Please follow the doctor's advice

When Xu Yiren was young, he was able to do homework alone at home and take the initiative to block the TV; when he grew up, he could put the reference books aside and not read the answers, and flirt with the exercise book dryly, even if he read the same thing all afternoon. Math problems; not to mention after becoming an adult, no matter how many people around him are smoking, drinking, hooking up, going through the back door, looking for relationships, sending and receiving red envelopes... He also holds a cup of old tea and looks at his nose and nose calmly Heart.

Xu Yiren has always believed that his self-control should still be fine...

And the binding force of self-control must first be in the heart, and then it can be expressed in behavior - as long as there is a bottom line in the heart, the behavior will not deviate too much...

but……

But there are some things that it doesn't care about at all!It doesn't care what you think in your heart!

With the coordination of nerves and muscles, coupled with the automatic adjustment of the brain, a natural assembly line goes down, and there is no need to ask him, the decision maker, for his opinion!It's like adding a shovel of coal to the boiler of a steam locomotive. Once the fire is turned on and the whistle is pulled, the train will go away by itself!

It's gone!

Before Xu Yiren got on the train, he thought that he was the driver anyway, at least he could grasp the development and rhythm of the gaffe, but he didn't expect that when the car started, he realized that he was actually just a passenger, and he couldn't stop the train at all!He could only watch helplessly as the train drove faster and faster, even if it deviated from the track he planned, it was completely unaffected, and it galloped all the way to the sky!

It was probably a kind of crazy jealousy of the body's surface organs towards the warm state of the internal organs all year round. The contradiction accumulated for 30 years finally broke out on this day-after all, when the weather is cold, I have only heard of cold hands and feet. Who told me that my intestines are so cold?

The sound of the impact seemed to have nothing to do with him or Li Chaoyue himself, it was just an interrogation and condemnation from the surface organs to the internal organs: "What are you doing!

so hot!

You live here!

So comfortable!

so warm!

What a luxury!

I also want!

Warm up!

let me go!

Come in! "

... The room is still the same room, and the person is still the same person.

But just like he has bought and used something for many years, only to discover it has other wonderful uses by accident, Xu Yiren even suspected for a moment that he lived for this moment, and this is the true meaning of life——

The temperature and soft squeeze in the body cavity is undoubtedly the most comfortable destination for a wanderer outside. The parts with dense nerve endings are ironed very properly, and the anger of the body surface organs is gradually appeased by the friction again and again. The goodwill of the organ.

After thousands of collisions, they are already familiar with each other, let it come and go freely, every time it comes in, it is treated warmly, and when it goes out, it enjoys being reluctant to leave, but then it suddenly realizes that it seems to be scolding the wrong person. The two of them are not a family at all!So he hurriedly apologized and shyly shrank back to his harmless appearance.

Xu Yiren backed out slowly, like Nan Ke Yimeng.

...falling back from the clouds to the ground, he was panting with his mouth half open after waking up, sweat wet the ends of his hair, dripping down his cheeks and chin, and dripping down on the back of the person in front of him.

Xu Yiren suddenly fell into a deep self-blame and trance, and developed a strong sense of distrust towards the world, including his own body, as if he had been just a puppet for so many years, and his body had been pretending to submit to him all this time. , tricked him to eat and drink water to provide nutrients, and tricked him to breathe to supply oxygen, in order to show its true colors today, and he, with this body that deceived him, used this cruel and senseless way to hurt His most beloved person!

The person who was dominated by the crazy possessive desire just now, the person who desperately sought the pleasure of conquest... Is it still him?

Before entering the room, Xu Yiren originally planned that since Li Chaoyue cared so much about this matter, no matter it was a ceremony or a show of intimacy, he would cooperate well - just like discussing what to eat the next day , Li Chaoyue wanted him to wear whatever clothes, he agreed.Then the two of them gently and slowly, while remembering the bitterness and thinking about the sweetness, while holding hands with each other, they just stayed together for the rest of their lives.

But when it comes time to go into battle with a gun, his body is completely out of his control. What are those Xiao Xiang and Qi Meng in the past?

Xu Yiren looked down, at the place where he was treated in the most gentle way just now, because he didn't know whether the guests had really left or left temporarily, he dared not close the door without authorization, leaving an embarrassing and shy hole, after a long while Only after confirming the departure of the guests, it gradually closed at a speed visible to the naked eye, and gradually disappeared into a radial point. As for the pollution in front of and around the door, who has the leisure to clean it now.

It wasn't until this moment that Xu Yiren felt that his soul and body had merged into one, and then he had to face the consequences of his unconsciousness just now.Of course, he definitely, definitely doesn't want to be responsible - in his heart, even if they don't have this level of intimacy, he can't wait to stay with Li Chaoyue for the rest of his life, but...how come there is a feeling that he didn't do this thing just now? ?

Li Chaoyue asked confusedly: "Brother, why don't you come?"

Everyone gets stolen goods, who did it if he didn't do it?Xu Yiren exhaled in a low voice, and confessed in a stiff voice: "It's over."

"Oh...hehe." Li Chaoyue didn't know why he was happy, and smirked twice, "Brother, can you help me and stretch my legs? I seem to be numb..."

Xu Yiren's heart ached, she hurriedly put his legs flat on the bed, and turned over for him.

The mattress was of excellent quality, moderately soft and hard, but under the pressure of kneeling for a long time, Li Chaoyue's knees were red, and even the wrinkled shape of the bed sheet just now was completely molded out.

Xu Yiren rubbed Li Chaoyue's knee silently, felt guilty looking at the marks on it, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"Oh, you're welcome." Li Chaoyue's smirk didn't stop, "Brother, why is it a little different from what I thought? Why don't you do it again with a condom? Let me look for 'a heat flow into the body' a feeling of?"

"..." Xu Yiren didn't want to say harsh words to him, and didn't want to hit him, but he still couldn't hold back and asked, "You are human and I are human too, we both have 37 degrees, do you think you can feel it? "

"Of course I know, how can I not know? I just want to play with you!" Li Chaoyue "hehe" smirked, and raised his hand to wipe his face, "Sweat so much, don't catch a cold. "

At this time, Xu Yiren didn't care to comment on the temperature of the room temperature, and gave a noncommittal "hmm".

The bed was a mess, the sheets, quilts, and pillows were no longer clean and tidy, and the burglary couldn't be more messy than this. As soon as Xu Yiren saw them, he felt as if they were accusing him: "Look at you!" good thing!"

While gently rubbing Li Chaoyue's knee, he wanted to destroy the corpse: "Would you like to sit on the sofa for a while, and I will tidy up the bed."

"No, what are you packing, I don't want to move... Hey, bro, don't press it yet," Li Chaoyue's smile stopped abruptly, and he waved his hands wildly to drive away Xu Yiren's hand on his lap, "Ma Jiner Come up, oh oh oh...it hurts! Don't touch me yet!"

Xu Yiren: "..."

For a while, he almost pressed his whole body on Li Chaoyue from top to bottom, longing for more and deeper warmth and pleasure. This time, he contributed a lot to the poor blood circulation. He... how could he treat Li Chao... …so?If it doesn't bring joy, at least it doesn't bring pain.

Xu Yiren sat beside him with his hands down, looking at Li Chaoyue's painful and distorted expression, he felt indescribable, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"Hiss - oh oh oh!" Li Chaoyue didn't dare to breathe, and it took a long time for the nerve center to finally confirm that he was not dead, thus stopping the frantic physical nerve stimulation.He regained his strength, and began to giggle wearily again, "Brother, I'm sorry, I just like you. When it comes to the chest and knees, the chest and knees are from the beginning to the end, hey... But next time, you can change your movements every once in a while." , I’m not so numb anymore, see what you like, it’s okay if you don’t change, ah, don’t take it to heart.”

"Patta——" A thing that was forgotten after being used slipped onto the bed at this moment, making a stain on the bed sheet.

Xu Yiren: "..."

No, the bed sheet has to be changed anyway.

Li Chaoyue took one of his hands and asked expectantly, "Brother, is it fun?"

If Xu Yiren was still thinking about what to say and what not to say at this moment, and did not dare to answer directly, then he would be too sorry for Li Chaoyue's efforts.Xu Yiren also held Li Chaoyue's hand, and said firmly, "That's... fun."

Li Chaoyue raised his head and laughed for a while, then turned around and asked, "Brother, how am I?"

Xu Yiren: "Okay."

Li Chaoyue was like a small animal inviting pets, asking more and more endlessly: "Am I good or not?"

"..." His heart, which was still as still as water just now, rippled a little because of the dripping of these words, Xu Yiren raised his hand and stroked Li Chaoyue's hair, "...be good."

More than just being good?Although Xu Yiren was very careful and took enough time to lay the foundation step by step before starting, he had never experienced it himself. He didn't know whether Li Chaoyue said "no pain, no pain" is true or not, so he had to use the outline again before the exam. His patience is on the line, but unfortunately this is only before the opening.

From the beginning, he is not him anymore, and Li Chaoyue is not Li Chaochao. In addition to calling him "Brother" routinely, he also dropped a lot of indecent words from the sky, mostly a combination of a verb and an object, so that For a while, Xu Yiren felt that the two of them had returned to the primitive era at the same time: the language was extremely lacking, the behavior was extremely straightforward, and the purpose was extremely clear - unfortunately, the result was also extremely obvious, the two of them could not carry on the family line.

However, this did not affect Li Chaoyue's devotion, and he continued to send out invitations with high spirits. Sometimes Xu Yiren really hoped that he could shout "stop" or "pain" to wake up his nerves, but unfortunately all he got was "Brother, you are great." ", "I love you to death", "faster", "harder" and other commands that made Xu Yiren lose his mind even more.

Li Chaoyue was so pressed that half of his face turned red, but he smiled happily like a demon: "Hey, hey, brother, go take a bath, don't worry about me, you sweat so much and stick to your body, it's uncomfortable, go Bar."

Xu Yiren stroked his hair: "When you rest, let's go together."

Li Chaoyue: "Don't, I don't want to move today, why don't you get me a towel and wipe it off."

After all, Xu Yiren still couldn't get used to running naked, so he casually put on a T-shirt and went to wash the towel. When he wiped it under his body, he saw the obvious red and swollen parts, and he was discouraged. He hesitated, "Should I get you an ice pack?"

"It's right to be swollen, which means you're big! Hehehehehe!" Li Chaoyue smirked for a while, "It's not so delicate, you can get me something to raise it up, and the swelling will subside after I lie down for a while."

Xu Yiren is determined to follow the principle of "whoever pollutes, he who governs; whoever develops, who protects", takes care of every detail, in order to raise Li Chaoyue back to his original state before he goes abroad, but the more he wants to go home early every day, The hospital got busier and busier, and it was not as busy as usual. It was so busy overnight that no one could get off work, and Xu Yiren couldn't leave even an inch.

He knew that the one at home was also waiting, but he really couldn't leave.

Suddenly one day—he was so busy that he didn't know what day of the week it was, he only knew which page of the operation schedule was done, and when he got off the table, he saw that the screen of the mobile phone in the drawer was on:

"Brother, I'm leaving. I'll be out for a month. You have to take good care of yourself! What!"