Hedgehog

The New Year's Day finally became lively, although the atmosphere did not improve much.

I lived in Ji Rongfu's childhood room, and Ji Rongfu lived next door to me.

After yesterday's lesson, I decided not to linger in the living room anymore today. I simply hid in the upstairs room and played with my laptop. Anyway, the servants do everything in this house, and I have nothing to help.

Ji Rongfu was free today and watched a movie with me all day. I was so dizzy, probably because I was so bored, Ji Rongfu suddenly pulled me up: "Come on, I'll take you to see a place."

I followed him through the courtyard of Ji's house, only to find that there is another hole in the back garden, so it seems that Ji Rongze is not completely indifferent to Ji's house, the rockery in this garden is actually very similar to the one in his own yard.

"I used to play here when I was a child." Ji Rongfu led me through the corridor, and the heavy snow fell, and a tall ginkgo tree was planted in the back garden, which had lost all its leaves, only a few sporadic leaves swaying in the wind .

The air in winter is cold and the sky is gray. Ji Rongfu put on a scarf for me and dragged me into the snow.

The thick snow creaked and creaked when stepped on, surrounded by courtyard walls and buildings, this garden was like a small world surrounded by fences, I was still a little dazed until I stood in the snow.

"The tree wasn't so tall when I left." Ji Rongfu stood under the tree, looked up, and pointed to a mark on the trunk: "Look, is it still here?"

"Destroying trees." I complained about him, and looked over childishly, only to see an unclear horizontal line: "What is this?"

"I want to compare with this tree to see who grows faster."

"It seems that the tree has won." I smiled and compared him to the head.

Ji Rongfu grabbed my hand and laughed too. I put my hand in his coat pocket, stood in the snow and kissed him quietly.

Ye Ning said that Ji Rongfu had a manor in England. He said that he had stayed there for a long time and was reluctant to part with it, so he simply bought that piece.I have always wanted to go there, just like I had a sudden moment just now, I really wanted to take Ji Rongfu back to my hometown, take him to see that small mountain village in the south of the Yangtze River, see the small river in front of my grandma's house, by the river The green grass hangs down to the surface of the water. In spring, the river will be full of wild water celery. I want to take him to see the school I went to, the classroom where I was a child, the rectangular wooden desk, and the middle of the table. The [-]th line carved with a knife.

Destiny is such a wonderful thing. We were originally unrelated strangers in two corners of the world, but now we stand here, thinking about spending the rest of our lives together.I couldn't help wanting to see the 25 years of his life that I had missed, and I guess he wanted to see mine too.

Otherwise he wouldn't have brought me here.

When it was time to eat dinner, it finally became lively.

I could vaguely hear the sound of firecrackers and fireworks. It was getting dark early, but the food was not served quickly. I was wondering when I saw Ji Rongze coming out in a wheelchair with his hair still a little wet. He looked at me glance.

I also looked back: "Why?"

"Where are your new clothes?" He asked me leisurely.

"New clothes?" I realized that he was wearing a suit, which was completely different from Ji Rongfu's style, and then I looked at the sweater on my body.

"Why do you have to wear new clothes for a New Year's Eve dinner?" I laughed at him in turn: "Childish."

Ji Rongze glared at me, probably his family not only had to wear new clothes for the New Year, but also could not swear, so he silently endured it.

I asked why Ji Rongfu suddenly disappeared. It turned out that he had changed into new clothes.

I ran upstairs again, and the door of Ji Rongfu's room was not closed, and the bathroom light was on. I thought about it, but I still didn't go in. I stood outside and asked, "Ji Rongfu, are you there?"

The sound of water stopped.

"what happened?"

"Lend me your blue shirt."

The bathroom door was pulled open.

Ji Rongfu was wearing a bath towel around his waist, his upper body was naked, and there was still steaming steam on his body. He stood at the door and looked at me.Every time I see this scene, I have the urge to get up early and run to exercise my muscles. Usually, this urge will be automatically dispelled the moment the alarm clock rings the next morning.

Anyway, Ji Rongfu's is mine, why should I practice so hard.

"You want to wear my shirt?" Ji Rongfu leaned his hand on the door, looked at me with a smile, against the light, his eyes were so beautiful that people were dazzled, so it's not because I'm lustful, but because this guy is here anytime, anywhere Release hormones.

"Didn't your family wear new clothes for the New Year?" I said confidently, "I wore your clothes and pretended to be wearing new clothes, but no one noticed anyway."

Ji Rongfu laughed helplessly.

"You."

He dragged me to the closet, and took out a set of clothes. Once the dust jacket was removed, it was the same suit that Aunt Xu tried to trick me into wearing last time.

"Also." He stroked my hair: "It's not that my family has to wear new clothes for the New Year, but every family has to wear new clothes for the New Year. From now on, you will wear new clothes every New Year, remember?"

Simply childish.

At eight o'clock, I finally sat around the dining table together. With sharp eyes, I saw the fish from last time on the table at a glance, so I quickly kept my composure and chose a seat close to the fish to sit down.Ji Rongze is a liar, the menu changes every week.

Aunt Xu was dressed beamingly, and put a big cup of soup on the table, but she didn't know if she noticed the clothes on me.

"Don't be too busy, sit down and eat." Lin Caiwei said to Aunt Xu in a red suit.

I thought the Ji family was really the same as the old society, it turned out to be more or less human.

"What about Lao Wu and the others?"

"They eat at Baoxia, let me eat with them."

"Sit down, more people are lively."

In fact, the atmosphere was not very lively, and he still looked so depressed. Ji Rongze didn't know what happened, and there was a burn on his wrist. When picking up the vegetables, Lin Caiwei asked, "Have you applied the medicine?"

"It's painted, it just looks a little red."

A thought suddenly flashed in my mind, although I tried my best to hold back, I still smiled.

Ji Rongze glanced at me lightly: "What joke did you remember again?"

"You don't want to hear that."

"Let's hear it." Ji Rongze deliberately shook his chopsticks on the fish.

"Really?"

"I really want to say it."

"I went to see the snow with Ji Rongfu this afternoon, and I remembered a doggerel, and just now I suddenly remembered the whole poem."

"Oh, what poem, I'll listen to it when I say it." Uncle Ji replied in a rare way.

Five pairs of eyes stared at my face, and I regretted it inexplicably.

"Then I really read it..." I still want to delay a little time.

"Lin Sui!" Ji Rongze's eyes became unfriendly, he obviously knew that I was going to "tell a joke" again.

"That poem is written by Yongxue," I read helplessly: "Jiangshang is a picture, Inoue has black holes, and the black dog is white..."

I glanced at Ji Rongze's wrist, but I really didn't dare to say the last sentence.

"The white dog is swollen." Uncle Ji picked it up without any pressure, and said calmly: "Zhang Dayou's poems are from "Sheng'an Outer Collection"."

Ji Rongze looked very calm.

"You are still good at telling jokes." He glanced at me lightly: "Not bad, very good."

I decided to go home tomorrow morning to avoid being assassinated by Ji Rongze.

I bowed my head to pick up the rice, Ji Rongfu laughed and patted my hand under the table.At this time, it highlights the benefits of his muscles, at least he can block me twice when Ji Rongze wants to kill me.

I had nothing to do after eating, especially after I read that poem, Ji Rongze looked at me very badly, but fortunately Ye Ning arrived quickly and brought a lot of fireworks: "Lin Sui, let's set off the fireworks Bar."

"Your Excellency, you are Geng this year?"

"It's 24!" He is a good person who grew up in a honey pot, and he couldn't understand the ridicule, and he pulled me out with great interest: "Come to set off the fireworks, An An helped me bring a big box of fireworks over here. "

I was dragged to the yard by him. He probably has a painter's nature, and he is very obsessed with things like fireworks, sunsets, and rainbows. He has painted the latter two, and maybe he will paint fireworks next year.

Firecrackers sounded faintly from the neighbor's house, and a bright light shot up into the sky in the distance, blooming in the night, Ye Ning suddenly shouted: "It's Zhou Shiqi, he set it off before me this year, no, we can't lose!" Give it to him, An An, hurry up!"

Xia Huai'an also pampered him, and really went to light the fireworks for him. The Xia family only had such a precious son, so he was really willing to part with it.

The fireworks brought by Ye Ning were of various types, high and loud, with a sharp whistle, they rushed all the way to the top of the dark sky, exploded suddenly, and thousands of bright rays of light bloomed. They rushed straight up again, and the sky was reflected as bright as day.Ye Ning secretly ordered two more cone-shaped ones, and countless golden light spots gushed out like a fountain, almost as high as a person, illuminating the entire courtyard with fire and silver flowers. Ye Ning jumped up beside him triumphantly: Bar!"

Under the bright fireworks, I turned my head to look at Ji Rongfu beside me. He was looking up at the fireworks in the sky. The bright fire light shone on his face, like my most dazzling and gentle dream.He found me looking at him, laughed, put his arms around my shoulders quietly, bowed his head and kissed my hair.

The movement of the fireworks was too loud, both guards and servants gathered around the yard to watch, pointing at the fireworks in the air, chatting and laughing, the smell of gunpowder filled the air, I looked back, only the brown branches of crabapple flowers were left on the tree , Uncle Ji and Lin Caiwei stood together, both of them watched the fireworks quietly, still respecting each other like a guest, but at the moment when the biggest firework bloomed, Lin Caiwei suddenly raised her hand and pulled his coat for him Hem, this movement is so slight, not only the people in the courtyard, but even Uncle Ji himself didn't notice it.

I think, in the future, don't judge the life of anyone in this world so easily, because you will never know their true appearance.

Ji Rongze's wheelchair quietly appeared beside me, probably inspired by the fireworks, I boldly greeted him.

"Your red envelope is gone." He told me coldly: "You would have my red envelope this year, but you are too good at telling jokes, so there is no more."

Ji Rongfu laughed beside him.

"Rong Ze's red envelope is very rich." He deliberately teased me: "I can testify."

"Okay." I said helplessly.

Ji Rongze still looked not to be messed with, sitting quietly in the wheelchair, watching the fireworks in the sky.

He has a thin figure, but has a strong character. Lin Caiqin is right in one sentence at least. He should walk out of his yard. No one has the right to pity him. He is just sitting here, and he deserves everyone's respect.

The fireworks are still blooming one after another, and the sound is deafening. The joy of life is actually like fireworks. Although it is fleeting, the amazement of that moment will always follow you throughout your life.

"It's Songjiang Bass." When the fireworks were blooming, I suddenly heard a voice beside me say.

It's a nice voice, with a hint of displeasure at being angry at my jokes, but in the end it's the voice I like.

"I know." I replied with a smile, "I guessed it just now on the table."

He snorted and said nothing.

The last firework bloomed, and the most gorgeous scene has come to an end.I turned around and looked into his eyes with a smile.

"Happy New Year, Ji Rongze."

His eyes were still proud.

However, the moment I walked into the room with Ji Rongfu, his voice still sounded very uncomfortable.

"Happy New Year."

Sometimes I think about why I always care about Ji Rongze.

At first I thought, maybe because we are the same kind, then I thought, he is not just my kind, but a mirror of me.We are all hedgehogs, with the sharpest thorns, but also the strongest cage. I was once trapped in my thorns, safe and lonely, precisely because I finally came out and made peace with the world.So I hope he can too.

Because at this moment, I feel so at ease, because as long as I hold Ji Rongfu's hand and look into his eyes, because as long as he smiles at me, I feel that the past things are like clouds blown by the wind, and they all dissipate.

Those 26 years without him seem to have become brighter too. Those dark and sour past, the memories that can’t be expressed, are like dust illuminated by the sun, slowly floating up, floating higher and higher, and finally disappearing. At the end of the years.

I let go of everything.

Forgive everything.