Please follow the doctor's advice

Xu Yiren kept sending his mother into the elevator, while Li Chaoyue was already dressed and waiting in the room.

Seeing him enter the door, Li Chaoyue got up and asked, "Has Master's wife gone back?"

"Going back." Xu Yiren put on a coat over his pajamas, and went to the bathroom to wash up as if nothing had happened, without mentioning anything about Cai.

All this happened so suddenly, he had never thought about it, now that he had to think about it in the long run, he would inevitably be preoccupied and even more reticent.As soon as he went out after washing, he saw Li Chaoyue still standing there.

Xu Yiren asked lightly, "Going to work? Wait for me to order some dumplings for you, or go out to eat?"

"Brother." Li Chaoyue called out softly, paused, and said, "I heard it just now."

The sound insulation effect of a mere room door can be imagined, and Li Chaoyue must have heard the words clearly.Xu Yiren didn't know what expression he should make at this moment, so he could only answer: "Yes."

The two looked at each other silently in the small room.Yesterday Xu Yiren thought the house was too small, but today he suddenly felt that the space between the two could be so big.

Li Chaoyue picked up the mobile phone on the table, then picked up his coat and put it on: "Did the teacher see my clothes?"

Xu Yiren: "Yes, I saw it."

Li Chaoyue smiled to himself, and then comforted him: "Brother, don't worry, my coat looks like a windbreaker, except that it's bigger, it's hard to tell whether it's a man's or a woman's."

Xu Yiren's heart throbbed with pain: "What do you mean?"

Li Chaoyue: "Fortunately, my shoes are on the shoe rack. They are all men's shoes. The teacher's wife must not be able to tell which one is not yours just now. The same is true for mobile phones. Now mobile phones all look the same, not to mention men's and women's models." , you can just say you are a girl when you go tomorrow, you are so old, and you are single, it is normal for this kind of thing to happen occasionally, right?"

Xu Yiren's voice was extremely harsh: "Shut up."

Li Chaoyue: "You can say that you are a classmate. Anyway, after so many years, the professor must not remember which female classmates you have, or you know from work. If it doesn't work, you can say that the phone came out... Oh, this It's a bit difficult for you, you can't see the phone clearly... Otherwise, let me think about it, well, in short, don't be too nervous, I can help you think together..."

Xu Yiren's heart was flustered, and the more he listened, the more shameful he became: "Have you said enough?"

"Enough talking." Li Chaoyue said in a low voice, "Just don't say it's me, don't say it's a man, that's fine."

Xu Yiren suffered a blunt blow to his heart: "Why?"

"Don't say it, okay?" Li Chaoyue shook his head, "The professor and teacher's wife won't accept me."

Just thinking about how to explain that the person he chose is a man is enough for Xu Yiren to plan. He hasn't thought of the step of introducing someone by name, so he said stubbornly: "How do you know it won't."

Li Chaoyue was fully dressed and stood in front of him fully armed, as if he was going to go a long way this time: "Brother, I know very well that there is no one who does not want their son to have a happy family, marry a wife and have children, let alone you Well...there is no better person in the whole world than you. The professor and teacher’s wife love you so much, they must expect more from you, do you have the heart to see them disappointed? If they know, disagree, or even object, how can you What to do? I can't bear to see you being caught in the middle."

Xu Yiren clearly knew that Li Chaoyue was going to work, but he could vaguely hear a farewell meaning from the words, and he couldn't help but nervously said, "What about you?"

"Me, now is my best time. Before and after, it will never be better than now." Li Chaoyue hugged him with open arms and buried his head on his shoulders, "Brother, there is a person who really So good, so good, sometimes as delicate as a little prince, sometimes as kind as a little angel, I liked to watch him secretly when I was in school, so many years have passed, and now I still like to watch him, even when he is sick For a while, the only happy thing I had every day was watching him, I liked him for a long, long time... Did you hear what I said?"

"I heard." Xu Yiren thought that after hearing this, his heart should be as sweet as an overturned honeypot, but he didn't expect it to be even more sad, even so sad that his heart couldn't hold it, and it was about to overflow immediately. Grit your teeth to endure it.

Li Chaoyue whispered in his ear like a dream: "Since I transferred to the department and moved away, I have been thinking about him almost every day, thinking about him during the day, thinking about it at night, and thinking about it in my dreams. Even if I stand in front of him now, I still miss him, miss him I think about it so much that I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to do anything, I just want to look at him like this. As long as he is in front of my eyes, I don't want to move even if the sky falls—that person has the same name as yours, Xu Yiren."

Xu Yiren was so distressed that he lost all strength in his hands, and hugged his shoulders: "The sky is not falling, I just haven't figured out what to say, just give me some time, a little is enough."

Li Chaochao hurriedly stopped him: "Brother, it's definitely not possible. Don't even try, okay? I won't be staying here, so that my wife won't run into me again. If you miss me, call me, and I can do it too." Call you, we can go out on a date, right? Or we can live in another place, you can go to my place, or we can find another house, even if we are not in Shencheng, we will go wherever you want Wherever you go, you can delay as long as you can.”

"How can this be done?" Xu Yiren flatly refused.

He suddenly had to face a huge burden and it was true that he hadn't planned it yet, but he would never be irresponsible to any party, he gently comforted Li Chaoyue along his back, "You signed a contract with the company, how could you leave. "

Li Chaohuan's arm around his waist was hard, as if he was desperately trying to combine the two people into one: "Don't worry about it, isn't the breach of contract just leaving everything there? I don't want it, let them take it Well, what do they like to do, you are already healed, I will get you enough follow-up medicine, the rest is meaningless to me. I just want you, I just want every night to be like yesterday It's the same at night, you hug me to sleep, and see you when you wake up in the morning, don't you like it?"

Xu Yiren could feel the person in his arms trembling, and tears that did not flow easily flowed from someone's eye sockets, and flowed into his heart along the slit of the collar.

"I've never even had such a beautiful dream, and I never want to wake up in my life." Li Chaoyue's tall and straight figure became weak and greedy in Xu Yiren's arms, "Brother, the place where I stand now is the place I want to stand the most Place, I finally got here... Do you know how long it took me to walk alone before I could get to you? On those days when I couldn't see you, I could only walk forward alone, walking slowly. I was afraid that I would not be able to catch up with your footsteps, and thinking about you was going to blur my mind, so I almost stabbed myself in the heart and went to the hospital to see you. The more I can’t see you, the less I dare to see you. I’m afraid that one day We are too far apart after meeting you, you are so good, I am not even qualified to stand by your side."

Xu Yiren's heart was full of sourness, sweetness and bitterness, occupying the high ground, all his strength was used to compete with the nerves for the command of this body, and he couldn't say a word.Something surged out even if I closed my eyes.

Li Chaoyue said intermittently: "I don't want others to know, and I don't want others to recognize... I just have you... Listen to me, okay? Don't say anything, just treat it like nothing in front of anyone, That's enough for us now..."

Xu Yiren straightened his shoulders and wanted to comfort him with a kiss, but as soon as he opened his mouth, it seemed to balance the air pressure inside and outside, and he couldn't stop the thoughts accumulated over the years from surging, and he couldn't kiss at all.

Li Chao put his cheek against his, and the skin at the junction was a little tingling: "Brother... that's it, okay?"

Xu Yiren shook his head silently.

Li Chaoyue begged in a low voice: "You don't need to make up too much, just say...it's a girl, it's okay to say it's a one-night stand, and it's better to be scolded by the professor at most than to say it's me, okay?"

Xu Yiren's heart ached when he heard it again: "No, don't say that again."

Li Chaoyue shrugged his shoulders even more: "Please, brother, don't say it's a man... What if the professor and teacher's wife... don't agree? Are you determined to go your own way and stick to it to the end?"

Xu Yiren clenched his fists: "Then stick to the end and be brave."

"No way," Li Chaoyue stomped his feet anxiously, "but I can't hold on, can you still be happy if you have a fight with your family? I can't look at you sad, not even a single glance... You are driving me away like this. Don't be like this, okay, I don't want to leave... You just said yesterday that I can stay if I want to stay, how can you drive me away? Just think it's for me, lie to my family once, don't drive me away OK?"

Xu Yiren didn't know what was wrong with him. His hands, feet, limbs were sore and weak like never before, his vision was blurred and he couldn't breathe. Although there was no external force to hit him, his heart hurt very much. He said inarticulately: "No, Li Chaoyue, you can't even think about it." Don't think about it, if I can't tell my closest relatives, what right do I have to keep you here."

Li Chaoyue raised his head in despair and let out a long sigh: "Xu Yiren, why are you so stupid? Why don't you understand? The most wronged thing for me is that I can't be with you!"

Xu Yiren: "..."

Li Chaoyue pushed him away, took out a few paper towels to clean up everything that needed to be wiped and blown, and said to Xu Yiren, whose face was splashed with water: "Tell me, you will know! After you finish talking, you will be urged by your parents every day." Are you happy when you want to separate from me? Do you feel at ease when people pick and choose about me? When people around you look at us like monsters, you can have a clear conscience Is it? You have a clear conscience, what should I do? What do people in my company think if they find out? Are you still letting me work?"

Xu Yiren: "...My parents are not that kind of people, even if they know about it, they won't tell others."

Li Chaoyue: "Is there still a need for 'propaganda'? 'One pass ten, ten pass one hundred', do you understand? You don't need to tell outsiders about it with your professor or teacher's wife, just tell your relatives or something. When the time comes Do you have the final say on whether others will spread it to the outside world? Shencheng is so big, and the medical circle is so small, you don’t need to name anyone who cares about it and you can guess it! Do you want me to go to the 'AIDS prevention' lecture on time every month and get a condom?"

Xu Yiren: "You don't need to be on guard, I didn't..."

Li Chaoyue: "Of course I know you don't, but if I say I'm the only one, will those people who have preconceived ideas believe it? At that time, people will not dare to eat at the same table with me, and everyone will stay far away from me. During the holidays, people give gifts, cigarettes and alcohol, but when they come here, they give me a health card for me to go for a medical checkup? My reputation has been ruined, I have been isolated and discriminated against, are you happy?"

Xu Yiren: "No way..."

Li Chaoyue: "Do you know? Ah? You said two days ago that the teacher's wife wouldn't come! Didn't she come too? It scared me to death! What if others know my sexual orientation and sexually harass me? And so... huh? There are a lot of foreigners in our company, one arm is as thick as my two legs, if they really want to do something to me, I can't justify it!"

Li Chaoyue's appearance, regardless of the traditional aesthetic standards or international standards, is extremely eye-catching among the crowd. Xu Yiren said without confidence: "...how could it be? This is domestic."

"Why not?" Li Chaoyue took off his coat and threw it away, sat on the sofa with a tissue box in his arms, wiped his face with a tissue box and complained again and again, "People's words are terrible, three people become tigers, talk behind their backs and spit The stars have drowned me, how can I see people in the future!"

Xu Yiren was alert and immediately fell silent.

What he was most afraid of in the past was that he would influence Li Chaoyue, but now he almost caused a catastrophe because of his lack of consideration.

He quickly calmed down and tried to find a solution to make up for it, but Li Chaoyue was holding the tissue box. He felt that he had committed a serious crime. He hesitated for a while and felt that he was not qualified to reach out for it, so he wiped his face with his palms and cuffs to wipe off the coldness on his face. With a nasal voice, he said reluctantly: "Then what should I do, do you want to go?"

Li Chaoyue repeated in horror: "Go? Let me go after you finish sleeping with me?"

Xu Yiren: "How can I... sleep."

"That's not enough?" Li Chaoyue patted the sofa hard with his big hand, making the leather sofa "crack" and said, "Yesterday! Just on this sofa! You almost ate me up! You wiped it after eating!" Wipe your mouth!"

"..." Xu Yiren lowered his head and rubbed between his brows, blushing for yesterday's crazy behavior.

"And here!" Li Chaoyue unbuttoned his chest, pulled his collar to reveal half of his shoulders, and there were several bloody tooth marks above his collarbone, "Who bit it? I almost snapped the tendon! "

Of course Xu Yiren knew that it was his "masterpiece", but his nose was so blocked that he couldn't speak, and he didn't dare to go far without authorization as if he had done something wrong, and he couldn't breathe because of his humming and convulsions.

"Come and sit down," Li Chao watched his every move, took a few tissues and wiped him, "You're so dirty!"

"..." Xu Yiren took the paper and was exhausted physically and mentally, feeling that every move he made was wrong, even his breathing was wrong.

Li Chaoyue: "I usually work overtime to make something for others as a gun. They have to give me money, thousands of words!"

Xu Yiren made the best use of the few tissue papers that he received as a gift, finally wiped his face back to its original appearance, and said in shame, "Oh, there are so many."

Li Chaoyue nodded: "Yes. I gave you everything yesterday, and stayed with you all night... Anyway, it's almost the same, what did you give me?"

Xu Yiren weighed his conscience and felt that even if he and himself exchanged physical needs, they would not be equal. Li Chaoyue must have paid more and lost more. After all, how much he secretly wanted to get close to him in his dream Over and over, in addition to physical, he also took advantage of psychological satisfaction."What's mine is yours," he said.

Li Chaoyue's tone softened a bit: "Then what do you have?"

Xu Yiren happened to be wearing yesterday's coat, so he took out his wallet and card from his pocket: "Take it."

Li Chaoyue squeezed his fingers condescendingly, and looked over and over again: "Is this the only card? How much is it?"

Xu Yiren said frankly: "My salary for the past few years, insurance compensation, and lawsuit compensation are all in it."

Li Chaoyue said "Oh" and copied it in his pocket.

Xu Yiren added: "This card is tied to automatic mortgage and car loan repayments..."

Li Chaoyue seemed dissatisfied: "That's still negative!"

Xu Yiren took out the last bargaining chip: "I... If my eyes are healed, I still have a chance to go back to work. In the future..."

"I don't want a blank check, hug me." Li Chaoyue pulled his bracelet around his waist, "I just want you to listen to me this time, don't tell your family, and don't let others know. Use the time you spend trying to deal with them with hugging me. Brother, we’re not young anymore, this feeling hasn’t been around for a few years, so I can’t afford to waste it.”

Xu Yiren hugged him tightly, "Okay."

Li Chaoyue: "When you go back tomorrow, you can say that you were recruited. You will be scolded and dragged down, and you will save yourself from having to find someone to act."

"...'Recruitment'?" Xu Yiren was having a hard time opening his mouth, but he had to ask one more question, "What if you ask me how I recruited?"

Li Chaoyue smacked his lips, impatient to write an experimental report out of thin air: "I don't know, I haven't recruited one either, hair washing room? Gas station? Or just say you're an old friend."

Xu Yiren couldn't imagine what his mother's expression would be when she heard this, so she could only bite the bullet and agree: "Okay..."

Li Chaoyue: "This stronghold has been exposed. We won't live here for the time being. We'll move later, move to my place. Alright, let's eat dumplings!"

Xu Yiren felt that there seemed to be something missing in this plan, and pressed the electronic watch on the table to announce the time: "It's time to go to work."

Li Chaoyue wrapped his hands and feet around him and hummed: "I can't go anymore, I don't care if I go or not, besides, it's Valentine's Day, brother, I don't want to be separated from you, I want to kiss you."

Xu Yiren's heart has already turned into water, and all the tenderness of his life has been poured into it, waiting for Li Chaoyue's call at any time, and he will give up everything.He kissed lightly on the corner of his lips, where there was still a slight salty taste left by tears. He never knew that "taste" could also speak, and he would talk about the grievances it has suffered, the longing and sweetness of its owner.

From the perspective of Xu Yiren's cognition, of course, he doesn't think that there will be a position that "it doesn't matter whether you go or not", but yesterday's vicissitudes, tomorrow's ten thousand years, today is really too special, he has never experienced such a special job. day.He had no choice but to lie to himself in his heart, regardless of whether he had to face mountains of swords and seas of fire or dangers tomorrow, let's put it aside today.

He had never been to Li Chaoyue's residence, so he didn't know what to take, so he followed Li Chaoyue's instructions.

Li Chaoyue: "You look good in this one, and you have this one too... You must take this one, I want to throw you down when I see you wearing this..."

Xu Yiren had the illusion that he owed the treatment fee and was preparing to escape from the hospital, so he couldn't help asking: "I took it away, what should I do when my mother comes, I can tell at a glance that I won't be able to stay here."

Li Chaoyue put down his things: "Brother, you are so smart! Then don't take anything, you don't have to wear clothes and lie under the quilt every day and wait for me to go home, okay?"

Xu Yiren imagined that scene for a while, and coughed lightly: "Hey, two changes are enough."

He watched Li Chaoyue clean up all the traces of the two living together, packed all the used things into boxes and put them away. He felt apologetic in his heart. He felt guilty for his parents and wronged the people in front of him. He said silently: "sorry."

Li Chaoyue pulled the box and walked out without any grievances, without leaving any footprints: "Okay, don't worry, everything is safe, let's go!"

All he can do now is to keep the secret of the two of them well, so that this relationship does not have to go through any storms and twists and turns...

The elevator arrived at the 18th floor with a "ding--", following the principle of "get off first, then go up", Xu Yiren politely turned around to make room for the elevator entrance.

The man who came out said, "Oh! I'm here to get the lunch box your mother left behind. I'll leave after I finish. Don't worry, I won't look at anything... Huh?"