Please follow the doctor's advice

As long as you have money in your hands, it doesn't matter what you wear. I don't know what's popular now, but clothes sellers should know.

I went to the shopping mall alone, and stood in front of the men’s clothing brand in the past. I didn’t have the mood when I first bought clothes: the first time I had a handful of money, the first time I bought expensive clothes, and the first time I bought clothes. One time, she dressed like Xu Yiren and stood beside him.

Today, those models are still posing in various styles in a patchwork manner, and they may be wearing trendy styles, but in my eyes, there is only one feeling-innocuous.

I looked around, and looking at it now, the clothes of this brand seem to be similar to other brands. To be honest, if I didn’t pull the collar to see the logo, I really couldn’t tell which one was which, let alone which one I particularly liked. file.Without Xu Yiren, clothes are just clothes, without emotion, name, or temperature.

The shopping guide lady was still enthusiastic: "Sir, just take a look, whichever one you like, I will help you get the right number."

But I don't have the energy to try on clothes over and over again.

Every season, I will pack a few pieces of clothes casually. Unfortunately, the effect of wearing them this way is not very good, because this season the shopping guide said that this color and style are popular, and there are many customers who buy them. Next season, that color and that style will be popular, and the sales volume How much, how much, I came back and threw it in the closet, and the clothes were mixed up, and in the end I would still wear a combination of red shirt and green waistcoat.

Sometimes when I look up after work, it’s already dark outside the window, and I see my nondescript outfits on the glass—it’s exactly as the big dog said, and no one cares, not even anyone who laughs at me.

So fucking lonely.

It is another spring, summer, autumn and winter.One day, I was stretching myself to get off work, and I casually looked out the window, and suddenly saw a person standing at the gate.

Because the Institute does not allow outsiders to come in and out at will, the door is half closed during working hours. The man stands with his back to the door, standing upright but not tense. A little relaxed.He held his mobile phone in one hand, and occasionally raised his hand to look at it. He didn't know if he was checking the time or waiting for news.

I was about to look back, when it was time to get off work, the door slowly opened, the man took a small wrong step, looked sideways at the door, and showed a side face.

——The clothes he wears have changed, and the curvature of his jaw is more distinct than before, but when I glanced at it, it seemed as if I had traveled through several years, and saw the man standing in the room when I opened the door of the dormitory in the summer when I transferred to the department. Central figure.

This person seems to be...Xu Yiren?

Over the years, I have misidentified too many people who are slightly similar to him. I have experienced countless times when I stopped at the first sight, held my breath at the second eye, and shook my head and sighed at the third eye. Still can't help but look a few more times.

I was quite calm, so I ran to an office on the first floor closest to the door, covered my face with curtains under the doubtful eyes of my younger brother and younger sister, and took a closer look out of the window—maybe the looks are similar, and the dressing style may be similar , but in such a hot day, it is really difficult to imitate that you can still dress upright and have a face as calm as water!

A living Xu Yiren?The new Xu Yiren?Not the old version of Xu Yiren in my dream! ! !

What is he here for?To wait for someone?Will he come in later?

I was like a little white mouse escaping from a laboratory bench, looking around in a panic, not knowing where to go, I turned over the cabinets and freezers in the house, turned my head, and saw a mirror hanging behind the office door. ——Is that me with messy hair, bloodshot eyes, and marks from the mask on the bridge of the nose?

A junior brother came over and asked, "Senior brother, what are you looking for?"

I wanted to find someone who could stand beside Xu Yiren, or someone who could calmly go over to say hello like an old classmate, but unfortunately I couldn't find it.I shook my head: "It's nothing, don't stay up late."

He looked fine, presumably had a good job, and was well paid.What if I stayed back then, even if I got the doctor's certificate and stayed in a hospital with him, I still had to solve the main contradiction in the primary stage of socialism, and now it's just a change of place, and the same embarrassment, even Shame on him.

I went back to my office silently, took off my work clothes and threw them on the hanger. I remember that the T-shirt I was wearing inside should have been changed just today. Why did it look like a rag after only wearing it for a day?

The people who got off work had almost left, and Xu Yiren was still at the door.I leaned on the window and glanced back and forth between the door and the direction of the parking lot, curious and scared, wondering what kind of person would come out later, have a warm conversation with Xu Yiren, and then take him away?

Could it be that his father introduced someone to him, everyone met him a few times and felt pretty good, so Xu Yiren came to pick him up from get off work, right?

Speaking of which, the last time I saw him waiting for someone like this was one night in my sophomore year, when I saw him standing by the middle pool in the old campus for an hour, but in the end he didn't wait for anyone to come... People always come Falling down in the same place, did Xu Yiren date netizens again and be let go?Maybe he was scammed online?

For example, Yao Yi Yao met a girl, she casually said that she works in a research institute, and attached an over-processed photo, Xu Yiren saw it, wow, this is a good chat, and after chatting, she wanted to meet, Of course, if you take a photo to compare, you will definitely not find anyone... No wonder his head is always on.

The guard saw him standing there for a long time. Wouldn't it be embarrassing if he walked away in despair after waiting for several hours for no one?How about I go over to say hello to him and ask him to have dinner together?

I looked in the mirror and was in a dilemma. Suddenly my phone vibrated and started to sing. I was so scared that I yelled "Ah—" and jumped a big step. I looked out the window and saw that the street lights were on, and Xu Yiren was still standing there. While swatting the mosquitoes, he didn't bring the phone to his ear.

I was so shocked that I turned over the face-down phone and picked it up: "Senior Sister Jiang, what's the matter?"

Since I was transferred, Jiang Xinyue would occasionally contact me. At first I was worried that she had unreasonable thoughts about me, but then I gradually found that she only had unreasonable thoughts about my research report. Every communication revealed " I don't like you, I just came to help my dad see what good stuff you have here".Sometimes she would bring things from the pharmaceutical research department of his father's company and ask me to look at them for help. Afterwards, she would pay me as much as I should, and the total would be 20 to [-]. She is my little boss who earns extra money.

Jiang Xinyue: "Li Chaoyue, how are you doing? Is there anything missing? I'm at the mall, and I'll help you buy it."

Now hiring temporary workers is so full of humanistic care.I was about to decline with "no reward for no merit", when I glanced at the streetlight at the door, I suddenly had an idea: "Senior sister, can you buy two clothes for me? Then send them to the institute?"

I only obey Jiang Xinyue for the aesthetics of the research institute. She changed her clothes and put on makeup. She looks like a different person in normal times. It’s the same as Sailor Moon’s transformation. I threw away all the young and fresh junior sisters a few blocks away. Now I’m here too In the original ecology, at the age when you can't meet people, and you can't do it without a care, you can only worship at the feet of the great god and ask for guidance.

Jiang Xinyue: "You said now?"

I said nicely, "Yes, yes, I want to wear it at night, okay?"

Jiang Xinyue smiled knowingly: "Yo, date? All right, it will take me more than half an hour to drive back. Can you wait?"

I'm not sure when Xu Yiren will leave, maybe he left before Jiang Xinyue came back, but instead of saying goodbye to him with a hot face and a cold butt, I might as well leave from upstairs. Then peeked up and saw him go.I said: "Senior Sister, wait for you, wait for you, it's up to you!"

Jiang Xinyue asked, "What kind to buy?"

I was at a loss: "Sister, what do you think I should wear?"

Jiang Xinyue thought for a while: "You? Protective clothing?"

I have a sense of inhumanity.I reminded: "Sister, it's a very important occasion, no joke."

Jiang Xinyue: "Then buy a suit?"

Wearing a suit on such a hot day, before scaring Xu Yiren, I would heat myself up to death, I said: "I think it's very important to have that kind of suit, but it can't let the other party see that I attach great importance to it. I look young and pretty."

Jiang Xinyue laughed loudly: "Young and beautiful... okay, I seem to know."

After hanging up the phone, I reluctantly glanced at the figure under the street lamp, and then plunged into the bathroom to take a shower.Less than half an hour later, Jiang Xinyue called out in the corridor: "Li Chaoyue, where are you?"

I opened the bathroom door: "Sister, here it is!"

Jiang Xinyue handed me a bag of clothes through the crack of the door. I opened it and saw that they were all red and green sportswear. I said, "Sister, how old am I, can I still wear this?"

Jiang Xinyue said through the door: "Don't you want to be young and beautiful? Wear sportswear to look energetic. They are all first-tier brands, and one piece is as expensive as your monthly salary. Is it worth paying attention to?"

In any case, I let her watch and buy it, and after buying it, she gave it to me as a gift. It would be a bit hurtful to say that I don't like it.Anyway, the new clothes take up the word "new", at least they look more energetic, right?I picked out a hooded T-shirt and five-point sports shorts, put them on in twos and twos, smiled and jumped out: "Sister, how are you?"

Jiang Xinyue took a look at me: "Don't worry, just wear it like this, no problem."

She said so, but she didn't look very happy.That's right, I was planning to go to the shopping mall after get off work for leisure, and then I sent me something like a courier, who would be happy if I let it go?

I said: "Sister, are you tired from running back and forth? I know you have worked hard. I will treat you to dinner when you have time some other day! Smile!"

Jiang Xinyue didn't buy it, she was still unhappy: "Did I miss you? If I didn't want to buy it for you, I would have found an excuse to say something was wrong. When I came back just now, I saw a man wearing glasses at the gate Handsome guy, I just took a few more glances, but he bowed thirty degrees to me and shouted 'Hello teacher', do you think he is blind? I think I am about the same age as him, how can he bow to me and call teacher Woolen cloth?"

A handsome guy with glasses?I asked, "The one with the light blue shirt at the North Gate?"

Jiang Xinyue: "Yeah, you saw it too? You didn't take a close look, but he was like a breeze when he stood there, and it was refreshing to see him."

I seem to have met a colleague, and I am very happy to hear it, and I nod frequently.

Jiang Xinyue: "It should be from our school before? Why haven't I seen it? Isn't it from the School of Pharmacy? The temperament is so good, it would be great if I could see it every day."

The more I listened, the more something went wrong: "Wait, sister, don't you have no interest in anyone?"

Jiang Xinyue gave me a blank look: "Who said I'm not interested? I'm not a saint, I just didn't see anything and feel it."

I said seriously, "Sister, I'm not bad looking, just look at me."

Jiang Xinyue spread her hands apologetically: "I'm sorry, I see that everyone in our institute can remember your polar bears, so I really can't get interested."

I scratched my hair in the mirror and asked, "Sister, do you girls put something on your face? Probably a mixture of glycerin and Vaseline?"

Jiang Xinyue took out two bottles the size of 20ml reagent bottles from her bag: "Toner and lotion?"

I opened it and smelled it: "Yes, yes, that's it. What brand is yours? I'll buy two bottles later."

Jiang Xinyue took out another small spray bottle and sprayed it on her face, and took out more bottles and jars that I had never seen before: "I tell you that you can't remember, these two samples are given to you, you want to If you want to buy it, just take the bottle and go to the mall to buy it."

I watched her line up the tools in front of the mirror and asked, "Are you putting on makeup?"

Jiang Xinyue took something like a sponge and slapped it around her face: "Yeah, what if that handsome guy is still there when I go out later? He must have not looked carefully just now. Call me teacher..."

I was vigilant, and quickly squeezed a puddle of unknown but fragrant lotion and rubbed it on my face. After patting it, it looked much more dewy.Then I secretly put the vial into my pocket: "Sister, thank you so much for today, you are my real sister! You melt slowly, well, I'm leaving first!"

Jiang Xinyue drew a pen on her face with one eye closed, and casually waved her hands to me: "Go, go, I'm distracted talking to you."

Xu Yiren was still standing under the street lamp, as if he was fighting against a mosquito that was attacking him. I ran towards the door at a speed of [-] meters, and silently said "I am young and beautiful, I am young and beautiful" in my heart after a long distance. Shouted: "Brother Xu——!"

Xu Yiren turned his head slightly when he heard the sound, I jumped up high like when I was playing basketball and slam dunk, and slapped him on the shoulder, I greeted him warmly like an old classmate, "Why are you here! "

Xu Yiren glanced at me with an uneasy expression, "Passing by."

It's not easy to "pass by" from get off work until dark. Didn't he realize that he was cheated?I patted him again in an attempt to wake him up: "I see you've been standing here for two hours!"

Xu Yiren's expression became even more ugly, he held the phone tightly, and pretended to be perfunctory: "Oh, really."

If he stands still, he can only end up alone. Maybe Jiang Xinyue with makeup will appear behind me at some point, it's too dangerous.I patted him on the shoulder again: "Brother Xu, it's been a long time! Let's have a meal together, I'm treating you!"

Xu Yiren glanced behind me, and his eyes wandered around again, as if he wasn't very interested in having dinner with me.

I hugged his arm and dragged it for a while: "Brother—come on!"

Naturally, Xu Yiren didn't really ask me to treat him, he took me to a western restaurant for dinner, and he had already reserved a table.I viciously ate the piece of steak that I didn't know belonged to. After I drank the soup, I still couldn't understand my hatred, and suggested: "Brother Xu, we haven't seen each other for a long time, let's go out and find a place to have a drink!"

After the meal, Xu Yiren ate in silence and didn't talk much, just quietly listening to my chatter, then raised her head to look at me, and said lightly: "Okay."

In another place, Xu Yiren still drank and didn't talk much - it's understandable that he was in a bad mood after being released, and I'm ashamed to expose his scars.Seeing him blowing into the wine bottles one by one, I tried my best to change the topic and try to seduce him to say a few words, but he didn't talk a few words before talking about how Lin Lang is doing in Baixun General Hospital now.

I don't understand, why does Xu Yiren bring up Lin Lang's little bastard every time I drink with me?

I used the strength of wine to grab Xu Yiren's shoulders, and pressed him into my arms. Suddenly, a scent that was neither shampoo nor soap penetrated into my nostrils. It was so fragrant that I wished I could lie on his body Smell it.I said: "My brother, what do you care about him? Don't care about Lin Lang relying on connections or doing tricks. I know you are the one with the real stuff, and I like you the most."

Xu Yiren raised his hand and took a sip of the wine, I continued to pretend to be crazy and swayed his shoulders around him, and the fragrance of his body was also wafting in front of me with the breeze - it's really strange, shouldn't it be the same when working in a hospital? Does it smell like disinfectant?Why is he so fragrant?The wine didn't make me drunk, but I was going to be fainted by the smell of him.

After drinking, the people at the tables next to us almost withdrew, and we also got up to leave.As soon as I stood up, I tripped over the messy stools around me and fell on Xu Yiren's body.Xu Yiren was unprepared, we each staggered a step, and then he came over and held my arm: "Chao Chao, are you okay?"

The feeling of the body colliding and zero-distance contact is really good. I said "it's okay, it's okay", and when he let go of his hand, I slammed into him with a crooked body.This time Xu Yiren stood firm, as solid as a wall, and was not knocked away by me, but I was like a bouncy ball hitting the wall, and the whole world was full of "I was bounced, I was bounced" Feel.

Before I could fly away, Xu Yiren held me up in time, and put his strong arms around my body: "You drink too much, I'll help you."

Just kidding, I haven't moistened my throat with such a little wine, you don't have much, can I have more?I defended: "Brother, I'm really not drunk."

Xu Yiren held my arm even harder, and shifted my focus to him: "I still said I'm not drunk."

His fragrance penetrated into my heart again, well, I'm drunk, I'm drunk, I'm drunk!

I walked to the door of the small shop, and I was embarrassed to hang on to him all the time, so I let go and stroked the small folds of the shirt on his chest. The soft texture of the clothes and the firm chest muscles It made me linger, if it weren't for a waiter passing by, I would have touched two more.

Xu Yiren took out his mobile phone and seemed to be looking for a substitute driver, so I pressed his hand: "Brother, please drive downstairs to my house, stop if you have time."

Xu Yiren glanced at me, paused, and lowered his hand: "Yes."

He drank, so we took a special path to avoid being stopped by the drunk driving guard. We drove slower than a bicycle along the way. In addition, the house I rented was in an old building, and it took me a long time to get to the building. Down.Xu Yiren took out a bag of fruit from the back seat of the car and gave it to me: "You take this."

His figure overlapped with that of the first day we met many years ago. At the end of summer, he took out a soft towel from the closet and handed it to me, saying, "It's a new one, I brought too many."

My heart is like a water-squeezed sponge, wrinkled into a small lump. I'm really afraid that when I let go of my hand, the air sucked by the sponge will not have his smell.I said: "Brother, I asked you to invite me today, and we will come out to get together another day, and you want me to invite you back?"

Xu Yiren gave a noncommittal "hmm"—in the past, his answer like this usually meant that he had other plans, but he just didn't want to refute in person, and he was too embarrassed to refuse in person.

I was a little flustered, and wanted to find some excuses to meet him again, so I said, "Brother, why don't you stay at my place tonight?"

Xu Yiren glanced at me, the street lights were dim, I couldn't tell whether his eyes were filled with surprise or dislike for this old building area.This building area is really too old. Now there are very few five-story buildings in the urban area. The house may be older than me. In fact, the house I rented only has one bedroom and one living room. I don’t even know the arrangement. where does he live.

After all, I have been with Lao Xu for so many years, and I still know a little bit about pyramid schemes, and I have to describe the conditions if there are no conditions.I instantly thought of several excuses: "Brother, you will run back and forth tomorrow morning, and you have to get up early..."

After I finished speaking, I felt wrong. Doesn't this mean that he should find a substitute driver to drive the car back?But Xu Yiren didn't know whether he had drunk too much and lost his mind or what, but he actually replied, "That's right."

We walked up the narrow stairs one after the other.How narrow are the stairs?It is so narrow that if someone is coming towards me, I have to lean against the wall and turn sideways to stagger.Xu Yiren followed behind me without saying a word.

Human beings are like this, wanting to look forward to Shu, wanting to have one and want two.As I was walking, I suddenly felt that this scene seemed familiar, as if an action similar to an unannounced visit to a prostitute’s den was broadcast on a legal program—we are now the customer and the service staff who have negotiated the price, and the bag of fruit in my hand is Prostitution, we are walking towards the trading place deep in the dark streets and alleys tacitly, there is no sleep in the cot tonight, Xu Yiren is thinking about how to play later to get back the fare.

I have been pure and ascetic for a long time, but the more depressed this kind of thing is, the more it will be like a flood in the flood season, once it breaks out, it will be out of control.I stopped suddenly, Xu Yiren walked with his head down, and accidentally bumped into me.

The stairs are so narrow, and the corner is even narrower, I was caught between the wall behind and Xu Yiren in front of me.

Xu Yiren's body seemed to have a scent mixed with a little alcohol, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Me: "No, nothing, it's here."

Xu Yiren: "Oh, open the door."

Although I called him to stay here, there are fast hotels all over the street, which are convenient, hygienic and inexpensive. Xu Yiren is such a clean person, so there is no need to come to a place that is bigger than my palm. The more I hear these words, the more they sound like "Be good, little rabbit, open the door" and "Since the debt is owed by the people in the research institute, let you, who also work in the research institute, come and pay it off"!

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and tremblingly led the wolf into the room.After Xu Yiren entered the door, he looked around and unbuttoned his shirt, a few in succession.I was terrified, pinched the corner of my clothes, took off the T-shirt on my body, and summoned the muscles I haven't practiced for many years. It's okay, the sword is not old-come on!

Xu Yiren turned around and asked tiredly, "Where do I sleep?"

As soon as he turned around, we were both taken aback—my brother, what age is it now, who still wears a vest under a shirt? ? ?

Xu Yiren looked away, and coughed lightly: "I'll just make a bed on the floor, do you have any quilts? You can sleep on the sofa without me."

Oh, well said.It’s just my little sofa, I’m not blowing it, I can’t even let go of your long legs, how do you want to sleep?I said, "I'm going to get you a quilt, I've wronged you."

Xu Yiren took off his shirt, and he could see the lines on his shoulders at a glance: "What did you say?"

The subtext is "I didn't come here to sleep on the sofa"!

After taking a bath, I smiled and told my little bed not to make too much noise to disturb the rest of the neighbors, and then lay down piously, and put my body into a passionate "M" shape for a while, and then turned over and knelt on the bed for a while, Put it in an undefended "π" shape... which posture is good?

When I think of Xu Yiren, it seems that shame doesn't matter at all.

What Xu Yiren said now is also in the system. When he wakes up tomorrow and finds that he has done such a thing, he may be afraid that something will happen and imprison me, threaten me not to speak out, and ask me to quit my job for the convenience of monitoring me. Going out and personally supervised me calling Lao Xu to resign. Lao Xu definitely disagreed. When my friend remembered to visit me, I had already been locked in a small cage by Xu Yiren and became his...

When I woke up the next morning, my entire lower body was in excruciating pain, and it seemed like I would die if I even moved—I was fucking kneeling on the bed and fell asleep?

What about Xu Yiren?Do not come like this?Did he drink fake wine!

My legs were so numb that I couldn't move an inch. I gritted my teeth and supported the wall and moved to the living room with difficulty. The culprit was sleeping soundly with a sheet on his body.

... really crazy.

I feel a little distressed for no reason.Why do you want to do something extraneous, go to the department of stomatology, ophthalmology, orthopedics, isn't it more profitable and worry-free than extraneous care?At such a young age, looking at her so closely, there are almost Sichuan lines between her brows.

Xu Yiren in his sleep tilted his head slightly and let out a soft breath.

What did he dream about? Was it a patient who passed the critical period, or just walked off the operating table, or saw a discharged patient coming for a follow-up visit?

I know, I know, anyway, he is the kind of person who is so exhausted that he still thinks about others!

There was a turmoil in my stomach, I glared at him bitterly, and crawled towards the bathroom unwillingly.

The old-fashioned building is still equipped with a squatting urinal. I carefully fixed myself on the top. After the stormy sea, "Don't keep yesterday's day, wash it away with a box of clean water", I was so relaxed that as soon as I stood up, my legs Adding numbness to numbness, I couldn't help screaming heart-piercingly: "Ah!——"

After shouting, I realized that Xu Yiren was still in the living room, but it was too late, he was woken up by me, and he came over and stood outside the door and asked, "Beyond? What's wrong?"

I covered my mouth and said tremblingly, "No...it's okay..."

Xu Yiren obviously didn't believe it: "Open the door and let me take a look."

Don't think I don't know you want to use the toilet!It's not that I don't go out, it's that my legs can't move at all now, and the small broken exhaust fan is not as windy as the CPU fan in the computer, so it will take half an hour to suck the smell out of the toilet!

How could I let my holy iceberg god wake up to smell this early in the morning?I said, "Brother Xu...I'm sorry...You...Why don't you go to work first...Leave me alone..."

Xu Yiren was silent for a while, and asked the most heartless and unjust words I have ever heard in my life: "Constipation? Or hemorrhoids?"

I was so disheartened that I almost plopped down in the toilet.

For your words, I stayed in the research institute to eat rice bran and wash my ass after going to bed every day. You actually suspect that I am constipated?And hemorrhoids?

【Embrace the stars】