Hedgehog

Wake up feeling refreshed.

I haven't slept so well for many years, and I can't easily give up on Ji Rongfu just because of this.The room was very dark, like late at night, only a gleam of light came out from under the curtains, I don't know if it was the light or the setting sun, I had Ji Rongfu's arm around my waist, it was heavy.He was sleeping beside me quietly, with a good smell on his body, as if he had known me for many years.

It seems that he is more sleepy than me, and he still hasn't woken up.

I stretched out my hand to turn on the desk lamp, but I changed my mind halfway through the stretch, turned around cautiously, and carefully observed Ji Rongfu in the dark.

This guy looks really good.

In fact, I seldom got close to anyone in my lifetime, not even my parents.I have a low threshold for skin-to-skin contact, and at the same time I'm kind of averse to it, which is probably why I can't write good rock.Rock and roll sings about longing, the burning desire, love, anger, repressed burst and free running feeling under the fragile skin, and I have none of them.

It was a miracle that a man like me should be so close to another human being.

I am probably in the early stage of liking someone’s skin. Many couples are as tired of being together as conjoined twins. This is probably the reason. Humans are actually very fragile animals, and all emotions are ultimately pinned on the body.

I have always considered myself rational, but I couldn't help reaching out to touch the bridge of his nose.

His eyebrows are thick and slender, his eye sockets are deep, his eyelashes lightly pierce my palm, his cheeks are narrow, and the tip of his nose has a comfortable arc. When I touch the corner of his lips, he suddenly smiles.

"Mr. Ji, pretending to be asleep is not a good habit."

"I know." He smiled and kissed the corner of my mouth: "But Mr. Lin Sui, it's not wrong to take advantage of others."

I fell asleep until I was exhausted and didn't want to move at all. I let him kiss me on the cheek once and for all. Cats are very lazy after waking up. Now Ji Rongfu is very safe, but he is a little hyperactive. He treats me like a large doll, inside and out I fumbled around and rested my chin on my shoulder.I lay lazily, with my back against his chest, and I could feel his heartbeat clearly.None of us wanted to break the vibe of the moment.

The room is very quiet, his quilt is really comfortable, fluffy and warm like a cloud, of course, it may be my psychological effect, love the house and the crow.It's probably raining outside, or the air conditioner is turned too low. I feel like I'm hiding at home drinking hot coffee on a snowy day. This kind of weather is most suitable for listening to jazz, lazy and comfortable. "What are you thinking?" Ji Rongfu suddenly asked softly.

"I'm thinking about what to have for dinner." I've never been emotional.

Ji Rongfu laughed.

He often laughs because of what I say, sometimes because what I say is really funny, and more often like an adult pampering a wayward child, with a kind of understanding tolerance.

He stood too high, looking at me as if looking down, everything was clear.If it were someone else, this might be a good story, but unfortunately I have a rebellious mind. Even if I know that I am not his opponent, I still have to try to see if I can get out of his palm.

"Mr. Ji, what are you thinking now?"

He understands the provocative meaning in my words, and still smiles, with curved eyes and amber pupils as beautiful as gems. People who are too smart often give people the illusion that they know everything and forgive everything.

"I actually woke up two hours ago," he said.

"What were you thinking during those two hours?"

"I'm wondering if the air conditioner is a little low. When will you wake up?" He counted my ribs with slender fingers, like playing a piano: "I'm thinking, you look so beautiful when you sleep. Do you hate Doberman? The day after tomorrow I started working on mergers and acquisitions, maybe I had to work overtime every night, and then I thought, when you wake up, I will take you to eat steak Wellington..."

What a love story.

It makes sense that actors in the entertainment industry are becoming more and more idolized. Good-looking people are good-looking, and reporting their accounts seems to be extremely affectionate.

I like Ji Rongfu's intelligence very much, and I also like his well-founded advances and retreats. He will never be in a panic, even if I say something rude, he can easily resolve it with a smile.

But he's a little too smart, a little too well-founded.

When people want to please someone, they will be very charming, like birds showing off their feathers, but when you start to like someone, you will always become extremely clumsy.

I played three wrong notes by the fountain that day, contributing to one of the worst guitar live of my life.

That's why I'm afraid of Ji Rongfu.

I'm afraid of his crooked eyes when he smiles, the way he looks at me gently, the light in his pupils at this moment, the person behind these eyes is far smarter and calmer than me.I can reach out and touch his cheek.Yet even though he was so close to me, there was a galaxy between us.Human beings are like this, no matter how close they are at this moment, two people are souls with their own thoughts after all.

I don't know what he's thinking, just like I don't know if he likes me.

I would never know how much he likes me.

The rules of this game are like this, if you ask, you will lose.

Although I know that even if I don't ask, I still lose.

Because Ji Rongfu will never think about this problem, he doesn't need to think about it, he has such a good-looking face, such a superior background, he is as clean as a tree when he wears a suit, he is so smart, he can always see through me mood.He is always calm, always smiling dotingly.Because he will never be as embarrassed as I am, as terrified as I am.

He will never like me the way I like him.

A mysterious and great sorrow welled up in my heart, and it flooded me like a sea tide.I suddenly raised my hand and covered his eyes.

Ji Rongfu was surprised for a moment, but he is very smart, and he will soon understand why I did this, because I don't want him to see the expression on my face at this moment.

Surrounded by warm woody notes, he still exudes warmth like the sun, which has a fatal attraction for me.

If there is a chance to go back to the past, I would like to go back to the pool that day, I will be calmer, I will be better, maybe he will like me first.

Then maybe we'll have a better ending.

Ji Rongfu's skin is very good, like warm jade, I touched his eyebrows with my fingers, his brow bones are very good, the eye sockets and the bridge of the nose form a good light and dark contrast.Yet my heart is shaking.

"Mr. Ji, I have a secret to tell you..."

"Do you want to exchange?" He interrupted me with a smile.

"In exchange for what?"

"You tell me a secret, and in return, I'll tell you a secret too."

What a childish game.

"Then you speak first."

Ji Rongfu blinked, and his eyelashes brushed against the palm of my hand. It felt like my heart was being touched, and I almost instinctively withdrew my hand.

He said: "At the fountain that day, I wasn't actually listening to the song, I was looking at you all the time. At that time, I was thinking, who is this person, why is he in such a mess, but still like a crane caught in a trap. "

My heart was beating wildly, but I couldn't speak a word, my cheeks were hot, burning all the way to the back of my ears, like a prairie fire was lit, and almost even the barriers in my heart were burned down.

Ji Rongfu took my hand and pressed it on his chest, then he raised his finger and touched my heart.

He said: "Lin Sui, look, you think I'm stronger than you, so you always try to stab me. But the one under your palm at this moment is the exact same soul as the one under mine."

What a love story.

Under my palm, behind the thin skin and fleshy ribs, Ji Rongfu's heart was beating clearly.He looked into my eyes, amber pupils as clear as the sky, so honest, so sincere.

Then I said, "Mr. Ji, let me tell you a secret too."

I said, "Actually, that day in Qingzun, I approached you on purpose."

The song I wrote for him, the song I spent all night last night, I just thought of a few lines of lyrics, one at the beginning and one at the end.

The song ends with, "If you knew me before, maybe you'd forgive me now."

Ji Rongfu has never seen me before.

He won't forgive me.