Please follow the doctor's advice

Yiren, mother's good son.I know you can't read the text messages right now, but I still want to send you one first.

When you can see this text message with your own eyes, your mother already knows and even met your sweetheart.You have been the pride of your parents since you were a child, and your performance has always satisfied us. Now it’s time to test us—from the first time my mother heard about it until now, have I treated this matter well?

In just a few hours, my mood was very mixed.When I accidentally found out that there are people in your house and you asked me to leave first, I was very sad. Before that, every time I came to your house, I could be welcomed by you and even sent back by myself.

Your home—this house is also very meaningful to me. Although I haven’t lived here for a day, every time I come to clean and tidy it, I want to polish the glass more clearly and clean the floor. The cleaner and more eager mood is no less than the excitement when your father and I first owned our own house, and I am very grateful to it for its ability to shelter from wind and rain, complete functions, warm in winter and cool in summer. My son has a safe place besides me, so that he can live with peace of mind after work.

But it seems to belong not to me today, but to you, and another person I may not know at all, which makes me feel a little redundant.

It is often said that the son is the lover of the mother's previous life.Lover or not, I don’t want to be serious, but I know one thing very well. When facing you and your father, I always want to favor you. Whenever you two have troubles, I always persuade your father, not I advise you, it's not because your dad is more general and reasonable, but because of my own selfishness. I want to give you more protection within the scope of my ability and without compromising principles.

So, as you can imagine, I left today feeling down and even a little angry.My son, who I have always been protective of, actually asked me to leave this room because of another person I hadn’t known for a long time. I felt like I was notified to be laid off when I arrived at the work unit, and I couldn’t calm down.

I then told your dad about the situation, and as with everything I've had over the years, confide in him for his comfort, and this time was no exception.But the difference is that although he comforted me and calmed me down a bit when he said it, I soon regretted it, because he made it clear that he would rush over to see the true face of "that person" , I suddenly felt like an informer, telling another person the secret between us, even if that person is your father.

I am very guilty.A small tree needs not only enough nutrients and water to grow, but also an independent "space". You are already an adult, so I shouldn't always put myself in a position higher than you Pointing and interfering, and as you grow up, your judgment is becoming more accurate than mine, and your insights are often more brilliant and thorough than mine. I shouldn't go against your ideas and advance the time when your father knew about it by one day .

I try to hold back, but I can already hear your dad on the other end of the line unlocking the car with the key fob.He promised me that he would never tell you that he got his information from me—he sometimes thinks you naive, and he himself is naive.

I felt even more guilty. Not only did I betray your secret, but I even wanted to cover up my whistleblowing behavior. What made me feel guilty the most was that after I hung up the phone, a glimmer of hope rose in my heart. I hope your father can see you smoothly. One side of your sweetheart, then come back and tell me.

From being born to adulthood, and now nearly fifty years old, I have met thousands of people, but I have never been so curious about a person's appearance. I can only sincerely pray that his visit will not cause you harm. Too much of a burden and it didn't affect the relationship between you.

The anticipation quickly dilutes my guilt—I'm sorry, if one day you face the same situation as me, maybe you can understand my feelings.I began to be a little jealous of him. I paid no less than your father when you were growing up, and I was even pregnant in October. Why did he see it first, instead of the other one who saw you together?

The ancients said, "Don't worry about the few, but the unevenness." Today, even your father is closer to you than me. Who have I been "peaceful" with all these years?

When I called your dad again to ask him to stop violating your privacy, your dad offered to take a photo and send it to me as soon as possible in exchange for my silence, and told me that it was not safe to answer the phone while driving. Please don't call him again for a short time.

It wasn't until I got back to school that I remembered that today is Valentine's Day.Looking at the arrangement filled with love in the campus, I kept silent with a sense of guilt.

Every day I can see young couples in twos and threes walking on the road arm in arm on campus. Sometimes they let go of their hands briefly because of embarrassment when they meet me, and lean close together after I walk away.I have hoped and imagined many times, thinking that one day you will be like them, with someone who snuggles sweetly by your side.

This idea is especially strong when you are in college. I even encouraged your dad to take time to walk around the campus. Maybe he can meet you, and maybe he can see you blushing and bewildered. That is really rare. up.

However, the news from the front line is often mixed. The good news is that he can always catch you going to self-study and class at a fixed time. The worry is that you often go with male classmates, and you seem to have no time to distract look steadily forward.

I'm not saying it's bad, but I think that apart from academics and achievements, there are some feelings that it would be a pity if I didn't experience them while I was young. It's like eating a candy that is very sweet, and I want to give it to you. Grab one and taste it.

But your father thinks that your studies are heavy and it's time to concentrate and concentrate.So I can only secretly write to you, telling you about our experience when we were young, maybe I can use this to light up a little lamp of yours?Unexpectedly, you, who seldom come home before the exam, gave me a Christmas surprise with your father after receiving the letter, and then left the world of the two of us to us, claiming that the exam date is approaching, and can’t wait to run back to school——Son , At that time, I was very opposed to exam-oriented education in my heart, thinking that it killed a person's instinct to yearn for, discover, and pursue beauty.

I sketched your happy appearance in my heart, one after another, and substituted you into the beautiful pictures I could imagine. At this time, I received a call from your father, and he proposed to have an interview with me about this matter.

We have lived together for more than thirty years, longer than I have lived with your grandma and grandpa.From his tone, I knew that the visitor was not friendly, not to mention that he had classes all day long, and the distance between the School of Nursing and the main campus was far away. If there were no major incidents, he would definitely not disrupt the class schedule.The most important thing is that he only said that he saw someone, but he didn't send me the photo as promised.

I was even more disturbed, and asked him to describe the appearance of the people he saw, but he refused, even refusing to give a [-]-point score on the first impression.I think it's probably because the two of you have disagreements as usual, but this time, he broke the contract first and has lost my trust. I still and will definitely stand by your side.

Yi Ren, I absolutely believe in your character and judgment. If your father behaved inconsiderately when he arrived at the scene, it definitely does not represent my position.Looks, income, family, and diplomas are all irrelevant. I only have the simplest and most complicated requirement for your partner, that is, it must be someone who makes you happy!

In my heart, you are not a trapped fish. You have the right to choose which sea to swim in. You are not the wind. Donkey, your emotional affiliation does not need to follow any trajectory drawn by others. You are just you, and you have the freedom and power to choose your own partner.

Having said that, my colleagues and friends who are the same age as me have already been able to handle this relationship with ease, but you have never given me a chance to practice and exercise. I am very worried about whether my performance can accurately convey what I think in my heart. So send this text message in advance to report. If you are not thoughtful and kind after tomorrow, or if you feel wronged because of your excessive curiosity, I hope you can understand me.

Finally, it happened suddenly to you and me this morning, and we didn't handle it well. I hope it didn't have a negative impact on you.If so, please apologize on your behalf.

In addition, my mother will buy the freshest ingredients tomorrow morning and prepare a sumptuous meal for lunch, which the three of us may not be able to finish.

"It's over. That's it, brother, don't wipe it, I'm going to let you wipe off my face." Li Chaoyue rubbed his face and drank a large glass of water, "The situation has changed, it seems that we need to find someone to act temporarily. "

Xu Yiren: "..."

Li Chaoyue took out his mobile phone and flipped through the address book: "Brother, don't worry, I'm here to look for it. I want to see if there is any suitable one in our company. Don't look for too eye-catching ones, so as not to worry about it when you walk on the road someday." If you are recognized, you can't find a good one, in case the teacher's wife really sees it right..."

Xu Yiren rubbed the ball of paper in his hand: "There's no need to look for it."

Li Chao asked worriedly: "Can you handle it? You will reveal your truth in just a few words?"

"What is 'disclosure'? Do I have to lie? If I tell a lie, I will make up for it with more lies. A vicious circle." Xu Yiren cleared his throat, "There is a safer and more reasonable plan."

Li Chaoyue nodded: "Then you plan not to say a word? Would the professor be willing?"

"I definitely don't want to." Xu Yiren calmly rubbed the small ball of paper in his hand to pieces, "So, if you want to tell the truth, you have to go."

After finishing speaking, he quietly waited for Li Chaoyue's reaction, but Li Chaoyue seemed to have been pressed the pause button, neither moving nor speaking, nor showing any indication.

After a long time, an invisible hand clicked "Continue Playing". Li Chaoyue swallowed and asked, "You mean, send you there?"

Xu Yiren didn't believe that he didn't understand the meaning of the words, he must be pretending to be confused, trying to get away with it, and it was delayed for a while.

"I'm here, so don't worry." Xu Yiren pressed his palms on his lap, sitting flat and steady, trying to prop up a space to give the people around him a sense of security, "Let's go eat together and add a pair of chopsticks. Or if you don't go tomorrow Okay, I'm going to tell the truth first, and then I'll make plans after we meet or not."

"No." Li Chaoyue hid back in horror, until he hid in another corner of the couch, with the armrest resting on his back, shaking his head again and again, "Absolutely not."

Xu Yiren felt a little disappointed: "Why?"

"What are you thinking? Why did you come back again? No one will say what you agreed?" Li Chaoyue jumped up and down anxiously, "Did you forget what you promised me in the morning?"

Xu Yiren: "Others don't need to say it, but these are my parents, they want to know, so it's okay to tell them."

"It's okay?" Li Chaoyue collapsed on the corner of the sofa in disappointment, and whispered, "Brother, don't just think about the professor and the teacher's wife, you also think about me. What do you want me to do? I would rather be bumped into by the teacher's wife next time." Sometimes I hide in the cabinet, under the bed, or on the balcony, and I don’t want to stand in front of them and be scolded and disgusted in front of you.”

"Why are you hiding?" Seeing his disturbed appearance, Xu Yiren was extremely distressed, but the feeling of not being trusted was even more bitter and unbearable, "You are very good, no one will dislike you, let alone me Is it? They've accepted it and won't blame you."

Li Chaoyue: "Where do you accept it? The premise that the teacher said is that girls are girls. She said she believes in your judgment, because she believes that you will definitely find a lady who meets her vision. She said that she is on your side because she supports you. Choose one you like from among the girls. Brother, don't be so naive."

"Why is this naive? Besides, there is my dad. He recognized you when he saw you in the morning, and guessed the relationship between the two of us," Xu Yiren deliberately ignored the fact that he was in the middle of the confrontation in order to increase the chances of a successful negotiation. The paragraph that exposed the horse's feet, "I told him some things about you, and he agreed, and he will help us convince my mother—didn't my mother mention in the text message that my father said he was going to find her? It should be for This matter. Is he also naive?"

The current situation has far exceeded Xu Yiren's expectations. He thought that everyone would be happy if he said it, but Li Chaoyue was not as happy as he expected to be recognized by his elders after hearing it, and he didn't even have the slightest superficial joy.

Li Chaoyue: "Brother, do you want to come out for me, or just want to come out?"

Xu Yiren didn't realize it for a moment: "What's the difference?"

Li Chao said calmly: "Do you like me? If you like me, why don't you protect me at all? Your parents said they want to know, yes, they have the right to know, and you should tell them. But what about me? I also told you that I don't want anyone to know that I didn't think about how to face them, so you don't care about my thoughts at all? You just promised me this morning, and turned to Professor Xu and asked, You just said it."

Xu Yiren: "..."

Li Chaoyue's voice became lower and lower, almost dissipating in the air as soon as he said it: "You want to come out of the closet, and I happen to be next to me, right?"

Xu Yiren's injustice in June Feixue was incomparable: "Nonsense. I wouldn't have come out without you."

Li Chaoyue said softly: "But, I didn't let you out either."

Xu Yiren: "..."

If you don’t say it, it’s cheating; if you say it, it’s breaking your promise—when did it become so difficult to be a human being?

Li Chaoyue: "If my parents ask, of course, their speech may not be as civilized and elegant as the professor and teacher's wife said, but I will never go against your wishes and tell them without your consent, one word Neither."

"..." Xu Yiren felt that he had done all the wrong things in the world in one day, and his crimes were too numerous to list.

Li Chaoyue: "I didn't want to ask at first, but it's good to be confused if you think about it—brother, do you like me a little?"

Xu Yiren was tongue-tied: "Do you even need to ask? If you don't like me letting you sleep on my bed, will you...do that with you?"

Li Chaoyue looked at him suspiciously: "So, what kind of like do you like? Do you like doing those things with me, or do those things because you like me?"

Who do you think he is?It's really unreasonable!

"Of course it's the latter!" Xu Yiren waved his sleeves angrily, but felt that the description was not accurate enough, and added in a low voice, "...Secondly, it's the former."

In Xu Yiren's cognition, he always felt that "liking someone" does not need to say the word "like" at all. Facing that person, he would naturally make a different move to express his love. On the contrary, it blasphemed its original intention.But Li Chaoyue sat silently, and didn't know whether he believed it or not. He considered whether to say it again formally.

Li Chaoyue lowered his head and said sadly: "I'm sorry. I just said too much. I shouldn't blame you, let alone the professor and teacher's wife. I apologize."

Xu Yiren's thousands of thoughts immediately turned into a pool of spring water, wishing to turn on all the lights in the room to illuminate Li Chaoyue's world.

He leaned over and humbly begged for peace: "Why are you apologizing? I promised and you slipped up. It's not your fault that you don't want people to know about it, nor my parents' curiosity. It's because I didn't handle it well." But now that things are like this, it’s too late to stop. I can’t let everyone else lose their memory, right? My dad asked me to listen to his message. If he doesn’t succeed in persuading me, I’ll keep my mouth shut tomorrow. If he tries If you think you can give it a try, then I will have a good talk with my mother tomorrow, if you are willing and the situation is suitable, we will go together. I guarantee that no matter what the result is, it will not affect my relationship with you. "

Li Chaoyue grabbed the buttons on his clothes as if he wanted to tear them off: "Then... maybe it was a good idea, but when I go to see your parents, they will be dissatisfied when they see me. It's time for you to kick me away."

Xu Yiren supported his forehead: "Absolutely not."

Li Chaoyue pouted: "I have no guarantee at all."

Xu Yiren almost swore to the sky: "I promise not."

Li Chaoyue: "Huh."

Xu Yiren: "Shall I write a letter of guarantee?"

Li Chaoyue hummed reluctantly for a while: "Why don't you make a promise with your body first."

Xu Yiren was helpless: "What's wrong with Xu Fa? All my cards are with you, and the mortgage has not been paid off, so I can't transfer the title to you now."

Li Chaoyue tilted his head: "Don't want these, just make a literal promise, raw rice and cooked rice."

Xu Yiren: "..."

Li Chaoyue pointed to the corner of his mouth: "Come here and kiss me."