Hedgehog

The day before I was discharged from the hospital, I received a call from Bai Yu.

This is quite a coincidence, I had nothing to do during my hospitalization, the plaster on my hand was not removed, and I couldn't practice singing every day when I lay down, I could only play with my mobile phone, but Ji Rongfu confiscated my mobile phone after two days of playing.I said to return it to me when I got home, but the day before I was discharged from the hospital, I took advantage of Ji Rongfu to go to work and wandered around the hospital. When I came back, I bumped into Yang Yue, who threatened and lured me back to get my phone back.

As soon as I got it back, I received a call from a stranger, and I was startled when the voice came out.

He said, "Lin Sui?"

Countless names flashed through my mind, and I finally settled on the most unlikely one.

"Bai Yu?"

"Yes, it's me." He was still the same, telling me in a voice looking around: "I, I'm in Beijing."

My first reaction was to call Ye Sangqing.

The rare and protected animals in the zoo ran out, no matter how you look at it, it was the breeder's fault.

But I didn't hang up.

Ye Sangqing should be in Hong Kong, or S City, this is Beijing, beyond reach, and Bai Yu can get lost here in a matter of minutes.With his delicate skin and tender flesh, he might not be trafficked as a male student.

"Where are you? The airport or the station," I pulled out my coat and put it on my body: "Stay where you are, I'll come to you right away."

"I came here by plane." He probably hid in a corner, still reading the English sign: "BaggageAllowance..."

"What's the nearest Chinese character around you?" I asked him while I was putting on my boots, sitting on the bed.

"Chebag at the gate..." He couldn't hear others again, talking to himself.

I'm ready to turn over the entire airport to find him.

I ran out of the ward and bumped into Yang Yue in the corridor. She was shocked by the speed at which I dressed: "Where are you going?"

"A friend of mine has come to Beijing. I'm going to pick him up at the airport..." Seeing that she was confused, I simply told her name: "Bai Yu."

"The autistic lyricist?"

Look, he also said that Ji Rongfu didn't have my complete set of files.

"You can ask someone else to pick it up. I'll call Zhou Jin immediately." Yang Yue followed me anxiously: "Don't run around, your injury is still not healed. It's snowing outside, and you can't drive."

"No, he doesn't dare to go with strangers." I rushed to the elevator door, fearing that the phone would be disconnected, so I ran up the stairs. Yang Yue chased me all the way and called me loudly in the corridor: "Then I will go with you , let's take the boss's car together."

"You call Ji Rongfu and tell Ji Rongfu that my phone can't be disconnected." I leaned on the handrail and jumped to the bottom, and Yang Yue screamed from behind: "Slow down."

By the time I got in Ji Rongfu's car, Bai Yu had already started thinking nervously.

He seems to be like this all the time, immersed in his own world, unable to hear anything. In fact, Ye Ning is also a bit dangerous recently. He has recently started to draw figures in traditional Chinese paintings, and he can't forget the basics of the sketches. Probably dissatisfied, so the whole person became distracted, often hiding in the studio and not coming out.

Yang Yue sat next to me, and called Ji Rongfu in a doggy manner, said a few words timidly, and put the phone to my ear: "Boss wants you to answer the phone."

I have a mobile phone at one side, and I feel like my head has turned into a sandwich.

Ji Rongfu asked me over there: "Will you go back to the hospital after picking up someone?"

"I'll take him home directly, anyway, I'm about to be discharged from the hospital."

"Okay, Zhou Jin will pick you up."

Before I entered the airport, I directly wrapped myself in Yang Yue's scarf, leaving only a pair of eyes and hands covered in plaster. It felt like a mummy just out of the oven, and it didn't attract any passers-by. Yang Yue's driver divided into two groups - Yang Yue must follow me, and finally found Bai Yu at the luggage conveyor belt.

A few girls surrounded him, whispering, probably regarded him as a star, he must have flown from Hong Kong, because he was only wearing a white long-sleeved T-shirt, he was facing the wall, facing the corner and didn’t know Thinking about something.

Bai Yu is a bit like an ostrich when he is nervous, it can be seen that Ye Sangqing has protected him well all these years.

He is facing the corner in this posture, which is actually very suitable for patting him on the shoulder to scare him. I've been suffocated in the hospital these days, and I really want to play a prank, but considering Bai Yu's special situation, let's forget it.

I quietly chose a side angle, and walked slowly along the wall, trying not to scare him.

When I got closer, I realized that he was trembling and his voice was indistinct, probably because there were too many people when he got off the plane.

"Bai Yu," I cautiously approached him, "I'm Lin Sui."

I said why the voice on the phone has been intermittent. It turned out that the phone was held in his hand and he didn't put it to his ear at all.

I introduced myself about three or four times before he realized my existence and sneaked a sneak peek at me.

I was also very patient, and asked beside me, "Do you remember me?"

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded towards the corner of the wall.

"You came to see me, right," I tried to persuade him: "There are too many people here, let's go to my house and sit down and have a good chat, shall we?"

It's been seven years for this guy, at most two years older. I feel like a strange uncle with evil intentions. What's more, my current appearance even praises the strange uncle.The girls who were watching obviously thought the same way, and they kept pointing at me.

I had no choice but to pull the scarf back a little bit to expose two-thirds of my face, lest Bai Yu think I was someone else's impersonation.

But Bai Yu didn't look at my face at all, but stared at my hand with plaster on it, his expression was so focused, it seemed as if he was going to write a song on the plaster in a second.

"Well, that's right, I broke my hand when I was fighting with someone." I patiently explained to him: "You see, I am a sick patient, and if I continue standing here, I might faint, so you first tell me Get in the car, okay?"

In order to help Bai Yu understand, I even made a faint face for him to see.

Young Master Bai finally stopped being inseparable from that corner, and was obediently dragged out of the airport by me.

On the way back, he started staring out the car window again in a daze. I found Ye Sangqing from my blacklist, and sent her a text message, saying that Bai Yu was by my side now, and asked her to think about an autistic patient How far can you go?

When I finished teasing Ye Sangqing, I found that Bai Yu had already written half of Su Shi's "Youth Tour" on the glass.This should be the source of the allusion to the sentence in "Evening Talk Around the Fireplace" that he filled in for me.

"Since the sun and the moon are not appreciated by others in my heart, the snow is like poplar flowers."

A real genius is like this, he can write whatever he sees, like when I see the heavy snow outside, I just want to go back and cook dumplings.

After feeling a lot of emotion, I dug out the dried apricots I had hidden in the car and gave him to eat. Bai Yu hesitated for a moment, but still ate it.

In fact, I think Ye Sangqing really has a problem with Bai Yu's care. If Bai Yu writes a good poem, I will give him something delicious. Let alone whether Bai Yu's achievements will surpass Jian Ke, at least not like now so thin.

When we arrived at our house, he lingered in the garden for a while, staring at the crocuses blooming in the snowdrifts and refused to leave. I had pity on me and let him wear my coat, and I was shivering from the cold beside me.

When I finally sat in the living room, my face was numb from the cold.

I wrapped myself in a blanket and looked at Bai Yu, and Bai Yu looked at the fire in the fireplace.

"Have you eaten yet?" I think it's better to exchange greetings first, lest Bai Yu will be overwhelmed when he directly asks the topic - I'm too familiar with the way he can't hand in the manuscript. Back then, Streetlight couldn't write for a long time, so I came here directly to see you mine.

But I didn't ask the subject and he ignored me at all.

Yang Yue came over to make tea, and I held the cup in my hand to warm my hands, only to find that Bai Yu had kept one hand in his pants pocket.

After waiting for about ten minutes, I cooked the dumplings with one hand and served them up. Bai Yu finally took out the things in his pocket and handed them to me hesitantly.

It was a crumpled piece of paper, and I vaguely guessed what it was.

"For me?"

Bai Yu nodded.

I can't wait to open it, Bai Yu's handwriting is very handsome, the lyrics of this song are not finished yet, I saw that Bai Yu named this song "We", and the first paragraph is: We were born in time In the wilderness we wander in darkness.

We have complicated feelings but have no place to take refuge. We have the same deep feeling but hide it separately.

……

He changed the last sentence to "It took all my luck to meet you in my lifetime".

I see what he means.

"Don't you want to write this song?" I know this is the result of countless revisions.It’s the same with songwriting and lyrics. It’s not suitable at the beginning, no matter how you write it, it’s useless. Like I’ve been writing songs for seven or eight years, I can only write about blood and cold eyes. This is the only warm love song. stumped.

Bai Yu began to look at the corner nervously again.

"Chen Jing," he began to peel off his fingertips: "Chen Jing doesn't have time..."

When I wrote this song, I thought that the most suitable person to write the lyrics is Chen Jing. Chen Jing also wrote songs by himself in his early years. Many of his love songs are more positive, and often have a touch of the eye.Like Bai Yu's words about the wilderness, it was obviously influenced by him. Chen Jing said "in the wilderness of time, I loved you, and I am immortal".However, the ancestor of the metaphor of the wilderness of time seems to be Eileen Chang.

It seems that Bai Yu has been living in the field of Shura for the past few months. He is very paranoid in his bones, very similar to me.The tone of the song "Street Light" back then was very gloomy, and he forced himself to fill it out, which made him suffer from depression.This song probably tortured him for a long time.

I held his hand so he wouldn't bleed his fingers.

"You have filled it out well, it's okay, Chen Jing doesn't have time, there are others who can fill it out for me, you know, Jian Ke is my producer now, he will fill in this song and put it in my album .”

Bai Yu didn't know if he listened or not.

The wood in the fireplace was crackling, he would not eat the dumplings I made for him, nor would he eat the cake Yang Yue brought. After a while, he kept his head down like this. After a while, he suddenly said: "I want gone back."

"Now?" Yang Yue was happily listening to the corner, and couldn't help being surprised: "But it's already two o'clock in the afternoon."

"At eight o'clock in the evening, I'm going to bed." Bai Yu told me seriously.

He seems to have always been like this. He has an accurate schedule. I heard from Ye Xiao that because he took Bai Yu out to play, tricked him into drinking, and didn't send him back on time at night, Bai Yu smashed his mixing console. .To be honest, this is the first time I have heard such a deadly reason for postponing the album.

"Is it okay for him to go back alone?" When we went out, Yang Yue asked worriedly after following behind.

"Where is the mobile phone with positioning function that you said you wanted me to carry?"

Yang Yue took it out obediently, and I put the phone in Bai Yu's pocket, but Bai Yu didn't like it very much and kept hiding.

"Let someone accompany him back." Yang Yue advised me beside him, "Otherwise, he will really get lost."

I didn't answer, just looked at her silently.

Yang Yue raised her hands in surrender resignedly: "Okay, okay, I'll see you off, you can ask for leave from the boss for me, and also, stay at home and don't move, my original task was to guard you."

I sent Bai Yu to the airport, but he didn't speak the whole way, probably because he was angry with himself.

It's the same when I can't write good songs.

When it was almost time to pass the security check, he suddenly said to me, "I can't write this song."

At that time, I was stuffing food into his bag, and I didn't pay attention when I heard this, I just said "hmm".

I felt his body froze, and then he said very briefly: "Ah Qing..."

Ah Qing is Ye Sangqing's nickname, and Ye Xiao often calls it that too. In fact, I was quite surprised that she and Bai Yu walked together. Ye Sangqing's character is a bit free and easy, but also a bit arrogant. Like a spoiled princess—on the premise that she doesn't send me a middle-finger text message after her husband is lost and I find a kind reminder.

I didn't understand what Bai Yu wanted to say, the team moved forward slowly, he was led by Yang Yue and disappeared into the security check entrance, suddenly turned around from the team and glanced at me.

It is rare for him to look at people like this, and it was only then that I realized that his pupils were still as dark and clean as they were seven years ago.

At that moment, I understood what Bai Yu meant.

Bai Yu and I are actually the same kind of people, he is a more extreme version of me.And the tone of this song is not as sad as Bai Yu filled it in. Although the last line is to touch but withdraw his hand, but before that, it was full of enthusiasm like moths flying to a flame.

Bai Yu couldn't fill this in well.

I was lucky enough to meet Ji Rongfu, blessed to my heart, and wrote such a brave song, but Bai Yu never had this in his life. He is the only son of the Bai family. He was kidnapped when he was a child and left with psychological problems. Since then, he has been treated with the same care as a crystal bottle Treated as such, so he couldn't write this.

Not only did my song stump him, it reminded him of this.

I know how much he likes Ye Sangqing, it is enough for a timid, slightly depressed and autistic person to bravely step out of his comfort zone and try to get closer to other people's feelings.If Ye Sangqing didn't like him, or if Bai Yu didn't express enough, these two people wouldn't be together.Although I have been fighting with Ye Sangqing all year round, it was just a quarrel, I know they are a good couple.

If I don't remind him, he won't know what normal people's feelings should be like.

Now he knows, and he's sad about it.

Because he couldn't give Ye Sangqing this.

Now I feel that Ye Sangqing deserved that middle finger for me.

The author has something to say: the next episode is "One Mountain Can't Allow Two Tigers (mao)" and the New Year's episode, I skipped the abuse part directly.If you want to write it, put it in Hedgehog 2.This one will start well and end well.

So don't ask me why Lin Sui's hand was broken.

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"We were born in the wilderness of time..." This paragraph is my modification of Mu Dan's "Hidden Appearance".

"Meeting you in my lifetime, I have spent all my luck" is Lin Xi's "Next Year Today".

"I have loved you, I am immortal." From Yu Quan's "Dear".

The lyrics are hard work and helpless.

Collapsed to the ground.