May Asheng live up to the occasion

In the dark corridor stood a loosely lined up line.

The other students in the line were talking quietly in twos and threes.And Luo Shu in the team was still alone and did not communicate with others. She stood sideways against the wall.

Houpu in November is already showing signs of winter.So from time to time, a gust of cold wind would hit Luo Shu's neck, and now she was only wearing a knitted sweater and jeans.This season will make southerners who are newcomers a little confused.It should be the right season for the autumn wind, but it has the winter air in the south.In a daze, the southerners dare not add clothes in vain. If they break the rules of dressing and solar terms, what should they do next?After all, there is still a long and unknown winter.

Therefore, during this period of time, the freshmen in the south have more or less maintained some outdated southern taste, fashion, and workmanship.If a gust of wind blows, these people will rush forward with their arms around their rickets.

But today even in this corner where the sun can't shine, Luo Shu didn't feel cold like usual.The recruitment of newcomers to the manga club was a pot of fire, which scalded her heart, as well as her brain and body.

She is still in that hot dizzy state, unable to care about other things around her.

In fact, it's good to be alone, the coolness of the wall next to her shoulder is just enough to keep her thinking.She looked at the row of sunlight shining from the window above the door of the interview in front, which was very warm.

Luo Shu came early, so it wasn't long before the interview started that it was her turn.

"The next one, please come in." A small girl opened the door and leaned out to look at Luo Shu who was in the front row.

Luo Shu nuzui adjusted his facial expression, patted his right shoulder, adjusted himself to the best condition and stepped into the classroom.

The location of the interview is a temporarily borrowed classroom.The extra tables and chairs were pushed to the corner and piled up.Eight tables were placed in an orderly manner in the vacated space.There is a stool on each side of the table.

There were 17 people present, including Luo Shu and the little man at the door, but there were only 2 boys.Luo Shu had foreseen this situation.

Clubs are mostly for training interests and skills, and most of them are girls.The student union is mostly for status and convenience, and most of the people who favor it are boys.

All 7 pairs of stools were occupied, and only one person was seated at the only table facing Luo Shu.Luo Shu knew that was his place.

"Hello." The girl interviewing Luo Shu wore braids, her thick bangs covered half of her eyes, her lips were pouty, and she looked at Luo Shu with a smile.

"Hi." Luo Shu replied politely.

"What's your name, do you have a foundation in painting?" Liu Haizi moved the pen in her hand to prepare for recording materials.

"My name is Luo Shu, and I have brought my works." Luo Shu was a little nervous, she didn't have any painting learning experience, and the only bargaining chip was the comics she had drawn.

Luo Shu handed the folder containing the pictures to the other party, which contained several paintings carefully selected by her.Among them is the picture of the leaping horse that Yang Weizhi rescued after being under the mattress for several weeks.

When Liu Haizi saw the work, she didn't talk too much nonsense, so she took it and looked through it.

"The painting is not bad." Liu Haizi looked at the painting and nodded, her smile became brighter and brighter.

Luo Shu knows that her paintings have many shortcomings, but at this time, she urgently hopes to make her feel that her paintings are very good.The other party's smile deepened this belief.

"Do you usually like to read comics?" After reading the paintings, Liu Haizi asked after covering the folder.

"Well, I like it. That's why I really want to join the comic club." This topic aroused Luo Shu's heart, and made her lose her care and nervousness for a moment.

She wanted to make a long speech to increase her leverage.After all, in an interview or something, what you say represents part of your ability.Luo Shu was afraid that if he remained dry and unwilling to say more as usual, he would be labeled as incompetent.

But when she tried to open her mouth several times but found that she really wanted to express her true feelings, it was not an easy thing.People who are used to expressing opinions have rich experience and know what can be said and what is best not to say.It's actually best not to talk about your own emotions, because it's easy to be labeled.

But the inexperienced and "stupid" Luo Shu didn't know this.She is just like a traveler seeing the sea for the first time, putting her feet into the sea to make a test.She tried to find out how to express her thoughts with existing words.Do you want to use deep love to describe your feelings for comics?The word used here has a cheap taste.Do you want to describe yourself in terms of spirituality?Using this word here even she herself felt a bit fake.

It is difficult for Chinese people to use the words of praise on themselves, especially the words of extreme praise.Others will think this person is too arrogant when they hear it, and they will find it difficult to bear the weight of these words when they hear it.Luo Shu made this mistake here, so she was at a loss for words.

"I especially like Gintama and Inuyasha. Hideaki Sorachi and Rumiko Takahashi are geniuses who are once in a century." Sure enough, there is nothing wrong with using the words of praise to others.It is even safer to use it on a genius that everyone agrees with.

"Well, well, I like it very much too. Especially Shadian." Liu Haimei's face was flushed, and her eyes sparkled.This is the expression that only people who really love it, and it is also the aura that only people who really love comics understand.

This aura made this interview livelier, making Luo Shu much less restrained.She finally no longer regards this as an interview scene, but an exchange meeting between fans.

"It seems that you know a lot about Japanese comics, how do you feel about comics from other countries?"

"After so many years of development, comics from various countries have their own strong style characteristics. These styles are their weapons for attacking in the past. Therefore, the maintenance of style and the adherence to comic rules are the beliefs of many older generation cartoonists. But As comics became more popular. The market got bigger, and those styles slowly started to get in the way.”

"How do you say it?" Liu Haizi heard something interesting and urged Luo Shu to continue.

"The small audience of comics in the past determined the single nature of readers. Therefore, the development direction or creative direction of comics, as long as they meet the expected tastes of those people. The audience and creators have a one-to-one relationship. It’s like Those who love European and American comics are mostly non-human controllers with a little romantic feeling (animals, machines, or people who are out of common human body images, etc.). And those who love Hong Kong comics are mostly fans of violent culture in the market."

Although it is talking about some comics that have nothing to do with me.But these high-spirited words still made Luo Shu a little short of breath.I am afraid that the person opposite will interrupt me, and then find a bunch of loopholes in my words to refute myself.Or simply and rudely without any thought, directly draw the conclusion that ignorant children talk about big things.So Luo Shu paused his speech, waiting for Liu Haimei to speak, while observing her expression.

Her expression was different from Luo Shu's expectation, she just listened to Luo Shu's words quietly.Even if Luo Shu stopped for a while, she smiled and didn't want to express her insights, but instead had a "very good, continue" look.

Luo Shu carefully and slowly said word by word: "In this era of entertainment explosion, they seem to be a little unable to keep up. Or the emergence of this era is almost unpredictable by almost everyone. Everyone My love has changed from being a niche in the circle in the past to showing off the taste of the public. Everyone is eager for something that can be celebrated from all directions. The thick style barriers built for the audience in the past have not stopped people inside Come out, but prevent outsiders from entering.

Japanese manga is the most influential manga in the world.Its strongest point is that it has its own characteristics, but it has no intention of being trapped by its own characteristics.Its direction from the beginning is everyone, and its audience has never been a certain type of people or a certain generation.

Japanese comics actually have their own sense of the times.If you give a chronicle of Japanese comics, you will clearly see that the story structure of Japanese comics and the style of painting have one generation and one opinion.Therefore, Riman is alive with vitality. When life is produced, it is no longer completely controlled by human beings.This is absolutely not the case in other comics.

But it is controlled after all, so even though it has its own advantages, it has begun to show its decline in this era..."

Later they discussed some questions, and Luo Shu's answer seemed to be good.Liu Hai has been smiling without changing his expression.

"Okay, it's ok, you are very good. Go back and wait for the news. After 5 days, we will announce the result by text message." Liu Hai ended the interview with these words.

Luo Shu kept nodding.Then he left the classroom happily.

As soon as he left, the suppressed warmth and dizziness surged up again.A conversation that moved all her emotions and organs caused her to inhale a little too much carbon dioxide, and then she was exposed to the scorching sun outside the teaching building, she was like the water on the ground being evaporated into clouds, and she wobbled all the way back to the dormitory.

……

Luo Shu didn't deliberately wait for a week to pass, but when the day came, she seemed to wake up immediately.

She took out her mobile phone to look at it from time to time, regardless of the occasion.

Sometimes I'm talking to someone and I pull out my phone to look at it like I've been bitten by an ant and have to scratch it.Such urgency seems to be waiting for a beautiful answer.But the development of things did not become better because of her sincere prayer.

The text message was not sent earlier because of Luo Shu's urgency, and it was late at 6 o'clock in the evening.The above results will not be rewritten, Luo Shu is not among the 5 new recruits.

Tears rushed out of Luo Shu's eyes without any warning, and couldn't stop.She didn't really understand the meaning of that notice, but her heart understood it before her.

Now she is fully awake.Waking up from so many days of dreamlike and unreal scenes.

She should have known earlier that that kind of luck is impossible to appear in reality, her sweetness, her joy can only be born and survived in the "domain".

The stabbing pain of sobriety made her heart hurt even more, she wanted to find a corner to hide from being disturbed by others, so that the tears could be safely shed silently.

This is really not a good place, the sudden appearance of the Zing Ming Club broke her usual cautiousness, she actually chose to read this text message in the dormitory in a daze.

In the past, Luo Shu thought that being able to cry freely was happiness.But today Luo Shu is the most failed.She didn't want to cry, didn't dare to cry.She was afraid of the kind of person who would scold her after asking why.I am even more afraid of the kind of people who ask the reason and then collect it as an information topic.She was so sad already that she didn't want to be angry again.

The more she thought about it, the more desperate she became, and the more desperate and helpless she was, she could only cry while pulling out the corner of her painful heart to find a place to hide.But trouble and pain have long melted away her wisdom and strength.

In a panic, she was hit on the head by the corner of the table. She wanted to hide on the bed, but when she climbed on the bed, her limbs became limp and fell off.Now she completely collapsed.Just sitting in the place where it fell, holding the chest of drawers and weeping silently.The pain got worse.

When Lu Chaoyun and others returned to the dormitory, they saw such a scene.

Luo Shu, who has always been calm and self-sufficient, curled up in a ball and trembled like a puppy soaked in freezing rain.Makes me want to hold her in my arms.

They hurried over and helped him onto the stool.Luo Shu kept his head down all the time, and now he lay on the table with his arms covering his face and continued to cry.

They don't know what's going on and have no way of knowing the solution.He didn't bother her too much.

They understand that people sometimes need to grieve alone before they have the dignity to be strong alone.

It's been a long time, long enough that Luo Shu has finished crying, long enough that everyone has finished washing silently, long enough that everyone is lying on the bed, long enough that the silence under the darkness tonight seems to last forever.Luo Shu said leisurely, "I was not selected by the comic agency."

I gave them an explanation and didn't say a word more.

say what?Said that she herself didn't figure out why she was so sad that she was caught off guard? !

Obviously I am so ordinary, obviously there are so many applicants, obviously I just have a chance to participate in the interview.

However, as if he was bewitched, he felt that his extreme love would not be rejected.It's all a joke.so funny.

She regretted her crying so much.Otherwise, she can pretend to be relaxed and say "Oh, no, it's a small matter. I'm just going to check it out".

Unlike now she can only clenched her back teeth and remained silent.I hope others don't say anything, don't remember anything.

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September 2011, 10 Cloudy

The weather is not very good today, and I am not feeling well, so I rested for a day.