quilt numbly, constantly forcing herself to think about interesting things, hoping that she could indulge in her inner "field".But I never dare not pay attention to the outside even once, because a hand will reach out at any time...

Yang Weizhi stretched out his hand to push her, and as soon as the strength fell to the point, Luo Shu was startled.

Luo Shu didn't look at his phone anymore, it was thrown aside a long time ago, and now it might have rolled to the corner of the bed.She was now concentrating on being wrapped up in the blanket, in this thin air, dark world.

Many images flooded into my mind, the pair of hands that suddenly appeared and lifted Luo Shu's quilt without showing any affection, Yang Weizhi's hands seemed to overlap with those hands.

Suddenly she felt a little bit sad for her heart, she hurriedly said in a panic: "Don't lift the quilt! Don't lift it!" It was a humble begging sound.

Even though she said that, Luo Shu didn't really feel that people outside would listen to her.Because the person in memory never listened and stopped.

That person in my memory is Yan Ji, the person who was the first to say love to Luo Shu should also be the one who loves Luo Shu the most now and in the future.She didn't stop, what else could Luo Shu hope for?

Every time the quilt was lifted and the light came in, Luo Shu felt chills all over his body.Light does not necessarily represent happiness, and darkness does not necessarily represent pain.

At this moment, the helpless and weak Luo Shu could only wrap his body tightly as another quilt, waiting for the light of fate to come.

Yang Weizhi didn't know what a bad thing he had done to make the person in front of him retreat back again and again, and make that almost mournful sound.

Luo Shu wrapped in a quilt has no attack power, and the quilt is not even considered as an armor to protect himself.Instead, it looks more like a white flag of surrender.It was obviously an unwilling intention, but in the end, there was no sharpness in his behavior.

She was like a puppy lying there, baring her belly and begging to be let go, putting on a white flag to plead guilty.So helpless and so weak, so soft that even Yang Weizhi's heart melted.Facing such a person, I just want to hold her well, warm her up, and keep her from getting dusty again.

Moved with respect, Yang Weishang hugged the trembling quilt bag: "I won't open it, don't worry, I won't open it!" Both hands tightened to the extreme, and his body and face leaned against it , tightly wrapped round.

Contrary to expectations, the light did not come, and it was still pitch black.This made Luo Shu separate from the deep memory or blurred fantasy.

She began to calm down.He was still under the quilt, and instead of being thrown out, he was tightly hugged inside the quilt.The suffocation and darkness that had been there at first disappeared, and she only felt relieved.It felt so stable and warm, as if she had returned to the safety of her mother's womb.

The two of them just hugged each other quietly and were hugged quietly by the other.He didn't speak any more, and soon fell asleep peacefully.

If some things are good at the beginning, and they can continue to be good, how good it is, then living is like a dream.

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Heavy rain on June 2012, 12

Everything is difficult at the beginning, half a hundred miles away, and difficult at the end, everything is really difficult.

The author has something to say:

Finally officially opened the relationship line, even I myself feel that waiting is strenuous.Hahaha