Hedgehog

I didn't know until the next day that he took me to "play" horseback riding.

People like me have never ridden a horse every year in Inner Mongolia, let alone in Beijing.People like Yuan Rui who have been riding for nearly ten years have broken their ribs in an accident. All the bones in my body are precious, especially my fingers want to play the guitar, and I don't want to ride a horse.

But Ji Rongfu's horse riding outfit is really energetic and good-looking, black riding cap, crisp jacket, broad shoulders and narrow waist, riding boots tightly wrapped around the calf, the whole figure is slender and tall, the sun is so bright that his amber eyes are like smoke , even the black horse he was riding was smooth and smooth, with extremely beautiful muscle lines, shining like black satin. Do not hide.

My attitude was very firm, from "I won't ride" to "I won't ride, I'll watch you play", and finally agreed to let Ji Rongfu lead the horse for me, and walked slowly around the pasture.

"Isabella is a racehorse that participates in the fei star race, and she is very obedient." Ji Rongfu strongly encouraged me: "You have to build trust with her, and you will soon learn to trot..."

"How old were you when you started riding a horse?" My concentration on the horse was gradually distracted by him.

"Around eight years old, I learned it in the school's equestrian class." He smiled and patted me on the back, motioning for me to straighten up: "In our equestrian class, the first lesson is that you can't ride a horse. Saddle, and brushing the horse, you must first develop a relationship with your own horse.”

"Own horse?"

"Yes, the school will send out a list of items to be prepared before entering school. Among them is a purebred foal. Xia Huaian and I only found out about this in the first equestrian class. We went to ask the housekeeper to buy a horse temporarily. , The little pony has to be booked a long time in advance, my horse arrived in a month, Xia Huaian waited for half a year, so we have been sharing a horse, it is cruel to animals."

He spoke calmly, but for a seven or eight-year-old child, the whole class has things that he doesn't have, and he can only watch from the side during class. The picture can be imagined.

I touched his riding cap reassuringly.

He laughed and grabbed my hand, and I leaned on the saddle and leaned down to tell him something, but someone came galloping on the horse. It was a very beautiful sorrel horse with a forehead to nose. A white mane is braided, clinging to the horse's neck, and the streamlined body of the horse is very beautiful.Riding on the horse is Lu Yilan.

Girls wearing horse riding clothes have a special beauty and a heroic appearance. She still wears a red jacket, which is similar to the British military uniform. Trousers, riding boots, and a riding whip in my hand, probably I am too evil-minded, and I want to go wrong all of a sudden.

Lu Yilan's horse rode very well, she ran over quickly, circled around us and then reined in her. Her eyes are big, but beautiful in shape, with pointed eyes and tails, pointed upwards, a bit like red phoenix eyes, The pupils are heavy black, like jewels, especially beautiful when proud.

"Hello, Mr. Lin." She greeted me, and when I was empty, she naturally turned to Ji Rongfu: "Why don't you ride a horse today?"

"I'm teaching Lin Sui how to ride." Ji Rongfu patted my leg.

"Let my jockey teach him. It's definitely not good for you to be a nanny like this. He Yan and the others have made an appointment to go wild riding together today, and they will go around Yuyuantan. They are waiting for you."

Just in time, her jockey would definitely not dare to control me, so I went to sit by the fence to bask in the sun, spread out and play with my mobile phone, to save my precious fingers.

There was a smile on the corner of Ji Rongfu's mouth, but the smile was very weak.

"No, he's afraid of falling, so it's better for me to accompany you." He glanced at me, and was amused by my instant disappointment. Lu Yilan probably rarely saw him laugh like this, and was startled for a while.

But she is indeed a hero of the female school. If she misses a hit, she doesn't love to fight, so she also laughed: "Okay, I'll go to them. You are welcome to change your mind at any time."

Her beautiful eyes raised her head and smiled at me against the sunlight: "Goodbye, Mr. Lin."

I watched her go away with admiring eyes, just like appreciating the chic female leopard in a documentary. In fact, she more or less aroused my interest in learning to ride a horse. Now that I learn to ride a horse, I will go to the grassland next spring to see Yuan Rui. Much more fun.He has a song in Mongolian, which is about young people taking dry food and water, trusting their horses, running towards the rising sun for a day, stopping wherever they go, and then returning in the moonlit night.

Ji Rongfu is a good teacher. He has been teaching me how to control the horse's rhythm. Unfortunately, I got a bit off track when I learned it. I blurted out: "No wonder everyone said that the riding style is the most difficult."

He has nothing to do with a student like me who speaks a yellow accent at every turn, and I have a good talent, so he can let go of his hand slowly. He finally returned to his horse before dark, riding a horse like falling into the coal. The white horse, which was not completely photographed in Huili, walked slowly around the sidelines with me twice, chatting while walking.

It's a pity that there is no good time to bring up the words that were interrupted.

I didn’t feel it when I was riding a horse, but I woke up the next day with a sore back and a sore back, and the worst thing was that I had to fly to City C to record a program on SV station at night. The soreness came from the cracks in the bones, no wonder Ji Rongfu asked me to follow the horse I can't learn how to bend my body in rhythm, and now all my bones are broken.

Ji Rongfu was relaxed. He put on his shirt and trousers early in the morning, and stood in front of the French windows of the restaurant drinking coffee. When I passed by the living room, I saw a suit and a dust jacket on the sofa. It seemed that it was another day to go to work early.

He didn't expect me to get up so early, and he was startled when he saw me appearing at the door: "Why did you get up?"

My face was full of resentment: "I want to drink coffee."

"Won't it affect my throat?" Seeing that I was like a ghost, he stretched out his hand to grab my arm, and I fell forward, the ooze spread out, and I leaned my face on his chest.

"I feel like I'm dying. My bones hurt, my whole body hurts..." I have nothing to love: "The plane at two o'clock, the makeup at six o'clock, and the recording of the show from seven o'clock to twelve o'clock."

"It's so pitiful." He stroked my hair comfortingly, and I hugged his waist to prevent myself from slipping straight down like this.I touched him a few times, and it feels good. His current function is probably similar to Yisong's Italian ice cream, which makes me feel that there are still some good things in this world that are worth fighting for.

"Do you want me to stay with you at home?"

"No need." I was very strong-willed: "Just let me hug you. I'll find someone to massage it later, and I'll be another good guy."

I got up at seven and called a masseuse to come home. The person Yang Yue arranged was always reliable. At least once I kneaded it, I could finally hold a spoon. After drinking a bowl of porridge, I went to do styling. He refused to accept the money for his clothes. He told me this and that when he was doing his hair. I pretended to be dead the whole time, half asleep and half awake. Xi is playing games with Nie Yuan now, he himself has been kicked out by Hua Tian, ​​and he is probably still trying to resolve the matter between me and Yin Xi, he is really loyal and courageous.

Arriving in City C at five o'clock, he was almost killed by the person who picked him up.My face was paralyzed throughout the scene, and I was squeezed into doubting life. I don't know where they got so excited. I vowed to find an assistant after recording this episode.Even if I'm not as capable as Ji Rongfu's assistants, at least one more person will help me get squeezed.

The make-up artist at the sv station has always been good, and has always praised my good skin, saying that I have a hard-faced face. They all think it's low.But it's hard to say, the wind direction is always strange now, that group of girls played very abnormally, I haven't been on Weibo for a few days, and when I look back, there are hundreds of thousands of unread messages, and they also posted a lot of women's clothing for me.

The program was recorded in white, a milky white sweater, a light blue shirt inside, and jeans underneath, and it was branded as a boy, and I didn’t even notice it myself.And this show is the ace variety show of SV station, learning from Korean entertainment, the overhead light is blinding, the skin is so white, and the heat is so high, it's almost ready for barbecue.It is estimated that this body will only go up to show his face, and he will have to change his shirt when he is playing games or something.

Fortunately, there is no bumper shirt, and Lu that idiot can't wear it. He has a strange style of painting recently, learning from Korean pop stars, with black clothes on the top, and a skirt that doesn't look like a skirt and pants like pants. Underneath are leggings, similar to a girl's black stockings, which are short and cut into three.The shoes are also high-top sneakers with wings. Fortunately, he has never been afraid of eyeliner, and his face can still be seen.

Xu Yi is still lukewarm, Lin Xiaobai is messed up, wearing a light yellow T-shirt with a lot of colorful emoji expressions on it, Ji Luo’s family is still conservative, in fact, my suit is more suitable for him, no need to argue, we really look alike , that's why Fu Yong's behavior makes me feel particularly disgusted.

I didn't watch Lu Yan, lest he ask me about the three missed calls.

They are all celebrities, and the rehearsal was only half an hour, just a cutscene. I perfectly avoided Lu Yan, but the script of the program group is very pleasing to cp fans, and our appearances are arranged together. The sv channel is really flexible. We are all audition singers from China Television. The theme song "Sunshine" from our audition will be played as the music. It is probably Lin Xiaobai who inspired Jian Ke last time in Suzhou.There is no way, they have been doing their own draft for five or six years, there are a few good seedlings, and they are also popular, but they are all destroyed by killing chickens and eggs, who is to blame.

The backstage was very dark, I stood behind the screen and couldn't help but glance at Lu Yan.

On the line that separates the big screen, a very thin light leaked in from the stage, and it happened to shine on his eyes. When he tilted his head, the line moved to the center of his eyebrows, a perfectly straight face, Correct and stunning, this is the real straight face. Many people speculated whether he had plastic surgery, so he was reborn after his comeback. In fact, he only has a long outline, and he has lost too much weight. There is also the shape of the lips when pursed, and the mandible with obvious lines, as if you can feel the hard bones with a stretched hand.

But I've never touched his face, and I probably won't have the chance in the future.

The music played outside, familiar with the lyrics, and the curtain slowly opened.

Lu Yan raised his eyes.

"Let's go," he said, and with a smile on his lips, he walked out brightly and professionally.

I still haven't figured out how to say goodbye to Lu Yan.

In fact, at this point, even if there are only two of us left in this world, it is impossible for us.I will always remember that he chose Ji Luo's family at the beginning, and he also knows that it is not because of him that I pick up the phone first every time I finish recording a show.

But there is always a chance to say, it seems that there is no need to say, because it has never started at all, and the most normal way should be to let nature take its course and gradually fade away.

But I don't know if Lu Yan thinks about it or not.

What's more, half of the studio is filled with our CP fans, the scene is very scary, various lights, banners, and various slogans are displayed in a loop on the tablet, and many girls have our Q-version villains on their faces.The program group intentionally encouraged us to play all kinds of ambiguous games, such as pinching our thighs, blowing up balloons face to face, and making eye contact to see who blinks first. There were screams from below, and the studio was about to be overturned.

Fortunately, Lu Yan has a good professional quality. He is the one who controls the rhythm. I just follow his rhythm. I can see that his attitude is towards work.The only thing that went wrong was the blinking game. We looked at each other for less than three seconds, and both of us would look away. It was either him first or me first. Tried and tested, even the hostess covered her face and screamed. The head-to-head squad forces us to finish the game.

Looking at each other for the last time, I opened my eyes and found him looking at me quietly.

His eyes are beautiful dark black, as if hiding stars, but at this moment the sky is full of stars, only the dark night, he just looked at me like this, and finally even his smile sank a little bit.

My eyes became hot instantly, I couldn't even control myself, I know I still love Ji Rongfu deeply, but this person, this person I met when I was 19 years old, he once amazed my whole youth, we have been playing hide-and-seek, I always feel that there is time and time, self-respect is important, gaining the upper hand is important, and revenge is important...

Only he is not important to me.

He won't have a chance to be involved with me for the rest of my life, just like I won't have a chance to be involved with him.We are always two lighthouses looking at each other across the sea. Although a long, long dark night has passed through each other's light, each has its own sun in the end.

I failed him, and he failed me.

We just let down who we used to be.

"You lost." I heard myself say.

"Yes."

Lu Yan's neat eyelashes blinked, and a smile appeared in his eyes again. The host came over to make a joke, and I laughed too: "This game is so difficult."

"We are too serious." He patted me on the shoulder, with a frank smile on his face, and I smiled at him, hooking his shoulders and walking back to the rest area together. Fans probably like to watch this.I hope that SV station will cut some of the close-up scenes of our game, after all, Lu Yan is their own quasi-king, and it is not good to speculate on male and female CP until the drama is fake.It's ugly to show your true feelings, so it's better to put more plots that CP fans will like.